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Sure, OP.

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Thanks man

Lost all my friends to a mental disease

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The girl I love just said she wants to go to China for 4 years. I have no idea what I'm going to do with myself. Probably gonna an hero, she's the only person keeping me sane.

2/?

i'm scared of swiping through my old chats because she deleted my number infront of my eyes
she started crying after i gently caressed her cheek and saying "farewell"

i can't do this cut off contact thing
i sure as hell know she is having a much harder time

3/?

A bit of a long read.

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sure is

>Hate myself because I can't get girls.
>Can't get girls because I hate myself (people can feel it).
>Think there's something wrong with me.
>Be correct that there's something wrong with me, since there's the thing that I can't get girls and I hate myself because of it, wrong with me.
>Viscious cycle.
>Don't see a way out.
>Therapy doesn't work, therapist can't convince me there's nothing wrong with me, since there clearly is.
>Therapist in effect wants me to delude myself.
>Can't believe in things I know to be false.
>GG brain.

> be a fatty since childhood
> be in college
> I'm sick of being 200
> stop eating
> do drugs to speed things up
> at 180 currently
> still going but still fat

> ex of 2 years broke my heart
> get new relationship
> ex wants me back
> say no
> think of ex everyday
> convinced I'm going insane

>Meet nice girl on Omegle
>Exchange skype contacts
>Become really close friends
>We both struggle with depression, so we both help eachother with our stresses
>Shes the only person I could ever talk emotionally to
>Months later, one night she says she loves me
>I feel the same way
>We live almost 1500 miles away from eachother
>Long distance relationship turns awkward, so we just stay friends
>Months later I go on vacation to Germany
>Get drunk, party, live like a normie
>She gets worried about my habits and tells me to stop drinking
>One night in a drunken stupor, I tell her I love her.
>She's very uncomfortable with it
>I get a little pushy and keep talking about it
>She gets mad and tells me to never talk to her again
>I write a heartfelt apology note and skype it to her
>coldly ignored
>I write another a few weeks later
>She replies:

"You've only made me more unhappy than I was before. Just leave me alone."


I'm a monster.

you can hate yourself and have girls you idiot!

btw why do you hate yourself?

Fuck your feels pic related

No you can't.

Wat. I dont understand.

>>she says she loves me
>>I tell her I love her
>>She's very uncomfortable with it

Please explain.

bummp

A single tear left my eye. Why is life so fucked up.

Right, I should bump too.

make it a gif

>Gf found her nudes on here.
>Proceed breakup. Dates an asshole for a few months
>They have lots of sex(according to her he was stupid so "there wasnt much else to do") she tells me some things they did
>Apologize, and finally date her again after they break up
>Find out he had a 8 inch cock
>TFW your only 5.5 inches
>TFW she tells you she sucked his cock on a highway once, but says its too dangerous to try again
>Think about him fucking her sometimes as I fuck her from the back
>Pic related

sauce?

youll end up a skinny addict whoring his ass out for 40 cents

Enjoy the rebound life, cuck

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go with her

You guys should really play Katawa Shoujo. It's a very good game. I'm a bit late, since it was released in 2012, but I loved it.

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after one year i still cant get over her

I see you also visit the Sad Screenshots page.

Pathetic

i have this from another feels thread weeks ago

>tfw turning 20 in 2 months.

>im so desperate i took back my skank ex and visualize the cocks that have been in her. Cant wait for it to happen again!

>my sides

Man up

are u alone user ?

Very much. I havent had any connection with another human being all my life.

About a year ago I talked a bit with a fat nerdy girl, but she turned out to be a roastie, whoring herself for attention and stuff like that.

Awh man this makes my soul weep

Play WoW or something, you can find chicks on there still

end my life

into

pieces


SSTANDING

I actually did play WoW some time ago. Met a grill, but she turned out to be 13, so that's not good.

Met another grill in an older MMO like 6 years ago, but she stopped interacting with me once we revealed our faces to one another. Feels bad man.

Am I genuinely that ugly? I dont think I'm that bad, but idk. Am I that socially autistic? I'm pretty sure I'm not, I'm not even beta.

I dont know what to say tbh.

Unfortunately, chicks nowadays mostly play games for the male attenion.

Can't really see your face too well, doesn't seem too bad

You have 2 options
Bulk up
Get gud (at 6 figure salary)

That dude in the pic isnt me, user. That's one of the famous "20yo birthday and lonely" pics.

Although I do plan on taking a picture like that. At least I'll get some enjoyment out of it.

Yeah, I've been doing some workouts. I'm pretty poorfag right now so I've been using 5kg water jugs, and Ive been getting low gains, unsurprisingly.

We're all gonna make it, given enough effort.

do you have work or smth ? I mean do you see at least on person irl ?

>meet party girl in tinder 9/10 I'm 21 she's 19. She's super nice and touchy.
>instantly have a connection with her.
>tells me she was black mailed into cheating with one of her previous exs, cut her self ect
>tell her that I don't care about her past l
>go out for a year and half, travel and camp alot
> found out she is going to college this summer which is a party college
>we talk about how were going to make it work
>bought her a ring that she knew about but I hadn't gave it to her yet (I'm pretty well off money wise)
>go up to see her on family vacation
>long ass drive im tired
>she gets super pissed I didn't want hangout with her family that much
>everything chills out we make up
>she ended up breaking up with
>I impulse by a motorcycle and start talking to my crazy ex to fill the void

never had a connection that strong with someone before shit sucks man. I know it would've have been hard trying to long distance with trust and communication but damn. Feels like I lost one of my best friends.

Anyone got the pic of the black guys birthday where Sup Forums got together and sent him birthday messages?

I wish I did. I live in a pretty poorfag country so jobs are pretty hard. Currently working on getting a free degree, though I dont expect that to do much. At least it's an excuse to not get kicked out by my parents.

Get a motorbike

>party girl
>tinder
>black mailed into cheating
>cut her self
>a party college
How can you NOT notice this many red flags, user?

>>tell her that I don't care about her past
Wrong move. You're giving her carte blanche to be a filthy whore.
>>we talk about how were going to make it work
Wrong move again. Forcing a relationship to work is only delaying the inevitable. You either connect with someone or you should break up.

I feel bad for you user, but I hope you at least learned something from that.

See

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>Dad died a decade ago at work in a steel mill
>Sister is 23 single mother lives at home also HIV
>I'm dealing with depression but I hide it using humour
>Antisocial as fuck so I'm mostly out of trouble and on phone or watching TV
>People mistake this for signs of intelligence
>The company paid mom out (not a lot)
>We're not rich but mom does her best
>Mom uses money to pay for a good high schoo(boarding school for me
>Buys me decent laptop and a decent phone
>I feel it's a waste my sister was way better than me at school, sport and socialising
>Her life would have been a whole better had she gone to this school
>My last result was 32% for maths a lot of 60s and 50s
>I stay up late and do school work
>Do sports or more accurately I practice and ride the bench
>No friends only human interaction is neckbeard roommate
>Only spouts random anime shit
>We're in the same situation academically but he's rich so he doesn't have to try(know cause he tell me as much)
>Every report card is torture mom always says "I'll bounce back" and pays for extra lessons
>She says she is investing in my future and smiles
>I don't think she knows her investment will never mature

every girl or person has issues bro, ingnore that and let the frienship grow, if is too much let them go or make more friends and those issues may became even more insignificant

What this guy said. I'm the one that posted the tinder story. Unfortunately I don't get the same feeling like I use to but you will. It's a really nice feeling being out. Now i have to ride reckless for any since of feeling alive. I have an fz 07 right now. Bikes are pretty easy to pick up girls on. Just ask if they want to go for a ride

I'm so sick of this life. I wish I was dead

do you live in EU ? Bulgaria ?
and whats your education ?
hav u tryd to work as an waiter ?

>>I feel it's a waste my sister was way better than me at school, sport and socialising
>Sister is 23 single mother lives at home also HIV
I'm not sure about she would be, user.
Either way, dont give up.

youtube.com/watch?v=41qC3w3UUkU

>I don't mind it
>Proceeds to complain

No, you dont understand. She was doing things like replying immediately to positive attention, but then leaving me on Seen for a week or more when I invited her to hang out. It got to the point where I realized she JUST wanted me around for the attention. She gave NO shits about me as a person, I was just an attention farm to her. As soon as I realized I was a beta orbiter, I called her out on it and bailed.

Pic very much related.

I know man I learned a lot. She was a genuinely good person and down to earth. She didn't have a snobby white girl attitude and a 9/10 (which I'm a gym fag with 7/10 looks). I was depressed so I was leaning on her for happiness which is a bad move from me. I never suspected she would cheat on me sober. But when she drinks she doesn't stop. EverYeah relationship is a learning experience man

EU. I have basic high school.
I havent tried myself, but it doesnt look good in the restaurant business. It's very common for restaurants to close down or change ownership.
Plus, it's very unlikely that I'd get a job with just basic high school education.

I think he means that he doesnt cry about it publically IRL. As in, he doesnt make a scene for other people. Probably because he doesnt have anyone to cry TO.

>I was depressed so I was leaning on her for happiness which is a bad move from me.
It absolutely is. Nothing gets a woman dryer than you showing any sliver of Humanity to her. She's the emotional one, not you.
And even when you're married to her for 10 years, you STILL cant show any emotion, because then she'll cuck you hardcore.

We just gotta find that one perfect grill.

Never give up man. I was 135 pounds 5'10 before I started working out. After a year and half I got up to 165 pounds and 12 percent body fat. But I had money for food and mass gainer. Just keep at it you'll get strength and lean muscle.

My bad, someone will just fall into your life though. Good luck

wich country (if u want )
what means i you country basic high school ? 11 or 12 years school ? maybe you can talk to your parents and find a way to get to a university ? i mean maybe u find a better job and grow your own life

Even as a poorfag getting a gym membership can be one of the best things you can do with your money. You can spend a shitload of time there, most good gyms have swimming pools, hot tubs, showers, some have a patio (for sunbathing) and a track, outdoor basketball/volleyball area, stuff like that. You could virtually live there if you were smart about it and you'd get tan and fit in the process, and potentially meet other gym-goers.

Really getting extremely fit and accepting the whole "fitness lifestyle" is one of the simplest ways to change your life for the better. Your mental health also improves along with your physical health.

You sound like you just suffer from depression, even if you don't necessarily feel sad. You might feel apathetic or lack energy, but you have to overcome that and basically force yourself to go out and do something positive.

If you're really against the idea of a weightlifting gym maybe look into a martial arts or boxing club. Many of those places also have weights but focus more on the discipline and you still get a great workout and can learn how to defend yourself.

Don't go back to WoW and honestly the further you get away from video games and the internet (Sup Forums, reddit, etc) the better.

Try to get involved in real life hobbies with other people who are passionate about what they're doing. It will restructure your way of thinking after interacting in such an environment given enough time.

What kinda bullshit is this. Forget about finding the "person of your life" and just fucking have fun. It will happen maybe that you meet the right person or not but pls have fun in the hobbies you have.

About 4 months ago I started a casual workout routine of a few sets of bicep curls, pushups, and sit ups, approximately 30m before every meal, throughout 4-5 weeks, and I seemed to have gained ~3kg (5lbs?). All I need now is some motivation to work out, ha ha.

>tfw 5'5 105lbs

Dang man that hit me hard. Almost made me tear up at work. Thanks for the kind words. I'm glad that I had the chance to meet her and grow with her. We'll both find someone eventually you just can't rush it. I have too big of heart to go around hurting people just for some pussy. I just wish more people cared enough to grow with you and actually connect on a spiritual level/mental level like I did with her. That is without a doubt one of the best feelings I've had.

Everyone on here did play it at one point in their lives user.

It's 12 years. I'm already doing a course, it just happens to be a free one.
I assume I just need to stack up qualifications to be able to get an entry level job.
Life's a shit, man.

Gotta get this off my chest at some point.
>Be me 6 years ago
>12 years old fooling around on my pc
>Family situation is fucked but I got my doggo Charlie
>Dad calls me up for a "family talk"
>Mum and dad are getting divorced
>Sister starts crying, I feel nothing.
>Pets charlie, goes back to my vidya
>3 days go by and suddenly half my shit gets moved to a dingy ass apartment
>mums new place
>She treats me like a king even though she doesnt have the money for it
>Go back and forth between mum and dad for a while no change
>Suddenly dad brings home Stepmum
>*Bitch.mov
>Stepmum brings in 2 cats
>Cats hate Charlie
>Stepmum brings in kids from her old marriage
>Kids hate Charlie because cat lovers
>Charlie gets permanently set in my new room
>new room is the basement
>stepmums bitchkids gets the best rooms in the house
>Less vidya, more doggo for me
>Literally end up doing everything for Charlie
>Buy food, walk him, make sure he's happy
>Fast forward 2 months
>Stepmum tells dad to get rid of Charlie
>It's the dog or her
>He breaks the news to me I tell him to shut his face
>Go to my mums place but return after 2 days for fear of Charlie
>He's gone
>My last fucking friend is gone
>Ask dad where he is now
>Dad replies "in a better place"
>return to my mums place. Only talked to Bitch dad when forced to
RIP Charlie.
I'll never forgive my dad.
Sitting with tears in my eyes just writing this.
I miss my black Labrador man.

>I have too big of heart to go around hurting people just for some pussy
user, dont be silly. Looking for a girl to have a relationship with and going to the club to try to score some pussy are two COMPLETELY different things. You should be focusing your efforts on the first one.

>I just wish more people cared enough to grow with you and actually connect on a spiritual level/mental level
I feel exactly the same way user.

Typical bitch women that make threats when they disrespect you
>Call cops for weed
Like any cop gives a shit about weed

I only started playing it like a month ago lel. I finished it already though. Finally that "must be that deaf bitch" picture from 2009 makes sense.

Jesus Christ dude....Why does life have to be so fucked sometimes

i know user ... i wish you good look and try to get friends

your user from germany

this cringe is priceless. moar.

>>It's the dog or her
This makes me rage pretty hard. Sorry about your doggo user.

Fuck this cunt in these pictures man, Jesus.

We had to give away a dog too and I already cried my eyes out without such a shitty background. I feel for you bro. Your dad's a total cunt. And thank your mother for treating you so lovingly despite having nothing.

Feels good getting shit like this off my chest man.

Goddamn that's cold. Can't believe your dad actually got rid of the dog when you were gone like that.

If it's any consolation, it's pretty easy to completely break off contact with shitty parents. I'm 31 years old, and haven't spoke a single word to, or seen my biological father since I was 10. So 21 years. Don't even know if he's alive since he's not in contact with anyone in the family and he was a lot older than my mom when they married, so he's probably like 65+ by now.

Don't even feel bad about it, sometimes have a slight curiosity as in "I wonder what he did with his life" but that's about it.

He was an abusive piece of shit alcoholic who beat my mom and slapped us kids around, couldn't hold a job for more than a month, and basically tried to live off welfare for most of my childhood.

Had my doge put down today.

RIP Daisy.

I dont have any more of that set, but I'm posting a new one.

Yeah I know man aha. I just ment the guys/girls that go around not giving a fuck about people. I'm not trying to sound like a white Knight lol. It's just things I've seen happen so much in my city.

>OH MY BROTHERS DEAD ILL JUST FUCK MY ROOMMATES GFS ASS

Kek, that always gets me.

I dubbed this story "OP's pokemon autism" btw.

I'm in this exact same situation.
The cycle has gone on so long my confidence around women is rock bottom. I wouldn't have the courage to ask them out in any situation.

And i just go. Day to day.
After day, after day.

Trying to ignore the problem for the sake of my own sanity.

And the months roll by.
Then the years.

No.

No.

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feeeeeeeel

>Hate life
>Can close chicks in bars and nightclubs no problem
> one night stands easy/10
> losangeles.jpg
>Try to get into any kind of relationship and shit blows up
>doomed to never have a stable relationship
>feels bad man

Inb4 its better than being a pussy that doesnt get laid

true, but shit is empty and sad after the initial "awesome" factor wears off