Why am I a pedophile? Was I born this way, or made this way? I wasn't molested

Why am I a pedophile? Was I born this way, or made this way? I wasn't molested.

Because life's fun.

did you have sex with adult human beings ?

So was it nature or nurture then?

As a kid? No. I tried a prostitute once as an adult, but I couldn't get hard.

too much chinese gay shit

That came after though. I went:
14: limewire: cp
16: tor. : cp
18:Sup Forums. : cp + anime
20: Sup Forums. : anime

You were meant to be killed as an example.

Why? By who?

Pedophilia 10-11 yo
Hebephilia 11-14 yo
Ephebophilia 15-19 yo

try a psychoanalyst, it can help to find the origin of their sexual desire

The law. Sorry. I don't hate you, because it's not your fault, but just you can't live in this world.

I like girls between 3 and 11 though.

I think I'd rather die than risk getting committed.

You were born this way. As long as you don't act on it in real life or fuel pedo rings and CP underground works then live life. You were sadly born in the wrong time era where pedophillia is looked upon as a mental illness which deserves death. Still don't hate you though, you can't help it

why though dude. what got you into that shit man, you mys well give the whole story.

I don't hate you as long as you dont act on your urges but for real.

I would say see a actual therapist but you need to deiced to do that yourself,

They cannot contact law enforcement or tell anyone unless you plan on actually abusing someone.

let someone lend you a hand.

I don't have friends or family or a life or a loli. I woke up from a dream this morning crying, because I was having to split up with my little girl friend. I hate my life. What did I do to deserve such misery?

I just like them is all. My eyes are drawn to girls in that age range, and I get along with them pretty well. I've been looking at them since I was about 13 or 14.

>let someone lend you a hand.
But people could kill me

>They cannot contact law enforcement or tell anyone unless you plan on actually abusing someone.
Lol nope that's rarely the case. Check your local law before being a retard and getting yourself handed over to the feds one day
I hate pedos and cp, but I'm not going to watch y'all get waltzed into bubba's cell of anal expansion

Nothing. The universe works in some strange ways user. You just have to stay along for the ride

It seems you may be mentally deficient, stunted in your development and left attracted to neoteny
I pity you user
Stay away from 3dpd and real kids. Don't ruin other lives just because you're a sick fuck
Good luck

research an actual professional therapist. the truth is you will never tell anyone except a therapist or other anons I guess.

and yes if you let word get out or got caught you would be pretty fucked.

there are laws concerning medical/psychiatic treatment depending on where you live

why would people who are depressed go to therapists why would people who use drugs go to therapists to talk about their problems.

a therapist is the safest or a support fourm somewhere,

i agree you should ask for help someone, its better than kidnapp child and be a sick fucker

Yeah, that too. It isn't true in my state. The therapist always can recommend to a court I be committed without doing anything at all.

That sucks. Is there at least some evolutionary psychology bullshit theory?

Kill yourself

Don't agonize over it. You're just more honest, open minded, and evolved than the repressed, bourgeois, religiously brainwashed people of the world at this particular time.

The times will most likely catch up with you at some point. Patience is a virtue.

I hope you using a VPN because you admitted you are in the United States.

look for support forums then. they can help you.

that probably is the best route. try to beat off to some other shit faggot.

that is the best route as you will be anonymous and in a environment where you are welcome to discuss your issues with people who want to help.

I'm not mentally deficient. I am in the top 25% of my electrical engineering program at least. I haven't been called stupid at least.

Idk about "help". I just wish I could know why me, because it would make it a little aleasier to do.

just go to a support forum, you can figure that shit there. they have resources and shit. its not about getting "help" its about realizing what and why. and dealing with it.

That doesn't matter to me. I love little girls and want the best for them. I don't think that includes a relationship with me or other pedos.

>look for support forums then. they can help you.
That's why I asked why here.

>that probably is the best route. try to beat off to some other shit faggot.
I tried that many times. It never worked.

>that is the best route as you will be anonymous and in a environment where you are welcome to discuss your issues with people who want to help.
I don't actually like other pedos very much.

who fucking would. but they are people trying to change I geuss. Sup Forums is not a fucking support fourm.

Kill yourself.

I don't want to go there to those support forums. What could they tell me to do beyond what I already do, which is "stay inside all day, work some math equations out so you feel somewhat accomplished, eat, and go to bed".

kek
>math equations
whatever faggot.

There is nothing sexually atractive to girls that age man. thats kind of odd. i myself like 10 up maybe k

See a response like that comes only from a person as self-aware/evolved as an animal responding to the question: "Why do I find things interesting, attractive, thought provoking, other than everyday eating/shitting/fucking?

A primate response to a human question.

They are just really cute and attractive to me. I can't describe a cause, it just is a part of me. At 3 they start becoming more feminine, and after 11 they start puberty.

Kill yourself.

Why haven't you killed yourself yet?

See a response like that comes only from a person as self-aware/evolved as an animal responding to the question: "Why do I find things interesting, attractive, thought provoking, other than everyday eating/shitting/fucking?

A primate response to a human question.

OP don't hate yourself.
Nobody non-pedo love children as much as we do, you may know this but you CAN have a nice relationship with any girl, even a sexual one without hurting the little angel in any way.

I suggest you go and find the pedophile's handbook on tor. It gives lots of useful advise on how to enjoy life and children.

It's my life. I don't want to die.

They are the most precious and wonderful things Ive ever seen. I don't agree with having sex with kids though.

that's cool, too
but I think you really should try the handbook, if you haven't read it already.

Do not be afraid, my child. This is simply a warning sign of whats to come. Sin to Spidey will come, and thats no good. Join the Spidey religion to be freed of all acts of pedophilia. Praise spidey.

...
I have given both ones call titled that a reqd.

It's because you're a fucking piece of human garbage that needs to eat a goddamn bullet you fucking bitch

But I like being alive.

You don't need to be alive..fucking burn yourself

Why do I have to die?

so you are a self-loathing and still brainwashed pedo?

it's not a mental illness but a sexual orientation
kids can enjoy sex just as adults can

Get over it, accept it and stop being such a disgrace

>it's not a mental illness but a sexual orientation
I'm not brainwashed. It is a sexual orientations, but that doesn't imply it's good.

>kids can enjoy sex just as adults can
They can, but they shouldn't, as it interfers with other things.

>Get over it, accept it and stop being such a disgrace
I'm not upset about it, I just wish I knew why.

My guess would be because cp at 14 then; they did a study on sexual development in rats and put young rats in a useless vest before they let them mate for the first time, when they mated again later in life they preferred to mate in the vest even though it didn't do anything in particular, some of them even had trouble copulating without it

There is probably a genetic component.

I was searching it out though, it didn't just pop up.

>I just wish I knew why
If you really read the handbook that I meant, you would have at least 3 good theories for that

You can't pick what you are attracted to, this is a fact I learned the hard way. All my life I've had a normal attraction to women and had a decent sec life. A few years ago I started watching MLP and over time gained an attraction to some of the characters. Flash forward to today and they are just about the only thing I can fap to. Last few times ive had sec I've had a hard time getting it up because I feel I've lost my attraction to actual women...

>INB4 kill yourself horsefucker

Just trying to help out OP with some perspective

>They can, but they shouldn't, as it interfers with other things
what does it interfere with?

Sec = sex.

I hate my phone sometimes.

That's true now that you mention it.

Oh I know. I've tried lots of things to try and change and nothing worked.

At the very least with not being abused by the legal and social worker system. Also interferes in a regular relationship.

I do think what you're attracted to can change over time, not by force or by trying to like something else. But it's completely possible that at some point you may stumble across something else and gain an attraction towards it and lose your attraction to children. Not extremely likely, but not outside the realm of possibility. Basically you are who you are, because you are. Things can change over time and we have no control over it, just along for the ride.

>At the very least with not being abused by the legal and social worker system. Also interferes in a regular relationship.

sorry I'm not sure if I understood what you just said...

you are against sex with kids because of the law?

sex interfers with regular adult-adult relationships?

is that what you said? please correct me

Paedophelia (in all it's subforms) is a natural sexual orientation, like homosexuality or granny fucking. Your sexual preference isn't a stationary bracket of +/- 5 (your age), it starts when sexual development begins and grows with you. It's an affliction I wouldn't wish on anyone, because it's so reviled even someone who is non-offending and scared cannot receive help for fear of punishment, outing or reprisal.

Just do what the rest of us do and tor some CP, cry while you drink yourself to sleep and start the whole process all over again tomorrow.

Have you tried religion, OP?
Before Christ I was a faggot that wanted to be more femenine.
He didn't make you that way. You choose to do so by exposing yourself to something unhealthy, and you should expose yourself to something healthy to compensate.

not OP
but damn, you do that, too.

*?

Is this not a loli thread? Where's the PORN??

Some people are born to die quickly

So are you an actual pedo or just a self-hating hebe/ephebo?

my own 'sexual awakening' happened when I was in the 2nd grade, so about 7 y/o. I've had normal relationships. one partner even knew. didn't understand, but knew. her roleplay helped, her grooming methods helped. Her calling me 'daddy' helped. But there was a definite strain because she wasn't comfortable with enforcing my orientation.

To answer your question, I don't know. I'm not 'exclusive'. I find woman of a massive age range attractive. from Maddie Ziegler to Helen Mirren. I hate myself sometimes. I wish I wasn't this way, but I'm not pathetic enough to kill myself over it. You just play it day by day, doing what you can to stave off the hunger and keep children safe. The way I see it, CP is a semi victimless crime. I don't pay for it, I don't advertise for it, I don't condone it. But if it has already been made, and I can download it anonymously without paying or in any other way supporting the future of it, then why not? The deed has already been done. No child is going to be MORE molested because I watched a 5 year old movie.

I welcome differing opinions though.

>The way I see it, CP is a semi victimless crime. I don't pay for it, I don't advertise for it, I don't condone it. But if it has already been made, and I can download it anonymously without paying or in any other way supporting the future of it, then why not?

It's funny. ISIS videos of beheadings are made by criminals commiting a crime. They're made to be watched by people, to promote the ideology of the killers and sometimes even to inspire others to do the same. Some people watch them for pleasure and get very excited over them.

But beheading videos are legal but CP is not.

Everyone is a tabula rasa and can become a fucking tranny Pikachu at some point?

Same reason why people are gay. It's an evolutionary hiccup

I don't know why but I am very amused by the image of a castrated Pikachu trying to sound feminine

well how would it not interfere with their other relationships? Would they not become "way too obsessed" with sex? Or is it that I am too obsessed with sex (which, actually, I totally admit to being), and am just projecting my imperfections onto others?

Yeah, if anything preexisting CP should be made available to a certain audience. In my opinion it prevents further abuse by giving most of them a sexual release without endangering any child, and are therefore less likely to actually abuse a child. Yeah, it's terrible that it has already been made, but you might as well use an already committed crime to your advantage to prevent future ones. I see it as a preventative.

well, sex is fun so young couples usually do it a lot
but thats totally normal

I don't think it would cause any problems really...