She stopped talking to me after 2 years together... she study in another Town

She stopped talking to me after 2 years together... she study in another Town..
I havent seen her in 2 months..

Was going to ask her out on dinner after the random silence from her

Then i see on normiebook "femanon is now in a relationship with my now former friend"


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Feels thread? :(

Yeesh. Sorry, dude. That's rough.

>Be me.
>Take girlfriend to go eat wings at this ghetto bar near campus.
>Delicious wings for really low price.
>We're University students so we're broke as fuck.
>Cheap wings is already a dream come true.
>Only downside is the place looks like it's some drug joint.
>Eat wings anyways.
>Finish eating.
>We both go to the washroom to clean up.
>Male and female washrooms right next to each other.
>Go in.
>Bathroom is so small.
>Can barely see anything as well, lighting is dim.
>One urinal and one boxed toilet stall.
>Want to take a shit but some guy is in the toilet.
>Wait for a minute or so then change my mind. I'll just shit at home.
>Do my business and take a piss at urinal.
>Suddenly hear the guy start to moan softly.
>He's groaning now.
>Sounds like he's having the best shit of his life or something.
>Weirded out as fuck so I quickly wash my hands and leave.
>Go outside to wait for girlfriend.
>Ten minutes pass by, what's taking her so long?
>Look at the washroom waiting.
>Even the guy moaning in the toilet finished and left.
>Five minutes later she comes out.
>There's a huge grin on her face.
>She seems happy.
>We walk for a bit back to campus.
>She looks at me with this big smile.
>'How did you like that blow job?' she asked me.
>What blowjob...
>'The one in the washroom? Through the hole?' her smile quickly drops.

Turns out she gave the guy in the washroom with me a blow job by accident. Apparently the female washroom only had one toilet for one person so she assumed it was the same on the male. She thought I was the only one in there so when she saw a dick go through the hole, it must have been mine.

Kek

should i give sob story of my heartbreak that ive been dying over for the past 8 months or nah?

I'm in a similar position, OP. Let's talk?

Yes, please do.

Yes

:'(

>be me 16ish
>junior year of highschool, coming towards the end
>just quit my shitty job, and was looking for a new one
>remembered a 8/10 qt3.15 (that also went to my school) working at a place nearby that pays really well
>beautiful brown curly hair, big cute teeth, sexy long legs, small c cup tits, PERFECT ass, etc
>had crush on her for years
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>get the job at said place
>find out she has a druggy boyfriend and try to make my way into a close friendship
>we begin talking and we have a lot in common
>i can tell that i will really like this girl, but keep it lowkey
>we will call her C

Cont?

Moooore

Post some feels pictures with it

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What, no dinosaur?

This reeks of a friend zoning...

FF
>I begin letting her know that she is better than that druggy bf
>after weeks she finally realizes it and breaks up with him
>FUCKYEAHBUB.fbi
>I begin slowly trying to lay the mack down
>she is taking the b8 hard
>we start going on small dates, but for some reason we keep getting into small little bickering matches through text
>we talk after work one day and she tells me how she always just jumps from one guy to another and she wants to take some time alone
>suicideisalwaysanoption.weeeb
>literally one week later we are talking more seriously
>she changes her mind very quickly
>discover she beholds her virginity
>A PURE ONE
>instantly 10x attracted to her, already knowing that love is closing in
>im still keeping my deep feelings lowkey, but she knows i like her
>our small disagreements continue, but we always bright each other up like no other
>in person that is
FF about 2 weeks
>we have been seeing each other in school, going on dates too
>one day we are in a FroYo type place
>I come out to her and tell her how a girl and i had agreed to be fwb a while back
>that girl and i never did anything and i tell C that, but i didnt realize she hated this girl particularly
>I end up screaming at her in the froyo place
>we begin to leave
>I turn to her, "I was really starting to love you C"

Cont.

>we dont talk for a couple hours
>of course make up as always
>she asks me if i was serious about what i said
>"of course i was... I wouldnt say something like that if i wasnt"
> C: "Oh..."
>she had a huge grin
FF few more weeks
>we continue having small fights, quiet times, then getting back together
>prom is coming up
>i ask her to go with me
>she looks absolutely stunning in her dress
>her beauty that night has never been matched by another girl in my eyes
>we truly love each other
>but the small fights still happen, and then getting back together
>I take her virginity 1 week after prom in the parking lot of our work
>she cries as im balls deep in her "i can never lose you user..."
>trying hard to not lose boner, but promise her she wont ever lose me
>half hearted, but make it seem real
>having her care and love me this much all goes to my head
>begin to not show her how much i feel, but we are still going as normal
>small fights all the time but we make up

Cont.

Yup

Yeah

I can't tell if this story is really good or really bad. Cont please

Month after i take her v card
>we get into a small little fight that leaves us not talking for a week
>remember this week.
>we get back together, but we are obviously not as good as before
>i trust her whole heartly, love her more than anything ive ever known
>we keep going and it is getting better
>loving each other feels so good
>stay over at my sister's house with her and sleep together and fuck all night
>in ecstasy while with her
>but still always argue when we text
>this continues all of summer
>school finally starts back up
>we are fighting more and more, but still getting back together
>during September we have a HUGE fight
>we don't talk for about a month
>we finally begin talking again and its like the sun began to shine after what felt like months of darkness in my head
>she really doesn't seem the same this time, but think nothing of it
>i still trust her completely, she always told me how she was all MINE and no one else's
>she would look me in the eyes and tell me she loved me
>we understood each other like nobody else could
>she was my other half
>realize this and how i havent been telling her how much she matters to me

Cont.

Kek

None of you faggots have any emotional independance at all. Cucked by your fucking feelings. Be a man and move on. If you're ever at that point emotionally where being dumped will make you cry yourself to sleep like a bitch for 8 months and ask for help on the internet of course your woman will leave you. Stop being beta and start improving every aspect of yourself. Stop masterbating and go to the gym. Get bigger, stronger, leaner and more confident. Spend some time alone and learn to love it, and an even better pieve of pussy will come along.

Bros ready for something?

>Date girl for 1 year thats family friends daughter
>She gets me out of depression and fills my head with promises
>After a year of good stuff she decides she wants to marry
>Promises to marry me and have a life together
>Over the next 4 months we talk about our future together
>Literally think i have something going for me for the rest of life
>Doing well in university. Ready to complete degree and work for a family i want
>Her Cancerously overproective parents dont like it
>Give her an ultimatum to think and decide if she will do this against her parents will and ill be fine with whatever she decides.
>She immediately says she doesent care what they think and wont
>Ask her for a few more days to really think and decide on this.
>Reassure her that the decision we make is mutual.
>Tells me nothing will get in the way
>Everything is perfect
>A week past she tells me its over
>" My parents wont allow me"
>Cease contact alltogether
>Try to contact her and wait for her for the next 6 months
>Insanely depressed and confused
>Feel like killing myself so try but think that something must have happened with her insane parents and its all a mistake or something they forced her to do
> i wait
>Realise that after 7 months. Its just over
>Take a gap year form uni for depression
>Restart university where i left off
>A year later i fail my exams from depression
>Given a second chance to retake exams without penalty the following year in august
>Study throug the year but severely depressed and want to kill myself 24/7.
>Parents think im okay. Constantly ask me about studies

The resit exams are in 3 weeks. I am not ready. When i fail im going to kill myself.

>we are walking in school one day
>"user... i have something to tell you that might end things between us"
>think absolutely nothing of it, she makes big deals out of small things all the time
>she doesn't end up telling me, and we just continue the day
>i leave school to get ready for work
>I get a text on my way to work
"Ive had sex with other guys"
>instant rage
>pull into commuter lot
>ask with who, how many, and when
>turns out all the way back in the summer during that week, she fucked one of her ex's trying to get over me
>then during our long break, she fucked some random guy that gave her his number at our work
>multiple times.
>COMPLETELY blind sided
>its like i got hit by a 19 ton boulder of lies and deception
>i black out in the parking lot
>feels like my whole body is numb, as if an arm was "asleep" but my whole body
>never felt that to this day before or again
>i cant even process it
>how could she lie to me to my face that i was the only one for her
>how could i believe her
>why would she do this
>what did i do wrong
>why wasnt i good enough
>what if they were better than me
>why did i let this happen
>i should have loved her more
>I should have been nicer
>being flooded by questions and hate
>call my close bros at the time and they meet with me
>the only time they have ever seen me cry

Cont.

Im shaking writing this

You make a great point but everyone here is a lazy fuck. It's easier to cry than it is to make something of your life lol.

Let it out my dude. At least you arent some psycho who keeps the shit down until you shoot up a school.

Agree most feels thread are just lonely guys trying to get over a break up. But it's nice for people to vent too because most people just need support.

You left out the part where you and the parents went wrong.

Damn bruh, I feel you. Same shit happened to me but 4 years and she didn't get together with someone else. I mean.. I understand how someone leaving you for another person is shitty, had it happen to me before. But having someone leave you for no reason feels worse to me. Its like.. Im so bad that youd just rather be alone than be with me. Idk.

>tfw i see my mom register today as a republican

i always thought of my parents as semi-intelligent people, but with the xenophobic hysteria that's plaguing the US i somehow knew she would considering nearly everyone in my family has given into it...my father being the worst. its almost as if they've turned off their brains and given into a herd like mentality of blatantly ignorance.

It's probably for the best user

FF to halloween
>obviously not talking to her, but she is the only thing on my mind
>have worst halloween of my life
>have worst weeks of my life
>worst months of my life
>we begin talking again a little bit
>we cant stop our cycle
>we continue a HUGE loop of love, hate, break, get back
>over and over again
>until just last month
>she completely has changed
>she smokes everyday and is some hippie
>sleeps around with all these guys
>she goes to parties all the time
>she is trying to be a dealer now
>thinks she is some kind of big deal special pos
FUCK


The realization that you could have had something to die for and that you ruined it is suicide waiting to happen. I regret it every day Sup Forumsros. I can't stop thinking about her. Im crying so much... i feel like such a bitch, and even 4 girls later i cant even get attached.

I haven't came with the last 3 girls i fucked... There is nothing there for me. I just get soft and feel like shit after like 20 min.
I am ruined anons... I don't know how to come back.
My car is my only escape, and even then it doesn't help unless i buy parts for it... And money is tight for some 18 y/o working a shit paying job

damn dude, that hard tbh. I dont blame you for shaking

Same happened here friendman
Feels-on-wheels

One day you'll wake up. Or maybe not. The new generation is legitimately scary.

Best ylyl ever

Her parents were over protective and insane. Really religious. They did not want to me even be within 5 feet of their daughter because it was " wrong". They were radical insane extemists. She was not. They were also abusive towards her for even talking to me

>One day you'll wake up. Or maybe not. The new generation is legitimately scary.

what do you mean?

Its like nothing ive ever felt before. I just want it all to end, but i have too much to live for. I hate love, but i want it back so badly...

I dont even know what to do user

I think I'm doing the same thing as you user. I think the fights are doing it to us. Thank you, you've showed me what I believe we might become if it continues. I'm going to show her this so maybe things might get better between us. Again thank you user, I hope things get better for you.

Why are you asking questions when you have the world figured out already? Born in 94 and already know it all. You're a star user. The world will bend to your communist will and everyone will sing together in harmony.

it gonna get better for you annon, just like the Bob Ross qoute, and all of us are waiting for the good times now

Sounds like you dodged a bullet in the long run.

Dont let her go user. SHOW her how much you love her. TELL her how much you love her. Don't let her get away from you... You wont let it go if she leaves you.

Then again, bitches arent anything but hoes to me now. Make sure she isnt sleeping behind your back...

Thank you user, so much.

I know i am impatient, but i cant even get into other girls... She is the only one i want, but not even who she is now. Just the memory of the old her is who i want.

Fml. I always act happy everywhere, but i just break down on my own... I lost my friends too. All i have is my car and some half friends in the car scene. But they all seem to not like me, so i just keep to myself around them now

I hope i can prevent you, or anyone else from feeling what i do now. Its like being in a glass box in the middle of a town. And everyone just walks by, not acknowledging you, but you are screaming and beating on the glass walls with no prevail.

while i can agree there are some who have unrealistic approaches to how the real world functions, i think it's reckless of you to generalize and also put me in the same category simply because of your biased views

Theres always the military user. Get stationed somewhere far away and find some new people

I know what your going through a few months back I was in sorta the same situation as you. It will hurt for a fucking while but just do something that can take your mind off of her, like do car shit, or go try pool at bar, that worked for me. I started to game more just to numb me out and most days you wont think about her but just some days you will, and its a cycle you just live with

Joe, you were being a stalker. Fuck off

>be me
>highschool
>3 months in we have that thing were students can choose diffrent classes
>grill comes into boring inglish class
>saw her draw pepe and started talking about it
>newfagbtw.takeiteasy
>started talking for a few months
>i bought her some game card cause she talked about a game she always wanted
>we were both in rotc and military ball was coming up
>asked her
>"i have bf"
>akward silence
>keep talking
>her "perfect relationship" is very shaky
>tells me she broke up
Ff a couple months
>freindzoned
>we still talk
>i let go then she tells me the most persinal stuff
Cont?

go for it dude

tell her how you feel.
Either you stop talking like you were starting to do anyways, or she will feel the same.
There isnt enough time in your life to miss opportunities

The millenials are bat shit crazy. All of this sjw and PC b.s. They don't have a clue.

Didn't see the "cont" at the bottom, mb mb

Is this your ex?

is saw this one last night

About five months ago I decided I was overweight and needed to get my shit together. I thought it would make me feel better about myself because I hate me, I feel like a disgusting piece of garbage.
-30lbs later I still feel like I'm a fat piece of shit, even though I'm 135lbs.
Sometimes I just wonder if I should throw in the towel on life, because I haven't felt okay in years.
Doesn't help that I had an anorexic sister who almost died, so I'm terrified of ending up like her

how tall are you bro? im 5'11" and 135lbs

maybe you attribute your weight issues to your sisters death and thus have an overwhelming sense of guilt that you could have helped her?

yeah i pretty much have already heard that, but thanks for playing?

What a cuck lol

You a female?

so what has you so upset Sup Forumsro?

5'4. Are you Mr. Skeltal?
My sister didn't die but she came close. Her heart rate was dropping so low they thought she would.
Mmmmmm

Anyone else know that craving for intimacy after breaking up with long term gf?

Interestingly enough porn/masturbation has literally lost all pleasure. Guess that would've made ex gf happy.

gg

your gf doesn't recognize your dick? shit dude, also my fiance has not once ever come up from under the blankets and been like "GOOD HEAD RIGHT I FUCKEN ROCKED YOUR WORLD YES I DID" idk why your story seems so fake on a feels thread it doesnt make sense

is he ever gonna finish his story?

kek, im not Mr. Skeltal, i was tested to have 7% body fat. Im pretty skinny, but have muscle wherever there is anything. I dont look deprived or anything

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Bro that sounds like a miracle of the universe

of course intimacy is the best part in a relationship.

>be me
>19 y.o.
>met her 2 years ago on some local forum
>she was 16 y.o.
>blonde hair, blue eyes, looks like fucking elf queen from LOTR
>we start to chat
>after 4 months i fell in love with her
>everything was fine
>suddenly she moves to another city for studying
>i tried to keep in touch with her for a year
>she became really cold to me
>finally i decide to drop out of colledge and be with her
>moves to house next door to her
>asked her to go out with me
>she said yes
>drinking wine and smoking weed in the park all night
>we started making out
>after all she said that i was the only person with whom she was happy
>it was the best day in my life
>yesterday she said that now she have no feelings for me
>so she walked out of my life forever
>no friends, no love, no education, no job, no money
>all what i can do is thinking about what once was and how I should have done it better

gonna mix xanax and vodka tommorow, I don't want to live anymore.

And fuck taiwanese prostitutes daily

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she wasn't worth it user. if she was she wouldn't do that over stupid fights. it's not your fault. the best thing you can do is move on. it will get better bro

Well thank you, my metabolism is savage af

Thank you user. That really means so much more than you know.

Just giving moral support. But I'll play your game.
>have crush on qt friend for all of senior year
>fuckit.jpeg
>ask her to prom, resounding yes.
>we dance, have fun, make out
>we've been a thing since then.
>think I've fallen in love with this girl
>I'm staying in my hometown for community college next year because poorfag
>she goes off to university in ~20 days
>haven't told her I love her
>things might end between us, just because of circumstance

Shit hurts, my brother.

Well 135 for a guy at 5'4" would be kinda scrawny. For a female, that's about right weight.

Trips say we should trade,
I was raised by Italians but pasta makes me fat, I want to die.

Right now it's the right weight but I still feel like I look fat.
I think it might just be a continuation of body image problems... I want to lose more weight and get to 120lbs but I don't think it would look good on me.
Probably doesn't help that I drink a bunch of liquor every night.

There are the feels. Tell her you love her... Seriously user, she goes away anyways, nothing worse could come out of it. Like ive said before, you don't have enough time in life to pass up on opportunities like that. Love is serious.

Ohhh, you almost had it bud. Turn that fat into muscle. I wish i could gain weight and build muscle, but my metabolism is literally too good. I CANT gain weight, even with mass gainer.

I want to, but I'm an alcohol so by the time I get to the point where I could I'm too fucjed up to get there.
I'm sorry you can't gain weight, that sounds shitty,

Well, would recommend you lay off the alcohol, I had that problem in the past, and it does cause long term damage. If you are drinking heavily, you will probably lose some weight when you stop, it has a lot of calories in it.

Too many women think they should look like skeletons, you get too thin, and you lose that soft roundness that a woman should have.

Being skinny and unable to gain weight isnt as fun as it sounds, it really does suck. Im also an alcohol, so i feel that. You just gotta do shit hella drunk and it isnt even that bad

I just miss her.

This.

Do you actually miss HER or the idea of her?

>be myself
>Date this girl for over 5 months
>One day at her flat
>We start having an argument
>We lose our shit
>I'm going for a walk outside
>Take an ice cream to the shop nearby
>Ice cream is good, ice cream is tasty
>I love it
>Then suddenly, I trip on the sidewalk
>Ice cream flies and does Tony Hawk Pro Skater tricks while being mid air
>ohshitwaddup.jpeg
>Ice cream crashes on the concrete with a big fat noise, almost like it was screaming in pain
>I look over the ice cream while still laying down, telling myself that things would never be the same
>A tear is rolling down my cheek
>Get back home, fuck my gf after being back together
>Ice cream still goes through my mind
>Can't finish
>Break up with my gf
>Now on 4chin

ayy lmao

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her, just her.
her smile and her laugh and her crappy jokes and her perky tits and the way she looked at me (when she used to love me)

Been there, you'll get over her in few years at most and then you'll laugh at how silly this whole thing is. You can't just detach and forget her all of a sudden, it takes time.

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Anyone have that screencap about what happened to the voice actress that played Ducky from The Land Before Time? It was posted in a feels thread before but I forgot to save it

Lovely...

I just keep telling myself that she is some shitty ex from highschool and nothing else.. It helps a lot sometimes