Feels thread Sup Forumsros? I can't be the only person who regularly comes on here looking for a feels thread

feels thread Sup Forumsros? I can't be the only person who regularly comes on here looking for a feels thread.

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yeah I'm here op

posted this in another thread but im drunk so i cant come up with anything new

>be me
>fall for a girl hard
>speak everyday etc etc
>she invites me to meet up
>cant make it :/
>keep talking
>eventually she starts getting flirty
>fall harder and harder
>about to grow some balls and ask her out
>she says shes a lesbian
>...
>keep talking to her
>she blocks me on everything
>i literally havent done anything cringy or autistic
>hear she's dating a stupid ugly autist, literally 3/10, we'll call him eugene

>skip forward a year
>feeling better, looking to move on
>fall for another girl
>start talking to her
>much flirtier right off the bat
>laughs at all my jokes, holds my fucking hands
>i ask her out
>sorry, i dont like meeting up with only one friend
>...
>she then spreads twisted stories of us together, saying i acted like a cringe
>killmenow.jpeg
>friends now hate me
>i still love her
>see her change her relationship status on facebook
>look at the guy i need to kill
>it's eugene, the ugly 3/10 autist from earlier
>...
>fml.gif

>now have no friends, all were lost because of both the bitches being bitches
>dont go to parties so i cant drink and get an easy fuck there
>have developed anxiety when around people because of this bullshit, so hardly go out
>find myself lifting weights in my bedroom or reading history books most of the day
>mfw

You aren't

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I got you OP I'll bump for a little bit

I've felt that feel before

Feels bad, doesn't it?

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>TFW feel even worse when I can't find a feels thread
>TFW normies have infested feels threads with tales of girlfriends and such
>TFW never even touched a girl

wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy

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Bump

the pain of never touching a girl is nothing compared to the pain of losing a girl who you loved. I would know

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I think im going to lay in front of a train on the 22nd. My dad was the only thing keeping me in this but I think its just too much.

This. Ignorance is bliss

youtube.com/watch?v=qdBJ1X33rXM

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>meet this girl, instantly fall in love
>too beta to do anything
>she has a bf anyways
>grow closer friends with her, she has no idea that i love her
>one day she comes to school crying
>her bf was a dick and dumped her
>nowsmychance.gif
>give her a few weeks, wait for the right moment
>right moment arrives, at a party
>just before i say something, she says "user, look at how cute ben (our mutual friend) is"
>im speechless
>she starts going out with ben
>she invites me to join them when they go to a movie
>i have to watch as the love of my life kisses my best friend
>i don't want to hurt ben or her so i don't do anything to interrupt their relationship

It's been three years Sup Forums and I still cry over her

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These threads are horrible. Kill yourselves. Or make better threads.

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Feels bad man.

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They're both pretty awful in their own different ways. There's the crushing loneliness of being alone, having never been with someone, and knowing that it'll always be that way, then there's the searing pain of when love gets torn away from you.

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Not really feels but ill post it anyway
So I have no friends except this one girl from class. She has a very dark and rude humor and is really open with what she wants to say. I guess I ended up getting her number out of pitty, she doesn't hang out with guys and always gives me a one word answer. One day I decided not to talk to her anymore and just spent my time on my things. I texted her again and she was really happy to hear from me. One day we were texting and she openly called me a loser, I sent ":(" and she then said "my loser" this girl is confusing me. She says no one knows how to talk to her and I said I would try. I did flirty, mean, and just normal. I can't spark up a good convo its great to make her laugh but I can't do that. Maybe I should just give up and move on through college then find someone else down the line.

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this is now a mr. rogers thread

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I think about her everyday. She was the longest friend I've had.

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She is the only person in your life, but you are not the only person in hers?

:(

Mr. Rogers always gives me the feels

I realise this is probably meant to be funny but
Too fuckin real

This hits me hard, user.

She's into you she just doesn't know how to show it user

>be me
>20 yo
>virgin
>have OCD
>my dad is dying about a terminal cancer.
>have no friend
>feel lonely
>so lonely
>In the night to not feel so alone, I've started to talk with people who are not there. I just pretend I'm talking to someone and have friends or a girlfriend.
>i feel heartless, soulless.
>I feel that nobody can love me.
>I feel that i cant love no one.
>I feel cold.
>I'm losing myself again and this time its different, because i do not feel pain, i feel empty. I don't feel like a human being, I feel like a ghost.
>and I'll be one soon

Bastard is probably laughing beyond the grave :')

Are you sure? I don't know man. She's confusing.

I'm just reading it how you told it
She doesn't really open up to other guys except for you?

This guy is right. Just tell her to knock it off. Dont sound beta about it though.

I know i may not be much help since i'm someone online and doesnt know you, but wanna talk?

Quick summary.
Met in 7th grade
Just friends
8th grade I go through emo phase
She gives me note and bracelet.
Sweetest thing anyone has done for me.
She likes me and I like her but she has boyfriend
I was a shy kid back then
She moves to live with her mother across the country over the sunmer
I miss her but we talk everyday.
Stop talking for a while my 9th grade year. Still think about her and miss her.
Get into relationship with teacher. Gets caught. Attention from school and getting treated like shit from teacher makes me drop out.
Sad.
She comes down and we finally hang out for the first time.
Still friends
She kisses me.
Happy. So fucking happy.
She leaves again
Sad.
Coming back in 3 months
I decide to get back at school for how I was treated and do anonymous threat saying someone was gonna shoot it up. Get caught. Arrested.
Text her when I get bailed out
She knows.
Says it changes nothing between us.
Text her a week later. No response.
Text again. Nothing
Make Facebook to message her there. Nothing
Sad
Look to see if shes been active. Last updated was her with another guy.
I cry.
Cry more. Want to an hero
Lost the longest friend Ive ever had and have lost everyone elss.
Lonely
The end.
Would of green text but there's so much more to this story.

Oh shit I'm fucking weeping.

Im confused man.

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Yeah, she doesn't but she doesn't open up much for me either.

One time, a while back, I met this girl who might have been the perfect girl I can imagine. She was smart, incredibly good-looking, and also never said a bad word about anyone or anything. This girl was perfection personified. Its hard for me to imagine someone like her anymore.

We talked, we went for walks through town, I went shopping with her. It was an awesome time, everything worked out. She was a few years older than me, but that was the sole difference between us. I still sometimes like to think she gave a fuck at that point.

I go on a trip after all of this happy time occured, go with a few bros. One reveals he used to date this girl. Says yeah they made out and shit, no big deal, but goes on to tell me she wasn't a virgin at that point before, and was quick to offer herself. He didn't know about my time with her.

My faith in females is broken. I thought I had found one, but as it turns out, I have still yet to find a single specimen of a decent girl. If you don't give a shit, you come to see for yourself.

>meet older girl
>be me
>be 14
>meet 29 year old online
>she likes my stupid ass jokes over a game
>we start to chat
>escalates to facebook , which escalates to her wanting to video chat all the time (i sometimes agree if i look pretty-witty that day)
>this whole thing is fucked but i love her
>i end up hitting mood swings hard, what the fuck i already went through puberty ballsack
>get violent, snap at her, can see she is getting hurt, revel in it, smile, makes me feel good about myself (im a fucking awful person)
>one day she doesnt wanna talk anymore
>blocks me, deletes facebook(had no friends, pretty odd, might've actually been an isis member she was muslim)
>everytime i look at another girl and have feelings start im disgusted with them and myself
>tfw every girl i see i remeber her and want to fucking do something, i dont know what, shoot a fucking school, but i want the feeling to go away
cont

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>be me
>one friend (we'll call her sam)
>often go a week at a time without talking to her
>she worries about me
>still no idea why because I'm an unlikeable asshole
>had a lot of issues with my dysfunctional family growing up after my father died
>the day I turned 18 I got in a fight with my mother
>packed my bags and walked out and never looked back
>22 now
>yesterday sam shows up at my door
>hugs me tight
>confused
>told me that my sister had stopped by her place because she couldn't find me
>asked her to tell me what happened and give me a letter
>my mother died
>letter was from my mother
>she said she loved me and that she was sorry for taking out all of her anger on me
>was mad at the world because she had cancer
>said she missed me and that she felt terrible for pushing me away
>choked back some tears
>got drunk
>went to bed
>woke up at 3 this afternoon
Feels bad man.

That few weeks time u gave her was too long, she noticed Ben in those few weeks you should have attacked right away not be a beta

>be me
>renting room from old lady with spare room
>ended up being good friends
>always had stories n shit
>she always wakes up coughing up a lung
>scares me but I get used to it
>spent night drinking till 3 am.
>8 am she wakes up coughing a lung out
>too hungover to check up on her. She always ends up ok. Fuck it sleep through it
>wake up to male voices in house
>EMT. She had called 911
>walk out of bedroom just in time to see them out her in ambulance
>she does not see me but noticed my truck in driveway.
>"user, I needed you" she cried as they put her in ambulance
>liver failure. Died in hospital a month later
>forever in guilt

>a year of talking, falling deeper and deeper in love
>pretty much if i could've wifed her with a bagel and a ten dollar allowance each week i would've
>i cant even fap without her slipping cross my mind
>i get the red/watery eyes because she never stops crossing my mind
>i message her on facebook every few months after she blocked me
>can be happy as can be for maybe a week at a time
>then i listen to some music i like, i dont know, maybe David Bowie
>remember she always liked to hear the music i liked even if she didnt like it
>I WANT IT TO STOP I WANT TO FORGET HER I WANT HER I WANT HER
>broken inside but i manage to focus on other things eventually
>then she hits me again

holy fuck user. same thing, same fucking name even (benny in my case)
holy shit user, let's virtually hug
im hugging my modem

oh my god....
Bruh if a girl has had any sort of fun in her life she's instantly ruined? Dude you should, and i mean this unironically and literally, just kill yourself

> Not a virgin
> Obviously a whore

Seriously user, I don't want to come off as the white knight defending girl's right and bollocks, I'm just a half decent human being.

How come the fact that she had sex before made her "not perfect"? Like for real dude, maybe we're missing some details here but it seems like you are a little hypocrite.

You expected your "perfect girl" to be a virgin, but be honest with me and yourself, user to user.

You wanted to fuck her too, you are no more "good" than any other guy that she decided to have relations with.

Grow up, the hymen it's just a thin tissue.

Sincerely: Someone who was obsessed with having a "virgin and pure" girl when he was 15 or so.

I just visit this threads because it helps me to cry... stupid right? No matter how bad I feel, no matter if I feel frustrated, sad, stressed... I just can't cry, can't show what I feel, I just get alone in the night and read this, searching for something that helps me to throw out all of that shit that is making me unhappy and killing me, I cry alone just because I don't want to get anybody worried... I want to make sure that everybody will be happy... just like I said, stupid.

This is perfectly normal. I do this too.

watching worked for me

As oddball as this fucking sounds, I do believe you're right. I've got shit to think about, and shit to figure out.

start falling for another girl
>better looking(smaller taytays, meh, they stay perkier longer)
>so cute id smash her pussy into the father the son and the holy ghost if she offered
>start talking to her
>she is a little peppy,cranky,funny(dad humor wise, dont know why i love dad humor, probs because pops was such a cool dude) and she was cute and sorta dumb in a loveable way(just the smallest bit)
>fall for her inch by inch after ive been hurt
>this goes on for a year
>she is being obviously flirty now
>she laughs at one of my jokes
>TFW REMEMBER
>hits like a right hook
>remember old girl
>just break up inside, new girl now looks like a vile, ugly being to me
>let me have old girl back or let me finally be happy with new please

There are other reasons to come to these threads? I thought this was exclusively what they were for.
>Man, fuck her.
>No man, fuck you.
>Yeah, you're right.
Has this ever happened on Sup Forums before?

Man, fuck you. That was my whole life for a while, got fucked over, and this is seriously the first time i've seen it from a seperate POV.

>still fucked up years later
>will never have all those little loving moments in real life now that im old enough to marry and have kids
>those 4 years flew the by like a bat out of hell
>and i couldn't have held back my anger
>tbh i would probably sock old girl in the side of the head and rape her for literally ruining my mind/lovelife/faptime/soul

>depressed for 9 years
>sex with girls and relationships only relief from daily sadness
>fall in love with gril
>complicated.gif
>had sex etc but she dates ass hole
>she is best friend now
>sex with girls doesn't relieve the pain anymore
>not sure i've ever been in a lower point

anyone relate?

My grandparents who were together for 59 years killed themselves recently. My grandmother had cancer, very bad arthritis and was constantly in pain. She lost the will to live and my grandfather didn't want to live without her, so they took their lives into their own hands, drove to the family graveside and shot themselves in their car. Lot of sadness with this story in general, but there was one detail that hit me hard specifically. I need to give some background information first:

>Be me.
>8th grade.
>Find a plastic piano in a closet in the basement.
>Fuck it, I am bored. Let's play with it.
>First thing I learn is the melody in the first 6 seconds of this song youtube.com/watch?v=IWWwM2wwMww
>Instantly hooked.
>Fast forward to Junior year in HS, 2012
>Learned a lot more on a real piano, right and left hand.
>For my birthday, Dad takes me to a recording studio
>"You can record any song you know and make however many CDs you want"
>Do it and make maybe 50 CDs to give out to close family, friends, and relatives.
>Give one to grandparents next time I see them.
>Grandmother cries.
>Loves it to death and loves my piano playing so much.
>Grandfather loves it as well.


Now here is how this relates:

>Fast forward to 2016.
>Be me several months ago.
>Funeral service for grandparents is over
>Winding down with the family and sharing a few drinks
>Talking with dad, making sure he is okay and all
>Ask him about going to get their car
>He tells me it was hard, but it was a peaceful location
>He pauses for a second and then looks at me
>"There wasn't much in the car. Son, there was one CD playing when they were found and was the only CD in the car."
>Can't bring myself to ask which CD it was.
>I already knew the answer.
>Dad nods his head teary-eyed.
>"Yes user, it was yours."

In their final moments saying their final goodbyes, they were listening to my piano playing. That fucking killed me, but if anything I am happy they loved it that much.

and thats my trilogy of beta ED: the dysfunctioning
still pushin on depressed and alone tho
yay

These are 2 of the songs I had learned to play and had recorded on the CD. I like to imagine it was one of these 2 songs they were listening to when they made that impossible decision.

>youtube.com/watch?v=CdDDY5nVA3A
>youtube.com/watch?v=P2K7D-uMH2g

>pic related, somewhat similar to the graveside's look but smaller and ranch-like