Today is my birthday, I'm drinking by myself. Feels Thread

Today is my birthday, I'm drinking by myself. Feels Thread

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why the fuck are all of you so obsessed with the fact youre alone. we all are.
everybody here is fucking alone, deal with it. you dont need friends or girlfriends to make yourself happy because im still fucking depressed and feel alone even with a gorlfriend

Happy birthday bud, sorry your drinking alone

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Don't drink alone, invite a friend over. What's your location?

Happy birthday user.

the only reason why i havent killed myself yet is because my mother wont be able to handle losong another child to suicide

Guys, I need advice, here's the short version of the story:
>As of today I left my job where I was underpaid to work for a drunk that's my only friend
>He already payed half of the money, saying that money up-front is safer so I don't bail.
>It's twice as much as I used to earn a month
>From what I know, I'm driving a couple of people away from a pawn shop robbery
>I'm starting to feel a bit nervous
Does anyone have any tips for me? Also, if anyone could send me some music that would be chill while working like this, it would be greatly appreciated
And hell should I bring my gun with me? I have a HK USP Tactical 45 on me. In two hours I'm off to my work, any tips you fucking cunts? Please?
Also, happy birthday man, I'd send you money if I had any

yes, bring a gun to make your prison sentence 50 times longer. what the fuck would you need it for? shooting at the cops? good luck getting away, no matter where you go they will find you

just kill her too so you can both know peace

the route is already mapped out, the police responce time is roughly 90 seconds. Enough time to drive away in my opinion. And why would it be 50 times longer? I'll be dead by the time it finishes.

My advice is to keep a sharp eye on the door. Be ready to kill, and have your gun at the ready with safety off

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Happy Birthday! But isn't drinking by yourself the best kind of drinking?

im here for you bro

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no it's boring with nobody to talk to. not like getting high

happy bday user, im going to a party now. Ima drink one for you

thanks for nothing chad

my gf just dumped me man, gotta get back out there.

i feel you, this girl dropped me after being with her all summer, she just changed barley notices I'm there anymore when I'm with her. Should I give up on her? I mean shit I thought I actually loved her.

Happy birthday Bro..I don't have my feels folder on my phone but if you want I can suggest you some awe inspiring non corny sad songs

Happy birthday

sounds like you need to drop her to me man. My ex kinda forgot about me too, but im just too much of a pussy to drop her. Dont do this to yourself, you're worth more than this.

I haven't cummed since I was a teenager, physical issue with my proception or lack there of with cable or breach tube on un-to my ball sack with out shots and it the was pain is hard to bareabel

original grand canyon OP here. Gonna repost my story because that's all I've really got to share today. Happy Birthday Here goes.
>be me
>13
>7th grade
>haven't hit puberty yet
>constantly picked on/ beaten up for it
>chads at my school make fun of me for not having hair on my balls yet
>humiliate me publicly by beating me to the floor in the boys locker room, drag me outside and pull my pants down
>basically constantly humiliated in front of girls
>hate myself, want to an hero
>one day after being beaten to shit on the way home from school, I felt a presence help me back up
>heard the sweetest voice i've ever heard ask "are you ok? do you want me to get you some bandages or something?"
>open my one good eye (one was kinda swollen shut I remember)
>just kinda smiled and said yes
>prettiest thing I'd ever seen
>forrest seeing jenny for the first time is a good analogy
>she held my hand and walked with me to her house
>first time someone who wasn't in my family showed me affection or compassion
>I fell for her right then and there
>she took me inside to her living room couch and sat me down
>brought me some ice, band aids and a glass of lemonade
>just kinda laid back while she iced my face
>that was some warm ice
>end up just watching TV together while she tried to get me to open up and talk to her
>eventually broke down
>close to tears, just tell her everything
>tell her I hate myself, I don't know why people are like that to me, never did anything but be nice to them

from what i could read of that you need to get to know your prostate

>she just hugs me
>after a minute she whispered "well I like you, you're nice and I think you're cute"
>adrenaline.gif
>what the fuck
>I was cute
>a girl liked me
>watched TV until 8 or 9
>she fell asleep on my shoulder
>didn't want it to end
>eventually her dad came home from some dinner thing he went to
>wasn’t mad or anything that I was there
>I think he pitied me
>got home at 9:15 or something
>parents were pissed at first, but they saw that I got beat to hell again and let it go
>start going over to her house everyday after school
>become closer as the year goes on
>her family eventually gets to know me and adores me
>almost like part of her family, over there so much
>gets to the point where we are inseparable
>chads begin picking on her too because she's seen with me a lot
>she doesn't seem to care but I feel terrible because of it
>slowly cut off contact because I hate seeing her get picked on
>She catches on and tells me she doesn't care and to stop
>cave in immediately
>sometimes when I had a really bad day I would sneak over to her house at night and cuddle with her
>thought her dad caught me sneaking over one night, turns out his family knew a lot more about what was going on at school than I thought
>her dad kinda knew already, totally fine with it
>tells me I'm always welcome there
>says just ask if I need something

If you want to act like a nigger listen to nigger music

My birthday is on Monday. I normally sit by myself on my birthday and drink. But it's a choice. A reflection on the past year I guess. Look at what you have. Think about what you want. And plan to take it. Don't be a pussy.

1. don't listen to any music/distractions, if you're planning to keep this job and get better at what you're doing, get used to the silence & be very aware of your surroundings.
2. You shouldn't need to bring a gun if the rest of your group are armed already, however if you do, put it in your glove compartment.
3. At first you might be nervous, but don't sweat it, your fight/flight instincts might kick in but remember don't drive away until all the guys are in the car + the loot. It might be scary and tempting but don't.
4. Just do as your told & nothing less until you have clarity of thought in these stressful situations. As you keep doing these jobs, you'll be able to think more clearly and for yourself during adrenaline-pumping scenarios.
5. should you have to use your gun, you don't only have it so you can shoot, it makes your voice even louder to whoever's face it's pointed at. Use it to deter people away who are calling the police etc etc.
6. Unless the car you're using is disposable, use a fake licence plate and take it off when the situation has calmed down. Use a different licence plate for each 'job' you go on.
7. good luck.

>cuddle her to bed a lot more
>feelsgoodman
>life went on like this for a while
>summer came and things got better
>did everything together that summer
>got invited on a road trip with her family to the grand canyon
>a lot of the trip was her sleeping on my chest or me sleeping with my head in her lap in the back of a suburban
>when we got to grand canyon national park we spent 5 hours feeding peanut butter crackers to chipmunks with her brother
>walked around some trail with some BS special significance to see the sunset
>it was special to me for a different reason
>held her hand
>basically just walked around smiling like a tard
>trying to go somewhere with no people
>got to this half ledge thing and sat down
>kinda stared off for a while, very scenic to be honest
>then she leaned over on me and whispered
>"you know user, I love you, really"
>kinda froze for a sec
>I don't know why, looking back on it, but I wasn't sure what to say
>she seemed to get kinda nervous
>"do you love me back, user?"
>looked at her and told her that I loved her since the day she put ice on me when I got beat up
>stared awkwardly at her for a good 60 seconds before I finally worked up the balls to go in for a kiss
>I wasn't very good, but she was
>fucking perfect
>we sat there for a long time after the sun set
>I just held her in my skinny arms
>kissed her a few more times
>we forgot to go back 5 minutes after sunset like we said
>her dad came looking for us but was relieved to see we were just sitting there, not dead or stuck
>kids had their own tents that trip so I got to cuddle her to bed too

>rest of the trip was a haze, don't remember the trip much, but I remember her on the trip
>the rest of the summer was magic to me
>I loved her as much as a 13 (and 14 later) year old could love someone else
>people picked on me less during 8th grade year
>didn't pick on her at all, just tried to steal her away from me
>so many guys liked her, didn't understand why she would want me
>to be fair, I didn't either
>Towards the end of 8th grade year, we figured out that we probably wouldn't be going to the same highschool
>didn't care too much, saw her every day for 5 hours afterschool anyway
>but we promised each other we would be each others homecoming dates and prom dates and everything
>but as highschool went on we naturally drifted apart without realizing
>still close, but couldn't always see each other, busy with school stuff
>she played volleyball and was a cheerleader, which took up lots of time
>eventually, some guy was always around when I came over
>she always insisted it was just a friend, at the time, i'm sure it was
>summer after sophomore year she asks if I'd be ok with her going on a date with some guy
>says it doesn't change anything between us
>IGuessSo.jpg
>obviously, it gets more serious, she eventually becomes his girlfriend
>at this point my balls have dropped, I'm rapidly gaining weight and height
>agressive as fuck, nobody in their right mind dares touch me
>yet I can't say no or even be assertive with her
>just kinda watch as that guy starts to control her more
>he eventually gets her to block normal contact with me
>I came over to her house when he wasn't around to ask her a few things
>she seemed almost surprised that I was there, like I wasn't supposed to show up
>she tells me it's no big deal and she just wants to date around, that it wont change anything between us
>point out we hardly see each other anymore
>she says it's "because she's busy with school and sports"
>I know it can't be volleyball she's going to on sundays

>tell her the guy she's dating is a bad person controlling
>just makes her mad, she yells at me
>start to break down
>tell her I love her and I don't know what I did wrong but I just want things to go back to the way they were
>she says she'll always love me
>hugs me
>says she's gotta go but we will talk again soon
>I wish that had been true
>we never talked again for a year
>I start becoming very angry, start blasting steroids, constantly eating and working out
>I've become the freak I always wished I was so I wouldn't get picked on, but I don't care just want her back
>Everyone at school is afraid of me now
>I have no friends now because I'm 6'4, 215 lbs at low body fat and rage at almost nothing. total dick for little/no reason
>complete asshole to everyone except little guys that get picked on by chad
>got suspended for fighting 4 or 5 times before I start to calm down a little
>life is still generally the same though
>angry about that fuck who stole her away
>towards the end of the year I start hearing about some girl who got in huge trouble because a bunch of nudes and shit of her were leaked and circulating
>Eventually it was cleared because she didn't consent and was apparently sexually assaulted by the guy who took the nudes or videos or whatever
>that's what got my attention, hoping it wasn't her, but deep down it sounded like the exact thing her asshole "boyfriend" would do
>of course, it was her
>I was actually pretty calm the whole day at school I heard the news
>but I was gonna fuck that guy up beyond recognition
>I knew he was a huge stoner and druggie in general so I consulted the kid who I bought my roids from (deep web drug dealer)
>he knows his friend and him pretty well

A gorrillafriend?

>get the kid to get his address from his friend
>it's fucking going on now
>showed up the friday night of that week at his house
>pretty big party going on
>perfect, nobody will call the cops and I can walk in without raising any eyebrows
>he's in his backyard with some other girl
>I'm sure they were about to fuck or something
>swing at him before he even sees me
>KO'd on the second punch
>sit on him and beat his face in
>That night I felt better, but the next day I knew I may have ruined things with her
>I guess she was relieved I gave him a free facelift because of what she told me next time we talked
>3 weeks later she showed up at my house at night bawling her eyes out
>mad at her but of course I can't say no to the only thing i've ever loved
>let her in
>we sit on the couch and she dumps all her feels
>says she's sorry she left me for him
>I was right, he was terrible to her
>apparently he hit her a lot and raped her
>constantly cheated
>made the school think she was a complete whore
>she told me she still loved me and just wanted to go back to the old days
>fell asleep on my couch
>I slept upstairs, I was pretty upset to think she fucked me over like that and now wants me back
>I came down the next morning and she was still there
>I figured I should at least communicate with her exactly how I felt, regardless of how things were gonna end up
>sat down and told her we needed to talk

tagged wrong post
>was honest about everything and told her she really fucked me up when she left me for that guy
>of course she was apologizing profusely the whole time
>She gave me that look, like at the grand canyon
>"user, do you still love me?"
>fucking melted right then and there
>since then I've been talking to her again regularly, she always wants to see me
>i'm kinda torn though
>I still love her
>more than anything
>but she gave her virginity to the other guy
>something about it just doesn't seem right
>something that was flowing freely before is dried up now
>the next night she came through my bedroom window at 1am or something
>Freaked me the fuck out
>Was about to lunge for my shotgun
>but then I heard a sniffle
>knew it was her immediately
>"sorry user, I just needed to come see you"
>she kept telling me she was sorry and she loved me
>crying hysterically the whole time of course
>eventually just told her to calm down, grabbed her and pulled her over to me
>cuddled to sleep
>felt so nice
>she pressed her face into my chest like she used to
>wake up at about 7
>have to wake her up and walk her home so my parents don't come in and freak out for obvious reasons
>She knows how to fucking melt my heart
>Obviously, I still over her. A lot

>I'd gladly sweep her off of her feet and steal her away, but I have just one reservation
>Could she do this again? I know it's not likely but I don't even wanna take a chance
>I won't be able to do this again unless I know she's 100% committed
>decide to drive with her to a mountain ridge that overlooks the city
>just told her I wanted to see her again (even though I had seen her the day before)
>figure I’ll just tell her exactly how I feel and why I’m hesitant to get back with her
>quietly left my house, drove over to pick her up
>got to her house, snuck around back to go to her room
>familiar hand on my shoulder
>her dad stopped me again
>tell me he knows about all of it, appreciates me beating the shit out of that guy
>tells me she’s up all night crying about me most nights
>she’s still a complete wreck from that guy
>he really beat her bad twice towards the end of their relationship
>her dad was trying to track him down but apparently I beat him to it
>tells me she needs me more than anything, and he’s glad i’m still trying after what happened
>ask him why she left me
>he says he has no clue
>go inside, to her room
>just kinda brushed her hair off of her face to wake her up
>she just smiled and got up
>hold her hand and walk out to the car
>I kinda keep the subject on unrelated things on the drive up
>want to save it for when we’re sitting up there
>only thing I really remember about the drive up was almost hitting a massive bull elk
>sit down on a rock wrapped up in a big blanket together
>Feels really good
>you have no idea

>feeling her warmth, cuddled up against me, looking down at the city
>”why do you still love me user?”
>tell her because every little thing she does makes me happy
>ever since that day in middle school I just feel like she’s the greatest part of my life
>ask why she left me for that other guy, and tell her it’s the only thing holding me back
>can’t understand why she would do that
>she says (holding back tears and sniffling, gets really emotional now) that she doesn’t have a real answer
>she was just acting on physical attraction and his chad personality took easy advantage of her dumb teenage self
>not some magic fix-all answer I was hoping for
>but she also told me I did nothing wrong and she was sorry for everything
>made me feel better
>since Sup Forums put it into perspective and I gave it some thought, I realize how childish the whole virginity thing is on my part
>I love her and that's all that matters really
>figure I should just 'make sweet, sweet love to her with my chad body'
-quote from some user last thread
>not gonna be like that guy, obviously
>wait until she's comfortable again
>started to get windy so I took her home for the night
>fell asleep on the ride back, so I carried her to bed
>she woke up halfway once we got inside
>laid her down on her bed, kissed her on the forehead
>start to walk away, and hear "please stay with me"
>can't resist for a single second
>nothing happened that night, we were both tired, out right away
>wake up next morning
>about 10

>make pancakes in the kitchen, which we used to do a lot after school
>screw around and play fight with all of the ingredients, make a huge mess
>eat and then clean it up
>"you should probably shower, I definitely beat you"
>make some joke about how she cheap shotted me, tell her I have no clean clothes
>"I'm sure I can figure it out, let me show you how to work it and where the shampoo is"
>I was actually too retarded to catch onto that cue
>"I can wash your clothes"
>give her my shirt and shorts
>she tossed them outside and just stared at my SuperChad physique for a sec
>not gonna lie that made me feel satisfied in a cocky way
>looked up at me and smiled
>I kissed her
>took her shirt off
>primal instincts and excessive testosterone/DHT levels take over
>carried her to her bedroom and tore the rest of her clothes off like an animal
>I did stop for a moment to just look at her bare body
>I was extremely horny and wanted to absolutely go to town on her, but it was balanced by me being afraid of hurting her or being too rough
>ended up making love to her for almost 2 hours
>totally exhausted afterwards, fell asleep with her on top of me in my arms
>woke up a little while later and went out to lunch
>Took her back home and made love to her on the couch in her living room
>watched TV on the couch together until her dad came home
>he was really happy to see us
>I had to go home for a while, but he asked me to come back for dinner
>Ate pot roast with the stupidest grins on out faces, a few other people came by for dinner
>her dad says pretty much out of nowhere "I really appreciate you and like you, user, I hope you become part of my family"
>I felt at home for the first time in a while

No they're bringing you as the getaway..let them handle the dirty work that way if you are caught you get an easier sentence..also don't be a fuckin rat if you get arrested

>that night she asked me to sleep with her again
>I was totally depleted after that day, so we pretty much just cuddled
>talked about what we want to do in life
>Talked about our dream house, dream job and what the perfect wedding would be like
>tells me every secret she’s ever kept
>says she doesn’t want anything between us
>asks if I have any secrets or stuff I wanna get off my chest but haven’t told anyone
>tell her I used steroids, but make clear it was light cycles at minimum doses
>tell her how badly I wanted to tear into her like a fucking animal, but was afraid I’d hurt her
>tell her I was afraid I wasn’t doing a good job
>she laughed and said I was more than plenty and was glad I was gentle
>says she doesn’t care about the roads, just wants me to stay healthy
>fell asleep on me like usual
>I was so blissfully happy that night
>fast forward ~two weeks
>she'd been acting increasingly remorseful for leaving me
>if I ever brought up that I was worried about trusting her or I was scared she would get anxious and nervous for the rest of the day
>constantly trying to prove she was 100% loyal
>one night she literally broke down crying on my chest and told me how sorry she was and that she loves me
>told me that if I want to have another girl then she understands and is fine with that
>I calmed her down, obviously, and told her she's all I need, I just am afraid of losing her because I did once and it hurt
>tell her I'll never leave her and I don't want any other
>seemed to make her feel a lot better

>about two weeks after that incident
>my cousin and her aunt were coming to stay at my house
>cousin flew in night before aunt
>I had to pick her up at the airport
>hadn't seen her in a while, she looked like a woman now
>nothing like her but she was attractive
>got her bags and went to my house
>all I did was help her carry bags in and get settled in
>but I didn't tell her my cousin was staying
>she thought I was mad and wanted a second girl
>ran home before I noticed she was there
>call her because I was expecting her to come over about this time
>no answer
>wtf
>head over to her house
>get to her house, walk in
>her dad isn't home
>call out for her
>no response
>walk into her room
>the light is on in her bathroom, door closed
>I can hear muffled sobbing
>knock on the door frantically
>yell her name
>after a few seconds I hear her faintly say "I'm so sorry user. You deserve her, not me."
>ask her what she's talking about
>just more sobbing
>pretty freaked out

>kick in the door
>she's in the bathtub
>the water is bright red
>flipped the fuck out because I thought she had/was trying to kill herself
>grabbed her out of the tub and ran into the kitchen
>set her on the table, trying to find where all the bleeding was from
>she just had a few shallow cuts on her wrist and thigh
>wrap it in some gauze I found under the sink
>calm down a little and realize she's probably not dying or even close
>ask her why she did this
>ask if her old boyfriend did something to her
>she says she couldn't bear to see me with another girl
>ask her what she's talking about
>don't remember exactly what she said, but at this moment I realized she thought my cousin was a girl I was seeing
>explain that she's my cousin
>explain the situation with the airport
>she believes me after I explain
>carry her to her bedroom
>set her down on the bed
>drain the bathtub
>help her get dressed
>broke down because I was so scared just then
>yelled at her
>told her she can't do this to me, I already lost her once and I can't bare to not have her
>the yell eventually reduces to almost soft enough to be a whisper
>tell her I trust her now and I know she would never leave me again
>don't want another girl

>I'm just terrified she'll love someone else someday
>she reassures me that will never happen
>tell her to forget about that guy and leaving me, it's in the past
>I need her now
>eventually reduces to just some sappy "I love you more, babe" shit that would make most of you cringe
>I realized then that the guy she had been with probably fucked her up mentally too, to a good degree
>our relationship has been a lot more stable since
>no more than a few nights after that, she asks if I'll ever marry her
>hadn't thought about that until then, but the thought of it made me pretty happy
>"Sorry, that's probably really pressuring. I didn't mean it like that"
>tell her to shush, and say of course I'm gonna marry her
>her face lit up
>didn't even make love to her that night
>just kinda laid there and felt each others warmth
>slept really, really well that night for some reason
>next morning she asked where I wanted to get married
>brought up the grand canyon
>told her I didn't want to decide yet, but I wanted to go to the grand canyon with her again
>a road trip, just her and I. Soon, asked if she wanted to start planning the trip now
>she said yes right away, got all excited

Thank you for the advice user.

Also happy birthday user, cheers to your birthday I'll take a swig in your name

I remember something similar happened to a girl in my school in elememtary school. She invited everyone but only me and my mom went aside from 2 others from her family. We were friends for 2 days after that, gave her some cash.

happy birthday, user
finish your drink, then go out to bars and acquire drunken women

Happy b-day user, I raise a pint to you. How long have you survived on this earth for?

I don't want to kill anyone, atleast not yet...
I don't want to act like a nigger, nor do I listen to nigger music. I just want to live.
This seems like solid advice, already put up a fake licence plate and the gun is always in the glove compartment. Thannks man..
I haven't ratted people out, even when I was a little kid I didn't tell on anyone, even if it meant getting into deeper shit for myself.
Well, I'll report to you people tomorrow, I'll refer to myself as the getaway user if I get through this night.

Happy birthday OP.
I plan on killing myself today.
But I'll take some swigs of booze for 'ya before I off myself. :)

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good luck Sup Forumsro

Don't try to OD, I've failed at three attempts already.

>Today is my birthday, I'm drinking by myself. Feels Thread

Happy birthday, amigo.

I read this shit this morning. I still haven't fully recovered.Created a Feels folder just to save it.

Assuming things go south, you do NOT want a gun involved.

Happy Birthday man, how old are you?

no? no one else ?

Check'd

Eh, life sucks. I'm just gonna try whatever. Divorced parents fighting over who is the better parent.
Got kicked out of house cause mom hates me cause she is drunk.
And life has been just real shitty for then last 18 years.
I'm just gonna see where tonight takes me.
If I survive. I survive.
If I die. Welp. Alright.

Thanks for sharing this user

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Planned on breaking up with my boyfriend today. We got into last night and I was fed up with the immaturity and rudeness. This morning told him I wanted to stop by for a bit before I saw my friend. So he might of had an idea.
> smashed his toe at work. May be broken is in ER
> saw pics looks bad
> he's now all upset/being suicidal about his life.
> is kinda taking it out on me by ignoring things I say and reminding me that he's crying and in pain.
> trying to be super sympathetic because I'm not heartless but annoyed with the " I hate my life"

Guessing today would be a bad day to break up with him? 4 month relationship ltr as a friend.
Should I go get him a get well basket. It'll probably look dumb if I gift him then break him.
What do?

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Happy birthday user. I'll do a shot for ya tonight.

If he offs himself not your fault, I'm nit heartless either but thats just how it is.

Happy birthday user. We're all virtually with you

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if you're going to break up with him, just do it. prolonging it to make him feel better isn't going to accomplish anything.

rip that bandaid off quick.

Thanks I appreciate it

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yes, the only one to never let you down...

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im not your bf but my gf in is the same position you are

how would your bf be able to win you back or convince you to stay?

I'm with ya
I'm spasming out
such is life when you have been alone for 20 years
I'm close to killing myself
But hey I am a white male so I got that going for me.

Well maybe with a gorlfriend...

No problem user, I mean it sounds heartless but anyone who wants to kill themselves over another person isn't smart enough to realize they won't exist and the other person will live on

Happy bday dude. Where you from, what you drinking?

you'd have to have a heart to heart with the person and ask what the underlying problems were. even then, that's no guarantee things will magically go back to the way they were.

sometimes things fall apart no matter how hard you try, and you just have to let that person go.

be honest with yourself if it's really even possible/worth it to save the relationship.

Woah checked

It's alright OP, I've had the SPOOKs come together to make a birthday party! Get there quick! Everyone wants a taste of the SPOOK cake!

Kill yourself then kill him?

off topic but im thirsty. Real thirsty, I havent had a drink in two weeks.

problem is a i dont have an official ID. will a school ID + birth certificate fly?

Today is also my birthday as well! Ill smoke a fat bowl for ya!

Celebrated all my birthdays alone since 15. I'm now 28. It not bad once you get use to it. Past few birthdays I've order stuff on amazon and picked the slowest delivery possible. Had my order actually get there just before and the after my birthday. Pretty fun.

If he showed me he really cares.
Anytime we fight he runs off and texts me.
Insults me alot even when I try my best.i don't make him happy but he's gonna try to tell me i do. I think he dosent like being alone and is settling for me

u r gay

>be me
>have major crush on qt3.14 grill
>we've been friends for a while, played lots of vidya together
>finally tell her I like her
>"really?? I like you too, user! I never thought you'd felt that way about me"
>holyshit.png
>it's long distance, but no worries
>we decide not to d8 because of the distance, so we just act like we're dating
>get really close, know nearly everything about each other
>talk everyday despite having work and responsibilities
>call almost every night for a few months
>one week she messages me less and less
>"I'm so sorry, user. I'm just so busy with work and making the money so we can meet."
>ohokay.gif
>lifeisgood.png
>until it's starts getting worse and worse
>no calls
>less texts
>same excuse of having work and being too tired to talk
>finally tell her we should go on a break for a few weeks
>I didn't really come up with the idea originally though. She did and I ended up calling it.
>she messages me every week saying "X weeks left!!"
>it's now 2 more days until break is over
>no messages

I don't know what to do.. I can't tell if I'm being cucked or if she doesn't like me anymore.

Tl;dr may be the end of a kind-of-relationship. Don't know what to do or what to feel.

Can't wait until VR gets that good. Going be a blast. My VR girlfriend is going you do such filthy things, it's going to be great.

Even as a kid, I always found celebrating my birthday just super tedious, I know now that it was more for my mom than anyone else, but around 14 or so i kinda just shunned celebrating it at all, and only a handful of people know what day it really is.

Same here

Wear a mask

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I have those exact same sunglasses

Today is my birthday too user happy birthday.