Be normal 18 y.o. guy

>be normal 18 y.o. guy
>find Sup Forums
>fapped to a bunch of new things
>still totally normal and straight
>found trap thread
>fapped
>felt guilty
>tranny porn becomes only thing that gets me off
>can't find women attractive anymore
>started cross dressing
>started hormones
>starved off my muscles
>trained my voice
>fooled people
>got declared legally female
>moved to new state with new life
>made friends, got a life, a real life I always wanted
>2 years goes by
>girlfriends introduce me to their guy friend
>hour later at his place we are kissing
>he feels my tits up and I jerk him off
>then he wants to see me naked and as he pulled my panties off he saw my penis
>this mother fucker hit me and I had to run away
>woke up with a black eye and called in sick to work

What have I become? I don't even want to be a girl, its something that i'm like on auto pilot.
fix my life guys

If you didn't want it, you wouldn't do it.

So deep down this is what I want? I don't want to be a freak.

Show pics

Mah nigga

no way, i'm kinda in secret with this

user you've spent years of your life and and a great deal of effort into becoming a girl, this is clearly what you want. Do you really want to go back to being a man?

Don't let one bad night put you off transitioning into a woman.

Yes you do

No face then

an hero

Op what is your location?
Ill love your underparts tenderly

>this

Also OP press charges he assaulted you.
He'll be to ashamed to say your a dude cause that makes him look like a fag.
So he'll get chraged with domestic violence since you are legally female and get pegged as a rapist by all his peers.

You made your bed, some one comes and fucks it up fix it then piss in theirs.

>Go to /fit/
>Be homoerotic but become a mans man again
>live life like a 2016 man who is either a douche or nu male
Also where are you from

get some snips done m8

Congratulations, you're a faggot. I would have beaten you to death and claimed temporary insanity. Protip, you are not a woman. You're a man. Men who like men are known as homosexual. When a straight man is fooled by a gay man who, no matter how convincingly, is made to look like a woman, the most common reaction is anger you idiot. Not that I even believe this is real, but you should probably look into suicide.

HAHA
OP is really a literal faggot.
>falling for the SJW brainwashing that's being spammed on /b consistently
kys, or find your god. only options tbh

Don't do this frankenginas are horrible and there is no going back

This. Also, tits or GTFO

That pic is too true

This

I'll admit the dude is in the wrong for hitting op that's a dick thing to do, but op was showing some false advertisement.

Experience? Tell us more!

And that's why being open about your position is important.

Didn't have to hit him though, coulda just 360'd walked away like the rest of us wo...ah who am I kidding we'd fuck OP any day of the week.

Just go to /lbgt/
They can tell you all about it I wouldn't know

That's the thing, I don't feel like im in control of my body, like I have a female alter ego that kicks in and I am along for the ride.

oh um... I don't know if I could date a guy again after last night

really?

seattle

get the vagina operation? I wouldn't do it but the girl part of me is saving.

Where do you live? Is it an area friendly to LGBTQ?

For fucks sake, people get hit all the fucking time for stupid shit. Ever been to a bar in a college town? Hitting some retard faggot tranny for attempted sodomy is an assault charge I could get out of pretty fuckin easily. They might put that faggot in jail where I live. Who the fuck came up with this shit about its wrong to hit people? I'll beat the shit out of your dumbass.

yo OP I'm pretty sure the only way to get answers in this kind of scenario is to take powerful hallucinogenics like shrooms or LSD. not even trying to be edgy, I genuinely believe if you go into a trip with a constructive mindset you'll be able to make sense of yourself.

>avoid gays bcus religious beliefs and AIDs
>get tricked by the gay because he's a delusional brainwashed faggot
it's really really hard to hold in your anger at that point. only a pussy cuckfag wouldn't do the same.

God isn't real so I can't do that route.

I know im a man but a part of me is a girl and I need help.

but not even my friends know i used to be a guy

Don't worry OP

being a trap is a really amazing thing
I've never felt so happy in my own body and never felt so confident and un-confident at the same time.

Being a trap is hard
Living life as a trap forever is much harder
its not for everyone

I hope you find happiness and don't feel the need to introduce yourself to angry homophobic jerks to justify your existence. Take your time to learn about the femme lifestyle, learn about gender in general, and try your best to make yourself happy :)

>pic related, me, living as a trap for years on end :) Super cute t-girl coming over this sunday to stay over, I feel so lucky to be privileged enough to have the luck and amazing ladies be so nice to me :)

You're lucky he didn't beat you to death like he should have done, you goddamned disgusting piece of shit delusional faggot.

You're a liar, a cheat, and you're fucking gross. go fuck with other mental cases and leave normal people alone, faggot.

Give different guys a chance, just be up front about your wiener. Some guys like that stuff.

this.
how about actually acting like a girl OP?

seattle. it is but like I am not involved with that shit because its all cringe and I just live like a normal chick beleive it or not, but like I said I can't believe I'm doing this to my body, I feel like a passenger. Like a reverse fight club scenario where tyler durden is a girly girl taking over my edward norton.

I'm not that curious, the short version will do nicely.
Thx!

Its unfortunate that most chasers are pretty nasty guys.
They feel that traps are "less than" a normal person and that they should feel happy to be with you.

Don't EVER feel that "well, I'm pretty gross but the public thinks that traps are in general". It couldn't be further from the truth.

tilly?

How do I accept myself for being a tranny?

>You're a liar, a cheat, and you're fucking gross.
why?

but that defeats the purpose of passing as a girl

only way i'd hit you is if I was wielding a brick.

cross dressing men are gross as fuck, and yes that is the popular consensus you isolated, delusional faggot. Don't fill his head with more of your faggot lies. He needs to pray the gay out.

Best advice.

Post feet

>why?

Do you have to fucking ask? You're a conman. You're a man pretending to be a girl and tricking people you fucking toad. Get rekt, faggot.

Yeah its me Tilly :)
Umm, its hard to accept yourself for being trans, I still have difficulties in everyday life and don't expect that to change with your life choice.
Be true to yourself, as corny as it sounds. Remember that being a girl is only like 1/100th of your life, you have so much out there to make you happy. Don't make being trans the main focus in your life or else you'll wind up unhappy and goal-less

More likely we'll hear about some cross dressing man throwing himself into traffic or off a building.

Just watch a bunch of sissy hypno videos. It always makes me think straight

nice repost there famalam, atleast the actual OP of this thread this morning showed pics

Rather then dealing with it like a sane person by explaining he does not role that way, he hit you. He's probably sitting at home trying to forget the handy as we speak. He clearly has some kind of ashamededness about getting as far as he did so he hit you, he'll never tell any one.
Trust me I've been through this I dated a hermaphrodite in high school tits and dick, born that way herm, after getting a bit farther then you did, I stopped and said I couldn't handle her/his penis being bigger then mine. I was cool with it when I found out but after we started fooling around shit got awkward.

Basically your inverted penis doesn't feel much and it doesn't hold up for long
And even after that you will always need hormones to feel like a women but you never will feel 100% bc of your hands feet or Adam's apple

100% b8. No tranny would risk not revealing their Benis before getting that close with a guy you should know by now that straight men are gonna wile the fuck out if they run into this shit

>civilized society

ya, serious. I never usually feel like I'm at a distance from myself, but after a trip I feel so close with 'me' and shit just makes sense in ways I didn't even realise weren't making sense before.

He dealt with it like a sane person. It's sane and normal to respond with anger at being tricked and coerced, faggot.

Maybe you have bipolar or multiple personality disorder

I'm not quite as deep into things as you, but I just thought it was funny that I'm in seattle and the same thing is happening to me too >_>;;

fucking bump, thats how to make life decisions

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

happy?

>Not even my friends know I'm a trap
OP must be pretty fuckin hot. Pics or gtfo

I never understand how that kind of shit happens. Like I've heard the stories, but when I'm tripping I always feel lucid and in control.

>religious beliefs

who is the cunt for real user?

don't get your dick cut off, that is the prelude to suicide. just find a guy who is into traps, theres plenty of us out there

Look up "Autogynephilia" Sounds like something you might have.

You look like a pill-popping, hazy minded, cross dressing faggot.

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I'd say it certainly helps. You can get so stuck in one perspective that rearranging how your brain functions for a short time can really help you see things in a different light.

This is why you accept a life of celibacy you dumb bitch (unless you settle for chasers). It's not fun, as I very well know, but it is what it is.

Would I like to just meet a guy who magically wouldn't care? Sure, but we live in the real world.

Ohhhhh you're pretty :D

A lot of guys are into traps, some even exclusively love traps.

Just hook up with any of the lonely freaks off Sup Forums. They'd prefer a surprise penis. I'd fuck your bio pussy rn and I don't even know what you look like.

I even carry tampons in my purse so the charade is kept up

i'm not agp

yeah

chasers are gross and the guy part of my brain wants to be a normal guy again

what happened to your old cat tilly? Still in montana?

how do you get your chest so smooth? did you get laser epilation? or is it just a side effect of hormones?

No time stamp no feet? fuck off

> I always feel lucid and in control.

If you always feel lucid and in control, then you aren't really tripping. There are millions of variables at play. Other drugs you take, what kind of mind you have normally, who you are around, what your environment is, (familiar or new and alien) etc. etc.

And frankly, telling a mental case to take hallucinogens is a good way to finish them off for good because every little demon in their mind takes shape and manifests clearer than their own personality at the height of the trip. It's dangerous as fuck for people who are unstable.

No he didn't, sane people respond calmly and use words
Instead he hit OP and stormed off like some one who can't think about the effects there actions have on other people. which is partly insane.

As for OP hiding it from him, OP says it was hours after meeting this person, thats not enough time to break the ice on a subject like that.

Muh little orange kittie is big and grown up

>this is the brainwashing being spammed on /b
don't fall for it. it's bulllllllshit. and gender dysphoria is a delusional mental illness.

>chasers are gross

Agreed, hence why I'm "celibate".

>the guy part of my brain wants to be a normal guy again

Then do it? I was never much good at being one myself, never quite could pull it off, really.

>inb4 muh mental illness / muh degene-ray-cy

What's more degenerate and bothersome to society, a clearly effeminite "male" or what appears to be a normal woman as long as you don't literally examine the nethers?

this thread

OP, you probably need to be looking for a circle of friends who are similar to you with the whole trap thing and try to date exclusively in that circle. you've got balls, literally and figuratively, for trying to fool around with a guy who thought you were a female. Come on, you know there were only 2 ways that situation was going to go and the one where he was going to be totally cool about it is still the lesser possibility of the two.

Sane people ARE the gender the represent.

Are you stupid? Yeah, you're a fucking idiot. If the guy had beat him literally to death, there isn't a jury that would convict him of anything more than manslaughter because it is considered a crime of passion.

Do you know what that means, faggot? It means it's natural to be enraged at this kind of sexual deceit, which violates religious and cultural norms in a severe way.

But stay delusional about how offensive this is if you want. I don't give a fuck if you're crazy and stupid and immature about the nature of our social reality.

Damn OP, you straight up are a girl. sent your pic to a friend and asked him if I should hook up with you he said "yup though her tits are kinda small."

I'd date you OP.

>but that defeats the purpose of passing as a girl

how? you only need to tell a guy that you have a dick if you're thinking about showing it to him. you're not running around telling everyone you meet that you have a schlong.

are you mentally retarded, in addition to being mentally ill?

While I agree OP's assaulter was out of line, OP should not have put himself in that situation in the first place. Be aware of your surroundings, including your political and social environment. You can't always assume your safety on such a touchy subject. Should people have to be that cautious? No. But they shouldn't be that deceptive either. OP even states in greentext that she "fooled people", making it obviously something she was proud enough to mention.

I'm a tranny and I accept it. Its a shit life but go live it because being a tranny is still better than being a fucking man.

One of us! One of us! One of us!

>Mental Illness
>The Thread

This is a dark path you're walking. Some of you really need to wake the fuck up before it's too late for you.

I get that there's tons of variable but if you can choose your moment for a trip correctly then you're gonna find it okay. I always get pretty intense negative thoughts but you can stay on top of them so long as you keep calm (which, yeah, might not be the easiest thing).

And by lucid and in control I mean that I don't feel like I'm being guided or forced by the invisible hand of the trip, but rather I am an equal part of the trip... i.e. my experience is 50% me, 50% the trip. You can work together with your new reality, it doesn't control you unless you submit. I feel like 'compromise' is the best way to express this. You forfeit some control but you also gain some.

Looking good post more :D

Terrible quality troll.
Finding tranny porn and traps didn't suddenly hypnotise you into cross dressing.

Kek

thanks, I ain't feeling like taking a fresh pic but here are my tits from last week, still not even done growing them

i have to figure out how to hide these on a family beach vacation in less than a week. i'm not out yet and i'm only a month or two away from leaving the city i grew up in so i can finally become a human being.

Nobody is equal dude. Most people don't have enough mind to hold together during a hard trip, like some of us do. I know what you mean, but you should also know that some people have lesser and less stable minds than us, and it is severely disingenuous to pass of hallucinagenic psychoactives as a fun drug, because they aren't anything like what some of these kids are used to.

They take an adderall or a xanax or a lortab and think they're high and tripping. They take a hit of acid and they're throwing themselves into traffic.

Like you can't fight a trip but you can calmly ask it to stop bugging you

Always wanted to date a qt3.14 trap. Not just sex but actually have a relationship with.

how can I grow tits like those??????????