Can't take living anymore

>can't take living anymore
>can't kill myself cuz don't want to make dad sad
what do

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therapy

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>kill dad
>KYS

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ive thrown about $2000 of my hard earned money down the drain from tons of different therapists and medications. nothing works and nothing will ever work. there is no such thing as help

Fuck your dad

You think it hurts to live, it will really hurt when you die and go to hell. Find God, accept his love and you will be happy on earth and in death.

murder suicide, go chris benoit on your family

not helping.

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im in the same boat.
just try not to think about anything too much, i guess.

see not gonna waste any more of my time and effort

i cry myself to sleep ~90% of nights, kinda hard not to think about

also sorry if i sound like an attention seeking baby

Depression is treatable. A good thing to do would be to find what it was about the past therapies that made them successful or not. Finding a good matching therapist is worth the money a thousand times over.

how come?

Depression is an imaginary problem people invented when they lost faith in God. The faithful in God never experience depression.

like I said, I'm with you %100.
I hope you find at least one thing in the world to make you truly happy

You're not acting like a baby. The fact that you are fighting this is testament to your actual strength.

no it's not. also, depression isn't the main issue. had a severe panic attack over a year ago and went to the ER cuz thought i was dying and ever since my heart rate has been 100+ 24/7 and it feels like I have way too much adrenaline in my body all the time

stfu stupid trash

Ironic comment.

You have something to live for. Live your life in a way that would make your dad proud even if he dies.

someone is butthurt lol.

He'll respect you more for it in the end. Man up

i never said i have nothing to live for, i said i cant take living anymore. wasn't my choice

Sounds like a serious case of anxiety along with depression. You may think your problems aren't treatable, but that's the negativity speaking. Anxiety and depression are both very treatable issues. It sometimes takes a few tries to find the right therapist and/or medication, but the end result of treatment and self-care is worth the search.

kill your fucking dads face off you retard
>ded dad can't be sad
ez pz

Huggen duz lots and lots of Huggen duz

ive done a lot more than a few tries. nothing works. its seriously time to end it

iktf. Have you tried beta or alpha blockers? They block out the effects of adrenaline and noradrenaline. They're used to treat anxiety disorders like yours.

If you havent, your docs fkn suck, dude.

then end it you faggot.
we are born in this world naked with nothing, we own nothing, everything we own is an illusion of ownership, we fool our selves into thinking that we own anything. The only thing we really own is our choice, do good, or do bad.
but remember you will go to hell if you choose bad.

ive just tried SSRIs and some other kind that my doctor at my uni prescribed. do you have to slowly taper off alpha / beta blockers to get off them? if so im not going near them

do some shrooms first brah

or od on some morphine, i hear thats a good way to go

when we die, we will leave all of our things behind, the only thing we take with us is our choices. free will, that is all we own.

I've been in and out of therapy for years but after several different specialists and several kinds of medication being tried, I've found what works for me. Regardless of the seriousness of their case, each individual has a different biochemical threshold for therapeutic dosage of different medications. Similarly with therapy, each individual has their own needs, and there are different types of therapy and therapists to fit those needs.

>put on headphones while walking down the street
>Play music at loudest possible volume on iPhone or whatever music player you use. >"accidentally" step in front of a bus moving in traffic.
>looks like tragic accident
>dad will be sad, but the grief won't be the same as if you normally killed yourself.

For now, keep focusing on reasons to continue living and stay alive.

Have you tried psychedelics?

generally you should probably taper for a week on any drug, but you can def just drop them if need be. The symptoms do come back if nothing's changed usually though

but ssri's maybe made things worse, they can fuck with your body's ability to reuptake adrenergics sometimes. That effect goes away eventually though

in any case, what do you have to lose lul

yeah i was on venlafaxine 225mg a day and ive managed to get down to 8mg a day. went into withdrawal like 10 times. trying to get completely off it. i will look into stuff that block adrenaline

My friend is Tony and hes gonna comment in any moment. Man, and if your Dad doesnt love you?

try endurance running OP. always helped me