So last night I raw dogged a hooker. I'm an alcoholic and inhibitions go out the door the second I get drunk...

So last night I raw dogged a hooker. I'm an alcoholic and inhibitions go out the door the second I get drunk. Said she was clean, looked clean, and was new to the "industry"

She was a chick on craigslist, white and not some street bitch.

Still, I'm probably fucked. Although, she said $180 for an hour, met me, stayed all night (8 hours or so) fucked me like 6 times and never charged. Currently texting me for round 2, again, free.

I'm probably fucked but I think I am gonna kill myself soon anyway so fuck it.

>General confession/get shit off your chest thread

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wow that's a good deal OP

I fucked a bargirl in thailand raw without catching anything. You should be fine mate, chin up homie

so she didn't charge you for 8 hours?

who cares

Well probably about a 100% chance you got HPV, 60% chance you got herpes a 5 is % chance you got HIV and worst of all you might have gotten her pregnant which means she gonna get half you shit for the next 20 years.

Nope. Apparently developed a quick crush on me and was legit into it.

Heh, this is pretty much exactly what I was thinking user.

thanks for the bump dick squeezer

lol she isn't a true whore yet if she's giving out freebies like this. you might just be lucky

you must be pretty hot then

Sex workers don't develop crushes. They don't even have souls. I suspect you may have happened upon a disturbed young lady who is looking for a baby daddy and a free ride. She basically covered he hole on leaves and waited for some drunk dipshit to fall into it.

I hope you gave her a fake name and went to a hotel.

This. She's gonna play you op.

Yeah you're not wrong, but like I said, she is "new to the industry" and fuck man, I'm 25 with an average job, several roommates in a house we rent and I have nothing, speaking monetarily, that she could possibly be trying to wedge out of me through some bull shit pregnancy.

Also, I don't cum when I'm drunk. Physically impossible for me.

Nah, playing me would have been fucking me, actually charging me, waited til I passed out, then stealing my wallet. Instead, she slept next to me, then woke me up by putting my dick in her mouth in the morning.

Fuck off OP you lying cunt

Odds are you're fine, just get checked and stop seeing her. If she stopped charging and really likes you that's a bad sign, but if you do decide to fuck her again, bring your own condoms.

Whos the real OP

Confession: Literally this minute my brother threw out an ancient smartphone but left the 2GB SD micro SD inside. I asked if he wanted anything and he said no so I was going to tinker with it. Screen doesn't react to finger touch any more but recovered SD card contents through my PC - loads of nudes of his gf on there. Not told him yet.

those are both my (yous)

Not even lying user, no reason to.

......Lets see 'em bud.

Also thank you for contributing to the theme of the thread.

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Sweet.

Get shit off my chest thread?

How about this? I'm useless, but I'm literally a genius. Started attending university when I was 16, had a degree in organic chemistry by the time I was 22, always been way ahead of the curve in terms of academic progress, but now that I'm out of college, all my motivation just dropped off. I've had my degree for more than a year now and I haven't even tried to get a job beyond some quick money I've made from stuff here and there.

Not sure if I'm depressed and just don't know it, or what, but despite the fact that I could probably get a job at a dozen different research labs all around the country, and I've actually had corporate headhunters try to recruit me, whenever I get dreary for an interview or whatever I just end up sitting in the car apathetically, until I'm late and miss it, then I go back inside and draw some shit or play DOOM.

np OP

I want to share because I fucking hate her and she is destroying his life but also I don't want my brother done for revenge porn or w/e

I also don't want it traced back to me.

What does Sup Forums think? She isn't great to look at tbh.

I did the same thing user. I'm also an alchoholic except when I drink too much I fuck gay guys up the ass.totally straight though. Only did it three times but I didn't use a condom one time and freaked oUT the next morning I went to every church to see if I could get a free prescription of post exposure poflaxis it's hiv meds. You take within 7 days of exposure suffice to say I got the meds. Extremely carefully when I drunk these days

*Get ready

Sorry, on my phone so autocorrect is a thing.

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>Fuck guys in the ass
>Totally straight
Pick one.

Also why the fuck would you go to a church? Is that just autocorrect or some shit? If you're worried just go get checked, it's cheap and takes like an hour, tops.

sounds like anxiety

try chatting to a doctor

>a degree in organic chemistry by the time I was 22
That's pretty average. And kinda shitty considering you had a 2-year head start. Unless you mean something more than a bachelor's...

Once you realise money is a fantastic enabler, you'll probably be begging for overtime. I was in a similar situation after Uni - though I finished Uni at 21 (still kinda young around here). Once I got a job, I landed one at £36k and bought a few houses. Now I do nothing and get paid.

>Hooker giving freebies
>Hooker with a crush
NIGGA RUN

That shit is bad news. That never ends well, get your ass out of there. The sex isn't worth it.

Let's see a non nude then if you're a pussy.

Do it. Just black out her face if you wanna protect your bro.

A master's, actually.
I don't get anxious, just apathetic and bored.

Faggot OP here, and I can totally relate. Always been very smart, approachable, well read and always made friends and talked to people easily.

But I still doubt myself and escessively worry and always think the worst case scenario is going to happen.

It never fucking does, it's never as bad as I convince myself it will be. (whether its an interview or going to fucking Cub for groceries)

Still, even though I know this, it still prevents me from obligations and shit I HAVE to do.

I'm clean. It's more of an opportunist thing the times it happened there was a tranny around or a male with a feminine penis. I'm not gay m8

>$36k
That's seriously low balling what I'd be earning in a lot of these research positions, especially after a few years. One of those job offers I was talking about was an offer to work with Mon Santo and it had a 25K$ signing bonus, and a first year salary of just shy of 80K

I'm American born with a STEM degree. We end up with so many foreigners coming here to go to school that companies will (discretely) pay more for actual Americans to work at their labs.

This has to be b8 holy shit. Thanks for the laugh though.

It's mostly shots like this. Nothing amazing. She gets him to pay for everything and he works super long hours.

>A few years ago
>No friends, senior in high school
>Don't really care for people
>Highschool made me think there was no hope in humanity
>In all advanced classes
>Senior student comes in, new, white, hot
>No friends either
>Always looking at me
>My dick thinks she wants me
>Everyday, I catch her staring at me
>Wednesday we get out early, she asks me if I want to hang
>Accept, go to her house
>She starts pouring out her problems to me, I don't even know her
>Joke around with her, trying to be alpha
>Only hangs out with me for the rest of sr year
>Homecoming with her, prom, etc
>Near the end of the year she says she was born a dude
>Crushed
>Every day I hung out with her was a waist
>Not even mad, just sad
>After she comes out to me, I ask her what her name was as a guy

>mfw she tells me to read the first letters of every line

I'm guessing you replied to the wrong person.

£36k, not $36k. This was some years ago. It was approximately $50k in your dollars.

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>Offer from Mon Santo
Well good job on turning it down, Mon Santo is the closest thing to umbrella corporation in the world, so congrats on having a sense of morality

tits are aite, but don't black out her whole face just put a line over her eyes user. Or show some lips at least.

I knew it was fake from the get go but god damn it user.

Still pretty low ball, considering that's an entry level pay.
Yeah, I knew how bad they were, my grandpa is a farmer, so I've heard plenty of horror stories about them. Seriously, travel out to rural Minnesota or Idaho and people talk about Mon Santo like they're literally Satan.

She refuses to do housework and regulars his food - tells him off if he eats too many take aways etc.

I'm doing you a bit favour blanking her face tbh

thanks for the kek Sup Forumsruh, have this

Most grads start around £20-25k here. I had an Honours degree, not an MSc or PhD etc.

I'm also in a rural area, not a city.

Hahahaha I appreciate the honesty

Jesus, is that purple hair?
Nice body tho

Looks red to me. Definitely a great body though.

Never have problems with nerves, just burned myself out on caring. I'm a genius coming from a clan of rednecks, so everyone always wanted me to be the guy who gets rich and brings some class back to the family. Worked my ass of in school, but now that it's done, i feel like someone who finally finished a long job, and the next job I pick Is a harder one that I keep doing till I fucking die.

Not even that nervous or afraid about it, just enormously apathetic.

As for being approachable and making friends, I WISH I could do it as easy as you. I've always been so academically focused that one day when I was 19 or so I realized that I never really learned to be social. I'm not full aspire or anything, bi actually do really well in professional and academic settings, but I never stand around shooting the breeze with other people, never hung around after classes, never went to parties.

any full nudes?

Have you tried music? A lot of gifted people turn to music after they get bored with achieving academically.

Well then why the fuck would anyone get a degree in the first place for that kind of pay? Shit, I can pull in that much right now, and I'm technical a neet!

Shit, I hope there's a steep wage increase over time in those fields.

Music, song writing, painting, digital art, graphic design, sword smithing, hydro dip, custom automotive artwork at my prother's garage, I could go on. 90% of my time these days Is spent on that kind of creative stuff.

Haha np. Yeah she is a kinda long-faced weirdo with a fucked up jaw profile. She's a horrible person too so personality doesn't make up for her being a butterface. She literally whistles if she wants my brother to do something. She howls during sex too - overheard it before and got so sick of it that I started hitting the ceiling and when that didn't work I started barking though a complete override of frustration against any social embarrassment.

Nah this is the best shot out of the collection though.

It's what I call "Feminism Red".

It has come into question a lot lately. Loads of people no longer feel Uni is worth the money. I only left with about 13k debt but most people leave with well over x4 that now.

OP again with the (you)

Sounds like you need a routine. Something that keeps you occupied or mentally stimulated. With the obligation of a routine or something you HAVE to do on a daily basis I think would really help.

Being a social butterfly, for me, is just a facade. I'm really good at it though. Internally I hate myself and want to go to sleep and not wake up, but for the sake of my family and others act like everything is okay. So I put on the mask everyday then drink myself to sleep every night.

Damn, I'm fucked up. Typing this out makes me...Sad. Some people would kill for my looks, build and availability to function highly in social situations. Yet, I would kill for your pedigree. I'm the loneliest non-lonley guy I think that has ever existed.

I haven't looked into it much admittedly, because so much of my own education was paid for by scholarships and my own money that I actually only have about 10k usd in student debt by this point.

Still, it wouldn't surprise me if pros sex sex to skip it. Over the past month I've made almost 5000$ just off of art and odd jobs, and while I know that's probably not average, I expect a lot of people would be looking for less formal, less educated jobs if the pay for other STEM jobs is really hat low.

I could withstand a busted face for someone with a waxed asshole and a body like that. Real talk.

Yeah I had a small scholarship. Scholarships in the UK basically don't exist though because anyone on low incomes gets (or used to get) Uni for free.

My family had _just_ enough money not to qualify for any grants etc so I had to take out a loan. However 13k for a 36k job was a bargain in my view. A lot of people without a degree were on considerably less to start. Most started on around 13k-15k.

Must be nice, here in the USA you only get that privilege if you're black or native american. Otherwise, higher education will set you back about 90 thousand dollars.

Fuck that made me laugh. I might ask my bro how she gets her asshole so smooth next time I see him.

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>My pedigree
Dude, I come from a long line of rednecks hillbillies and farmers. I'm not exactly rocking old money, it's just my generation of my family that's been successful (of the three of us kids, we have a chemist, a successfully entrepreneur, and a neurosurgeon).

>Killing yourself. Look, I don't know your life, but if you plot out suicide as a measure to avoid net loss on the happiness of your life, graphing it out like a bankruptcy and termination of business, you can usually get a pretty solid idea of whether or not it's viable. The problem is though that a person's life is far less predictable than a market. Tomorrow you could meet the love of your life, or get hit by a truck.

Given the unknown nature of future markets and the current monopoly you hold over your own life, smart money is on toughing it out to wait for better times, assuming you're trying to avoid net loss of happiness that would be caused by the opportunity cost of suicide.

>TL;DR if you're healthy, and you want happiness and less susffering, suicide is statistically a bad choice.

Oops.

Yeah, format got a little fucked there, but my point still comes across I think.

>Not realizing people aren't committing suicide to be happy, and less suffering would be correct for suicide

It takes dedication to keep a body that cleaned and pristine. Girls from the waste down, as we all know, are hairy and gross. I think porn has helped push all females to adhere to what is probably an unrealistic deception of women and how they should look, but fuck it. This chick has a busted face, I know it, but I would still put my dick in her ass.

I mean, i guess?

If your job is barely going to be paying more than what you could earn on creative exploits, the kind of thing you don't need formal training for, then personally I wouldn't accept the sacrifice of freedom that comes with formal employment. I'd rather be able to live freer and happier than make an extra 5-10 grand a year.

Lol you started barking because they were having sex too loud


Hahahaha holy shit

This place really is autistic

Heavy. The best way to success here is either a super high paid job or a good job (IT or something) but knowing a lot of manual trade so you never have to pay out for anything.

They're slowly eroding the systems that allow people to go to Uni here in the UK - but people are also opting for bullshit feminist dance therapy courses here too so I feel we only have ourselves to blame.

I actually appreciate that user, and by pedigree I mean your degree and intelligence. I'm too much of a pussy to actually kill myself, especially because it would kill my parents, but sometimes it's nice to know or think that there is... A way out? I don't know if that makes sense.

Not necessarily. If we look at happiness as a scale rather than two absolute states, happiness and sadness, then it becomes clearer.

Imagine happiness as a scale, with -10 being absolute suffering and 10 being total bliss. Suicide is a measure that would set your happiness level Arab permanent 0. Not happy, not sad, just nothing. Dead in the middle of the scale.

Doing this only makes sense if your life is likely to remain in the negative values for the foreseeable future, at which point suicide becomes a net gain.

The higher paid job allowed me to save cash and never have to work again. I've effectively retired before I'm 30 - while those on a lower wage, while more "free" than those on a higher wage, still attend a 9-5 job. The trick is knowing when to quit the higher paid job... most people get locked into a routine and get greedy.

Yup Ace Ventura style.

Read this Suicide is statistically likely to be a net loss, overall, unless you're in a position where future happiness is truly unlikely, sand given the randomness of the human condition, unless you're terminally ill or really old or something, suicide is likely a net loss in your condition.

Unless you believe in the afterlife, which kind of fucks the whole equation.

You're absolutely right, IT or computer science, is the only way to go at this point. Logically, it is the future, but also financially the most feasible.

>apps and software development are the future
>Takes INTENSE 4 month course to learn it
>costs 12 grand

Or
>Go learn some bullshit marketing or economics degree at a 4 year school
>Spend 100k to do so
>go work at applebees

Unreal how bad this is.

>but if you are black or native american or mexican you get to do this bullshit for free.

100% truth. USA is fucking retarded.

Whatever floats your boat mate. Personally I like having some sense of purpose, I'd go nuts without some thing to work on, even if it's art or music or whatever.

Wait, are all these from the same guy?

No I don't beleive in the afterlife, I'm not an idiot.

(BTW OP this whole time) and I thank you for the worse of encouragement. This website, in my experience, is mostly hate but you've been killing it. As in, reasonable and nice. I truly do appreciate it.

Yeah. Why?

OP here

This guy is cool what's your deal?

You stupid fucker!... Look, I don't know your life here, but you're telling a bit of a story mate, but correct me if I'm off base here.

You come from this low class family, and worked hard to get your degree, getting pressured into succeeding the whole time. You sacrificed you social life to keep up with your school life, and now that it's done, you haven't got a job in your field, but you do apparently have a large number of lucrative and admittedly cool hobbies.

So, despite having a lot of free time, pulling in God money despite no formal employment, having a dozen col hobbies, avoiding freedom, having the balls to turn down a deal with the devil ( ), you still see yourself as a failure? Mate, you're living a better life than most people. Like I said, it's your life and you know if t better than I do, but don't take it for granted.

Well I'm glad my point at least kind of got across. With my family if I started explaining things the way I did, they'd get mad at me for "showing off" the "big sciency math words" and ideas, but that's just the best way I know to put it. Sometimes my point gets lost in the details and math, so it's good to hear you actually got me.

Well when you put it like that...

God damn it,
*good money
*avoiding the loss of freedom

I have many nice things, great family, good looks, decent job and great roommates.

But I hate myself. What you have to understand, MATE, is that being happy is not a product of your environment.

You think Robin Williams should have been happy, right?

Dude has like 300 million dollars, is adored worldwide, has a family, kids and a hot wife and he fucking killed himself, your lack of understanding undermines and negates anything you say. Fuck off.

For the most part you're right, but my parents and my older sister (the neurosurgeon) see my current life as a waste of potential. Even though I'm pretty happy and supporting myself, they see art and the odd jobs I do as being a waste of time. My brother is pretty cool about it, but pretty much every time I see distant family, they'll literally say, something along the lines of "hey, it's the genius!" Or "how's it going Mr smartypants" and that kind of stupid shit, because theyre all rednecks and they seem to think the only thing I should do with my life is to off to a lab and cure cancer.

But when they ask me what great things I've been up to, I have to say shit like, "You know, just working at the tattoo parlor" or "Writing some songs for *insert msucial artist*"

Come on man, don't hate on him, he's kind of right. Even if we aren't happy we should be glad for what we have. I do live a privileged life; I probably average 2 or 3 hours if real work a day, yet I earn more than most full time workers I know.

Don't be too harsh on him, no one gains anything from that.

Not trying to start anything, so sorry, but this guy just confuses me. It sounds like his life would be great if he could just dropped the expectations others have for him and be happy with what he has. Sorry if I seemed to bitter or dickish.
I know it isn't easy, but I feel like if you could just let go of who your family what's you to be, and just be your own man, you'd have a pretty good life. I'm no master guru myself, but ive learned a few things, namely that in the end you can never please everyone.

>Drop the family expectations
Easier said than done. Like I said, I'm kind of the hoes and dreams of my family. They're all rednecks, and they know they'll never be rich or educated, and they hope that at least I'll be able to have the things they never co uld.

Then there's my older sister. She is the one that encouraged me to get into science in the first place, and when money got too tight when I was ataschool she was always there to help me out. I've paid her back for the money a long time ago, but that feeling of Dept is still there, like I owe it to her to succeed.

(Also as a total non sequitur, my sister is basically mercy from overwatch. a tall, blonde pretty doctor, ex military, researches but still does actual medical stuff, they even have similar hair. This doesn't have any significance to anything, just thought it was cool and worth sharing).

>A hooker starts discounting herself,
>Gives you freebies
>Likes you sincerely
Start bringing your own condoms mate.

Tough spot ma, I don't know what to tell you. But the way is ee it you won't be happy till you drop those expectations.

Either way, I wish you the best.

I'm off then, working the graveyard shift tonight, so gotta get some sleep.

Thanks for a good thread OP ,night y'all.

Peace.

Confession: I'm a college student, live in dorms. Culinary Arts cause fuck yeah, cooking. Hooked up with an RA in the dorms, been with her for a month. Great chick, treats me well. Head game is okay, pussy is good. All around a good deal, I mean she really cares about me. However, met a chick that moved in from Kenya. Share the same Public Speaking class, got close with her. 12/10 Nubian Goddess, absolute trophy. Smart girl, super sweet and caring. She's into me, I'm feeling her a lot more than my current S/O. Probably going to leave her, feels shitty, but meh. Thoughts?

>Confession
I'm a bouncer at a club in Chicago, and sometimes in slow nights when me and other bouncers get bored, well pick some random drunk guy, go up to him, and just tell him he needs to leave. No reason, no explanation, were just hoping he tries to fight us so well have something to do. Had people get their teeth knocked out, get concussions, get stitches, but we don't really care.

I have said this before on here so I don't want to again, but I will.

I'm a Division 1 leading scorer athlete with essentially guaranteed NHL contracts that had 1 too many concussions and my brain just.. I don't know.. Stopped working right. I had at least 20. 21 Made me incompetent.

You think YOUR life sucks? I was inches away from being set for life in the NHL - I worked my whole life for it. Now I don't have memories, I can't.. I can't remember anything. I scored 2,000 Goals in hockey but I can remember... 10.

I'm 30 and basically brain dead from multiple concussions. Yea, I'm a good looking fit white dude that can bang whores and crate Sup Forums threads but my life is.. It such a shell of what it should have been.

Already have the shotgun I will live stream it for you cunts.

Do what you gotta do buddy.

dude please dont shotgun