All right Sup Forums, Story Time!
This one is called: Decent into Madness
>be me, 9 years ago
>m/, skinny afk, super faggy, super sadistic
>constantly bullied/beat up at school for looking twinky
>kill small animals for fun over 6 month period
>Start fantasizing about killing people
>on the road to becoming a serial killer, invent plans and scenarios in my head
>nearing 16 years old, on a camping trip
>doing some fun time time hunting in the woods
>shoot a few birds, last one was different though, not a clean kill
>Track bird to a small clearing, find it writhing in pain.
> shoot it again, miss, hit it in gut, fuck.
>It is in agony right now, I put my pellet gun to its head and pull the trigger, its dead
> bury the poor bastard in shallow grave, mark spot with a stick(did this to most of my kills)
>All of a sudden, emotions start flooding back, haven't felt anything in months, but now feel incredible anguish and guilt at the 50+ animals I've killed.
>Over time become slightly normal.
>3 years later, realize I am trans, start transition to full time female.
>FF to 3 years ago, f/ fully transitioned, awesome butt, okay tits, meh face, solid 7/10 would bang.
>Start to be really happy with life, then GF of 2 years dumps me for a bitch "friend" of mine.
>eventually start dating again, start dating a guy.
>things are going good, then 4 months in I come home super fucking tired from work.
>BF is home, wants to bang, I tell him no I'm tired.
>He persists, keeps insisting, I tell him no again, starting to get pissed now.
>He grabs me by wrists, throws me on bed, rapes me.
>Very hazy, can't remember what happened afterwards, repress the memory.
>4 months later find out he is cheating on me with multiple women.
>Suddenly remember he raped me 4 months ago, dump his bitch ass.
>Losing faith in Humanity.
>Be me, present, 24 years old.
>Constant PTSD and distrust of humans.
>Emotions start to dissappear again, feel killer instinct returning.