Feels thread

>feels thread

>Share them feels

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whys poo staring at his ass?

my uncle died last night he was in a car accident

I'm sorry user. He's is probably in a better place now.

I got married a month ago and it fucking sucks.
She's fucking moody and is pissed off 99% of the time.

do you think she was the right one?

Somebody please dump some feels. None of that tl:Dr shit.

Well, I know this is a thread killer but it's all I got, feels incoming guys

Kill yourself, she will only ruin your life.

nigga do you really think I'm going to read all that shit

Well if you have the time and want the feels... I warn you, it's pretty sad

Oh fuck, I love the story of Elisa Milicent Sinclair.
IMO the best thing to come out of Sup Forums in a while.

Like that is literary tier shit, the story has been with me since I read it, it was life changing. I love it.

Have you read the one about Ella?

kek

I feel alone.

We all feel alone here

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No? What is it?

Pussies, all of you. It's no wonder no one will fuck you.

Clinteastwood pussy generation!!!

Get used to it, soon enough you won't need anybody. Having friends is nice especially a few close ones but other than that its way better being independent. You'll be stronger that way too.

If you read it prepare to cry the shit out of it, absolutely worth it and prolly the best thing ever posted in a baww thread

fuck man tearing up over here pettin my doggo.

Literally the only thing that makes me feel sick inside is thinking of the day she needs to be put down

Does anyone here feel sad over the thought that there are literally infinate possibilities in reality and fiction yet we will never be able to explore 99.999999.....% of them.

Fuck i read this one 11/10

REEEEE!!!

Thx :)

Everytime I want to catch a small bit of happiness,
it runs away from me at full speed...
Also, it is said that when your life drops to its lowest point, then there's no way to go but up.
But I don't know where my lowest point is. And I don't know if I want to be at my lowest point...

For a moment I thought my friend wrote this, it's like a fantasy version of what he could have lived if I didn't take the girl he loved. She was a lolita, a "sweet gal", pro ana and a cutter.
Years after he thanked me when she went totally crazy "thanks, I could have lived all the shit you've been through" I don't think he really meant that though, but what do I know ?

I won't post anything else because it would clearly 'spoil' the feels of this work of art.

There's feels everywhere and the more I age, the less I want to see it.

>There are so many stellar systems in our galaxy alone that we will never be able to explore it all

>If we don't get warp drives we are destined to drift apart from everything outside our galactic supercluster so much that we will eventually not even see anything beyond our merged galaxies

>The lifespan of a human is so ridiculously small that if we don't manage to either expand it a lot or make digital copies of our minds we'll never be able to live to see all this stuff

And all the while people are fighting over abstract concepts they invented and worthless pieces of land on this deathtrap we call Earth

The lowest point is living because your body tells you to do so.

Dump feels shit. I'm fuckin dying over here

My cousin is a very mean person he told me that I was never discipline as a kid, so he called me a fucking retarded who will never grow up, never be successful in life,and your mother is disappointing in you, these are the type of thing he tells me, I'm even told him I'm very sensitive but he doesn't care......Here s always right about me, I never talk back to him because he's much bigger than me and I'm afraid of him

No shit, you got married

Try it before you buy it.

fucking talk to her. People mirror other people's attitudes. If not... roll a joint, sit down somewhere and just talk about it. Only way you'll solve the problem.

Finally a feels thread that's going...
>Be me >
21
>dropped out of uni
>lost my part time job
>lost 90% of my friends because I moved away from my hometown to study
>moved back to parents home
>Pic related
>breathing is the only active thing I'm doing
>parents hate me for being the way I am
>I hate myself for being the way I am
>the only thing that I have in my life is my phone, pc and my hard drive with movies and stuff
>an hero could be an option
>The thought of it still makes me uneasy but I don't see any other way
>psychological pain slowly goes towards physical pain
>My siblings are all successful
>I'm the black sheep in our family
>Noone understands me in my family and what I'm going through, since they don't care

Fuck.

I think I have to break up with my girlfriend. It's becoming clearer to me how much easier her life is without me. Since we went on a break shes been really distant even when we see each other and she's changed so much. I love her to death and she's amazing but fuck it feels like what we had is just disappearing and she's afraid to let go because she doesn't want me to fuck myself up over it. We've been together for four years and fell in love young. In a way I have to blame myself for it getting this way. I'm an unlovable piece of shit and everyone I thought cared about me disappeared over the years.

Just fuck my life.

I just broke up with the one. I dont know how i feel right now..

Hey user- kun, I'm the guy above your post.
You're in a real shitty spot. Same for me. Tbh with people like you and me, we just need to distance ourselves from other people because we fuck up their lives.
If she really is enjoying her life more without you it'd be the better option to break up. I mean you love her, right?
On the other hand if she really cares about you and would be worried about you after your break up, isn't that a sign that she actually loves you as well? Just ask her, and say she has to be honest Otherwhise you don't see this relationship going on any longer.

Why'd you break up?

Got four dogs all 12-13 years, god i dread the day they have to watch eachother go one by one. Got hit with those serious feels so early in the thread

Got dumped by my gf this week. Tonight is the first night since monday that I'm not drinking myself to death over it. It's been a rough week.

its a long story user

Ever feel you missed out on life? I'm 28, but seeing every one of my former classmates married and some having kids, while I am here on fucking Sup Forums, single, alone. I always think about loneliness, and sometimes it just goes away, but it is always in the back of your mind and eeks closer and closer every day, until you have that lonely day, like today.

Why can someone just want to be with me.

>wake up
>get ready
>work a shitty 7-5 at time warner cable
>fucking soul crushing
>come home
>smoke pot
>dick around on the internet
>go to sleep
>repeat
there's more to life and i know it but im literally wasting the best years of it doing the above.

Fuck, that is me every day. Except the only thing is I rotate gym before dicking around on my computer and going to bed.

Exactly what i was thinking man. what happened? There's a lot more to my story too. It's just been rough.
I'm not sure how or when to do this. I know the wound is still fresh but share if you need to user.

You know when it gets funny? When the loneliness piles up until you get suicidal thoughts. Those ones, that you simply won't forget. Was in the same spot as you. Now I'm visiting the doctor bc of it.

Just ended things with the girl of my dreams, shes got alot of shit going on and she has relationship problems.
Same day i tell her im in love with her she ends things with me, really struggling right now.

I think of suicide all the damn time dude, hell, I even say it aloud around others now. I don't think I'd every commit to it, though I've tried 2 times and failed like a pussy, but it is just a vicious cycle.

i shot a nigroid once

How long were you guys together?

Gotcha.

Fuck man, I did the same thing. I relapsed on hard drugs tonight as well... im a fuck u[p

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>be me
>be 23
>dump my girlfriend of 3 years because scared of commitment
>was out of nowhere
>she's heart broken
>still madly in love with her
>we talk a little bit
>fast forward one month to today
>"user are you okay? Saw snapchat did you rekt your truck?" "Okay, just making sure you're okay oh btw i'm going on a date tomorrow"
>heart destroyed
>mfw i did this to myself
>mfw i can't help pushing people out of my life

Well, the thread is kinda low key and my story is long and boring. So not sure if it's worth to even start.
Long story's short:
>My parents had a huge argument with their siblings
>whole generation of relatives shits on us
>In the end we were the ones who were right
>It was too late though since my grandma died because of it
>Got kinda traumatised by her death. Was 2 years ago
>tried to grow up and build up my life
>Parents expectations way too high
>Failed some exams
>My older siblings shit on me because they think I'm a waste of time and money
>They also think I'm doing this on purpose
>they convince my parents to quit supporting me with my uni
So yea. That's just the family side of things.
Tell me something about your story. Maybe we can hold the thread alive :)

This user, communication is key. I know we have no real context, but try to talk to her about it. Be sensitive though, maybe something serious is wrong.

Does anybody have some really good feels music? Like music that sings you to sleep on a dark lonely night. I need that.

enlist in the military if you can
it helped me

I feel you bro. Go see a doctor. There is no escape to this fucking cycle of disparity.
Even if you find someone that loves you, this dark side of yours will be a problem in your relationship. Get yourself fixed up and chances are you're more successful in finding your soul mate.

youtube.com/playlist?list=PLt6YDpKzs6NNUEGissoJP75DW_CtXyNPv

I'm collecting links from feels threads atm. Just started last week. Feel free to share

thinking about suicide=easy
do it=fucking hard

Well I live in Germany and I don't have a German passport. So that's not an option. I had to go to Turkey for military service and you know what kind of a shithole Turkey is. Also I have no money for a flight or change my passport.

youtube.com/watch?v=FzTLNXfTquA

also try out band -Ocean Lab.That gonna help you calm down when you feel bad and it;s perfect to sleep.

can confirm, i give the exact amount of 0 fucks now.

close to me
>20
>dropped out of uni
>FOUND a full time job
>living alone
>have no friends
>ignore family
moral of the story, fuck people, be alone and be happy.

Sup Sup Forumsros..

I met this girl 5 months back. We became fast friends and i integrated her in my group of close friends.

Problem is, i developed feelings for her. It's been awkward for me to be around her for a while now and she's not stupid and knew right away that something was wrong.

So i invited her to dinner yesterday to talk about it.
She just got out of a bad relationship before i met her, and she's not ready for another one right now. We both have conflicted feelings about each other.

We wanted to go out alone more, see where it leads, but later on we realised that it could go horribly wrong and neither of us wants to jeopardize our friendship because we became really close friends.

I don't know what she's thinking right now but i have really mixed feelings about this.
On one side i'm really relieved that we talked it out and it's not awkward anymore, on the other side i REALLY want to be with her. She's pretty much everything i ever wanted.

I'm the kind of person who wants an actual intimate relationship, not just sex etc. right away.

It's 4 am right now and I don't know what to feel Sup Forumsros.
Advice?

Cutting contact is definately not an option for me.

My grandparents who were together for 59 years killed themselves recently. My grandmother had cancer, very bad arthritis and was constantly in pain. She lost the will to live and my grandfather didn't want to live without her, so they took their lives into their own hands, drove to the family graveside and shot themselves in their car. Lot of sadness with this story in general, but there was one detail that hit me hard specifically. I need to give some background information first:

>Be me.
>8th grade.
>Find a plastic piano in a closet in the basement.
>Fuck it, I am bored. Let's play with it.
>First thing I learn is the melody in the first 6 seconds of this song youtube.com/watch?v=IWWwM2wwMww
>Instantly hooked.
>Fast forward to Junior year in HS, 2012
>Learned a lot more on a real piano, right and left hand.
>For my birthday, Dad takes me to a recording studio
>"You can record any song you know and make however many CDs you want"
>Do it and make maybe 50 CDs to give out to close family, friends, and relatives.
>Give one to grandparents next time I see them.
>Grandmother cries.
>Loves it to death and loves my piano playing so much.
>Grandfather loves it as well.


Now here is how this relates:

>Fast forward to 2016.
>Be me several months ago.
>Funeral service for grandparents is over
>Winding down with the family and sharing a few drinks
>Talking with dad, making sure he is okay and all
>Ask him about going to get their car
>He tells me it was hard, but it was a peaceful location
>He pauses for a second and then looks at me
>"There wasn't much in the car. Son, there was one CD playing when they were found and was the only CD in the car."
>Can't bring myself to ask which CD it was.
>I already knew the answer.
>Dad nods his head teary-eyed.
>"Yes user, it was yours."

In their final moments saying their final goodbyes, they were listening to my piano playing. That fucking killed me, but if anything I am happy they loved it that much.

I don't like it to be lonely.

These are 2 of the songs I had learned to play and had recorded on the CD. I like to imagine it was one of these 2 songs they were listening to when they made that impossible decision.

>youtube.com/watch?v=CdDDY5nVA3A
>youtube.com/watch?v=P2K7D-uMH2g
>pic related, somewhat similar to the graveside's look but smaller and ranch-like

you meet and probably talk with poeple in your job,and that keeps you away from madness and feeling of loneliness.

>wake up 1.5 hours before work
>spend 12 or 10(during the weekends) hours at work
>get back home
>it's 9 pm
>stay up on the internet til 3-4am
>don't get enough sleep
>wake up
>repeat

everything hurts and i want to die

why is everything so fucked up? jesus christ i just want to be happy for once. I'm so tired of the struggle to even feel 'okay'

i want to die jesus christ i'm so fucking desperate

i feel like the world is slowly breaking me

don't care for them
you guys are way cooler anyway, atleast i get to witness keks.

sounds like you're slowly entering to the friendzone user

that's tough, but it's such a genuine appreciation for your music, and that's more than what most of my family gives me for mine. I'm sorry you had to find out that way.

Just wished my ex (who i still have many feels for) a happy birthday. She said thanks, and never responded after that. Sounds petty, but fuck...

Not sure if that's bait or not.

people are assholes and there's always guys you can hang out with on the internet.

Gf has PMS, now she has it.
Is like a fucking hell,she doenst want to talk to much and she bitch about stupid things
What should I do? It s affecting me becouse we cant do anything and be happy for this days.

I wish it was. It was a shock to everyone. My grandmother had made a suicide attempt several years before this happened, but everyone assumed she was done and would never try again after that. They assured us.

Little did we know. I mean they had this planned down to the last detail. When my father and his brothers went to clean out the apartment, there were moving boxes already laid out, envelopes for the brothers and grandkids (will information, parting gifts, trust fund info, etc.), a list of what clothes they wanted to be buried in, the list goes on.

They had planned for this for years.

I'll just bump you.
I shared my story Now it's your turn Sup Forumsro. I'm waiting and listening/reading

Nice songs, Sorry about your grandparents.
Hit me in the feels.
Its my birthday and I'm sitting here in a feels thread.
Wondering when its gonna get any easier moved back with parents after being a drug addict and was successful in my line of work.
I want to go back but I know it will kill me. already slit my wrists once before yes vertical didnt work. Lie to my parents tell them im happy. Thinking about how to end it all everyday that wont fail. I hate what ive become used to be popular now im in a new town with no friends. Hold me Sup Forums

we call it "life"

Yea I know you're right, but what about physical love in form of a partner? Just fucking hookers isn't the way to go or am I mistaken?

That's the problem
On one side i want to be, because she's an awesome person and one of my best friends, and i would be ok with being just friends, but on the other side... Well i just want more.
I want to lay in bed with her, cuddle with her, kiss her and tell her how much she means to me...

Yet I don't know what i want more...

Happy birthday, I'm sorry I can't be there right now to play all sorts of video games and eat pizza, but until I can be there be extra nice to yourself since I cant. Promise?

Trips of truth

i've fucked 1 person in my whole life, like 5 times, that's it. I don't care much for sex to be honest.

Damn. *virtually hugs you*
At least they loved and appreciated your music. Old people have a totally different mindset than us. They've seen it all and I think it's understandable why they committed suicide. Especially in your grandma's situation...
Hope this won't bother you much Sup Forumsro... keep smiling and spread love with your songs.

If your looking for sex find a fuck buddy. It's not that hard, there are plenty of sluts out there, just lower your standards.
If you just want companionship, get a pet. Literally any pet will do.
Take care of them and they will love and appreciate you in return. Easy peasy.

needed somewhere to vent this

>be me
>15 year old 6/10 female
>recently broke up with beta bf
>decide to date a good friend bc neither of us had anything to loose
>all of our hangout time was spent at his bi-curious best friends house
>didn't have a problem with it bc I was cool with the guy
>one day they both went into his room where the proceeded to try on each other's pants
>doesn't want to walk in
>next day bf doesn't talk to me at all
>day after he broke up with me
>feelsbadman.jpeg

Well somebody got queered real quick

You're 15 and female? if I asked for tits I'd be Pedro

Where do I find a fuck buddy? I have literally 5 friends. None of them are really close friends with me and they're not female. They don't grow on trees.

Go in a bar, look around and if you see a grill looking at you repeatedly go over and talk to her.

Fuck her brains out.

Ask her for FWB

???

Profit