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Bi faggot here. (Or I thought I was)
Sucked my first real cock a couple of days ago and hated every second of it. AMA

Also, general gay experiences thread!

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Just because you're bi doesn't mean you are a cocksucker. You can fuck guys without wanting to suck their dicks.

That's the trouble, when I'm fantasising it's always me sucking and getting fucked.
When it came time to act on it I hated it.
Is there even such a thing as a top who only thinks about bottoming?

Any detail on why you hated it?

Was it the man? the dick? the situation? Did you just suck off a stranger from Grindr and expect it to be romantic?

this

>Any detail on why you hated it?
I just felt humiliated, getting down on my knees and putting his cock in my mouth. Like I was less than him or something.
When he came in my mouth he may as well have spit in my face and called me a faggot. I swallowed his cum and felt like I was swallowing my dignity with it.
I couldn't look him in the eye after I stood up.
>Was it the man?
No, he was cool. We chatted for a couple of weeks and he knew it was my first time. He took the lead and made that part easy for me.
>the dick?
it was actually really nice. 6 and a half inches, uncut, fat head, nicely trimmed.
the situation?
Kind of. We met at a car park in the country and went into the woods. It really didn't help with my nerves.
Did you just suck off a stranger from Grindr and expect it to be romantic?
I wasn't expecting romance. I just wasn't expecting to feel like shit during and after it. I just wanted to finally get a dick in my mouth after years of fantasising.

sucked my first dick today and loved it

Story?

That's called a bottom...

swallowed?

How old op? and how old was he?

Yeah, that's what happens when you do a one night stand for your first time no matter what.

You gotta get comfortable beforehand, and get comfortable after. Foreplay is important not just for pleasure but for nerves and such also.

If you think he was cool, then talk with him about it and see if you could just get a hotel room or something.

This is exactly what I'm scared of...is there really a way it can't turn out like this under such circumstances?

Exactly. Not really sure where to go from here.

Yes. He came while I was sucking and I just swallowed it down.
It kind of made me jump when I felt cum spurting out of his dick. And a load feels a lot bigger when it's going directly into your mouth. I felt like I was swallowing a shotglass full of semen.
I tasted cum all the way home which only added to the humiliation.

22. He was 26.

you didnt have to let him cum in your mouth. that being said, did it taste bad? did he cum alot?

Nah I had almost the exact same situation but instead of a guy online it was a gay guy I had been volunteering with for years that I was cool with.....and we did it at my house on my bed...thought it was going to be so hot and then as soon as I was sucking I was completely flaccid and not enjoying myself. I'm still cool with the guy and the whole situation is comfortable I just didn't like sucking cock.

He didnt give you a warning that the volcano was about to erupt? Rude.

What about it did you not like? I mean the physical act itself is obviously nothing to like.

Hmmm, I've still got his number on my phone. Deleted grindr that day.
We did get on really well while we were chatting and he handled it all well. A few drinks beforehand would've been a massive help but I had to drive.
I think I'm gonna need someone to teach and be patient if I want to explore this side of my sexuality.

Don't go about it the way I did. Guy I just replied to is talking sense.

Since I'm in exactly your prior situation, and you felt the need to take this path, what would you have done differently. Especially considering you weighted everything prior to that..

What did you expect? If I would get the chance to suck someones dick, man I'd do it for the humiliation only.
Swallowing his cum when he finishes right in my mouth would be just perfect

Sounds like you had a fairly normal human interaction. There is difference between fantasy and reality.

The majority of people don't meet up with strangers and suck their dicks. For this reason. Porn has turned 1 night hookups and blowjobs into romantic explosions that just isn't reality.

But everyone in their life has this situation in one way or another. I assure if you talk to women they have equal stories of taking a guy they thought they liked home and hating the experience.

Things to ask & learn

1) Are your opinions of sucking dick different now? Do you still have the fantasy despite the experience

2) Was it the more the casual set up that the person / act. You might find if you get to know this person it's a lot more pleasurable.

>you didnt have to let him cum in your mouth.
i was too nervous to really do anything about it so I just kept sucking until he came. I kind of swallowed it out of instinct.
>that being said, did it taste bad?
It tasted the same as mine. It was more the thought that another man had just shot his load directly in there.
>did he cum alot?
It fucking felt like a lot. I'm sure it was average sized but it felt like I was swallowing a shotglass full.

He said "Keep going, I'm nearly there" then like a minute later, yeah, it went off.

The physical sensation of having it in my mouth was fine. It was the psychological aspect.

Not OP but maybe that's because you've got some (actual non go n' blow) experience under your belt...enough not to feel uncomfortable after. Or that you're even less experienced than OP and think you'd love it.

Are you afraid of getting that feeling again even with someone you know....or worse yet, think you know.

Yea you're probably right, I've never experienced it. It really is just a fantasy.
I just love the concept of
throattrainer.com or whatever this thing was called

>Since I'm in exactly your prior situation, and you felt the need to take this path, what would you have done differently.
Spend more time getting to know the guy so I'm comfortable being with him. Do it in a hotel room rather than a cruising spot. Have a few drinks and a joint beforehand.

>1) Are your opinions of sucking dick different now?
Well that experience has kind of put me off but I'm realising I basically did everything wrong
>Do you still have the fantasy despite the experience
Yes. I'm definitely bi. I still lean more to gay porn for fapping.
>2) Was it the more the casual set up that the person / act. You might find if you get to know this person it's a lot more pleasurable.
Like I said. I'm realising I dun goofed with how I went about it.

That's what I'm now terrified of.
There's no doubt in my mind that I'm still attracted to men as well as women but that first time has kind of worried that I won't be able to enjoy a big side of my sexuality.

The reality is very different from the fantasy, user.
I found that fucker out the hard way.

The bad thing is, just like me, you knew this was a risk prior to going through with it. I came close to going through with it a couple times...you probably thought you were rational enough to avoid psychological bullshit. Except psychological bullshit isn't affected by rational thought......only rational action.

Kinda same as me, i'm 33 now, sucked maybe three cock, never really like it, but I got £50 for the last one, because, well, no I aint telling ya.

But I did have a bf, he was fucking adorable, cute, nice, this was around 10 years ago.
I do still find camp young lads attractive, more feminine the better but they are few and far between.
I'de still fuck a woman rather than a man.

BUT, I am single and go to a guy the next town over and get my dick sucked, free, at least once a week.

Be who you wona be, fuck what people say and think about you OP, you faggot.

Brah what you need is to find a guy that will suck you off first (even if you're not into it), and then suck him off after.

Once he has sucked you off, it won't be as humiliating, or atleast i think, i'm straight so i dunno, but glhf.

Fuck bro that's heavy...but I think your problem happens to a lot of young gay kids, and they all pull through eventually

Actually it sounds like you werent relaxed user. If you loosened up, youd probably have loved it.

OP said this "Spend more time getting to know the guy so I'm comfortable being with him. Do it in a hotel room rather than a cruising spot. Have a few drinks and a joint beforehand."

I have no idea y I didnt greentext

Are any of you people looking for a first or second time in the UK?

Can anyone here describe to me how it is to swallow another mans cum? (In detail pls)

I consider myself straight but get turned on at the thought of sucking cock. I've always liked cumshot scenes since I began jacking off. I had a couple guys suck my dick from craigslist over the years. i finally sucked one dick and then a couple guys have came in my mouth. it tastes like shit, but its just a turn on. whoever knows why. i'd never kiss or make out with a guy and i don't want to do anything anal, fuck that. just the sucking dick thing turns me on. i dont know why. i guess i'm kind of a fag. girls for everything else though.

Listen, queerfag, the very MOMENT you decide your gonna suck a dick, your a fag. Not when you touch it, not when it hits your lips, but the moment you say "I'm gonna suck a dick".

That's when your a fag, not bi, not curious, a pure 100% homogay.

>I came close to going through with it a couple times
Oh I pussied out on a bunch of guys before I got chatting to this one.

>Brah what you need is to find a guy that will suck you off first (even if you're not into it), and then suck him off after.
Hmmm. I'd worry that after I've orgasmed I wouldn't be horny enough to WANT to suck dick.
Him sucking me first but not to orgasm might actually help. Like I said before, it kind of felt like I was less than him.

>homogay
spit my tea out

No, faggot, you are gay.

See:

Its not hard. I mean, its jsut in your mouth. Its instinctual to swallow. I'd rather do that then keep it in my mouth to spit it out. I've only had guys come in my mouth like 4 times in my life.

was your tea gay?

It does not taste good,
make sure you dont have a fully closed mouth around the dick or the preasure will make you choke and shoot cum out your mouth,
you can taste it up to 15 minutes after, feels like you still have it in your mouth.

Had a j.o. buddy suck me so good when he asked i thought it was only fair. Got it wet for a bit but no finish

>I consider myself straight but get turned on at the thought of sucking cock.


Stopped reading right there.

You're not straight.

I see they ran out of closets at Ikea again...

I'm OP. lol

Same consistency as phlegm. Salty and bitter.
I feel like he owns a little piece of my soul or something since I let him cum in me.

I want the full experience. I want to be able to suck and get fucked and enjoy it.

Redneck spotted.

GTFO of TT

Where in the UK are you?

A good way to get that taste out of your mouth is to put a bulket in it, fucking queer.

Did you guys make eye contact during his vinegar strokes?

Loughborough atm

Thanks I'll order some bulkets from amazon.

Social norms and values have a powerful effect on the expression of ones sexuality...

>bulket
Google asked if you meant bullet? You fucking dick.

Not to far, i'm from North of Nottingham, where was your guy from?

Coastal fagbag spotted, COME AT ME

I'll fucking cum on you if you carry on son.

No. And I really wanted to be able to look up at him and see that I was making him feel good.
I kept my eyes on his pubes and then I couldn't look him in the eye when we finished.

he's a townie. I'm here for uni.

Fuck man
You wasted it

Im bi and I dont mind sucking cock. But I noticed if the guys is a real hot stud I will get more into it. I love bottoming way more though.

The physical act wasn't even bad I tried everything
>licked his balls
>sucked his balls
>licked up and down his shaft
>rubbed my lips all over his shaft and balls
>ran my tongue in circles around his head
>bobbed up and down
>deep throat
>slapped it on my tongue
As soon as I ran out of hot things I've seen in a blowjob video that I wanted to try I started thinking normally and I was like...oh my dicks not hard....hmmm I don't really like this.....I have no desire to continue or do anything else with a guy ever....this was like 9 months ago

At least you went through with a guy not that much older than you. I keep getting attracted to burly 30-45 year old men. I'm like 150 lbs and 22...is this just a daddy phase or what? I can't get attracted to twinks and slim toned guys

I can meet you some time?
what does townie mean?
where are you from then?

As soon as your hand made the move twords your zipper I'll be all...

mail me [email protected]
just copypasta it

fuck of back to tumbler

I know. Heard that before. Usually a "that's what she said".

Wow...exactly the bad part I envisioned...

kek, all these closet faggots come here trying to call out people for being gay, when the only people they end up calling out is themselves.....

Glad you could just try it and decide it wasn't for you.

Everybody's got a type but preferences can change so idk

>I can meet you some time?
I really don't know how I'm going forward right now. If anything it'll probably be this guy again.
>what does townie mean?
He was born here as opposed to being here for the university
>where are you from then?
Buckinghamshire

No, come here to remind you that you are a freak of nature and serve no purpose. Worthless, sissies that a fairyfags and need purged from society.

Cool shit, better to stick with a guy you know, and know is safe.

Good luck OP.

>freak of nature and serve no purpose

Either troll or scientifically illiterate.

Now you're just being offensive.

Fuck off.

got a bj from a good-looking shemale last night. best ever.

I'm also 22, exact same phase of growlr/grindr fantasizing...this thread couldn't have come at a better time.

The only reason you're spending time here doing what you're doing right now, is because you're so insecure of yourself and what you truly are, and how society will come to accept, that you are in fact. Ultra fucking gay.

The most gayest thing you can do, is to call out other people for being gay, it's scientifically proven.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/8772014

Sorry brah, but you gay af

and where are you?

Nah dude, I'm not the guy you replied to but this only reliably applies to shit in real life. On the web its easy, trolls troll everything, kdb warriors, etc this is fucking Sup Forums

Canada, close to Toronto.

I'm a gay dude. The most surefire way to get me hard is to put a big cock in my mouth and i loved my first time. So i dont think you're gay, or at least not in the same way i am. Although i guess I'd be kindof the gay equivolent of a straight dude who gets rock hard from eating pussy..

Maybe i was more ready for it or something as well. Because i know men who get sucked by other men are at least somewhat gay themselves, (and most of the time it's mutual oral anyways) it never really feels degrading for me unless it's made that way on purpose (bdsm etc). Even then it feels like roleplay or a game.

I really hope it is a genetic mutation, that way since you gay fuckers don't reproduce, you won't spread your gayness all over the gene pool and eventually all ya'll just die off with your queerness.

Just to add OP.
Doing this with a man, you do have to find them attractive to enjoy it.
You can't just pick anyone and expect that it's guna be fun.

Yeah about 26,000 miles to far.

Got my dick sucked by a dude who obviously wasn't having a good time, as in started crying. Asked him if he was ok, said he was, but clearly wasn't. I called it a night, didn't climax, because of the turn of events, took us to dinner and talked about it. Turns out the guy is pretty confused over his gender/attraction thing, I'm not in the same boat myself, but wouldn't want to walk a mile in his shoes. I didn't want to put this guy in an awkward position, well, any more awkward than it was. I left him my business card and dropped him off at his house. Recommended that he doesn't engage in this type of stuff until he is more clear headed. Said our goodbyes, went home and jerked off. Long story short, you're definitely not the only person questioning that. Just stick with your guns on this.

You are a collection of advantageous genetic mutations that were made more numerous as a result of selective pressures in your environment. There's nothing to hope for you, homosexuality evolved in our species, related species, unrelated species and records of it are present in every single human culture and civilization in history. You're too stupid to understand how it evolved.

more like 3,400 but still to far.

Then you should promote same sex marriage and the all the gays will come out of the closet and the closet cases will stop reproducing like straights because there are none. Flawless logic.

Except then you'd have to come out too.

This thread has actually helped.
It's been good to get it out there and it's made me realise a few things.

I'm bi. I wish I could be like that and it's how I am in my head.

I did find him attractive. Decent face, footballer body. Dick looked good and we had a laugh while we were chatting.

No question about my gender, I'm a dude.
I was just shocked by the reality when all I've had to go on until then was fantasy.

You handled that pretty well, also this post alone (if true) is attractive...

Lol you guys saying shit like this in this thread

Bullshit. Mammalian's do not engage in homosexual sex. It goes against your very argument of evolving. Can't further the species. Been around farm animals/wildlife my whole life, seen dogs, cats, everywhere. They don't mate other males. Only you faggots do that. Don't give me that horse shit.

was he dirty or something? If it tasted like anything other than clean skin, then that's his bad

I think the most interesting part of this thread is that there is only one picture of a cock.

Jamaican me proud Sup Forums

How far from Toronto man, I'm pretty close myself.

Shut up you retard, you don't even know what kin selection, Hamilton's rule and inclusive fitness means. How are you supposed to make sense of this without basic genetics and evolutionary biology, fucking moron.

Yeah, not a very good looking one either.

Excactly! I've never seen a female pig get down with a female pig.

What stupid logic. Animals gay? No. Not hardly. Stay strong user, you are not in the wrong here.

Nope he was clean and well groomed. Trimmed pubes. All I tasted was skin.
The guy wasn't the problem. If anything he was a total bro about me being weirded out.