How fukt up are you user? What are you into? Drinking/drugs, rape, cosplay, mtg, dnd, mental illness, what's up...

How fukt up are you user? What are you into? Drinking/drugs, rape, cosplay, mtg, dnd, mental illness, what's up? Talk about anything.

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I enjoy a good pint or two used to be into weed and coke but then i got psychosis.

>Depressed. Meds kill it
>Love my weed, every night before bed
>Drink on the weekend
>tfw no gf
I think I'm well rounded

Alcoholic. Diagnosed off the charts depression and anxiety.

Online tests say bi-polar af...

Trying to quit drinking. 3pm today will be 24 hours.

Pretty much wish my car would explode with me in it every day...

Been doing wtf shrink says. Diet, exercise, socialise.

Doesn't seem to be helping at all. Just making more shit in my life i have to fucking do.

Sad thing is im 39 with 2 houses and 5 cars and debt free next year.

Never been more misserable in my entire life. How about u op?

5 cars? What models? Give them to me if you kys.

how the fuck do you have 2 houses and 5 cars and still be in debt atm?

rape pr0n

try doing nothing for a week or so

not that fucked, im just autist and asian
bored everyday since i stopped 420 before bed

I was a pisshead for 20 years. Now I'm 40 and into the coke. I'm middle aged on a image board with a cocaine problem.

MyShitLife.co.uk

Lol, nothing worth bragging about really. Except maybe the bike bit its alwayd broke down.

1960's dune buggy after market block
1979 harley - near show quality
2003 acura mdx
2002 crown vic (fave care ever)
2000 chevy blazer. New $3500 v6
1986 c10 with bored out big block

I say 5 vause cant tag the buggy yet and always have 1 or 2 broke down with no tag...

Cant an hero

Best friend did it this year and ruined all our lives. Cant do it even though i want to every second of wvery day

Sorry user. Leaving all my bs to my wife to tidy her over until she marries a rich guy.

Lol, u kinda answered it. Dot a loan on 2 cars to buy another and pay on credit cards. My houses are shit and next door to each other but i fucking hate renting the other 1 so its a guest house. Working on taking a couple more real estate classes before i buy my first real assets. Cars are a hobby and i have a shop and tools so when 1 breaks down I typically just park it till i have the patrince to fuck with it. One house is bank loan and the other is a lease option ww start payment on and hopefully pay off next year.

> smoke erryday, just gets me normal half the time
> eat lsd like its chiclets
> snort shroom powder like I got a runny nose
> drink like an irish fish
> never sleep
> dream of violence when I do
> regularly see gore in my visuals
> also otcs when broke or craving
> friends with dealers and murderers
> bondage n pedophilia
> love destroying innocence and seeing fear in little girls eyes
> the fear gets them so wet
> most tv I watch is forensic files etc
> paranoid delusions from young age
> once almost choked my mother to death
> unhappy to feel loved by significant others
> previous self harm
> often caught lurking about at ungodly hours with no purpose
Since you asked

Shrink said to take a vacation but i can't fucking afford 1. And if i take off and stay home ill just work on mybnever ending list of repairs...

I think you'll be alright bud, you own property which is a big deal coming from one of a younger gen. That means, should you lose your job or something bad happen to you you don't need to panic over having somewhere to live and at any hour of any day you have somewhere you can be that can't get taken from you. You're about out of debt which is a very good thing. Once that happens you can really stack some cash and get to vacations n other shit for gigs. Find new, cheap adventures easily accessible to you and friends who want to get together just to have a laugh. You'll be alright, I know it's hard to believe when your own head turns into your hell, but you can overcome brother.

>going for some beers once every 2 days. Destroy my liver in the weekend
>daily smoker
>occasional XTC, changed the way i look at life, in a better way
>no gf, fuck around
>don't really care about anything, live day to day

Depression and anxiety won't leave me alone

Wish I could choke my gf, not too hard as I push my cock in and out. Can imagine her face.

Alas, I cannot. She isn't into it and I like to treat her nicely all the fucking time because without her I'd probably be on the wrong end of a noose by now

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i like being happy, so i eat healthy you are what you eat faggots.

Sorry to say user, but its not the fear that gets them wet. Its their nerves in their pussy. They can't control it and you should feel bad that you're ruining human beings and making them feel shitty.

Most norms think Sup Forums is filled with depraved psychos but I've met you people, you're just Internet shockers. Irl you're timid n beta and when you do speak out its just edge offensiveness because you think it'll bewilder someone beyond the point of retort. Get some real life warping and gain some animal instinct

Why? I feel better the wetter they get.
Plus imo they're weak anyway and if I don't prey on em another predator will.

Yeah, trying to be grateful and stay positive is the hardest part. Thing is, the second im out of debt im shopping for investment property and selling off some shit for a down payment. Been studyibg personal finance. All signs point to getting into more debt as a faster way to build wealth and also a hedge against faggots trying to tske your shit. If u own a house its a cointoss. But if u have megative equity nobody in their right mind would fuck with u.

Just stressed and sick of the grind. Worked 50-80 hours a week for over 15 years now just trying to stay afloat. Maybe ill get caught up and find a job with less hours.

Fucking love this job tho. Work by myself with nobody brrathing down my fucking neck and the bosses all live me cause i dont need a babysitter.

Its an exciting life we live isnt it user. I did tslk my wife into light bondage recently. Maybe start with that and see how she does?

No, user. Thats not how it works, if you dont prey on them they'll grow up and live life happy and healthy. By raping them it will destroy their life and they'll never be happy again.

Do you really want people feeling like you do? Fucked in the head? Like an outsider? Beyond saving? Thats what youre doing to them user, just have a think about it.

You feel better the wetter they are because thats human instinct. I dont know what ayy lmao you were raised by but theres a point where morals should override instinct.

Does it really work? Aside from energy drinks i have been for a month. Im pushing 300 pounds though and been drinking a lot so it wouldnt help much anyway.

U ever been a fat or just always ate healthy?

Pretty new for me. I quit red bull for 3 months but im quitting beer and red bull helps.

Op here. I hate my life. I'm a server at A Mexican restaurant and all I do is drink and fuck, sounds glorious right? Not really, I'm 30 and have been doing this since I was young. Shit gets old. I've done tons of drugs and drank more then anyone I know. Sometimes I just want to be with one girl and have a house and family but I know that's not where I will ever end up. A steady job would be nice also. Been drinking beer since I woke up after I fucked this girl and she went to work. Life is good, so they say. I also enjoy pictures of girls with their heads cut off.

>Xanax and benzos when I can get it cause I'm a social retard
>Smoke weed every day
>Recently turned 21 so drinking at bars and shit is starting to become a thing for me.
>Used to pop molly and go to raves but then ended up in the ER on one of those occaisions so I'm done with that
>Did 2ci, I did alright on it, my buddies were out of their minds while on it though.
>Popped different types of pills throughout the years.

And right now I work in an office, waiting for school to start again, smoking and catching pokemon every day.

Life is right now is Meh. But brighter days are on the way.

Oh man, I'd love to rape someone if I could get away with it.

I'm not sure user, the biggest thing holding me back is myself. I'm sure I could talk her into it, that wouldn't be too hard. The issue is whether is she doing it because she might enjoy it, or because she thinks it will make me happy.
Sex shouldn't be one sided, and I'm not about to make her uncomfortable and not enjoy it for my own little fantasy. Thats how you get her to cheat and find a dude that plays along with her ideals.

My personal philosophy has always been actual real world literal possessions over things you have mortgages/leases towards but that's from my conspiracy nut standpoint, you seem to have more actual education on the topic. Sound like ya work your ass off, fuck the gratefulness like god blessed you with it all, be proud, it seems like you've worked and earned what ya got so you should be able to be proud of your accomplishments. You deserve a vacation of some sort but you know what your life needs better than anyone. I say if you can find some time to take off once in a while, you might feel a bit better. Ya know just a sabbatical for you to do you or veg out and let your body relax and mind wander.

Join the cartels? I dunno. Could be a nice change of scenery and it wouldn't be too much of an emotional shock considering your last sentence.

My parents might as well be prison guards and my house a prison, example, I can only play any type of video games including mobile only 1 hour a day. And I am 15. So of course I make explosives and study other shit people my age should even know. Fuck my life

Please don't come here, this place will ruin your life. Take it from a guy who also came here when he was 15 several years ago.

I could have been a chad, duckin every hoe I see if I didnt come here.

I get it. I grabbed a scarf my wife had once and loosly tied her hands and just tried to read the signals. Maybe ask her if u can try it wants and ask her how it was after? Long as she isnt ever in any real fear she shouldnt have trouble saying if shes uncomfortable. Hell, have her tie u up first maybe.

I went out and bought a ballgag the other day knowing full well shed laugh at me and i'd end up using it as a gag gift for someone.

To my surprise she strapped that fucker on and crawled into be.

Was a good time /10

I was practically born on the dark web, I am beyond the point of no return, I have seen some messed up things, and don't regret it, I love me some /b every now and then

Damn, doesn't sound too bad. My biggest fear is her getting scared herself, you know?
She's just such a sweet girl.

Woah now I've never been a rapist, just a manipulator. Never had to physically force compliance. These girls just become my mind slaves, and I'll be honest I still have the dilemma of leaving them be to be better fulfilled in healthy relationships but instead I hang around and I push their buttons just the right way. And especially in my area there's not gonna be quality normal lives anyway. Most of em have been diddled by their family already. They tell me they're scared of me and I can see in their eyes how nervous I can make them at the drop of a hat. Then I tie them up and fuck them, sometimes with my mask.

Morals are lies we don't honestly believe in but have become accepted societal norms. Rules laid down by collectives of people handed down just by being in place for long enough. I have my own morals but they don't align with the way 21st century america thinks. Half of us only go through the motions because they're scared to be ostracized for acting otherwise.

Yeah, it sounds like a vacation is my best bet. Trying to plan a trip to the sand dunes in wynoka oklahoma. Aside from fuel its cheap entertainment and riding wheelies is always a stress relief. Maybe i just need to take a month off studying and my oart time job and fucking relax. I dunno.

Pic related.

Light reading at work.

I jacked off into my cousin's panties yesterday.

Great lakes is delicious. Clevelandfag reporting

Make explosives. Dangerous. Work at a rock quarry or mine site. Get paid to play with dynamite. You can litterally light it on fire and throw rocks at it and it wont go off. Takes copious amount of pressure and fire. Like a blasting cap. And now that we dont use electric ignitors its pretty safe. Never had an accident.

Unless u count intentionally overloading a hole cause u think itd be funnyband having basketball sized rocks whistke past u and hit the truck.

Protip

Do.no.overload.holes.

Lol

You sound like a severe workaholic my man, always need a project, always need to make progress. A vacation where you can just lose yourself would probably do you well.

I'll not insult you, that would be showing bias and sensitivity.

user, I'll be honest. Maybe you should get help, theres a reason a lot of people follow morals. Dont go to a doctor, youll get put in a mental hospital because let's admit, you're pretty fucked and normie's freak out and dangerous and fucked up people.
Find yourself a mental health talk group or something, try and fix yourself user.

Also my dream is to be a cult leader like Manson or Morrison, if that gives you a frame of mind

Yeah, i get it. Like i said hell, have her tie u up maybe. That might qierd her out but she wouldbt be affriad i wouldnt think

Thanks for the help and your experiences user, I'll think about it.
I need to get up in 6 hours so I should probably sleep.
Have a nice day/night.

Sounds like your parents are pretty smart. Video games serve no purpose other than mindless entertainment and most fifteen year old brains aren't developed enough to make rational decisions about how they manage their time.

lol. you are such a sad sack of shit that you had to make up a dumbass story to make yourself seem cool on a aonymous board.
>>bondage n pedophilia
>>dream of violence
>>previous self harm
get out of your parents basement and go do something with your life faggot. sitting in bed all day isnt gonna make your extra 100lbs disappear.

alcoholic, diagnosed major depressive disorder, anxiety like a motherfucker but they won't diagnose it because i am an on/off again heroin addict and labeled a drug seeker, lost my job recently for being unpresentable and showing up drunk my last day, haven't had sex in 10 years, and disintegration is best album ever.

marine currently, i feel you. rn im 9 beers in every nitght and want to die every day

Yeah, until recently i prided myself on it. My dad is one of those guys with a fu ked up childhood and believes if u work 20 hours a week and harder thsn everyone else that's how u make it. After leaning all of this personal finance stuff i realise he was probably right but that was in the industrial age. The technology age we are in now punnishes thst and rewards different kind of work and creative somlutions. Soending my part time job money on filming equipment for a youtube series. Maybe once it takes off or fails ill take a break. I only take off 1 day a year hear and they were trying to get me to use or cash out 3 or 4 weeks of vacation.

Im just affraid if i take a couoke days off i wont want to come back and ill just make it worse.

I was so depressed and angry back when I tried to keep myself normal and tried to deny this darkness and worldview. Now I feel much more fulfilled. Before it was either I was in my happy zone where I was perfectly sociable and likable and I was being myself but then if I migrated out of that zone I didn't know how to deal with any of my other feelings. I was either happy or lost in my soup of emotional turmoil and I didn't know how to talk about any of it. I would just repress it until I could get high and go back to being blissful. Now I explore my full range of feeling and explore all the different possibilities under the sun and while some of the revelations are sickening becoming okay with this twisted world and learning to be psrt of it feels so much realer.

Actually it will, as I've experienced being bed ridden on opiates recently, the weight melts off dawg.

I lik weed n PC gaming

I dont know. I suffered a foot injury leaving me pretty crippled. I got a metal plate in my foot and limp everywhere. Im just nervous ill be unable to work at an early age and i dont want to trust my future in or bullshit government (social security / disability) or a stock market (401k)

Hopefully i can play my cards right and quit working in 4 or 5 years and just take care of investments.

You sound like a winner to me user

Right on. Gl user.

People do get caught up on permanent vacations but I feel like that wouldn't be your style, you'd probably be itching to get back to work right away and that's okay if that's what makes you feel fulfilled. Your dad was right in a sense and it's important to have that work ethic but it's also important to take care of your head. And shit if you don't feel ready to relax that's okay too, make that money and save up to a comfy point then take a decent vacation if that's what you feel is right. You seem to be doing well aside from the head space so just listen to yourself, listen deep down and follow what it's telling you is right. Humans are great at taking care of themselves but terrible at following the advice they want to give themselves.

USA Suicide Prevention Line:
One, Eight-hundred, two, seven, three, eight, two, five, five (can't post the actual number since faggot Sup Forums thinks it's spam)

You have a choice, brother. You can get help.

along with your kidneys. have fun being a burden on your family for the rest of your life or until you decide to grow the fuck up and actually do something with your life

In the world we live in now investments are important, gotta work smart not hard. Look into making Internet revenue, it's insanely easy these days as long as you can grab attention. Look into those faceboom pages that just rehash other peoples content and get more likes than the actual source (oe. Nowthis, clickhole, with a little bit if fb scrolling you'll see plenty of them) or bitcoin mining, which is effectively free money. And those clickbait websites where you go through 16 pages of ads to read a paragraph.

Well I can't do anything for the moment, I'm injured. When I'm up I've got work lined up and I'll be back in the thick of it all.
Seems like you're reaching for reasons to put me down, why don't you post about your own issues in the thread instead of trying to use typical bully archetype behavior to feel better?

Fake and gay

Chronic depression, runs in the entire family

Alcohol / shrooms / weed.
Used to do lsd but last time I detached from reality and nearly killed myself thinking it was the only way to come back.

Lesson learned, don't do psychedelics around a loaded firearm.

>taking investment advice from some retard who thinks bitcoin mining is "free money"

Thank you for your service user. Can't begin to pretend to know what yall go through. After my best friend killed himself out of the blue (even had us set meat out to teach me to grill the next day) i feel like i can barely see what the ptsd is like u guys experience.

Some fucked up shit man.

I truly hope u pull through.

Maybe they have shrinks u can see? Doesnt seem to be helping me but my shrinkbis a retarded faggot... he means well tho so.

My ex brother-in-law was a Sargeant. Not sure exactly what all he did but when he got out i asked him if he was ever going to reenlist and he just kinda shook his head and said no. So i was giving him shit for being a pussy. (Im flat footed and they wouldnt let me in.) Never really seen a sad look like that on him and he said not with what i've already seen. Not unless the draft comes back...

This is a guy that would hand battle a bull rhino just to see if he could win and he's affraid to reinlist? Shit.

Makes me grateful for being a duckfooted fatass

Just like your sex life

Ay I've told the guy he's admittedly more knowledged than me just throwing out ideas to him

youtube.com/watch?v=7l5aaHaFU68

Ecstacy and football

i dont have many problems. im 25, just got a condo a 6 months ago, have a job that i enjoy doing, going to school so a little debt but nothing im stressed about. just dumped my gf after i found out she cheated a while ago.

I have been always normal weight but in recent years have been gaining weight so i decided to eat less junk food and increase healthy food by a lot. for example i eat lots of different berries every day and ginger, spinach etc. i like to use blender. The best thing is that i feel happier way more energetic every day. All it takes is a few moments of your day to make a healthy meal and you feel better. And the longer you do this the more convinced you will be about the health benefits. Nothing lost but a lot gained.
This doesn't mean i cant' eat meat and drink beer just saying.

Heroin addict foe 9 years, fucking working s program now. It's hard but I needed it, on my 8th step and got some clean time. Bout to get a paralegal degree so there's that. I'm doin ok
Also forgot I'm on subs but down to half a pill

Good call m8. Thanks. Been planning a short getaway for years off and on but cant seem to commit to one. We'll shoot for the dunes or depending on fanances go somewhere after christmas.

I have a really good life but think about suicide almost all the time.

that is something i have never understood. Everybody know that something like heroin is really bad for you and some people still do it.
And yes i know what addiction is, but still why even try one time. Cannabis is a another story.

Rough to hear about the gf m8 at least you manned up to her. I had a girl I was head over heels for for several years, never did anything about it, spent all my free time with her and she would tell me she loved me and shit but as soon as things would get romantic she would seem reluctant and it made me feel rejected. Meanwhile she was fuckin every dude in town. Got me real low. Really low. That's when I turned hard on the drinks and drugs. Made me man up quick but there's still part of me that feels like a beta cuck and I refuse to let it happen again.

Ive been considering a youtube series. A biddy of mine is a proffessional athelete and ive taght myself enough vidya edeting and studied simillar content. But he is a bit of a cunt. Not 1 minute of footage and hes already pissing me off. Narcissistic fuck... we are chikdhood friends and more like brothers than buddies. Ill probably avoid him for a month or 2 and try my own thing. Then see if he still wants to try his bullshit.

Yeah. I get caught in clickbait sometimes burning up my data and pissed. "Check out these 16 pictures." 45 minutes of closing tabs and ad videos. Lol.

I smoke weed and grow my own opium in the back of my house, no gf and not many friends tho but shit could be worse

i m 33 and i want to work on something intelligent in my life, but i dont know how. dropped out of graduate school in statistics. i drink a lot.

Time for some greentext!
>be me
>sell pain pills, original oxycontins
>pick up large amounts of heroin to sell as side business
>oxycontins are reformulated in 2009, suddenly pills are scarce
>I was hooked on pain pills the whole time I sold
>know in my mind heroin is rough but also actually chemically weaker than oxycontins (my doc)
>commenced snorting heroin
>commenced shooting 4-6 months later for old rush like with ocs
>commenced fucking life up royally while being full time drug dealer at night and office slave during the day
Also btw I got hooked on oxys at 15, my teacher from school made me into her little dope boy, pushing $1200-$1800 worth a day

Holy shit I've wanted to grow my own opium for a while now.
Is it much more difficult than growing the weed, and does it take longer?

Not samefag but it's relatively easy compared with weed
Guides online are readily available

Well, there are ways. And it was high enough for a short time to be profitable. I have a large solar panel, a few batteries from previous projects and a few old pcs. Theoretically in my situation it could be "free" if i dont count time and wasted materials that are junk anyway. Im all about any investment advise. Been studying 10 years and i can alnost always see a positive side in any advise. Id probably be rich already but cant stonache the crippling failures i woukd have to endure. At least not right now. Wife and i made a deal to pay off debts and spend $12,000 (expenses included and a bonis day or two vacation) for 2 of robert kiyosaki's richdad company investment classes. Paying cash and if we dont make it back, meh... we'll buy a duolex or something. Bbits a slow way to get richbi know. But if i invest extra time studying other peoples mistakes and risk mitigation im sure it will workout.

I also have access to several millions from private investors i know. They cashed out in the oik boom and are always starting small businesses and looking for little investments here and there.

If i can show them a return we will make a lot of money together. These guys trust me and know i wont intentionally fuck them.

Im just waiting for one of them to come to me. Then ill know ive made it.

It takes a bit longer but it is much easier to grow than weed from my personal experience

Grateful for any advice. Its shit i dont have to learn on my own. Talked to a futures trader on here and setting up an account next week. His advise saved me hours of research

yeah... don't do that. Kids are easily influenced. your parents weren't the best were they if they allowed that to happen?

don't take anything anymore. i eat healthy and work out regularly. occasional glass of wine or beer. the only thing really nerdy about me, is that i still read comic books. that's about it. and i sometimes play pokemon.

had great kush on saturday and didn't even enjoy it. it was way too strong. drugs are meh nowadays.

Umm they didn't really know, I had hookups with adults from outta town who I'd double my $ on. It wasn't terrible hard to conceal. I was a skater so I'd just skate my ass to one deal after another and tell my parents I was just skating all day or at a friends house
I had good parents, they just weren't equipped to deal with my manipulative ass. It's actually something that makes me feel shitty cuz I had a great childhood, but I was the problem

One could also argue i dont have any true assets so i dont know shit. I have a rental preperty but share a drivesway with it. Its almost as bad as showing a house with out shit tier insulation. Last tennant bought a fucking drum set. Mfw.

love dem lolis

I see. Well, if i can knock off the beer ill quit the energy drinks again. Gonna do cofee or reaponsible use of cafeene pills to keep my heart rate up and got light dumbells for random workout sessions when i have a minute at work.

My wife fortunatly is a great cook (partly why i am a fat.)

She's been making 300-450 calorie meals and freezing them for me to nuke at work. In any case im eating less calories and far better ones than normal.

Ive been drinking too much lately and oretty deoressed / lethargic so i cant tell if its helping.

I guess ill get off my ass and we'll see in a few weeks. Auming i can keep the potatoe juice and beer away.

Me too man. The generic "stay positive" b.s. is all i got to say that would help. They say excersise and eat better helps?

Make sure u click 200 store fronts a day also?

Never forget that the future is up to you and is not already decided for you so the decisions you make now form you future. So try to think what decisions leads to what end and then pursue that decision that holds the most promise for a good life for you. I mean actually draw it on a paper.

I drink and smoke

I also smoke weed althugh I've pretty much quit everything else I was doing drugs wise.

I am currently cheating on my girlfriend with my cousin who is in a relationship with some rich dumbass.

I go through phases where I download and fap to CP, get paranoid and then delete it

I suspect I suffer from clinical depression but my shrink says I probably got ADD

I do not think my gf is atteactive but she is a sub who gets off on rape fantasies so I get to tie her up and hate fuck her. I am not sure if she is actually into sex at all; she never seems to display any joy in it but then I don't know if its all a part of the act. We've been dating for 3 years and I still haven't figured her it out. I have cheated on her with 3 or 4 different woemn, including a hooker.

I have been unable to leave Sup Forums for 7 years

I enjoy Jason Schwartzman in every movie he is in

also, i cant spell for shit when im drunk, apparantly

I had lots of problems with beer but how i got it to a reasonable consumption level is by watching how it affected my friends and their life. Just take it easy and little by little ad more healthy food to you died so it won't be over whelming. Talk to you r wife about making healthier meals. And if she asks why the say it is for my health. Just don't don't forget to say that the food is good but not good for you.

sports is the cheapest antidepressant around. the eating healthy part is a bonus.

good dumped by a girl and started to achieve the best form of my life. now she's out of my league. feels good.

Read the whole thing and son, you have a lot of problems. I dont have time to adress em all but ill give you this tip which I stole from the bible and is the only rule I try to apply in my life: Do not do unto others what you would not have them do unto you.

the golden rule? i also live by that. not religious tho

Do you like to get cheated on ?