Guys please help

Guys please help.

How do I stop being a pedo?

I don't think about abusing anyone. I don't stare at kids at all when I go out of my home, I only stare at developed teenagers nearly the entire time, I actually do prefer women of my age and even older anyway...

But i fap to underage girls showing or masturbating on webcams, and i cannot quit fapping, you know, those "kitty" and "depbabe" webcam videos. Most girls are between 13y and 16y, but some are slightly younger and i feel terrible about it

The feeling i have the judgement of the world over my shoulder at times hurts a lot.

At times I think "fuck the world, im not hurting anyone and those girls from the webcams seem to live in really nice houses, they are not being abused as in the disgusting cp videos", but later on I lose my confidence and i feel terrible...

What can i do to stop being a pedo? Is it maybe becuase i was born with an anxiety disorder why I developed this disease?

Perhaps I'm seeking a bit of approval too as I don't like the hardcore stuff, so feel free to insult me (I probably deserve it).

Follow your insincts faggot, go out and rape a delicious loli

I'd never rape anyone. I like niggers and older women too and that doesn't mean i want to rape them.

Depending on where you live there are initiatives for exactly your kind of problem.
They usually consist out of anonymous therapeutic counseling and acknowledge, that even though you might enjoy these thoughts you do not want to act up on them.

>HAHA DISREGARD THAT I SUCK COCK

Don't worry user, I'm the same. We're classified as Ephebophiles, A love for teens. and it's natural, all men want and crave girls just hitting development. You didn't ask to be this way user, no point in being ashamed about it. You just gotta learn to live with it and feed the obsession every now and then, but never put your hands on another person, that's how you go to jail.

Be a man and fight your urges and show some discipline. Like anything addictive, get away from it for awhile and the urge will pass. Intentionally masturbate to other porn instead.

IT will be like drugs, and your urge for more will only increase until you hurt a child and destroy lives. DO what's right, you aren't a bad person.

Kill yourself now OP, before you go to deep into that rabbit hole.

IN case you didn't know....... viewing these materials are illegal sir. No solace in unity pedo

Im 31 and I have no reason to go deeper. I think some of you don't understand.

I'm glad im not alone dude... at least i can have a bit of understanding.

Please elaborate

What's this secret cam site your religiously visiting?? I need to do some RESEARCH.

if it's illegal, why those webcam sites about "depbabes and kittys" aren't shut down?

It's not cp really.

You can get it by searching in Google "debpabes" or "kitty cams".

Most content needs an account in a file sharing site, but one thread in particular give them for free.

wont post link here tho

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You now

looks as this is the time of the edgelords. when eurofaggots wake up.

Our brains have already made the synapse connection sadly so we're bound to a life of being attracted to teens. Since it's sexual, it's very hard to overcome because humans are perverted and live out their dark twisted fantasies with sex. Gives them a sense of control over something in the past that they couldn't help.

Thanks m8

I think it's OK user. YOu're just watching that shit.
Everyone does some fucked up stuff when horny watching some teens fuck is the least wierd thing i guess.

Do yourself a favor, stay away from libre chan.

its not secret really, it's open and available from google, won't post link but write "Do You like cute webcam kittens Click here." and you'll end up in many sites posting those videos.

They are only webcams of girls doing stuff alone, and they seem to live in nice places and all, it's not abuse or rape or some shit.

won't post links tho.

>minor
>not child porn

Are you retarded nigger? Keep reaching in the honeypot good pal.

>viewing these materials are illegal sir.

Not everywhere, faggot. It's only illegal to produce and download in some areas, and viewing is legal (as long as you don't download).

Soooo, you're not really looking for help, are you?
You're just looking for positive reinforcements for your opinion.

This. And yeah, we didn't choose to be born this way. So as long as we don't act on it, why persecute us? The fucking gays have it easier than us. Let us fap.

Lol nice one fbi, u ain't getting me!!

>Soooo, you're not really looking for help, are you?

Help for what, being a male naturally attracted to females that are ready to procreate? Faggot. Fuck off Sup Forums. You don't belong here.

dubs of truth

I highly doubt it's a honey pot (I hope lol).

Nearly half of the girls in those threads aren't even underage, it's just that they upload real teens too at times.


Do you guys find this pic disgusting? It's from one of the videos.

She has hair and tits and all. Why it is wrong to fap to it?

don't dare to post more

Gays are saints compared to u pedo fuck scum, kys.

Well, as i said, I'm divided about it.

On the one hand I wish i just fapped to normal girls alone (I actually like those wowgirls videos).

But on the other, i don't understand why fapping to teenagers is so "immoral".

See this pic and tell me it doesn't turn you on?ps. please, don't hijack this thread, I just created for educationa and debate purposes.

fuck off, hitler

I was just confused, cause in his opening post he asked for help to stop being a pedo, my bad.
Help may also include coming to terms with your preferences and knowing when and how to act onto them.

i smell bacon itt

There's no pedophiles here, rather men attracted to 'underage' girls that can procreate – which is normal and natural. Retard. Faggot. Homo.

read

you're not a pedo
you're a moron

Its not a disease

Stop caring so much about what others would think

Actually I am kek

maybe that's my problem, i tend to care a lot about what others think of me (as if everyone else were saints or something) but I cannot help it. I'm trying to fight it user though.

At times, to hell to the rest of the world. I don't think im doing anything wrong to anyone.

Ok! For this Im reporting you. Have a nice time in Jail your disgusting pedo.

>no pedophile
>only men attracted to underaged girls
>top kek

Yeah, OP said he needs help. But I'm bypassing him by saying he doesn't, because his interest is normal and natural. Unfortunately in our system of man-made numbers and definitions of what's underage and of-age, OP's interest are illegal.

It's stupid, really. But I understand why the laws exist: underage girls that can procreate are gullible, making them targets for horny, sexually perverted men with bad intentions.

>how to unrape your sister

made me kek, thanks, at least i get some laugh

Oh, I wouldn't say it is immoral, on the contrary cp should be legal to watch in most cases.
I was just considering that you might feel better talking with professionals.
I haven't been to one of the therapies, that I've mention before.
But it seems to me that they do not condemn you for your behaviour. They're trying to understand it and by understanding it, they will have arguments to support the legalization of cp and change the the age of legality of sex.
Personally I think its a wonder we're not all pedos considering the constant specialization of children.
Oh and I recognize the difference between pedo and hebo.

Define pedophile. Official definition. Not your own words.

fair enough

I have this friend who's going through the same. You're not alone, user.

Pedophilia or paedophilia is a psychiatric disorder in which an adult or older adolescent experiences a primary or exclusive sexual attraction to prepubescent children.

>prepubescent children
>prepubescent

No one here is saying they are into prepubescent children, faggot.

An adult male attracted to a busty 15yo female is understandable. An adult male attracted to a prepubescent child is, well, not.

Also, aside of those anons who understood me, those who said we are "pedo scums" I'd like if they saw this picDon't they like that girl? I mean, it's not really a pedophile content as she has hair, tits and all (won't post here tho). But apparently fapping to that is usually considered immoral by most "normal" people.

This user gets it.

I dont hate pedos, just as I dont hate gays, but I find both hard to understand.

These days 14 year olds do their best to look like they are 18 so I find being attracted to them completely normal.

Fuck off faggot, if you want to lie to yourself then go for it, but being a pedophile is sick, telling yourself that watching these underaged girls do such horrid acts, which gives you pleasure is disgusting, m8 how knows if you ever get a chance to be alone with a 13yrold girl in an elevator, you better hold down those sick urges man.

Wait, so showing tits in a webcam or masturbating is an "horrid act"?

Also why you guys confuse attraction with rape?

Do you like 25yo women? Do you want to rape them? No? It's the same with most of us.

OP is a faggot, always.

I detected a retard. Please kill yourself. We don't need your kind on this planet.

>pedophile
>13yrold

kys ignorant fuck

>14 year olds

A 14yo isn't prepubescent. Again, that's understandable. But they are gullible due to an underdeveloped brain, which is why laws were put into place to protect them from sexually perverted men with unscrupulous intentions. But if society collapsed, we would fuck teens that can procreate for the survival of our species. Young girls are the BEST for procreations, because their eggs are young and fresh.

> but being a pedophile is sick

No one here is a pedophile, homo. Again, define pedophile.

>, telling yourself that watching these underaged girls do such horrid acts,

I don't. OP does.

>, m8 how knows if you ever get a chance to be alone with a 13yrold girl in an elevator, you better hold down those sick urges man.

I don't lust for 13yo girls. I'm happy and content with my adult girlfriend of almost four years.

>These days 14 year olds do their best to look like they are 18 so I find being attracted to them completely normal.
> I also enjoy traps
Anyway, yeah I think that's a big factor in the sexualization of children. That does not justify the actions of the adults, but makes it's very clear where the desire stems from IMHO.
> I wear these clothes to be more appealing/sexy to men
> surely my little girl can wear them without causing the same effect

Well I hope that 13 year old girl better hold her urges against me.

OP, you ain't a bad person. go and see a psychiatrist. get it sorted out.
you got this.

Are young girls dressing 'sexy' and revealing for the peers (cool), for older men, or both? Or not at all?

I've seen teens dressing revealing because it makes them feel pretty. Other teens want a bf, so they dress revealing. Some, yeah, want older men.

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>disgusting cp
You don't sound like a pedo.
>how old are girls you fap to?
>Do you have sexual partners?
You know there is a difference between being attracted to adolescence (which is perfectly normal according to medics) and children.
If you like older women too, than there is nothing wrong with you.
I think you are just making excuses and rationalizing why you are a beta. Try talk to a psychiatrist about you anxiety (don't mention cp, tho, if you live in murica or west gayrope, you may get yourself in trouble)

I think it's a mixture of impressing your peers, because you're so adult.
Teasing adults, as in "men can't keep their eyes off me and are always so kind to me" without fully realizing the extend their actions can have. Some of course do.
And finally I think they've been brought up in a way that they lack some information on their effect of themselves and their clothing. Which is definitely partly the parents fault. If I see a 14 year old running around in hot pants and a belly free shirt I immediately assume she has shitty parents.

> feel pretty
I think a lot of teens confuse feeling pretty with feeling wanted/being lusted after.

you must first ask yourself WHY you are pedo.

only then may you begin to heal.

being into 13-16 y/os is not being a pedo.

pedo = prepubescent.

Actually from a romantic point of view I like women around 40yo, for some reason they inspire me tenderness.

But yeah, I'll consider what you said, thanks for the kind words.

And yeah, even if i started lifting and working out, and sometimes i feel I'm turning alfa, my beta ways always hunt me down. Maybe I should work on that first as you said.

I like fucking kids.

Seriously are you really this retarded?
Or are you a closet homo?

You're not a paedophile. In fact you're somewhere between being a hebefile (likes 11-14yos) and an ephebophile(like's 15-19yos)

I'm glad, at least knowing i don't have the "pedo" labbel it makes me feel a bit less guilty.

>labbel
I meant label, English isn't my mother language in case it wasn't obvious lel :p

anytime mate

I'm sorry but if you tell someone you're a ephebophile they will first ask you what that is, and then they will call you a pedo anyway

That's how people are

Btw, few years ago I watched an anime about some dude that I think he had my problem, it was called NHK or whatever and it was about a hikikomori dude, he had hebephile content in his pc and all that jazz but he was loved by his friends and all that jazz. It was taken with humor. Maybe Japs feel different about this stuff or what?

yeah, i can see what you say

And people are very judgamental and all...


Also, I'd like what little secrets those who are judgamental about others have and that i cannot see.

We always tend to assume all the other people are "normal" but maybe they don't.

That's one of the reasons I encourage people to go talk to the scientist that are studying this topic without judgment (hopefully).
If they keep telling the public that pedophilia isn't black and white, the public opinion will shift.
IMHO they are having similar problems the gay and bisexuals had.
> oh they are just sexual degenerates and fuck everything

>I highly doubt it's a honey pot (I hope lol).
If you need to log in I can promise you that it is.
The only purpose of a login system there is to demonstrate intent, log traffic, and decisively associate your browsing behavior with your person.

you don't need to log in, that's optional or to post stuff.

yes they do
Hebephilia and lolicon is considered gross by many normalfags there, but they definitly don't have such a huge stigma like in western countries. Even a consent age is 13 yo (but you'll get in trouble openly dating a teen anyway)

>be 24
>16 yr old cousin non biological visits
>loves to smoke weed
>wears booty shorts so short that her ass cheeks hangout
>delicious white booty
>have gf so not wanting to cheat
>cousin wants weed
>head out to weedshop and cousin rides along
>talks about how she's a Virgin and has only sucked dick
>keeps talking about how she loves sucking dick in car
>getting sweaty and boner is pre cumming
>says that she'd love to blow me in two years
>I ask nervously "why not now lol?"
>says no cuz "you have a gf"
>fuckkkkkkking hell
>get back to house
>both sitting on couch chit chatting
>sits on my lap, caressing my dick with her ass
>> pre cumming like a mad man

The first rule of Libre Chan is: You do not post about Libre Chan

i see, interesting


I find anyway weird how they are a little more open about this stuff (or those festivities with ice creams featuring dicks) but then they use mosaics in normal porn lol

>start running my hand down her leg while we watch Adam Sandler movie
>so soft
>tell her she has amazing legs
>she stays on her phone pretending not to notice I'm slowly making my way to her pussy area
>temperature is rising internally
>at her thigh
>goes on for about ten minutes, getting closer every minute
> at a crossroads and decide to cup her joocy ass first
>looks at me and laughs, then goes back to her phone
>my pants are soaked from precum and the thought of such taboo
>heart rate intensifies as I slowly reach for that young pussy
>feel it thru the paper thin shorts
>feels good man. Jpg
> she says she's gonna go shower now right before I slip a finger inside
> say okay, see you soon
Continue?

Actually irl japs are very secretive and they compensate it by gossiping about each other a lot. Like A LOT. It's like in their mentality.
Despite all those festivals/higly sexualized ads/anime with fanservice/sex jokes japanese culture is one of the most repressive and unforgiving that I've ever encoutered. But they don't judge teens for watching porn and having sex with each other tho.

I don't mind having sex with a 16yo girl but why cheating when you have a gf?

MOAR

The censorship in porn is because after ww2, American soldiers came to Japan and started complaining about their liberal opinion about nudity and made laws restricting it

as we were just discussing in another thread, psychiatrists updating the DSM came under immense political pressure to change the definition of what is and isn't a mental disorder to include 11-14 year olds who have started puberty
all the other psychiatrists got up in arms over this bullshit and got the authors to back off.
because there's zero wrong with wanting to fuck post-pubescent girls. it's not a mental disorder period.

>she's upstairs in the shower
>trying to distract myself from impure thoughts
>reach for my phone and decide to snapchat her
>ask if I can watch
>no reply but shows snap was opened
>not sure what to do.. Don't wanna risk her telling my aunt
>fuckit.jpg
>go upstairs and say I need to use it.
>no response
>reach for the door knob ever so nervously
>it's unlocked..

You have nothing to worry about (though you'll want to be careful what sites you visit. Every man I've ever been friends with has, in a candid moment, expressed attraction to girls 12-13ish and up. It's a biological drive.

Maybe youre just stuck in childhood.. Have you had a serious relationship with anyone older?
I remember looking at girls in highschool like damnn but i dont find it attractive anymore its just kids experimenting with short skirts and adult clothes but they aren't 'sexy' they're just little kids.
Maybe take my perspective, see if it helps.

>heart beating so damn fast that my voice cracks when I say "I'm here"
>still no response
>can't take it anymore. And reach for the shower curtain.
>dick is throbbing from what I think I may see
> pull it back and she's just staring at me red faced
>so beautiful. Milky white double d tits with rose pink nipples
>>no words exchange for what seems like an eternity but it's really been about a minute
> lean in and rub her bare pussy
>slide my finger on the outside
>no talking still but instinct takes over
>she pulls my head to her chest
>sucking on those young tits like there was milk in there
> aunt knocks on door and asks what's going on?
> she says "just me in here"
>aunt goes away
>dick when flaccid from nervousness
>cousin calls me a fag for getting soft
>try to explain that I was nervous!
>not listening like the dumb naive teen she is
>tells me to get the fuck out before she screams I raped her
>run out bathroom, hop in car and go back to my house.
>play gta
>check social media
>she's blocked me on everything
>at least I didn't cheat
Haven't spoken to her at all and my aunt still talks to me as though nothing happened. So I think I'm still good

Rekt

BS. I see grotty teens and schoolkids on the bus always, theyre proberly up there with geriatrics as to being the least sexually attractive people... no class, and too 'young'... though I feel for you OP, it must be hard...

Why you using duckduckgo faggot?

>"Do You like cute webcam kittens Click here."

Typing it in on Google doesn't even lead you to anything. Provide us with links or gtfo. It's not like it's CP.