I gave up smoking 8 years ago

I gave up smoking 8 years ago
I just gave up drinking too.
Both alcohol and cigarette were damaging my health. Now with nothing to give me little highs, I feel empty.
Yes I run every other day. But when I'm done running it's always the same: sit for hours in front of the interwebs, always the same sites, including Sup Forums, then a little fap (imagefap, my faps now need 1000+ pics to reach the juice), then I watch TV + nap, then PC again until I go to bed. I try some xbox but it's no longer fun.
I am not unemployed, my job just gives me 95% of free time.
When on Sup Forums I do F5 until I get a REKT thread. The rest is just idiot.
Fuck. I'm bored. So bored. What can I do? I feel like nothing can catch my interest anymore.

Buy a gun and some bullets, load it and put it in your mouth, and then pull the trigger

Get a dog

Just watch porn and jack off alot. Passes the day by real quick. Also, play Pokemon Go.

already have one.
"Wow I have a dog!"

I'm 45yo

I don't want to kill myself. I wouldn't be here otherwise.

Ha. Maybe try meditation or stuff like that

You are having an existential crisis. You need mushrooms.

try to kys worse case scenario you cure boredom

smoke weed, never be bored again

You're watching too much porn.

Everything we ever do as men is to get pussy, I don't want to hear any arguments, you know for a fact, in your gut that the world become developed as a way to impress women and be better than other men.

You have no one to impress because you're culling your urges with porn. Yes it feels nice to not be attached to real, cunty women, to have a harem available online you can access who will do anything for you, no complaints, no nagging, but it's making you complacent. You're making sure there's nothing else to.achieve except minute pleasures and then deathe, so give up the porn. You'll get horny, want to fuck a girl, relapse to porn, and then repeat until you break the desire and end up with a girlfriend. You'll break up with her and go for someone else. You'll find that pussy isn't all its cracked up to be, you'll find things you like apart from women, you'll learn to be truly happy without, and with. Then you die a mediocre, regretful life. So limit the reset you'll feel, because death is coming, and every year will pass by twice as fast as the last, so do something, regardless of if it makes you uncomfortable. Leave your comfort zone of porn and Xbox and the rest will come.

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Sex. Actual sex.
And money.

Nothing wrong with smoking weed as an adult, my mother smokes and she's one of the most hardworking people I've ever met

And she's 51 this year

The most sensible post so far.

Yet I'm married and father and cheating is not an option.

Hey what do you do for a living?

Then give up porn for your smelly, anchor wife who you wish would die.

Or maybe you need to leave her

get rid of the dog and get a cat

You are probably depressed. Boozw, running, cigs, jerking off... all a means to boost endorphins and seratonin.

Talk to a doc. Get some meds and find a new routine.

I recognize the pattern because I have been there.

What's your job?

I tought about that. I smoked my time when younger. But here, smoking weed when you are a father of 45yo is really frown upon.

I represent an overseas company. From home.

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I mean if your life is really that horrible would you rather try and improve it at the cost of how others think about it and maybe even break a stigma by smoking and being a good father

But hey I'm like 18 so what do I know amiright

You may be right but I don't feel depressed. Just bored.

No. You're right.

Then do it dude, I honestly think my mum is objectively one of the best mums I've ever seen, supporting two children and a husband single handedly by working a job while she has severe carpel tunnel syndrome, rheumatoid arthritis and several prolapsed discs in her back and still smoking all the time.

As long as you don't just get couch locked when you need to do things I don't see any harm, I know in my experience that I can only smoke when I don't have anything to do because I can't function properly on it but you might be different

Dude. I had been stuck in the same cycle for years. A lot of that behavior is self medicating. Some of it may be boredom, but if you hate your situation and just chase easy fixes to feel good, nothing will change. I had a lot going for me but basically hated everything. A few weeks on meds and good sleep and exercise makes a world of difference. Trying it doesn't mean you have to stick with it.

Overwatch, Heroes of the Storm, CSGO, etc.

Can you smoke weed? I smoke weed, drink beer, and play vidya.. #thelife

You might just need a girl so put some time into setting up a booty call gurl.

I dont really get it.
How does that work?

Weed