Hey, /b, I have a story. At the end of the story I really want some advice...

Hey, /b, I have a story. At the end of the story I really want some advice. I was going to post this on /adv/ first but It's pretty slow, maybe I'll post there afterwords and this thread will probably give me some ideas. Thanks.

>be me, be 10, 2005, my uncle asks if I want something, I say, "sure" and he crushes it
>explains it's a meme, shows me card crusher, shows me pringles giraffe thing
>says it's the best thing ever
>later, see him and other family on website called 'Sup Forums'
>get curious, see have computer at home also, find Sup Forums
>find Sup Forums, link to some site, something about a 'raid'
>my first gore experience
>keep using Sup Forums, get into CP, guess it's not that bad because I'm same age
>Sup Forums is pretty great, use it for years, best time of my life, actual content and fun, totally addicted

>one late night, 2011, bored on Sup Forums
>sister is sleeping on couch, have camera
>decide to troll Sup Forums, have post pictures of sis who is 12 at the time
>anons encouraging me to do all kinds of things
>pulls dick out, takes pictures, 3 or so threads reach bump limit within thirty minutes
I didn't get V&/B& because I said she was 18 and my college room mate. There were only one or two comments questioning her age.
Mods, I didn't ever post CP here, just pics with dick out, please don't ban me or, at least wait until I'm done posting. Thanks. I'm sorry.
>go to sleep, wake up and realize I'm attracted to my loli sister
>oh fuck
I actually liked 'hanging out' with my sister before this because lonely Sup Forumstard. I really regret not being her friend.
>'lucky', catch her sleeping in a night gown with no bottom, she isn't wearing underwear
>take pictures, post on TSChan
>do some voyeur stuff, post it also
They were all making suggestions like drug her, or to groom her, and I even read an entire book on how to like, abduct children and shit.
And there was one guide form Sup Forums, actually, something like 'how to pooper a loli'

Other urls found in this thread:

ice.gov/news/releases/123-sexually-exploited-children-identified-hsi-during-operation-sunflower
siriunsun.blogspot.com.au/2013/01/operation-sunflower-and-anonymous-tips.html?m=1
cnn.com/2013/06/19/us/cfp-us-race-against-time/
twitter.com/AnonBabble

I didn't want to do any of that weird stuff, my sis could get hurt/scared, so my plan was to explain to her how fucked up I was and just hope she would understand.
>around this time, stay up for 3 days at a time, so fucking out of it, don't care about anything
>post more pictures on TSChan, last picture in set, censor, save, post, go to bed
>wake up in the morning, see "are you sure you want to save?" message in the photo editor
It was kind of blurry beceause it was taken in a car.

Sometime before this, I feared getting V& and uploaded my reaction folder somewhere, I couldn't upload my entire Sup Forums folder because it was 40gb, 45~kb/s is shit, I was going to do it eventually.

>months pass
>this
"The Sunflower case began in November 2011 when Danish law enforcement officials shared with HSI their discovery of material and posts on a chat board indicating that a 16-year-old boy was planning to rape an 11-year-old girl. The suspect was soliciting advice on a pedophile board and posting images of the girl. One image held a clue that proved to be invaluable to investigators: a yellow road sign visible from the window of a moving vehicle. The road sign depicted a sunflower graphic that was unique to the State of Kansas."

>dream that I got raided by local police
>wake up from sleeping in a panic, I need to clean my computer up, CP that needs to be written over on hard drive
>look at computer
"I'll do it when I wake up"
>sleep again
>BOOOM
>GET ON THE GROUND GET ON THE GROUND GET ON THE GROUND GET ON THE GROUND GET ON THE GROUND GET ON THE GROUND
>Realize I'm already on the ground
>they fucking threw me off the couch onto the ground, have rug burn
>machine guns in my face, I'm not a gunfag, I don't know what kind
>what the fuck i-
>hope it's a drug bust
>everything goes quiet, I see a SWAT team rusing around my house, homeland security patches on them

>they sit me in a chair, after a few seconds my hearing comes back, "Do you understand?"
>blank stare at guy
>realize he is holding a paper that is a search warent and that he just read me my rights
>nod even though I didn't hear any of it

>guy takes me upstairs, sits me down in another chair
>has the laptop I was on, the fucking truecrypt volumes are still mounted
I used to use Jdownloader+Tor to download CP 24/7, there were almost always videos lined up to be downloaded, internet was like 150kb/s 40someting kb/s
>realize I'm fucked
>ask "Is the partyvan outside?"
>he kind of smiles weirdly, think he got the joke
>"Huh, What's that?"
>he doesn't get it at all
>asks tons of random questions about Tor, cp, the photo editing programs, if I'm good with computer, blah blah, have you ever wanted to pooper your loli
>avoid all questions
>guy comes up, says, "search is done" something like that
>at the end, local police officer is there for some reason, "You should have just told him, son, don't waste our time."
>walking down stairs, homeland security guy holds my cuffs
>tell him I have to pee, walk to bathroom, hands are fucking numb from handcuffs
>un-cuffed, pee, cuffed again, start walking out
>stop at door, look at family, see sis, she looks pretty shocked, say "I'm sorry [her name]"
>get out door, they put chains around my waist and feet
>there is a line of van/truck type things out there all the way down my street
>get in local police car, homeland security guy comes along
>ask if they recorded the raid, "Huh? Oh, don't record 'entry'(? some fancy word), only the actual serach"
Probably to cover their ass incase they killed someone.
>get to police station, pee
>driven to 'intake', first jail experiance
>go to court within however many days, get another date
>lawyer comes and visits me, "I'm the lawyer that they asign when they want people to take a plea bargin"

>shows me stack of papers, it's evidence they have so far, asks if I'm ready to "go to the boy's industrial home for a long while"
>of course not, 'ok', he leaves
>5 months or so of going to court, discussing case with lawyer, mom there
>one time they show me a stack of binders, they actually printed out every CP picture I had, thumbnails in 5,6
>20~ binders, prosicutor pulls out one, flips though, mom in room, prosicutor trys to show discust
>"The only normal, well kind of normal porn we found on his hard drive was cartoon porn with, you know, it's uh, girls with... male genitals"
kek
>one time they have evidence there, homeland security guy is there, ask if they could burn a copy of my Sup Forums folder and my music
>later told no because tons of porn/gore, I'm 16 at the time, music is copyrighted
The homeland security guy also told me that when they were going around looking for me, some lady identified a anther guy, he got raided before I did. He was completely innocent.
The guy who I talked to then, he was pretty cool, I guess, he had a good sence of humor and knew what he was talking about, he was a forensic examiner or some shit, I think
>pulls out binder, it's on that I wrote down all the memes I knew from memory on, 3 pages, front and back
>shows one that says "CP" and "incest is wincest", flips to two-page that says "GOD HATES FAGS"
>we both laugh, he says it's suprising how nonchalant‎/relaxed I was about the entire thing
>find out sometime douring that time sis wrote a letter to the judge/prosecutor saying she doesn't want me to go to jail

>prosecutor threttens me, I could be charged as an adult, 3 charges = 25 years to life each, hundreds of thousands of CP pictures, charged individually, 5-15 years each depending on some scale
>in intake facility, after a few weeks start having nightmares of sister crying, realise I'm a horrible person, cry a lot
>plea bargan, 4 years

>do 4 years in juvy
>do 'treatment', idea is pounded into my head that my sister is some innocent little girl I hurt, accept it
>some shit
>out now
>get out, do conditional release

This is where my real problem is, I wanted to tell you this story for whatever reason but, I really do care about my sister. Here is where things go to shit for me.

>move back home, get NEETbux
>slowly get to know sister again, parents never talked about her douring my time in jail
>turns out she got a 26-year old BF sometime after I went to jail, lost virginity at 13, guy never charged, was her bf for years
there is no god
>she's a cutter, smokes pot all day every day, always hanging around guys who can get her weed
>hear her joke about how she has probably had more BFs than there are cuts on her arm
>realize she is a roastie
>kisses tons of BFs around me
>innocent little girl perception shattered into a million peaces, shocked
I have anxiety attacks thinking about her, seriously. It's horrible, I care about her more than anything.
Anything sexual about her kills me now. I don't have any lewd interests in her and haven't for years.

>her plan is to move back to kansas when she turns 18, move in with some fat, ugly potheat, be with her old 'friends', probably whore for weed and place to stay
kill me
>she's going back on her birthday
>she's 18
>legal age to FUCK
>horrified at all the porn I've watched, remember one scene, girl's birthday, orgy or random guys
My nightmare.
suicide.jpg

Ok, What do I do, Sup Forums? We are moving soon and all of her friends will be HOURS away, so, I'll get all of the time I need with her until she finds new friends. This is seperate from her plans.
After we move, I have 6 months to do whatever I need to do before she moves out.
I want to become her best friend, and hopefully, she won't move. She is literally all I care about.
She doesn't hate me or anything that I know of and our relationship is slowly getting better.
Help, Sup Forums, What are some things I can do to be a better brother?
I want her to be OK, and, have stable relationships at least. I want to be there for her. I can't if she moves a fuckign thousand miles away.
Any serious sugjestions would be apreciated.
Would it be bad if I asked her not to go back directly?

Also, ask me anything.

to long can not reed this
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just read this last post then it's where I ask for advice

This thread is pure gold.
Also, I would have moved heaven and earth to make them reveal how they busted you. Because they could have just made everything up. I would have demanded hard evidence.

holy shit this is fucking insane

They went around showing pictures of my sister, they had testimony of how the principle of her school and some people at a pool identified her, she was the only one who took her camera to the pool and I posted a few pictures she took
I don't have any reason to believe they have some 0day for Tor.

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That's what I wanted to know, thank you very much.

Do you have any other proof that you are the guy? Not really sceptical of your story but some will always be.
Anything with timestamp, as long as it's legal so that the thread doesn't crash?

Toasting in an epic bread.

You could just kill your sister, then she'd always be with you. And you could do all kinds of nice things with her.

They never mentioned my name anywhere because I was a kid.
I can tell you anything you want to know, pretty much.
I'm not sure what be sufficient proof.

Also, get a job and support your sister financially, tell her you don't want her being a little slut for weed and stuff.
Ofc it's selfish to want to decide about her life but that's what you want, isn't it?

This guy gets it

I actually might get a job, that might help actually.

I'm thinking about starting to smoke weed with her to get closer. I started doing almost everything she asks of me, even if she is just being lazy. I think it's kind of cute.

I made her some food and stuff, what else can I do?

Did you get any papers from the court detailing how the jury came to the decision or any psychological analysis that was made of you?
Any official paper that you have censored the names from, something like that?

Could you please link to any article about this "Sunflower case"?

Yeah, but anyone can forge those. You can literally go online and fill them out.

If you really insist, I can go get my sentencing documents and post a page. Worried about 404, though.

Anons shall keep this thread alive

I couldn't find an article about my actual case but, it was the first of homeland security's operations.
I think they changed the way the operate and might be called something different now, but
They named an entire operation after my case.
ice.gov/news/releases/123-sexually-exploited-children-identified-hsi-during-operation-sunflower
great

Let her be user, you're not in any position to decide what is best for her. Besides you're a pedo faggot that actually considered incest.

Hey r/Sup Forums!!

And OP, you are fucked.
Ill admit, if i lost my phone or laptop then ill be v& for content, but i only have a small amount.

Not to mention my youngest sister has a restraining order on me so cant help you there

The paper should be at least 4 years old. No paper is in pristine condition after that, even the ones in OP are torn apart a little. Also, it would look alot different if you had just forged it. If you don't take a photo with a fucking steamed potato, we'll be able to tell if it's forged.

You might think that you're past whatever phase you had when you were younger but you're not. You're still here obsessing on her, wanting to be her best friend and whatnot. This is very unhealthy.

What you need is to get away from your family and start your life over, meet other girls, have real sexual experiences etc...

Right now, you're just an immature kid out of jail who keeps falling into the same patterns once out because you don't know better. Go outside and grow the fuck up.

Nobody cares if you hurt her before, what's done is done and you will never make up for it. The only thing you can do is make sure you don't "hurt" anyone ever again, that is what you should be focusing on, not some guiltrip where you become a loved protector

Heres a bit i found

Someone screenshot this thread, the day we met the guy that started operation: sunflower

toasting in epic bread

surprised something like this is occurring during summer

I've screenshotted the 4 first OPs, will screenshot whole thread if more evidence emerges.
Monitoring.

Did you get raped OP?

I found it but not sure what page to show, here have this.
I'm OCD about everything the pages DO look brand new. Wat do?

More evidence, looks legit to me

siriunsun.blogspot.com.au/2013/01/operation-sunflower-and-anonymous-tips.html?m=1

You need to put your wiener into her mouse. She'd love you if you had done so before you got arrested. But there's still time. Do it before she hits 18, and she'll never leave you.

I care about my sister. I don't care if it's obsessive or not.
No, was only juvy.

so you molested your sister?

Did you actually molested your sister OP? Or just took her photos without her consent?

Kek, you're doomed. She probably wants nothing to see with you and will be very creeped out of your attitude, legitimately.

Enjoy going back to jail/being shunned from the family. Everyone is looking at you, expecting you to fuck up and you're doing just that. Congrats

this is the loli thread right?

Did you get any of the papers on why the court ruled the way it did? Also, if possible include the date that's on the paper in the picture. That's not really what I'm looking for, I want something that only the culprit could have, something that press couldn't have because it's none of their business. Evidence lists, jury rulings etc. with the date.

You are sick OP, you'll do more good if you are not near your family (and children), fucking sex offender.

Holy shit I haven't seen something this good in years

Kek

In all seriousness though, get the fuck away from your sister and family

Shut up, nigger faggot jew. Kill yourself.

I agree, but pulling up news articles atm for others.

This one says about a video and shit. Maybe take a browse of the story?
>cnn.com/2013/06/19/us/cfp-us-race-against-time/

Why?

Can someone post "how to pooper a loli"?
Idk how i managed to miss that

Because this is Sup Forums nigger

when you only pay attention to greentext but there's too much of it so you're kinda just skimming through the first few words, and then realize that this story is shit because you're not following the whole thing but what the fuck op this is tl;dr so fuck off and make a short 1 sentence greentext yknow? that way we dont have to sit here for hours listening to your bs and not receiving any lolicon, wtf is wrong with you...
tl;dr csb

Because people like you are idiots and should be put to death. I hate idiotic people.

damn bro this story really hit me how was juvy man?

yes

So...?

Kek holy shit, you are a mess OP

introduce me to your sister i'm not a fucking retard like the people she probably hangs out with

Lmao thanks for never changing in essence.
And also OP, I have no idea why you are asking for help on 4chins.

So you can't say that someone's sick for applying the standard Sup Forums ideals.

is that chris

I hate idiots too

chris?

Agreed.

Well he walked the talk, that makes him a sex offender that wanted to rape his sister, sooo he is sick indeed

ok good, i was worried there for a second

Dont want to alarm you OP, but your pics are saved by the FBI, just in case

my loli collection is actually put away atm, all i have is this and real lolis

Where are you OP? Do you still watch cp?

She was sleeping the entire time, I don't think she was aware of it.
She said she didn't know anything about it in the interview they did with her.
I did grope her and stuff, on Tor, though.
I haven't done anything wrong and don't plan to, I don't know what you are going on about. I don't have any lewd feelings for little girls any more.

It's on some dead wiki, I found it on archive.org once
I made a thread months ago and everyone kept bitching about how i needed to green text the entire thing, it's fine.
That was before I moved back in.
I think I got the correct picture. Hopefully I didn't leave anything stupid in there. Do I still have my encoring skills? Could I pass?

Please don't waste the bump limit, otherwise I don't care.

No. I'm not turned on by it any more.
I haven't looked for it, I've only seen what these fags are posting and just.. no

Are you a virgin op?

Ill post some real stuff for ya

>mfw feds dont realise im taking the piss out of the guy

so how'd you get over it? i'd prefer not speaking with my therapist about my problem, are you gay now? older women and women my age don't sexually arouse me anymore

the devil has spoken

I don't think you understand what a normal relationship with a sibling is. Being best friend with you brother/sister is fucking weird to begin with, unless you grew up real close, in an isolated area. This kind of fantasy you've got going about rescueing her from the people she hangs out with and her lifestyle will be crushed soon enough, you don't have to take my word for it.

Now this is the good stuff.
Let us toast, for you are the sunflower lolicon.
14/8/2016, never forget Sup Forumsrethren.

>this kills the pedo
yes
I got over it even before treatment or talking to anyone. I realized how horrible it was and how it could hurt the kids. After that, it turned me off.
Honestly, I felt really guilty so that's probably why.
I understand, I care about her a lot. Even if I fail, at least I tried.
Do you people not care about anyone? When I was a hardcore Sup Forumstard, I didn't. Maybe that's your problem now?

Faggot

those dubs are right

so you were never really a pedo then..
come now, surely you know i jest ;>

Do you get along with your family since you got out of juvy? Im surprised they havent cut ties with, being a pedo and all

There will always be people who don't care.
Also, it's up to you to decide wether or not the thing you want to do is the thing you should do.

None else can do that for you. The best you can do is live with as little regrets as possible, whilst also living yourself. Though that's argueable.

Caring/obsessing is very different. If my sister was in danger, sure i'd help, yours is not, she's just making the mistakes normal teenagers do. You just happened to get caught for yours and live in a crazy country.

I am not saying you're a danger to her and I think that was misunderstood. I am just saying that it's the best thing for both of you, you need to move on and she needs to make her own mistakes. It's life, you fuck up and you go on, learn from your mistake, you don't weep over it for years trying to redeem yourself.

This is the shittiest advice ever. You barely said something to begin with.

He is a danger to her

Na, you are a pedo too. Disgusting.

>so you were never really a pedo then..
Hmm? I watched tons of CP, I wanted to pooper a loli. How is that not a pedo?
They are all insane, they never said a negative thing about it this entire time. They don't confront anyone about anything hard to talk about ever.
If she doesn't take my advice or rejects my friendship, it's her choice. I am going to be there for her as much as I can, though.
How so? I don't feel like I am, I wouldn't be here if I felt that way. I was kind of scared I would think lewd things around her but everything has been fine since I've been home.

>Do you people not care about anyone?
Can't say I do, sorry. Over the years I have become completely indifferent about other people.

So edgy

The fact that he seems to want to be close to her again kinda hint that he could be. But its not surprising he is stuck with this, he made a fucked up thing when he was a horny kid, looked for validation from adults where he could. Doesnt seem too crazy to me. He also was not a violent offender, more like a creep taking pictures when he could. Who never tried and see their sister naked? I am just saying this could just be a kid who fucked up and would have never done anything more. Then in jail, got stuck on this shit, doesnt understand its been over for everyone 3years ago

It seems youre still obsessed with her tbh

Imagine being in the FBI, all the Loli in the world could be yours and you could just say you were checking 'evidence.'

The shittiest advice is to actually give advice to a person in this situation imo. He doesn't need the help of fucking Sup Forums ffs, he needs to sort out his own problems. None can do it for him but himself.

>Gets out of Juvy
>Sees his sister being scum
>Wants to help

Crazy obsession there, user. Well spotted. There is obviously no good intention on OP's behalf.

Grow up user, he doesnt want any advice, he just wants to show off and tell everyone what he did so he can feel validated by other suck fags like him. He must have a boner right now.

OP i hope they make u suffer

He deserves it, I got a boner as well.

You should suck each other then, sick fucks

Tell me about the pool and how it ties in to your case OP.

>THE POOL