It's 4 am. I have so much work to do. I had so many projects I was going to work on tonight. It's like this every night. I can't concentrate because I have the urge to fap/fuck. I've been trying to cum for 30 minutes now. So much time wasted.
What are some drugs that will absolutely kill my sex drive? I don't care about the classical world of men & women. I just want to focus on my work and arrive at the next stage of human development. Sexual reproduction and relations are a cumbersome artifact of evolution that MUST go.
I was invited to a fuck-party, and I am tempted to go, but I don't want to. I won't go because I can obviously control myself, but the instinctual component of sex is what bothers me, and I can't get rid of it solely by will-power and reasoning, I need drugs for that.
Easton Gonzalez
fuck me it's already 4:15 and I still haven't bust.
