Tfw you spent THOUSANDS of hours on Sup Forums when this time could have been better spent doing something productive

>tfw you spent THOUSANDS of hours on Sup Forums when this time could have been better spent doing something productive

>that feel when you will never have the courage to kill yourself

SAGE
A
G
E

I'd have wasted it on video-games or some other shitty site.
I know myself.

I don't know that feel.

I have no desire to kill myself whatsoever

I probably would not have desu

Bump save me

>tfw you met your best friend in this cesspool

How is that even possible

Are you the Canadian NEET that makes depressing threads all the time?
What makes them your best friend?

N-no... Of course not...

I know that feel


>too much of a coward to get out of your comfort zone
>spend the day playing vidya browsing Sup Forums
>stuck in this routine
>feeling dead inside

end this

Only we can end it, user.

b-but how

but getting out of our comfort zone

we both know what's wrong we just need to stop doing it and do productive things

but we're too addicted

I don't want to be a manchild forever

>2.5k hours at Dota2
>1.9k hours at CSGO

>tfw i feel like I've wasted my entire life and i'm only 20

If you don't want to, then don't

How can you really say you want something if you're willing to exhibit the slightest bit of self-control?

>tfw 24 and currently at 21-23 point.

But I really try to get back to the Uni.
Tommorow I will have exams that will decide if I can recover as a student.
I want to become something more than NEET.

unwilling*

fk

>wake me up inside

but there are too many things holding me back

>but there are too many things holding me back

What things?

>wasted teenage years.playing wow
>wasted young adulthood being a neet on Sup Forums

just fuck my shit up senpai

>tfw haven't logged i steam for a yaer already
feels good

I also don't visit russian imageboard anymore that is a very big plus too.

Now I only need to get away from this site.

don't waste your next 10 years user.

WE can do it.

a-addiction
no idea of what to do next

t-that's a lot already

stay strong

>being bothered by the past
Not healthy.

reminds me of pic

i think we just need to decide what's important to us.

what if you've isolated yourself so much in the past few years that you no longer remember how to interact with other, real life people?

time to remember

maybe

The question is how shitposting on mongolian yak trading board is important to me since I always find a way to it. :[

it's addiction

we both know what we must do.

but you will still come back and post this thread again

I will still come back and whine

this is the lastime

when this thread 404's im done

is it time ?