I have PTSD from childhood trauma, AMA

I have PTSD from childhood trauma, AMA.

From what?

This might help.

Why does your knife have a lanyard that far up? Do you hang it by the blade?

Witnessing my step father beat my mother to death.

Your dad rape you and lock you in a closet only feeding you once a day usually a peace of bread?

Maybe she should not have burnt the Mac and cheese

That's horrible. How old are you and how old were you when it happened?

do you feel like sharing your story?
>inb4 talking about it makes you feel better n shit

Not my knife.
No, but I've known people who have claimed that.

fucking lost
also Op is a bitch with a fragile mind
another tumblrite preaching ''I-I h-have Ptsd feel bad for me!"

It's not a knife. It is a bayonet.

this
what's the meaning of this thread ? OP's waiting for us to ask him to share his story then to continue sharing his story cuz is not over

>Why does your knife have a lanyard that far up? Do you hang it by the blade?

I believe that the big hole is for mounting it as a bayonet. The little hole is so you can sight through it when mounted.

Or I could be wrong.

Fucking kids these days.....
when my lil brother was 10 I was 11 and my older brother was 14 (I'm 46 now)..me and my 2 brothers pounded my dad's ass into the pavement for laying hands on my mom.
6 Yrs later my mom worked in a corner store and got robbed.
The guy hit her with a mini baseball bat AFTER she gave him the money...the cop who investigated it knew my mom and me from the store.
2 months later the cop saw me and stopped me and told me they caught the guy who hit my mom.
I took an ounce of weed ouuta my pocket and told him to bust me.
I had guy who bought weed from me ...his brother was a CO at the jail and I paid him 2k$ to put me in a cell with the guy for 15 min.
I stompped his ass too....lesson here ....don;t fuck with my mom....or you will get your ass beat
All you pussys now do is run t o the cops to protect you

how often do you bring it up online for attention?
on a scale of 1-100 times a day?

>peice of bread
>once a day
Back in my day we were lucky to even get a crumb every 3rd day and even then we had to fight the 7 rotwilers for it

now thats what i call edgy

True.
14 when it happened 22 now.
Too lazy to write it well so shitty greentext incoming
>Be me
>10ish
>Living with stepdad and bio-mother
>They start verbally fighting daily
>Drug/alcohol abuse
>Gets worse constantly
>Neighbors occasionally call cops
>Becomes a common thing
>Whatever
Therapist says this was probably what started my mental downfall
>Couple years of this go by
>Mother gets caught cheating with dealer for weed
>Stepfather understandably hurt
>The fighting starts being physical
>Never anything too bad
>One day mom and stepdad leave to celebrate his birthday
>k whatever
>Playing quake or something idk
>They come home already drunk and fighting
>Stepdad yelling shit like "I will fucking kill you"
>They leave living room towards bathroom
>Hear mirror break
>They end up in the hallway by the kitchen/living room
>She's pinned with him on top
>Wailing on her face
>I call the cops
>The beating continues
>30 mins cops arrive
>2Late thanks cops.
Therapy and foster homes since

that cock does not give a fuck
probably pecked the cuckold's fucking eyes out

Very rarely actually.
Wouldn't be surprised

PTSD is just a shit fucking excuse for how mentally weak you are. Grow the fuck up and get over "reality".

what happened to your stepdad?

I still contribute just as much as the next guy does, I just happen to have some mental problems which affect me mostly at home

Incarceration, stopped following after that point though because honestly I don't even want to think about him.

im sorry for you.
how does your PTSD make notice of itself?

what are some ways you cope with your PTSD?

How do you know you have PTSD?
>doubt

No you don't. Stop this shit. STOP IT.

>lanyard

Time to get on with it, chief.
You can choose to have a life or you can choose to let your dead mom and shithead stepfather fuck it up for you,.
Time to get busy living or get busy dying.
Your choice.

HOW DO YOU KNOW, YOU LYING FAGGOT?
Post mental evaluation by professionals.

Why are you going to stab that frog?

"Professionals" can be assholes, too. Professionals run your country.

As user said, "Time to get busy living or get busy dying." It's your choice, simple as that.

Drugs sure as fuck won't do shit for you. Go work with kids somewhere; children can do more to heal your soul than any doctor could. Or just hang out with kids in general.

Talk to your friends, call them up, hang out. Always be talking to people, maintaining friendships.

Good luck, user. Sorry for your trauma.

If you want real help from a therapist, seek an orthodox Freudian / Freudian psychoanalyst. That's the real deal, the real shit that was buried and sealed away by special interests years ago. Though you could say society itself shunned Freud.

Bayonets are knives, and im talking about the hole in the actual blade. And don't say its to reduce weight because its not, they use Fullers for that not holes.

you can turn yourself into batman
just hire someone to hire someone to hire someone to leave a note in the past that someone will find to kill your parents

Is this bait or are you plain stupid

pics or it didn't happen edgelord

What's it like being a limp-wristed faggot riding the coattails of real trauma for the attention of strangers on the internet?

Dreams mostly
Psychology professionals told me so.
No.
I'm working on living
Because fuck you
I've been doing therapy
A lot of people are interested in the human mind, and considering mine is a bit fucked I figured I'd leave it open for them to read.

Are you cut or uncut? Why still Virgin?