To those of you who have fallen victim to the endeavours of the cheesiest forms of pizza, what lead you into it and how (if you have) did you overcome it?
I'm really curious to understand the mindset of such an individual. Also those of you who have folders of more, mild and moldy pizza, why? Do you live in fear as a result of it?
Started watching it as a kid, was much much easier to find back then, just exploring my fetishes discovering porn, wondered if there was porn of girls my age, found on lime wire. never stopped turning me on.
This actually. I'd yet to develop an interest in older women and started looking for My own age. Limewire was full of it. Now, porn is porn and I continue to look for shit that I'm now into
Bump. I am also now interested
same guy, sometimes I nearly have a heart attack when I hear sirens outside my house. a conviction for this kind of thing is a life ending event even if I've never hurt a child nor plan to.
I can't control what I'm attracted to, fapping keeps my desires in my pants.
> Just exploring girls your own young age with Limewire.
ohhhhh my nigger my nigger my nigger. that takes me back...
I've actually managed to move on to bigger and better things than cheese pizza though.
>found on lime wire
Is this stuff still there, I can't even get my limewire to start up wtf.
can't tell you the reason exactly.experienced some doctor play with my polish neighbour girl when i was in 2nd grade or something.might have contributed. then came to see my first movies when i was around 11-12(bearshare,etc). i'm attracted to every age,just cut off the very end of each spectrum.
have deleted everything numerous times over the years out of guilt/fear of getting caught. then,a few months ago decided and realized that if somebody ever finds out, my life would be basically ruined. it would be a big disappointment to my mother who fought so hard to get us where we are now. she doesn't deserve another disappointment in her life. out of respect and realization that busting a nut and the complete disinterest afterwards isn't worth it in the long run,i've quit going after it. i'm good for now and plan on keeping it this way
>my life would be basically ruined
Are you religious or an atheist?
limewire was taken down like a decade ago.
i'm not religious.also i don't believe there's a god.especially not the kind many religions try to make up. maybe there's something that was responsible for everything that is,but we're just stupid humans in this part of the galaxy so until we know i hold my fingers still
That's the part that's confusing to me about most atheists, if you don't think there is an afterlife, and after you die your consciousness ceases to exist, then why the fuck do you care if your mother or anyone for that matter finds out you're a pedophile/hebephile. It literally makes no difference, not only that but you're letting their subjective morality in an existence that has no meaning, dictate what you get to enjoy with what time you have left, makes no logical sense at all
>limewire was taken down like a decade ago
Kek, well that's why the program doesn't even start up
my life is literally shaped around it
>bigger and better things
Pepperoni pizza?
So only religious people want to be good to others? I dont get the argument that you should be a piece of shit, just because you don't believe in an afterlife.
I'd rather not be disowned and called the police on in my lifetime
because i'm still a part of society for now and i plan on upkeeping good relationships to the people around me.and the quality of my life would substantially suffer,physically and mentally. i know what you mean,in the end nothing will matter. as soon as you die,it's over forever. but everyone needs to draw the line for themselves somewhere to stay sane. we could all just go around killing everybody because we long for it,but acting out on it isn't always the best. i don't say i don't have the occasional lust to go after it,but i know from everything that happened,that afterwards nothing will be better and i risked everything just to bust a nut. the less you think about it,the more you detach yourself from it,the easier it gets to just be normal. i might also be lucky to be able to invest myself in people my age and older instead of only being attracted to cheese pizza and nothing else.
You're arguing rationally at an emotional subject is why it's confusing to you.
it's a mother fucking struggle. dont really want to taco bout it
Started right here on Sup Forums. I always had a thing for the youngins. But then when I saw my first CP here, something kinda clicked. I have never touched a kid, nor would I. But I have seen some things on Tor.
I've actually found it more tantalizing as its gotten more rare. Its like a treat that I almost never have, so I like it even more.
I was more into pasta than pizza which changed over time.Now I only order cheese burst pizza from dominos every Friday with my lads over.We watch some movie and eat the pizza.Also Jerry owes me 6$.
Kazaa lite k++ full of tricky douches mislabeling titles. Just wanted actual adult porn but downloaded the FBI baits. No proxy, used Windows xp. Just in middle school too (2001). Never bothered me, psychologists studied sexuality in minors, it's healthy if it's amongst themselves. It's manipulation when an adult is present. Kids don't know shit and can be taught anything. Be careful cheese pizza lovers...
There is no God.
>So only religious people want to be good to others?
1. No only religious people have an obligation to be "good"
2. Under an atheistic framework "good" and "evil" DON'T EXIST, they are just human concepts that change over time, they have no actually "weight" behind them. Its the difference between "do the right thing or face eternal torture" AND "do the right thing because we all have currently agreed, in this specific era, what is right and we should all adhere to this for REASONS (no legitimate reasons ever given)"
>I dont get the argument that you should be a piece of shit
I don't get the argument that being attracted to WHAT YOU ARE BIOLOGICALLY INCLINED TO BEING ATTRACTED TO makes you a piece of shit, like I said this is the funny and confusing part about atheists, in a way they ironically make society their God, there is no right or wrong if atheists are correct, so why do you even give a fuck about what society CURRENTLY says makes you a piece of shit, go back a century or two and fucking young teens (13-17) was a norm and many "girls" were married at that age, those men weren't seen as "peices of shit", go back a few decades and there is no such thing as marital rape, and a man who demanded and forcefully took sex from his wife wasn't seen as a "piece of shit", you are literally condemning yourself WITH ARBITRARY LAWS FOUNDED ON SUBJECTIVE AND EVER CHANGING MORALITY (By the year 2050 Hebephilia will likely be legal, I doubt Pedophilia will ever be legal though but who knows)
>.Also Jerry owes me 6$
Thats the most disgusting looking pizza ive ever seen. go fuck yourself op
Have we not learned anything since those ages in the past?
Good and evil aren't exclusive to Christianity. Is your bible the only think keeping you from sinning? If so maybe you're the one who needs help.
Killing someone is more severe if there is no afterlife, you're ending their very existence. If there were an after life they'd be going heaven which would be good for them.
This thread is disgusting.
You're disgusting
Good and evil are subjective and societal constructs that arise from various things, religion being one of them, I believe is the point there.
And killing someone because it is good for them doesn't seem like logic any Christian/believer in a heaven would employ.
Then GTFO
"hes in a better place now"
"Because that man killed him. Bless that man"
Really?
literally everything you know is a societal construct by the way. That's a very extreme non-argument.
Literally "societal construct" is a societal construct. What language would you have me use to argue with?
logic. anyway back to topic. anymore pedos/ expedos want to share their story?
I get the message from lime wire and waiting to see kids your age back then. Back when I had line wire and was doing the same thing that was the appeal too. It stopped, I got over it. I think it more came from the fact too that I was a fuck boy all throughout middle school and high school because my family was none too cool about sex and I have upwards of 4 girlfriends in that time ready to fuck but I warded it off with some pizza occasionally. Just felt better than worrying about getting someone pregnant and most the crap I saw wasn't forced it was like really shitty Webcam rips
why do you care if other belie in god or not? or are you at that stage where religion doesn't satisfy you and you want to explore other thing but atheism doesn't quite appeal to you either?
believe*
Kill yourself.
Where are you from and what is your native language?
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>Where are you from and what is your native language?
Sure, I'm USA, however I grew up with my grandparents and I speak german primarily, and I'm on a cellphone
I started watching the cheese on limewire when I was 13 years old. I still occasionally indulge in this disgusting habit and I feel incredibly guilty. I sometimes fantasise what it would actually be like to go that far but I know deep down I never would. It really sucks lately though because my niece is going through puberty and I've definitely been checking her out, but my family is on to me and I'm pretty sure that's why I rarely see her anymore. That or she doesn't like me. I feel like theirs a negative tension between us because of my pedophilic thoughts. Don't get me wrong I'd never actually touch her because she's family. If she wasn't family, I honestly couldn't give you a straight answer. But I would never hurt someone, young or old.
This is not my only fetish, I'm into old mature women, tall women, short, chubby, anorexic, animals etc etc
I also humped my neighbor when we were 7. Her cousin showed us how to rub our privates together and I fucking loved it. I still have fond memories of those days.
I'm 25 and a virgin
Dont know why my post got tagged for OP.
Nice dubs btw
He's just preaching
That explains it. Thank you for answering.
Of course. I realize it looked like an autistic block of text don't worry
Why do you have the impression that your family is onto you?
WHY WOULD YOU CHOOOOOSSE WATER OVER WIIIIIINE
it started to be when they started to talk about religion
because overall health is better than expired grapes?
Sexual activity for me started at a very young age with a stepfather and in the years following with one of my moms friends as well as several girls my own age and female cousins but those were more or less "doctor" play.
In my early teens I found cp on limewire and later progressed to the deepweb.Nowadays I stick to watching online but NEVER downloading. Being that I've been watching these for over 10 years and have had zero issues with the law no I'm not worried about it in the least honestly.
Questions I've been asked and maybe a few obvious mistakes on my behalf. I think they're too anxious to ask because of the awkward position it would put me in. Because if there suspicion is wrong they know how much it would hurt me. I love kids and they love there uncle
What'd they ask you and what mistakes, if you don't mind sharing?
I used shiz like morpheus and more recently ares.
Then I got smart and lurked around in the deep web for some forums, I browse from a guest wifi and use tails on an old PC so I guess i'm safer now, still think about it sometimes and get paranoid to the point I run multiple passes over all my storage.
Oddly enough I have a niece and the thought of doing anything to her grosses me out.
Also live in a 3rd world country so i'm not very worried about my encrypted shit, I don't think they can break their way into a password protected rar if their lives depended on it, much less what I use.
> there is no right or wrong if atheists are correct, so why do you even give a fuck about what society CURRENTLY says makes you a piece of shit
Well user, that's because if we didn't care we would spend the rest of our lives in prison getting buttfucked especially considering pedo's get it the worst in prison. If this is the only life I lead, I'd rather not spend it in misery because I indulged in a taboo pleasure one time. Plus, we all have morality. If you kill an innocent person for no reason, regardless of religion you should feel guilty about it, otherwise you are fucked in the head.
Because I just want to play.... Sexually. I don't want to go on countless dates and listen to endless nagging just to stick it in some old second hand meat sack
Made me chuckle softly
The kids were talking about my beautiful penis. No they have never seen it but there mother overheard them and asked me about it. Things got awkward from there. And I may have "accidentally" liked some questionable content on my nieces account when she used to come over. They never said anything about it and she never asked me. they must be keeping it quiet for some reason because I'm sure my niece would have said something to me otherwise.
Are you just trying to bait or are you serious? If you're serious, you haven't even tried to think this through from alternative standpoints and you've completely overlooked the irrelevance of the question you initially posed (it's as simple as people knowing would cause you to experience many negative things). Your post is almost incoherent if you really think about it.
>Have we not learned anything since those ages in the past?
You're using circular logic here, you're making the assumption that the current culture we have is better than it was in the past, in other words - "those morals are older so they are by default inferior". For example look at the "sexual revolution" of women, was that something we "learned from the past", was it "for the better", becase as far as I've seen its only led to an imbalance in access to sexual resources to "lower tier" men, notice there weren't any "I can't get laid" mass killings in the past, and that's not because there were no guns, its because almost everyone could get laid with how society was structured, even prostitution was a common thing way back so even the "lowest tier" men aren't left out.
>Good and evil aren't exclusive to Christianity
I never said this, please if you're going to make an argument don't start with a strawman, "good" and "evil" being actual concepts to be legitmately adhered to are EXCLUSIVE TO RELIGION, if you actually believe that there is no God and we exist for no reason and it was just an accident that we exist, then there is no logical reason to adhere to "good" or "evil", and that goes especially for a TEMPORARY EXISTENCE.
>why do you care if other belie in god or not
Its not that I care if he believes, its that I'm explaining that if he doesn't believe then he is literally his only limitation to happiness, he is repressing himself for no legitimate reason, all that awaits him is none-existence yet he holds himself back on the basis or arbitrary human laws, I'm religious and I'm not going to do that shit.
>Well user, that's because if we didn't care we would spend the rest of our lives in prison getting buttfucked
1. That's only if you get caught, you should just look into exploiting the loopholes of these arbitrary laws, go to a country where the age of consent is lower, etc
2. You're literally proving my point that atheists ironically make society their God, the religious fear God's punishment so we obey and were ridiculed for fearing an ETERNAL PUNISHMENT, atheists often give reasons not to do "illegal" things for fear of the law of man, and they obey for fearing a TEMPORARY PUNISHMENT, ironically the death sentence isn't even anything worth fearing since ALL THAT AWAITS YOU ANYWAYS IS DEATH, you might as well fear existence itself because that's all that awaits you as an atheists, every second, minute, day, year, etc is just a timeframe closer to death, from a "schrodinger's cat" way of looking at it, YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD.
>it's as simple as people knowing would cause you to experience many negative things
1. I have considered this , but like I said in this comment () there are loopholes to the laws, so just exploit them to get what you want, but its not really fear holding him back, based on his whole "don't want to hurt my mother" argument its just him subscribing to arbitrary social rulings of "right" and "wrong" that's holding him back
2. If you're going to die and cease to exist anyways, should you even care about those "negative things", its not like you're going to even have the consciousness to comprehend these negatives when you die.
You're either an idiot or psychopathic.
Humans are emotional creatures and your bare bones logic of God and evil being a religious construct is retarded. And saying that society becomes an atheist's "God" is also retarded. Humans need human contact and love to survive. It is self preservation to adhere to societal norms because I'd we all food what pleased ourselves with a blatant disregard for our fellow man we'd end up ostracized, hated, attacked or killed especially in this case. And if everyone were to act this way we'd end up destroying any semblance of society and progress as a species. The fact that you can't fathom that morality is a part of basic consciousness means that there is something wrong with you. Everyone else understands the repercussions of acting on instinct alone, so perhaps you as the minority are wrong here
Are we talking about child porn or food?
what type of pizza is that? looks nice
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if you read the thread you would know
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>your bare bones logic of God and evil being a religious construct is retarded
Please go and read over what I said moron, I said - ""good" and "evil" being actual concepts to be legitimately adhered to are EXCLUSIVE TO RELIGION"
In other words the concept itself isn't exclusive to religion, but the LOGICAL BEHIND ADHERING TO THE CONCEPT is exclusive to religion, there is no LOGICAL REASON to care about the significance of being "good" or "evil" under an atheistic framework, you're just doing so because society tells you to, but you have no actually MORAL BACKING to tell someone what to do or not do because YOUR MORALITY IS SUBJECTIVE AND CHANGES WITH TIME.
>Humans need human contact and love to survive
I can't tell if you're purposefully fitting the stereotype of the idiotic type of atheists I'm speaking about or you're literally just that lol
Go ahead and tell me what love is........... i'll wait, if your answer is based on science then it just comes down to a set of chemical reactions in the brain, but notice how the way you speak about it you "mystify" it in such a religious way, as though its magic, like I said and i'll say it again, atheists have made society their God, and their religion is simply adhereing to society's CURRENT laws, morals and value system.
>And if everyone were to act this way we'd end up destroying any semblance of society and progress as a species
Again idiot, when you;re dead YOU WON'T EVEN HAVE THE CONSCIOUSNESS TO COMPREHEND THIS so of what relevance is the species really to YOUR EXISTENCE.......... exactly its of no relevance, that's my point.
I'm on mobile and I'm not going to elaborate on my point as clearly as I would like, nor will I be able to address as many of your points as I would like either, unfortunately. But you seem to be overlooking human nature and reality to an extent. Our time being alive is literally everything that we will have. It has no meaning but that doesn't mean we have no reason to strive to be happy. No matter your ideology, you strive to be content while you exist. That is our nature. While you're content, questions about existence and deeper meaning do not matter to you. You must integrate into the society you're in to maximize your happiness. Going to a new society is a huge pain in the ass and may not even be feasible.
That bit about good and evil I true but conceptually, good and bad work fine from a societal standpoint to reinforce what is considered proper behavior for atheists, and even believers that don't think too hard about the teachings of their faith. I would even go so far as to propose that your religion was a clever ruse to get people to behave a particular way that was useful. If it's not clear, the useful behavior is considered good and detrimental is evil. This separation is natural in society and religion is not necessary for it to exist. You've practically been arguing that adopting religious teachings would be useful to some anons anyways.
Now, I agree with a lot of your arguments with people, they're quite rational. But your view is narrow and you're just toying with people's words. I recognize it because it's what I do sometimes to reinforce my own far-out-there views.
Sorry my post is not up to its usual clearness and conciseness, I hope this will at least suffice.
Again "piece of shit" based on who's criteria, if the "weight" of your morality is just the current norms and values of a bunch of hairless apes with a temporary existence of what worth is your criteria for determining who is a "piece of shit" and if I am of this group and when I die my consciousness will cease to exist, for what reason should I even care about your moral rulings, do you get the point now.
Also that's just logic, "good" and "evil" are defined by systems of reward and punishment, without those criteria this is no reason to adhere to any "law" or sense of "morality"
They are hairless, pimpless and slim bodies with innocent yet sharp featured faces. It is taboo to see their naked bodies and infinitely more taboo to touch them. It is the ultimate sin for the ultimate prize. It's only logical
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It always makes me cringe when I hear religious people talking about logic