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not got s u c c 2day

well i might just repost my story just for the sake of bumping

>yesterday i met up with the girl who i had something going with for half a year
>she ended things with us to be with her ex
>months passed with no contact and we started texting again
>she started reminding me of things we had
>she came to my city for her country trip
>we had 2 nice days
>talked about everything
>she still has feelings for me
>told me she wants no contact at all
>deleted each others numbers

the sad part about this was
seeing this outgoing girl
always happy, making others feel happy when youre around
start crying, tears running down her eyes
and genuinely looking sad

no idea if we'll ever atleast text with each other
or something
also i had like 1001 chances to kiss her
and i should have, but i didnt
she wanted me to kiss her, i should be the one to do that "mistake"

youtube.com/watch?v=_miTYAmHUNM

We riding this train all the way to hells gates?

Where is my alcoholic user?

...

Am I him? Not sure. A lot going on.

which one?

... :(

>Just punch me in my feels.
Thanks.

youtube.com/watch?v=YwJqUbd1vzs

^ I'm that user.

bump

i have a stable circle of friends and even some girls on hand i could ask out... i'm seldom alone but always lonely since she left b, how is your love life treating you?

I guess so
Well time to share my dad's story

>be me
>20 y/o loving live
>"user your dad has been diagnosed with lung cancer"
>"I-It's curable right..?"
>months pass see him getting worse day by day
>spend every minute I can with him
>start smoking out of stress
>It's spreading
>"This can't happen to me right?"
>we still drink beer and hang out together
>he was not just my dad he was my friend
>make my brother visit him aswell
>something seems off today dad is quite passive
>he gave us a kiss everytime we left, this dayhe didnt
>wake up next day
>get a call of my granma
>"user your dad passed away, please come to the hospital"

But I couldn't, I really couldn't it was just too much for me
Fuck Anons I'm crying right now
This all happened about ten months ago
I miss him so much :(

This is a story I like sharing. It actually happened a few years ago but I remember it pretty well because it made me have the feels

>get job at office
>one employee there is some kind of office assistance
>fat guy, questionable hygiene, never talks, always looks in a constant state of dazed and confused
>we go to lunch at the same time so sometimes we make small talk
>one day talking about what i wanted to do in the future, ask him how he ended up here. what did he want to do when he was younger?
>he puts down his sandwich and says "let me tell you a story about I man I used to know"
the green text is as told by fatty
>be 20
>boy works shitty manual labor job
>he meets wonderful mexican girl
>she's smart and beautiful and has major aspirations
>they date for a few years, but her parents don't like him because he's white
>she doesn't care
>one day he visits her at her apartment and she's crying
>she can't handle working and going to school full time
>her parents wont help her at all because they think she should just take over the family restaurant
>he offers to help
>move her into his apartment
>he buys her books
>he works extra hours at factory for money
>for almost 4 years this went on
>girl finally graduates with her business(?) degree
>she gets a some kind of job through a distant cousin
>going to start off making 40k/year
>she tells the young man this time she'll support him, and he can finish his degree like he had wanted

>he quits factory job, gets enrolled at local college
>week before classes start, shes driving home from work when a drunk hits her head on going across a bridge
>flipped her car over the rails, killed her
>he falls into a deep depression and start binge drinking
>after a few months he goes and asks boss at factory for job back
>work shitty dead end job he hates for years
>live in state of complete apathy, dont care about the job, do shoddy work, gets fired
>family friend gets him a crappy entry level job as an office assistant
>he drones on day after day living without purpose
>fatty looks to me and says "and that's the story of a man I used to know"

About two weeks after fatty told me this story, he didn't show up to work for about 3 days.
>boss calls me over
>"user you and fatty talk sometimes right?"
>yeah kinda i guess during lunch
>boss asks if I would mind going over to fatty's place with him to check on him
>uhm okay
>we get there, stroll up to fatty's apartment
>knock
>no reply
>knock harder
>no reply
>boss looks around, finds a spare key taped inside the mail box
>open the door and walk inside
>it smells awful, there are dirty dishes and food wrappers everywhere
>find fatty in his recliner surrounded by liquor and pill bottles
>he is very clearly dead
>boss sighs deeply and says he's stepping outside to call the police
>walk over to fatty
>he's clutching something in his arms
>it's a framed picture of him and her together
>she was actually pretty hot and he didn't look bad himself when he was young and skinny
>felt like crying, but i didn't
>no one at work goes to the funeral, nobody really knew him that well
>start to wonder how many people he actually told about his life
>make sure I remember his story so i can share it whenever it feels appropriate

and that's the story of the fatty named Craig.

I havent even visited his grave yet..

Lost my G-ma from Breast Cancer bro. It's the worst way to lose someone, (in all forms not just b-cancer or l-cancer.) you watch them slowly deteriorate.

That happened at the start of this year so I fel you man... Still have my leaky eye syndrome moments.

sorry about your dad brah

Might set yourself to some kind of peace to just check it out. Leave a small token. Suck up your tears and just have a one sided chat with him if you can.

I know it sounds odd, but it might bring some peace to you.

your feels are your problem.. stop having them. They're guides not what you are.

Cancer is a bitch
Pic made me smile ty :)
I will, but I couldnt bring myself to do it yet

༼ つ _ ༽つ

Tell that to all of us having some bro-time.

Gotta let it out sometime man.

When the world is stacked against you, the only people you got are the ones that will listen.

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I really like the humanity in these threads
Feels thread are a special thing on Sup Forums
It's not a hugbox but it's a special place nevertheless

Let it go user. She will continue to do this even with a new relationship. I can say this as I have been that girl. You have been relegated (probably not consciously) by her as a stand by. She is doing the right thing cutting it off but yet gives you just enough to hang on. This will never be a win for you user and will not give you the love you deserve from someone who is dedicated to you.

Made me laugh, good one dude

Yo, for all you faggots in this thread havin' a baww with me... Do you guys wanna have a cig together?

I'll roll you all one. :)

thanks user
i dont doubt it for a second she wont do the same thing with someone else
her relationship with her ex is destined to fail sometime down the road
and she has already met someone else through Sup Forums, just like me

its just sad to see that there was really something going on between the two of us
yet she chose what she chose because she thinks she is doing the right thing for whatever reasons

>yet gives you just enough to hang on.
how is she doing that if she is cutting off contact for ever with him?

nice 7s
smoked way too fucking much in the last 2 days man

My ex-gf kept me hidden from her family. She broke up with me a month ago, but we still txt. I miss her a lot. Wat do?

dont want to sound all mgtow n sheit, but bitches be crazy... not all of them, but im pretty sure the amount of normal ones decreases drastically by the day...

>tfw no gf who loves me as much as i love her

On Monday, I am killing myself in a forest.. I am going to hang myself on a tree.

It will all end. But I am happy to have the freedom. I am finally free

Mines ok but I am now to the point of having dreams about being with someone who is actually "with" me. my bf is married and I see him for a few hours every few weeks. I am not good at being a SO so I feel like this lets me give the little that I know I can and doesn't require me to give the lot that I've never been able to before. I was a serial cheater but I have been faithful to this married guy, go figure.

she sure as hell is crazy somehow yeah

after asking her a few times i found out
that im giving her something, a feeling, she is not getting from her bf anymore
affection, approval that someone is doing something for her just for the sake of doing it for her

Thank you. :)

I'll have a cig for you then mate.

>Read deeper into this song, don't take it for word-to-word.

youtube.com/watch?v=92XVwY54h5k

>my bf is married
wat

I can roll my own cigs but I'm smoking with you ano

The bit about having the feelings for him still is enough to make someone hang on. Sounds like she could contact if she chooses to or see him in public as they did.

No you aren't. You're gonna go for a run and scream to the top of your lungs until you are out of breath.

Once you've done that, take a shower and inhale the warm mist.

THEN! Grab yourself a good meal and call someone, anyone. Even if you don't talk to them often.

Deal?

Well she probably has some growing up to do before she can do the right thing, like most of us, user

?

Find someone who is proud of you as their love and doesn't hide you, you deserve that user

seconded

btw, post some feels music anons

www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_Od0PJp6GI

Just cracked my 6th beer open for tonight

I'm here for you user

actual user here
we live 150 miles apart from another
so i doubt well ever see each other in public
furthermore i believe she will contact me sometime again
when shell either see that breaking off contact to get over things for real is not working
or that shell see that staying in contact is helping more than not having any

she does yeah
at the age of 20 telling someone else that her ex bf with whom she is sexually frustrated in bed, once again, is the guy she wants to be for her whole life, is not something rational imo

Maybe watch some ghost shows. I know for a fact my suicided ex is stuck in his house reliving it over and over here 12 years after he did the did. NOT freedom dude, not by a long shot (pardon the pun)

Thirded

Can tell life story if people wanna hear it

Shit man...

just go for it

>my bf is married

care to explain? im confused

youtube.com/watch?v=s1tAYmMjLdY

Am I on the right track?

I'll listen

Thank you

>Checked.

I'll listen dude. Spill the beans.

youtube.com/watch?v=u9Dg-g7t2l4

go on man, were here for ya

Be me
>Be 13 years old
>Be the smart kid in class, but a total loner.
>Not quite full aspie, but antisocial and abrasive, a bit of an edge lord.
>Even with "too serius 4 skool" attitude, I'm fairly popular with the girls, they think I'm cute and all dark and myserious and shit.
>Guys hate me, but generally don't give me too much trouble.
>One day I get assigned to a three person group assignment working under a senior student instructor (rich prep school, so that kind of assignment isn't uncommon)
>Grouped up with tryhard borderline retard kid and another girl.
>Work through the first few parts of the assignment with them actually an okay group. She's pretty booksmart, and while he may be a dumbass he's determined and motivated AF.
>When we first meet he anounces "he's going to be the smartest student of the school, ever!" like this is some fucking anime shit.
>One day I get an offer from another school, basically "Yo, you gifted as FUCK man, come learn with us, we got them scholarships and the best learning and shit."
>Whatevs, too cool for this shit but why not.
>Leaving to go to new school when motivated retard bro tries to stop me
>Says we're a team, supposed to stick together.
>the fuck? god damn aspie
>Fucker actually tries to fight me to make me stay
>We beat each other shitless, I end up leaving anyway.
>Nigga is crying my name and shit as I leave
>Three years later we defeat forces threatening the world

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>furthermore i believe she will contact me sometime again
This was my original point, user. She is keeping you hanging on in the stand by position.

since one bottle of tequila obviously wasn't enough for two evenings, I just took a bottle of liqour out of my grandma's cellar.

Good thing is, this isn't even a new low.

not available in my country, fucking krautistan and gema, swear to god...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Keeqf5dCMw

Or... youtube.com/watch?v=XlUAO52WOrE

definetely is yeah

You will go when you can user. Your dad knows you love him and that you are in pain. The body that was in the hospital wasn't him anymore anyhow. The main reason for showing up at those things is you and supporting your fam. if you can't do that then you need to take care of yourself which you are doing.

There's a great one here:

has no feels in OP so no

download the proxtube addon if you are using firefox my good lad. There are probably similar addons for other browsers. I can watch the video with the addon on youtube directly.

This song is beatiful

Thanks for sharing

youtube.com/watch?v=h2lEkQOCDsE

Here's one of my feels songs
It's german tho but the song has so much meaning knowing that the artist commited suicdie

Pretty sad story tho

Check back when you are done with your denial-of-your-own-humanity phase, user.

normally i only browse via vpn, but cant afford it for this month, thats why im postin with my original ip... but yeah, need a quick proxy for yt

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He is married

>Be me
>Britbong
>Born to a heroin addict and 16 year old girl
>Almost put into care because my father was a violent criminal
>Grew up with disabled grandmother in a council flat instead
>Had it tough through school
>Some kids tried to strangle me once. School, headteacher, and MP didn't care.
>Always felt the need to succeed, as most of my family were failures, alcoholics, or drug addicts
>Move to new school for last year of Primary, 10 years old
>Make fucking amazing friends
>Feel accepted for once, social anxiety and depression starts to go away
>Pass 11+, but declined a place at Grammar School
>Feel like another failure, because I was always going to be the first from my family to go to grammar school
>Go to shitty school with friends
>They instantly turn their backs on me, find new, cooler friends
>Left alone, lurk around autismoids when I need company
>Exist like this for a few years
>Fall in love with a girl
>She was leading me on, starts spreading messages we exchanged and blackmailing me etc.
>Fall in love with another girl a year later
>Literally exactly the same thing happened
>Skip to now
>Going to uni, want to become a financial worker
>Doing very well
>Stopped caring about friends in school, found friends outside of school
>Have gf
>Feeling good for the first time, have a car and shit for myself
>Some disgusting SJWs call me privileged
>They have parents paying for their degrees on their behalf
>I didn't even have fucking parents
>But apparently, I don't understand the struggle of being poor and oppressed by the establishment
>mfw

I've had a bf who was married when I met him more than 7 yrs ago. He is still married. He is terrified he will lose access to grandkids if he leaves.

You're welcome, it's true

also adding up
she has told me that there is something im giving her, that she is looking out for and is not getting from her not-ex bf
and i believe she will continue to search for that, because she cant get that from him anymore
and
she is that sort of human who really needs good sex in a relationship and connect emotional happiness with sexual happiness
last one shes not getting enough from that guy
so yeah

You guys want to hear the story of Niki the Flower Guy?

german myself, never heard of that tbh
will listen to it in a minute

another one of my feels songs:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UpOylXUbkZo

its going to be ok user. Its going to be ok

It's not a natural position and so makes you unhappy. You need to be first for the one you love.

but when...WHEN??

>only browse via vpn
what kind of shit you do on here

would it be too much if i sent her a birthday card?
it wouldve only been like 3 months of cut off contact
would that be too much for her?
considering she wanted me to kiss her the whole evening
and teard up crying after i just swiftly stroke her cheek before saying farewell

cut if off so she can figure out that she is wasting time and hurting you. If you meet someone better in the mean time.. win win. Don't make her the bastion of your happiness, user, she isn't doing that for you: unless you enjoy the drama.

makes sense
i guess she needs that sort of drama for whatever reason

Women always need drama

thought she was one of those girls that didnt
was the first girl ive ever met who actually calmed herself down when she was about to go full bitch mode
and wanted to talk about problems and whatnot instead of just going "you know what you did wrong"

No it may be all she knows, or she probably thinks it makes her more worthwhile and valuable. probably getting all her self esteem from it instead of within

Bullshit, low self esteem PEOPLE need it. People who have only known drama as a way to connect with others. Fuck you and your sexism

she does need what im giving her as a feeling for approval yeah
maybe its just the first time she encountered someone with whom she could be who could actually give her on a sexual basis what she needed who knows

I know it's a bummer, user but it prolly has less to do with sex as self value. Women are trained their sex defines them so mistake it for validation

I only met girls that needed drama so far :(

ok its going to sound cliched but time heals everything. you have to move on. Moving on does not mean forgetting your father. It means that you have mourned and your father would want you to keep him in your heart and carry on with your life. Every one has hardships user believe me, some have easier than others but everyone has their struggle. You have yours. Dont clink to his death . Dont remember that hes gone and be sad. Be happy that you got to spend all those time with him. All good things come to an end user thats what makes them good. End is very important in all things. Yes he was gone too soon but you were with him all you life. If there is an afterlife hes there with you , watching you. And no father can stand seeing their childin pain. BE happy you had a loving father. Keep him in your heart. embrace every moment of life that lies before you. keep yourself busy. go out. and smile . JUST SMILE. your smile will make him happy. you going out will make him happy. Be brave and all the best user.
Everything is going to be okay. I promise you!

ps- forgive my grammer

probably yeah
oh well
itd be really nice to stay in contact as she is one girl i like exchanging with but well life does move on doesnt it

Well prolly cuz they grew up with it and know it well as opposed to normal relating

dont want to sound all polspergy but thats weird as shit

go on

just some paranoia

btw, thank god the girl i invited over for dinner flaked on me, so i got an additional bottle of wine, right?

>life does move on doesnt it
And in the best way if you really try. Being that confident caring user will attract partners who respect you and want you for their own