Feels thread

Feels thread

How ya guys holding up?

Me personally, woke up shaking my head about this girl

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I woke up with my hard dick in my hand fantasizing about the 15 years older wife of my cousin...

Well that is something care to share story?

What's up OP? Who's the girl?

Bumping

Not worth to share a story.
She's the wife of my cousin and lately I kind of find her hot.
She usually isn't my kind of girl at all, actually a bit trashy. But I don't know. She got something.

I didn't and wouldn't try something with her

She was a girl i considered to be a good match, we were dating for 5,6 months
That was 8 months ago, when she decided she'd end it and go back to her Ex bf
We met up yesterday, after texting on and off and she decided she needed to cut off contact to get over me, over what i am giving her as a feeling what her bf can't give her anymore

That is, in my opinion, the worst way
It won't fade away, as it has not faded for 8 months, it will only hurt her even more
If we'd stayed in contact, it would've been easier for i believe

And yes, i miss her, eventhough yesterday was the first time we saw each other in nearly a year
I just like texting with her

Well, being attracted to a female is nothing too uncommon though

I'm fucking broken.
Guy I used to like who I wasted a year trying to date me did something that really pissed me off.
The guy in question was bi back then, had a "girlfriend" he barely dated. It was his excuse to not date me.
Then he dumps her last week, comes out as gay, and gets into a thing with the guy I've spent the last two weeks trying to get with that I KNOW I have a chance with, or had, but couldn't hang out with and ask him to date because family stuff.
I am fucking livid.

Never said it was

just ignore that guy hes unsure about his sexuality mang

I know the guy. It's more complex than that. He's had sex with my best friend. It's obvious he knows what he is. Everybody knows he was never into women, but he knew he couldn't get with the guy I liked unless he dropped her and came out. Fuck life.

Bump for the lost souls

wait are you a guy or a gal

Faggot dude. Life is hell. I've literally tried dating every other gay guy I know and he was my last shot. I'm about to throw in the towel, since at this point I'm waiting on something new to come along.

Bump a bit , user

I just found out that my "best friend" has repeatedly lied to me.

I knew people are cunts but I thought I could trust that piece of fuck. I'll never trust anyone again, fuck it.

in what way did he lie to you

>How ya guys holding up?
not really good

tell us

Reminds me of this

soundcloud.com/sophie-hutchings/06-by-night

I graduated college and gained a new gf the same day. This chick is literally worshipping my cock too! Sorry if you want to call bullshit, but you can't undo reality.

You wanna full list? There's a lot, but mostly shit to either discredit me or exclude me from others

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yes

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Hangover, mate

Sorry Sup Forumsro, maybe lift more and things will pick up?

See you in 6 months when she dumps you for a better cock

Let's see

Got fired 3 weeks ago, cheated on and sucker punched all in that same week and I'm just about getting over a hangover from a 24 hour party where I consumed enough alcohol to kill a small horse.

Idk

OP bumpin'

It's really uncommon, for me maybe, to find a female whith whom i can communicate in the same way i'd communicate with a friend, including all the perks of exchanging with a girl

She told me a couple of months ago, when we were texting again, that she feels good texting this time and we could actually become good friends
Then yesterday, when we met up, she tried to rationalize her choice of cutting off contact, that she couldn't handle it because we spent 2 great days with each other

Bullshit if you ask me, i believe she will re initiate contact again, because she is really indecisive
Maybe i should just leave her be for now, or not, no idea what she really wants

Found out yesterday that I was molested when I was eleven. Don't let your kids into the Boy Scouts...

>girl at the age of 20 tells me her ex is literally the man of her dreams
>tells me i'm giving her the feel of beeing wanted which she isn't getting from that guy
>yet is back together with him
uhm?

If you had asked me 12 months ago
>Seriously considering ending it all
But you ask now so
>180ยบ turn. Not spectacular but it feels good not wanting to hero every day

Also OP not a single pussy in the world is worth you feeling like shit man.

Is just pussy mate.

>i used to workout every day to keep the thoughts of ending my life at bay
>then I met someone who could help me better than exhausting myself
>until she found someone else to help
>so now here I am drinking and smoking
>considering about ending it really
>but ive been here before and know that im stronger than that

move to a higher gay populated city faggot.

>Also OP not a single pussy in the world is worth you feeling like shit man.
I know, but she was kind of special to me, as i was special to her in a way
I don't have a lot of female friends, and i excell at being with a girl more, than being with a guy friend, i just like hanging out with a girl much more
And she was that type of girl i could spend days with without it feeling awkward at all you know

Let's see.
>He's constantly talking shit about me behind my back to my friends
>Talking shit about me to a girl I wanted to ask on a date just so he could do it instead and this wasn't even worst
>Lying to me about group plans
>I found out that he told everyone about me going to see psychguy even tho I didn't even want to tell him
etc.

Never. Trust. Anyone.

You need to stop putting females in pedestals mate.
I know it hurts but if you keep going you will end up in the same place next time and the next, etc.

ugly fag here.

went outside and saw all these normal guys with their pretty girlfriends enjoying life and being completely oblivious of the misery people who look like me live in, and it made pretty sad.

other than that, im holding up i guess.

I did put her on one thinking about it yeah
Even subconsciously, even if i told myself i didn't want to do that again
Guess that's just the way i am

sounds like a dick and not a friend tbh

You can change faggot. I believe in you.

Every night I go for a walk really late so I can get all my feels out. I have like a mental conversation with myself. You might cry a lot and you won't feel better afterwards, but it's just nice to talk to the one person who completely understands you.

Punks like that are just piss in the wind mate. You gotta stomp his ass.

Too much of a nice guy to do that
I just like hanging out with a girl i can be myself around and therefore will probably always somehow put a girl on a higher pedestal than most other stuff

I don't really feel a whole lot, I hate this feel

I know that now
All the time he was all acting friendly and shit, I can't even believe the amount of shit he did behind my back
I thought about it. I'll se what happens next time I see him

6 months later this chick will know all my personal preferences and be my personal ball drainage system, or I'll leave her because I like her less than she likes me.

Sorry m8, lrn2play

Bumpin the thread
Question here is, do i send her a birthday card in a few months
Or is that considered re initiating contact of some sorts

Been up all night withdrawing from subutex waiting for my doctor to call a single pill in for me so I can sleep before my 3pm shift. Need to come up with 2k by sept 2 or I'm pretty fucked; currently at -70. drugs/recovery has given me a touch of the aspergers and blown 2 sure things with decent girls. All in all, doing pretty good TBH

Obv it's initiating contact u fuck boy

Hm thought so

Howdid you not know you were molested

>Not the guy
When something really traumatizing happens to you as a child it often happens that your brain simply forgets in order to protect you from that

Be stronger you pussy.

Oh shit wow that fucking sucks

I'll try

I blacked out my entire childhood. Had a creepy neighbor that bought me a puppy for my bday without asking my parents.
Prob mollested but in his defense I was a very cute kid, and he did buy me a puppy.

This video has some serious feels.

youtube.com/watch?v=gryenlQKTbE

Really depressed
Been smelling stuff that's not even there don't know what that means
Don't think I'll ever get a gf
And no matter how hard I try I can't cry

>When something really traumatizing happens to you as a child it often happens that your brain simply forgets in order to protect you from that

this has been debunked so many fucking times its not even worth the electrons to type this post.

>fucking western victim culture creating victim weak fucks.

how do you look?

Jesus Christ dude your childhood must have sucked

My fiance is nuts and lost her shit and now I'm a llittle druk

I wrote a poem to describe how I am doing right now:

Summer Feels have got me down, in these memes I mean to drown, slurp the 'Dew down from my cup, here come dat boi (o shit waddup), although I browse the rare pepes, the season brings me to malaise, come this Fall I must away, to join my true love Harambe.

Link some proof? I'm pretty sure if my brain didn't black out all the awful/selfish shit I've done, I'd have be an hero by now

>oh boohoo I got a free puppy and date

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Nah u kiddin? I had puppy. Parents did give him away and tell me ran away. Found out years later they gave him to friends; friends we visited and I played with my dog without realizing it. Maybe some retardation there also, who knows.

I feel like shit op. I'm a primary school teacher in a christian country and I'm supposed to teach the boys about sex and give them the talk in religious ways. Being on Sup Forums didn't do good to me, because after a while, I discovered shota. And now, I can't look at the boys the same way. I've done some bad things I want to share as well. It turns me on to this day, but I know I cannot go on a right path if I continue to follow my unworthy instincts.

>raped by neighbour
>date
Sounds about right

asymmetrical body and face. think of a robot who's parts are mismatched and look therefore "off".

in humans its subtle, but the eyes detect it and its a big part of physical attraction.

the aggregate of such body and face mismatch is even less desirable in a mate.

but at least im not a dumb fuck. so i got that going for me.

Get a dog. Seriously, they fuck better than any guy you'll ever have. Plus they're faithful.

as a male you can sometimes compensate with being smart and funny

I couldn't sleep, went to bed at 4 am, and I checked the clock when it was 6, I fell asleep after that It seems. I'm lonely.

yeah that dude probably aint too ugly

lack of confidence is anyones ugliest feature

you have us

i agree and have tried, but being good looking opens a lot of doors. for me, girls even opening the door is a big deal, and most dont wanna waste their time seeing if im smart or funny.

you know... i just wish things were different for me. thats all.

cause right now the loneliness is crushing my soul.

Sup Forums will always love you, you deformed peace of shit :3

I am here user. Where abouts do you live?

Is that true? I spent alot of time around someone who showed me lots of pornography as a kid. But I don't remember much else about my childhood other than being 5 - 7 years old and fantasing about women's bodies. I remember being alone with him a lot. I don't remember my childhood much though.

>lack of confidence

seriously man. fuck off with your "lack of confidence" bumper sticker bullshit. this isnt Cosmos, there are no 20 things you can do to make your face look like a model's.

you stupid normal looking fucks have no fucking idea what its like to be ugly, and then turn around and spout your one liner bullshit fix-it-all platitudes.

if only life was that fucking easy: "all you need is confidence".

you stupid motherfucker.

I didn't remember. Started having really horrible dreams that seemed really familiar until the memory came back.

How old was he?

I promised the girl I am with that I'd never leave her. Lately she has opened our relationship, to fulfill her sexual needs, since I have the sex drive of a potato.

Lately I feel as if she doesn't need me at all anymore.

I've known her since she was 12 (she's 21 now), and I promised her I would be there for her, always. It just hurts right now.
I wrote this for her to explain how I feel:

Where does a knight go when the battle is over, when the dragon is slain?
He's too battered and broken, no one wants him.
What does a knight do when the battle is over?
He knows no other purpose. Only the mission.
Stranded in this foreign land, now alone and without a purpose, what does the knight do?
The knight waits. The knight sleeps if he can ignore the nightmares. The knight prepares for the next battle, prepares for when he is needed again.
Long gone is the princess he fought for. Late at night he wonders if she still thinks of him, like he thinks of her.
She has moved on. Gone to live her life.
But there is no life for the knight. No life other than to wait, for when he is needed again.

Only him and his mind to comfort him, he holds a small cloth close, remembering her scent. Remembering her smile, her hair. He cries himself softly to sleep, only to awaken again from a nightmare.

An end to the suffering, a way out from his tired existence, sits on the table beside the bed. He picks it up, examines it, and puts it to his head; but he can't do it. He slowly puts it back down on the table. He promised the princess his life forever... even if she wasn't there to have it. He will keep his promise. He will keep his word. He will wait until he is needed again.

do you not know how to use google you weak minded piece of shit pity seeking faggot?

>ERMAHGERD DID U JUST SAY I SHOULD FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY SELF, HONESTLY KYS

If you actually stop whining and complaining about the bad things about your body, then maybe you could embrace the good things about your body. But you won't cause you're some fucking depressed beta that thinks the world is a terrible place, and whoever says some actual advice should kill themselves.

P.S. You should check out this site www. tumblr . com

well I mean there is a one liner bullshit fix it all

kill yourself

Um, not creepy old. His youngest sister was 4 years older than me, so maybe about 17/18? I'm 23 now and he's in his mid 30's

Thanks I had never heard of Google before.

>Finding a syndrome that goes along with repressed memories only to be edgy

I can easily screencap the definition of Down's Syndrome, but we both know you're just fucking stupid

you are completely detached from other people's realities you sheltered faggot. you have no fucking idea what the fuck you are talking about. you dont know what its like to be ugly, and you wouldnt like it if you were. stop being an irrational fuck for the sake of being an irrational fuck.

Can anyone describe the feeling/know the name of being "sad" all the time but not knowing what you're actually sad about?

I feel upset/down all the time but can't find a reason to be

Clinical Depression

you aint getting pity from me faggot. people suffer from worst than getting diddled every fucking day in the world, and they dont ask for half the pity you want to evoke in others.

you are a weak minded fool who's had too much protection from a sheltered life, and as such you have to manufacture some imaginary bullshit in your brain to feel what its like to suffer, cause you probably never have.

stop fucking it up for the people that actually get raped, and fuck off back to your hole. you dumb. fucking. pity. seeking. faggot.

tfw no gf and no shekels

dude

girl i know, her bf cant fullfill her sexual needs
yet she stays with him, but is nhappy in that part

dont go for a nopen relationship
dont bei n a relationship even if youre unhappy in a small part that isimportant for you

Please water board yourself with bleach you pity seeking faggot

Do you also seem lackluster and not finding any joy in stuff you enjoyed before? if so, you could very well be (severly) depressed. Just like said.

Also, If I was just seeking pity, I'd tell a bunch of girls I know so I could at least get some ass from it. Instead, i'm going to an anonymous board, where nobody knows who I am