Last feels thread just 404'd. Here's a new one for anyone who wants to get some shit off their chest. I'll start

Last feels thread just 404'd. Here's a new one for anyone who wants to get some shit off their chest. I'll start.

>A year ago, friends from abroad were visiting the States for the summer on a work/travel program
>We make plans to travel the country together. They ask if they can bring a new friend they made while working here
>She's a qt from Ukraine
>We all go on a cross-country roadtrip and have an amazing time. Me and the Ukrainian qt become close
>Spend many nights together talking about life. Typical cliche romance shit. She tells me about her dreams of completing medical school and working as a neurologist in her hometown
>After the trip, she returns to Ukraine to go back to school
>We talk online every so often, but not very much. Since I used to live in Eastern Europe and still travel there often, we sometimes discuss meeting up when I return

Then, earlier today:
>Browsing my favorite fetish porn sites, getting ready for a fap
>See a recently uploaded video with a very familiar face in the thumbnail
>Heart drops, but I figure that it *can't* be her. She seemed so sweet an innocent only a year ago
>The video is definitely of her, dressed in typically ridiculous Eastern European clothes, drinking the piss of some Ukrainian dude before sucking him off and pissing herself

>mfw she last messaged me only a few days ago

Before anyone asks - no, I'm not giving away the link to the video. Feel free to find it on your own if you want.

Bumping, I guess

That must be some heavy shit Op

Yeah. To put it lightly, that's one hell of a way to kill a boner.

It's not even like she was just getting fucked or something. This was a sweet, intelligent girl on track to become a doctor, who only a year ago was staring lovingly into my eyes. Now I just watched her get covered in some dude's piss.

Call her out on it.

Jesus op thats deep

Have you thought on what you're going to do about it? Maybe we can help

As cringey as that picture is, it's not too far off about most of the people here.

I've thought heavily about , but then I'd essentially have to admit that I watch piss porn. Which, granted, is better than starring in piss porn, but still. Idk man, I've never discussed having that fetish with anybody but one of my long-term exes. Now I feel like it was just ruined in front of my eyes.

There's definitely no way I can get back with her now. Which makes me feel bad, because I don't know the circumstances that made her feel compelled to make such a video. Maybe she was in some sort of financial emergency, and that was the best thing available.
Of course, even if it weren't true and she was doing it for pleasure, that would be her first excuse. Since it's impossible to gauge her intentions, there's no way to escape feeling like I've been cucked.

I don't have any motivation to do anything, I force myself to eat now. I want to go I just don't have a good enough reason to

>Before anyone asks - no, I'm not giving away the link to the video. Feel free to find it on your own if you want.
Fake

Kill yourself

Just confront her about it my dude, since she's in the porno she has to be into piss like you so you won't be so alienated

That isn't a guarantee, I can think of many situations in which she might feel compelled to take the offer, even though she finds it disgusting. But yeah, I see your point. Regardless, I don't really want to be with a girl who's starred in porn.

Aight thnx mayne

How does one prepare for dying alone? Sacrifices obviously. But where does one find the opportunity to make sacrifices?

You don't have to get with her, just ask some questions to clear some things plus that'd be one hell of a conversation starter

I'll just post the greentexts from last thread

Heres some more

I believe you user and I understand why you don't want to post the link so just disregard what that guy said and you'll be dandy

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7 billion people in the world and you manage to find a video of a girl that is freakishly similar to you're qt gf? Even if it is her, fucking forget about it. She can be a freak, but human beings aren't like material objects that deteriorate as time goes by. People only gain strength in the experiences that don't kill them.
>TL;DR
piss on the girl and post on xvideos.

I guess, but there's no way I can take any of her answers seriously. At the very least, I figure that it'd be mature of me to give her a reason as to why I'm no longer going to talk to her.

I sort of know what I'm going to do. I suppose I just made this thread as an outlet for the strange, intense emotions I feel right now.
Last summer, I had to convince her to go swimming with me in a pond we came across. She said that she was insecure about her forehead, and the shape of her head in general. She thought that when her hair is dry, it could cover that up, but when it was wet, those features became even more evident. After we went swimming, she looked fine. Maybe better than before.

Now I'm watching her hair get soaked in urine while she laps it up. Fuck, man.

I've kinda already gotten over the "what are the odds" feeling. If it's not her, it must be some long-lost twin sister who shares the same birthmarks on her face and chest.

Life's becoming too much

She broke up with me about a month ago before she left for college. I had ordered her a ring that I had to return. I'm sitting here now drinking wine and beer in my townhouse. I have a good paying job, I'm going to college, a motorcycle, car ect. I wake up every day with no interest in what life my bring anymore. Food taste all the same. It's to the point where the only high I get is from recklessly riding my morotorcyle hoping someone may pull out in front of me. I honestly don't know how much longer I'm going to last. But of I do decide to take my life just know I've spent many years lurking here. There are alot of people who genuinely care and for that I thank you guys

I want to punch your stupid face and make you man up. You need to get your noodle wet and live a little. Go on vacation to a cool city and pretend to have a shit ton of money, hook up with a 9 and move on. Life's too short man. Just be whatever makes you jealous and win.

Star in your own porno!
Make your face be in every shot and start screaming her name when you climax. Finally at the end, look deep into the camera and say, "I saw your piss video you whore." Then shit on the floor for good measure.

Bumping this thread because it was like 20 minutes before the dipshit started the other thread without searching.

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Lastly, Google, defines badass as "a tough, uncompromising, or intimidating person." So checkmate Fuckers I am two out of three of these, because I am tough because I know that life isn't all Sugar Candy and Minuets, and because I am uncompromising because I know that to compromise the morals and ideals that make this country (America) the greatest on god's green earth is to compromise the very soul of wit which is brevity so let me wrap this up for you slimey Beasts: My Biceps are perfect and my prophecy is perfect and my wine knowledge is getting better and I have reported Each and Every one of you Gods Failed Children to Conde Nast's CEO for deportation and enhancged interrogation (man in Scumbag Steve mask puchnes your dick and balls until you sign binding nondisclosure agreement and agree to drink Pepsi exclusively during 20s and 30s (most important marketing years)) Bye

Cross-link this thread over there, if you want.

That video would actually be hilarious on its own without any context. Thanks for the laugh man, I needed that.

I never said I was going to become a hermit because of this. This whole situation is just profoundly strange and saddening for a number of reasons.

No problem. Hope the video is fun to make.

First I had feels and now I have cancer, thanks.

I just miss her

Finally met a girl after almost 3 years of splitting with my ex I have a kid with.

Fucked it up being too needy / depressed, scared her away.

Still haven't gotten laid since kids mom. Depressed, social skills went down the shitter when she left, afraid to do things/interact now, especially after being left again.

Average looking, in shape, 25, make good money working for myself (6 figures). Dunno what to do. If not for my kid I'd honestly shoot myself... but my kid knows when I'm upset, even at 2, runs over, hugs me and goes "i save dada". That's literally the only thing keeping me going