Feels cont from >>699297205

feels cont from git gud edition ;_;

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lets start off witrh some feels music:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHRNSeuvzlM

I'm here for you user

Just let it flow, I'll listen

lets get drunk together brah

gettin a smoke then screencappin nikis story, give me a sec, post more music plz

youtube.com/watch?v=TWrlbRdJsSE
Shits I'm listening to right now

fuck work


just

fuck the whole concept

I stopped counting my beers :o)

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Should I start? I have a kind of long story...

Heil Hitler!

tell us your tale of woe user

go on man, noones here to judge, were her to share

btw, german beer is best beer edition

www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1dmS06j8Y8

I can second

I'll start:

> I went through high school without a hitch just coasting through.
>I had adapted to what life was like here, put on my mask and acted.
>I became a hybrid of my old self and the person I was acting to be.
>Most people think I am just a calm, friendly person with everything going for them, but truly I am a diminished husk of what I used to be.
>Happiness used to be easier… now I just feel like drowning in sadness.
>Even by allowing myself to write this I feel guilty, I have everything going for me why should I be sad?
>This type of thinking serves as a positive feedback loop, I feel more sorrow as I feel guilt, and I feel more guilt with sorrow.
>While I have much success in athletics and school I feel like I am disconnected with other people.
>I can’t tap into that wonderful thing called life.
>I just go through each day, working out, wasting time, playing video games in order to distract myself from the thing I am missing.
> I have friends and family, but I feel reluctant to burden them with these feelings.
>Now the sadness ebbs, it comes out in force every once in awhile, but falls back leaving me empty.
> I work so hard to keep the facade up that I neglect my feelings.
> She broke the armor I built up so carefully.

Since I wrote that though I found alcohol is good, so I got that going for me

btw, already posted this in the last thread:

can someone start a plugdj? im too drunk/autistic for that and i would love to listen to feels music with you guys ;_;

Whats a plugdj?

Plugdj?

hue
plug.dj, you can sign up and listen to music together, as im already 2 bottles of wine deep i dont fucking understand their interface tbh ;_;

Dude; I'm downing my 11th beer you're asking the wrong guy

gee bill, we most certainly need some more responsibly fagets in here :^)

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btw what are you drinkin guys? i'm

I'd love to listen to listen to some music with you fags

I'm just drinkin some german non branded beer

Join my plug.dj

Playlist is called feels8

Link plx?
Can you chat?
Do you need to log in?

can you link it? their interface is horrible tbh

chat is possible, login with a fake email as far as i can recollect

well i might just repost my story just for the sake of bumping

>yesterday i met up with the girl who i had something going with for half a year
>she ended things with us to be with her ex
>months passed with no contact and we started texting again
>she started reminding me of things we had
>she came to my city for her country trip
>we had 2 nice days
>talked about everything
>she still has feelings for me
>told me she wants no contact at all
>deleted each others numbers

the sad part about this was
seeing this outgoing girl
always happy, making others feel happy when youre around
start crying, tears running down her eyes
and genuinely looking sad

no idea if we'll ever atleast text with each other
or something
also i had like 1001 chances to kiss her
and i should have, but i didnt
she wanted me to kiss her, i should be the one to do that "mistake"

last repost now, gonna go to bed in a bit

youtu.be/8qWYr4qpeJs

I always do

damn got me thinking of djing again..

I just started using it, my connection is apparently not secure if I want to play the music :(. I'll try to find another platform to share my feels music.

Enjoy this for now

youtu.be/8GW6sLrK40k

brah, im not that educated concerning plug.dj, i just joined it once or twice already, could you make it accesible for even the drunkest idiot?

>or am i just responding to the wrong user?

nice tune btw

that's sad, i went through kind of the same thing, the girl I loved got hooked up with some of my best friend and asked me not to talk to her again, dropping the shit cherry on the diarrhea cake my life is

>nice tune btw
thanks, listening to it again lol
another great one from this album redux of Pixies
youtu.be/btMcwj4dfkg

btw continuing my rock/feels posting from last thread:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tVRi3GiUpI

song of my latest relationship, i sometimes cry when im weak and listen to it, hold me b...

have a (you)

>have a (you)
gee thanks user?

yeah it is sad
sad thing that this girl has to learn the hard reality on her own and fall on her knees to get back up sometime down the road

sounds like the fax jack

dont be so cynical, there a nice people left here
love ya user :*

the what?

*kisses* back atya user

um. facts.

Last one, it's the best from said album
youtu.be/-js5-BevvGM

no idea what you're on about there user

saddest story on Sup Forums man, fuck. Can we track Elisa down and try and catch the guy who raped her?

seconded

nothing to see here user, move along

I know yall don't want me do splain kek

>be me, only had 1 gf all my life
>we met like 10 months ago
>at the time I was still suffering from severe depression to the point where some days I wouldn't even get off my bed because I didn't have the energy for it
>had no REAL friends just people I knew and sometimes (rarely) hang out with
>then I meet her, we instantly hit it off, she's really cool and all that
>2 months later we realize we have feelings for each other
>we start dating
>it was just perfect for the first 5 months, and then came this summer
>her parents are those really like strict parents that don't let her do much
>atleast that's what she tells me
>we used to talk to each other everyday nearly all the time, when we weren't around each other we just texted
>this June that changed
>she just seemed to not be interested in talking
>every conversation I tried having with her she'd just shut it down or give basic responses that would kill the conversation right there
>she also started taking ALOT more time to text back
>I'm not the "if she doesn't text right away then she's cheating" type guy but the fact that she would take ages to respond to me but whenever we hung out and she received a text she would instantly reply
>so I start having doubts
>not really about her cheating, just her overall commitment into the relationship
>whole situation gets me pissed off
>I start texting the way she has been doing since June and she gets pissed off at it
(1/??)

My laptop crashed
Overheating and shit
Gonna take about half an hour ubtilf im Gully back
I wanna join the ....dj thing please repost

>then she goes on holiday with her family for a week, only talk like once a day for about 1 hour during that week
>and by talking, I mean the same shit she's been pulling since June, as in just not keeping the conversation going
>she comes back
>the first 3 days back we talk alot
>i feel like maybe whatever was going on is good now
>on the 4th day shit goes back to normal
>I get pissed off and stop texting her entirely
>she gets pissed off and cries thinking that I broke up with her
>even tho she's pretty much been doing the same shit as I did, which is pretty much waiting for the other to actually say something or I ain't saying jackshit all day
>we work that issue out
>and we start talking normal again
>for about 2 days
>at that point I haven't seen her in 2 weeks (as in person)
>and we go 3 days without saying shit to each other
>so I just tell her that we need to talk and tell her to meet me the next day
>in comes the next day
>and like 30 minutes before we were supposed to meet she texts me saying she's "sick"
>alright, I'll give her the benifit of the doubt
>so we arrange to meet next week
>next week she tells me she can't be in a relationship at the moment because a family member is sick
>says the relationship has been stressful and she can't handle the stress of the sickness + the relationship
>even though, the reason it has been stressful is because she has spent the last 3 months acting like she didn't want to be in one which pissed me off and made me create arguments
>we break up
(2/??)

(gave up on greentext)
me, someone who is literally too fucking neutral to get up in the fucking morning, gets a try at happyness for about 8 months and then gets shot down with a bs reason.

you know the worst bit? not even a fucking second later she started making jokes. like everything was okay. to the point where it's even fucking offensive.

she also tried starting a conversation the next day I guess, by sending a shitty 9gag meme, which pissed me even more because up to that point if I wouldn't try to talk to her first then I wouldn't hear anything from her until I did so.

so now I'm stuck between the feelings of love, hatred and misery. depression has gotten worst, can't even eat properly anymore, spend all day playing vidya to forget my problems, doesn't really work, sometimes I go out with a friend or two but I just feel so detached to other people so I can't really have any fun.

so, how's your summer been Sup Forums?
(3/3)

I'm on the verge of be thrown in the streets
I'm really lost and have no one to help me

Short story :
>lost my job
>lost gf of 4 years with it
>can't pay rent for more than 2 months
>having a heavy depression

I'm... Lost

>Be me
>Tall, black hair, pale skin, 7/10 socially anxious
>Fall in love with a girl
>She leads me on
>She flirts with me all the time
>I Fucking love her more than life itself, turn down countless other girls, including hot Polish gymnasts and shit because I want to be with her
>She blackmails me with the messages we shared
>She shows them to all our friends
>She plays the innocent girl when I get mad
>I am now the fucking laughing stock
>tfw you see her openly flirting with a short, fat, chinless sperglord in front of all your old friends

I'm moving to Uni now, but over summer I've got no pussy. I also want to fuck this autismoid up pretty badly. What do?

Homeless shelter, god.

youtube.com/watch?v=Qd8-IYovLRQ

Pretty damn good. Thanks!

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>this is me

kek, thanks for the laugh user, really needed it

went for coffee with an ex. we talked and shit, but she made it abundantly clear she's moving on and doesn't want me back or anything at all. I stood up and left halfway through.

Seriously all you faggots that are sad about this and that. Stop taking life so seriously man. No love? good you got free time to build yourself up. just gotta set up a solid routine and go a week straight and then make little changes

She's probably busy with other stuff and friends when she doesn't text back for a while

That's my guess

That's my guess too, but going from talking to someone nearly 24/7 to once a week if I'm lucky messes with your mind, because she just ain't the cheating type, but she's definatly the "too weak to admit the real situation" type, which made me doubt wether she wanted to be with me or not for these past 3 months

only thing you culd do without losing your face man, i feel w ya

reposting a song, but i really love it tbh, acoustic this time:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3Nc3naTeRg

story or are u an attentionwhoring faget?

Where is the plug.dj group?

dunno man, also voting for this, but havent figured it out yet ;_;

I'm in :)

Nvm was a minecraft (???) group

gee, fuck, app you need to "level up" for this shit to start ;_;

Geez wtf I just wanna hang out with my sad anons

we hangin user, we hangin

I shall be forever alone. I have looked for 13 years and I have not found anyone willing to give me a chance that I wanted to be with.

I'm just hearing bullshit music and want to move on

yer not looking hard enough, or maybe you're looking too hard. Be balanced and good urself and they will come to you

I was thinking of putting up a stream, I like my own taste too much to tune in tbh

thats what i thought man...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTh-U3rK91o

btw, im not the person to cry in these threads, um hee to lift you up, but give me a sec and ill write down my story in a sec, dont really give a fuck if someone cares, but gotta get it off my chest,,,

www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTh-U3rK91o

I just miss her

I'm here to lift up too user. But sometimes I cry here too

Pls dont that Tenacious Song
Makes me think of my best frined everytime
He made a "Lee" Cover for "Steve" and I see him rarely nowadays

do they really? do they really or are you just trying to cheer me up?

Same here buddy...

OK, I'll talk.
>I've been weird my whole life, mild aspergers
>smart as fuck but can't use my intelligence
>can't make friends
>no self esteem whatsoever
>other kids continually humiliate me for the hell of it
>third grade, jackass decides to put me in a headlock
>I put him through the side of the fucking gym
>join advanced middle school, hope things will be better
>still bad but I make some friends
>develop crush on girl
>about to ask her out one day, have flowers, when I hear conversation
>"Oh, did you hear that (her name) just got a boyfriend??" "Ohmigod that's so cool!"
>MFW
>still getting made fun of and teased
>over summer I get sick and fucking tired of the humiliation
>become a fucking machine
>get back to school
>no one even acknowledges me, not even to say hi
>go home at end of day feeling depressed
>story from other thread follows (yes, this is same user with the backstabbing crush)
>following events of said story I lose all touch with reality
>no grief
>no happiness
>no sadness
>no fear
>no love
>only anger and pain
>the drivers of my life
>eventually, begin to have feelings again
>they're muted though, like a rainbow through a window
Does anyone know a way to fix this? Please?

Excellent sad love song like, Eric Clapton and Kate Bush
youtu.be/M9z4WRs44x8

One of the most heartfelt and relatable posts in any of these threads. Simple yet honest and direct.

They most certainly do, user. I wouldn't yank your chain. It's not in me.

This saddens me and I don't even have a backstory

At first I thought the same as you user, nobody seemed interested in me as I was into other people, until I met the girl I talked about in hopefully yours and my next one will end in a better way

I miss my ex husband but he is gone from this existance. It's cool we will meet again He's made himself known a few times which meant everything

It's truly up to us user, that's the trick.

are you talking about ghosts?

> growing up, parents didnt love me, yadadayadayada, could have it worse, upper middle class and so on
>got fat, virgin when 18, saw a girl, new at school and immediatley fell in love w her
>didnt get gud till "prom" (not a burger btw), so, the last day of school ever, asked her out, she laughed in my face and told me, she could never be together w someone like me...
>quite depressed tbh
>loose 35 kg (thats like 80 (?) lbs in burger units
>get gf
>dont really love her, but sexing is nice
>leave her after half a year, because i can get better :^)
start uni, bang several chicks, dont love any of them, just want to be loved and dont want to feel lonely anymore (schizophrenic i know)
.cont

well whatever you want to call it. Energy.. I don't claim to understand it

documented and witness by others, if that helps

youtube.com/watch?v=1GifS4zwggE

youtu.be/WP0S2J4_Q94
not sad but awesome

Sorry but sauce on photo?

Pretty sad with the chat
Pretty sad lonely video just painful to watch,.