Anyone else alone on a Friday night?

Anyone else alone on a Friday night?
I'm pretty down right now.

New feels thread incase anyone wants to join in this one.

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will join. I miss her. been alone every friday for a year now. wish she had gone to the doctor earlier.

Gf won't come over because it's too far, but is staying the night at a house with a guy who lives 10 minutes away. She's also an alcoholic and gets real handsy when drunk. She also has a record for making out with and fucking other guys.

Kys

Kill yourself

Im home alone watching the dogs while my wife is partying in Steamboat springs with her friends

This.. This right here made me tear up.

You deserve better user, you truly do.

Why the fuck would you keep her?

You're an idiot dump that bitch

Colorado or NV?

CO

This is a feels thread and I'm mellow high so I'll spare you rudeness and just say, man, you need to drop her. Get a good woman. Despite what the Nice Guys, autists, and women hating betas on Sup Forums say, there are actually good women out there. Find one.

Sitting her,e listening to music and having a few drinks. Been rather down for a while but I have no excuse to be, which makes it worse.

Don't have any feels stuff but ill bump some comfy stuff for you user.

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I was in your exact position for the last few months, still haven't kicked the drinking but it gets better user.
And don't feel bad for being down for no reason. The suffering is legitimate, it isn't a competition to see who's the most deserving of it.
The worst thing you could do right now is spend all your down time by yourself and wallowing in it.
Go out, get some sun, spend the days outside and around people, even if it's strangers.

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She also knows I have clinical
depression and extremely bad anxiety

I'd dump her, but she's the girl of my dreams and the only girl who can stand me.

I feel all dis .. put on some music you love, put it on loud, have a drink, and buck up dudes. Fuck this shit. Been alone long enough (after numerous "serious" and racy relationships) that it's now a lifestyle i embrace. There's only so much bullshit one soul can tolerate before before you realize you're better off without it. Doesnt make it easier, but at least it has its own brand of satisfaction. May you all find your peaceful place.

Your dreams are of a girl who is unfaithful? You need new dreams.

Not the unfaithful part. We took a break for two months and she seemed a lot better, then I found out she isn't.

Kept making major mistake with my ex still really into her. We didn't talk for a whole year yet she came back and made me fall for her again. I've liked this girl for 6 years now my entire high school life and most of middle school. This summer we had a fling we fucked for 7 hours while her mom was out of state in her room. We went on one date and when she broke up with her boyfriend she came to me for comfort. She always comes to me. She won't date me though she will swallow but won't date me. I should feel good because I get benefits of dating without commitment but I'm not happy with it I want her to be mine. We are seniors in high school now.

Hey man there are 7 billion people out there, half of them are women, I'm positive you can find more then a handful that will care about you. She sounds like a pos, dump the hoe.

^continuation^
I just found out it's not only her spending the night there, but it's also a big party.

Oh neat a feels thread.
>meet girl
>really just want a friend because I'm lonely as all fuck
>she only talks when she has problems or wants to get fucked up
>constantly have my own shit slowly destroying me and making me want to shoot myself
>no reply whenever i want to just talk or chill
I've already deleted all of her shit but god damn man I just want someone to put in a little bit of fucking effort.

Step 1: Crash that shit
Step 2: ?
Step 3: Profit

This shit runs deep. Everyone wants you to be there for them but that's it they won't be there for you and act like you don't exist after they've used you.

You got a kik?
You can tell me your woes as they come, I work but I would try my best to reply promptly and help as much as possible.
I know what it's like to trap that stuff inside, it will eat you alive.

Literally same situation user (:

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That's how I was with my girl for a while

I'm the feelsfag with the unfaithful gf now.

Hit me up I'll put in the effort to have a nice chat with you

Why are you not smoking some weed bro . Weed plus Ted and pizza is life

When I get really drunk alone in my apartment I listen to Dixie's Land and cry.
Mississippi transplant here.
Those soldiers died fighting for their home, their land, and their family, and the whole country thinks they were fighting for slavery.
Never forget the brave souls.

This offer applies to you two as well.

You know her better than us, user, but i remember a time when the girl i loved was invited to a big halloween dress-slutty party, supposedly no extra guys. I was super pissed off, but through circumstance (smallish city) i ended up there anyway. I remember how stupid i felt about being pissed off about it because it was lame and boring as fuck - it was only my imagination that made it out to be some kind of orgy fuckfest by implication. She left with me. Get over it or crash that shit. Or SWAT it? Whatcha gonna do?

Just moved back in with my family, smoking a bit so i look normal and they cant see that i hate myself more than i hate living.

Dox her shit mane

OP here.

Its Saturday now but still im gonna say it's Friday. I didn't post my woes yet so here goes.

This is a long read so I thank you for reading if you do and also thank you for joining the thread.
I Got off work about 11:15pm and then on the bus home, the loneliness started to kick in.

New friends I made don't bother to make any effort to hang out with me and I'm the one that has to make plans only for them to make an excuse as to why we can't chill.
Old friends never stay in contact or just ignore me completely or make excuses.
It's been atleast a couple months now since anybody has invited me to any kind of event or night out.

My best friend moved and cut himself off of social media and never replied to my last text I sent him and that was about 3 months ago.

I guess I'm somewhat to blame for the lack of people I have left in my life . When I started dating in my last year of high school, three and a half years ago, my world just revolved around this girl and I cut off a lot of people but tried to retain the friendships I had.

So I convinced myself to believe my only source of happiness was her but recently weve hit a rough patch in our relationship and we've been on break for a while. We still see eachother here and there but it just seems like she isn't really into us anymore. I get it she's young and the world is her oyster and I told her time after time if you want to end this then it's your call don't let me drag you down cause I'm a failure who hasn't got his life together.
She probably wants to end it and is just scared of hurting me or scared that I might off myself or hurt myself.

I guess I'm just coming to accept that nobody really gives a shit and the most I can do is take it day by day, tend to myself and work on bettering myself and hopefully I can prove myself wrong.

Day by day.

Shaun?

Thanks for the support bros, here, I don't want to inconvenience anyone, just really needed to rant somewhere

I got you bro. If you need to you can post your worries here and I'll see if I have any advice to offer, if anything I can offer my sympathy.

My social anxiety makes it really hard to go to high population areas and talk on the phone, believe me if I didn't have it I would totally crash the party. Thank you for the advice though Sup Forumsro

Nice trips.

please respond

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fuck man :( If you're sure she's not into the relationship anymore i'd say just end the relationship yourself. Especially if you feel that she's scared to break up with you because she worries that you'll hurt yourself. If anything my man she's keeping you down. If you don't already, start working out, eat healthy, keep yourself busy doing what makes you happy.

For the friendless thing, that sucks but it can be improved. Whenever an artist you like is in town, go to their gig, talk to people, buy drinks, get numbers, etc.

I hope it will get better for you user. I really do.

I just want you faggots to know that even though I'll never truly know you homos, I love you guys.

>n-no homo

SHAAAAAUUUN!!!

I'm alone every night. It doesn't matter. In a few short years, I will have been single for as long as the entire duration of the Qin Dynasty.

I'm just glad there's Sup Forums that I can vent my frustrations to/with. Tonight, I was fantasizing about finally telling my biological dad's side of the family that I can never give them or my parents the son they really wanted (soldier, Christian, etc), so I'm done dealing with them and no longer want them in my life.

Someday, and someday soon, I'll do just that.

Not Shaun

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Mostly just the usual depression/self esteem attacks I get at night. Been seeing a counselor and trying pills for 2 years but they jerk you around so goddamn much with medicine i still havent found anything that works.

Going to lurk thread and post pictures to bump noq

Alright bros idk wtf is wrong with me I got a decent amount of friends that I could go hang out with or talk to but tbh I never really feel like doing anything... I just sit in my room doing pretty much nothing all day and i just feel empty as fuck have no motivation to do anything at all and I have no idea why also get really irritated, annoyed, and pissed off at the smallest things for no fucking reason

Hey Sup Forumsros
Here. Just want to just thank all of you for cheering me up a little bit through the night, I think I can sleep without a seizure tonight and maybe I'll grow the balls to dump her

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>that image

Holy fuck I know that feel all to well. As soon as I get home from work it hits me like a ton of bricks.

I'm almost 19 and have never been in a relationship before. Couple months I just started making conversation with a girl I knew through a friend. We started talking more and me and it was obvious we liked each other. After a month or so of flirting over text and stuff she tells me she really likes me but because she's Mormon she cannot date and has to go on group dates with other Mormons. I was so bummed out about this but we still talked regularly until recently which we don't really talk and I have no idea why. She's easily the most beautiful and kind hearted girl I have ever known and it hurts to know I can't be any closer to her. She seems distant to me now and I would give anything to have that feeling that someone reciprocates your feelings towards them exactly

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Holy shit thank you for the music real fucking comfy ty user

Anytime user

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Have you tried 5-HTP? Not perscription and you can get it at like Walgreens or rite aid.
You just can't take it and drink.

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Sounds like some kind of depressive disorder. Have you always been that way or is it recent?

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Okay guys here's my feels:
Ever since I graduated high school all my friendships have slowly disappeared. I no longer talk to any of my friends. It's been 4 weeks since I've hung out with a high school friend and 3 weeks since I hung out with other friends. It's all because I never message any of them and they never message me. It all just makes me tired of people and I want friendships but fuck man these "friends".

Pic semi related

That's probably my favorite image from every few feels threads. It really does hit close how true this is, as dumb as that sounds.

Does anyone have that picture it was ingame of club penguin and it was a kid saying " i love this game .. My parents have been fighting recently " something along those lines

Relatively recent ig past year or so i'd say

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>implying women can't experience loneliness beyond shallow FB tier neglect.

OP again.
Thanks user. I just don't have to heart or balls to do anything like that especially when I could just be overthinking due to my insecurities. I'll just play this by ear for the time being. Hopefully she'll fess up some shit soon. It honestly feels like this isn't bothering her as much as me. She has a lot of stress to deal with as it is and I've come to accept that I'm the last thing shes worried about which sucks but we'll see how things play out.

I just wish I had friends to take my mind off shit and actuslly put half the fucking effort I do into maintaining decent friendships.

I wish I wasn't so socially anxious I could just stumble into a bar or group of people too.

So the least I can do right now is tend to myself. Make some good changes for my life and starting tomorrow I'm gonna start eating better and hopfully quit smoking as well.

Thanks user.

Damn I like it.

I relate to this image. I haven't messaged anybody in like three days now but I'll cave in eventually.

No, haven't tried that. Been through most MAOIs and the standard shit. Actually got to have a genetic test recently for it, but apparently the insurance requires me to try the shit listed as "mildly resistant" before i can try something in the recommended column.

Relatable i just genuinely want a girl that is interested in me.

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I stopped messaging " her " and guess what happened , nothing but i guess its for the best.

me & heroin

Ask yourself.

>MAOI
I don't quite know what that is.
Your insurance sounds pretty terrible. What do you do in your free time?

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Im at that point where i moved, but none of my friends answer my messages or calls. They didnt help me move. The 2 who were willing ended up flaking on me. So i moved alone. I helped all of them move. I even got pizzas for us. So now i have a weeks worth of pizza. Fuck my life bros

To be honest, I kinda just wish I had people to hang around with now and watch some shit or something. Its camaraderie I miss.

I'm in need of some good venting myself. And this may be rather long...

Basically the back story. When I was 5 i was molested. A month later my dad died. A few months after that my mum went full mental from all the shit. After her having a few abusive relationships and constantly packing up and running away every few months dragging me with her. I realised one day I was 16 and had no friends. No confidence. But thankfully my cousin introduced me to his friends who really took a liking to me. Spent the next 2 years learning how to socialise with people enjoying life and living the moment. Purely the happiest ive ever been... Made out with a few chicks but never fucked any. Always got friendzoned but didn't care. Then at 18 I freaked the Fuck out one night while in a different state for a family members birthday. And that was the start of my anxiety attacks. Got so bad I locked myself away for the next 3 years... When I finally found the courage to leave the house and start to talk to people again. They wanted nothing to do with me because I vanished and got sober... So I was boring. So back to being alone. Then I ended up trying to pick my life up though. And got a job. Met a chick. We were both interested in each other. Start dating. Then finally slept together. Which she walked out halfway through sex and broke up with me via text the next day... With no reason. Lost my job a week after that. That got me pretty bummed... Then she started playing mindgames for the next 2 years... During this time though I managed to find some really good mates. That I spoke to daily. We're always there for me. As I was there for them. So was no longer alone. Then after the mind games with ex stopped. I ended up getting out and meeting a new chick. Started dating her. Lasted 8months. First serious relationship. Loved her. But due to my mental problems took her for granted and treated her like shot without realising it. Broke up with her because we only fought when talked.

Cont

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>fuck my life

GF broke up with me 4 months ago. I'm over her, but it lit a fire under my ass.

Been working on myself, making progress. Got a raise, bout to get a promotion, working on a car, planning on going to school in the Spring and get a bunch of extra shit done between now and then.

Wish I had a solid friend though. Got some co-workers I enjoy working with and I've always got my brothers but I'd like to have someone a little more relatable. Wouldn't mind a new women either, but I'm not worried about that too much.

MAOI is just the standard prescription stuff. Haven't done shit with my free time for the last year. Literally stayed in bed for days, getting up for a few minutes, watching some vids then getting back in bed because fuck it.
Starting college next week so I'm actually hoping to become a decent fucking human being who goes out, works out, and is generally not awful to be around.

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Pls

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You are literally me. And now that I moved they don't even bother to text back anymore usually. I went to visit a couple weekends back and thought I had plans set up with a few of them, particularly a girl who's helped me through so much I've gone through, and that I've helped as well, who I'm fuckin in love with, and even she flaked. I spent my birthday there visiting alone, getting fucked up and nobody even said happy birthday.

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What?

Sorry for the long story :(

Hit the bottle pretty damn hard after that. Started throwing up blood. Tried to kill myself daily. But stopped last minute because I'm a gutless coward.
Tried to get back with her. She rejected me because of how much of an unstable cunt I am. Got drunk and suicidal again. Friends tried to cheer me up but didn't work. Turns out she rejected me because she had moved on and didn't want to tell me. Few months of drinking and just talking to my mates. Finally decided to try dating again. Finally met a chick. Hit it off instantly. Was like love at first sight. Same interests. Ideal woman to me. Both liked each other. Then one day I found her in bed with my best mate. Freaked the Fuck out. Got into a massive fight and ended up just walking away from all of them. Lost all my mates. The chick I liked. Hit the bottle started to throw up blood again. Realised I needed to change. Got on antidepressants. Got a stable job. Move back in with mum to save money. But I'm still alone Sup Forums and have no idea what to do... Daily thoughts of offing myself are shitty. Any attempt at finding friends or a partner. They end up just not replying anymore one day. And all I have in my life is work and you guys...