Be me

>be me
>go to college and join a frat
>cool guys, enjoy it a lot
>first day of partying, meet 9/10 grill
>hit on her, sister lets me know she has bf
>fast forward
>see her at frat house a lot, notice she hits on guys
>my frat doesn't bring many sororities over so lots of guys hit on her
>keep talking to her (usually drunk)
>notice she's kind of rude to me
>i enjoy it cause my last gf was a submissive pushover
>see this girl at every party with a different guy in the frat
>one night see her go home with good looking guy (still has a bf)
>friend in frat tells me he saw them on top of eachother
>decide to not waste my time with her since she's obviously not gf material
>be next day
>saturday, partying since 2pm

cont? (it gets more interesting)

Sure

>outside at a fire with a bunch of people
>sitting wtih two girls
>decide to smoke some dabs with brother in frat
>been a while since I had smoked weed
>feelsgoodman
>go back to fire
>lie on lap of one girl
>she strokes my hair for a while
>ask them if they wanna watch movie
>watch movie and another brother comes and joins
>one of the girl leaves to go talk to bf on phone
>is gone for 20 minutes
>I go to check on her
>she's outside on phone so I come back in
>see girl I decided to ignore
>she walks and falls on the couch
>"Whats wrong?" as I hold her
>"user, I broke up with my bf, I'm such a bad person"
>"no you're not" wanna come up to my room?
>Sure

cont.

Bump

sure

no fuck off

>walk up to my room with qt I met
>other brother and one of the girl I was with are in room
>movie just ended
>they leave
>ask her to lie down with me
>she does
>take off some clothes, tell her it'll be more comfortable
>we take off clothes and are now spooning really closely
>she begins to grind ass on me
>I start kissing her neck
>she lets out moans and I start to reach up her dress
>she lets me play with her tits and ass, getting into it
>feel myself getting hard
>she starts to say weird stuff, "you're just a friend user, I hate you"
>Literally says this as she is now on top of me grinding on me
>decide to test her, "You couldn't even get me hard"
>she goes "oh yeah"?
>flips around and puts nice, tight ass in my face
>last gf wasn't big but this girl is small, tiny, and athletic
>so light and easy to move around
>anyways
>starts to jack me off and force her ass in my face making me eat her out
>this goes on for awhile and I can't take it

cont.

Bump

>flip her tiny body over and hold her down so I'm on top
>whisper kinky things to her, trying to get her as wet as possible
>"i bet you dream about me cumming inside you and then pumping you harder"
>she says "we're just friends again"
>hold her and tell her to say me name
>"user, user, user, she moans"
>go to put my dick in her
>she stops me
>wut.jpeg
>try again, she stops me
>not a rapist
>slide fingers inside her instead, trying to make her cum
>she's screaming at this point
>I get off the bed and turn her towards me to eat her out
>then i hear the door behind me open
>its my roommate

cont.

>what is going on here (roommate is drunk as well)
>nothing, get the fuck out
>he walks out
>qt girls whole demeanor changes
>gets clothes on starts to act sad
>roommate and another guy come in when she gets clothes on
>she starts crying saying how she shouldn't have done this
>wtf you started it???
>I clear up that nothing went down
>we all end up talking and qt girl kind of acts weird at this point, staying near my roommate
>eventually all go to sleep
>wake up, all of us
>notice roommate and qt girl talking
>they end up getting in bed together cuddling
>wtf
>later that day notice them together a lot
>qt girl tells me we should forget this happened
>still see qt girl daily, she's now dating roommmate
>shit is awkward

am i a cuck, wtf happened here
not even mad I scored pussy noone in the
house has gotten b4

>still not sure how to feel about the girl tho
>i get feelings for people I'm intimate with
>even tho I barely know the girl still hurts
>feelsbadman

seems like crazy
should prob stay away from crazy
then again all girls are crazy what can you do

Sorry buddy

anyway my advice is to live it up and try to keep yourself busy
focus on school/ staying fit partying etc etc
opportunities will come and your pain will fade
chin up pal

Sauce?
Who is that girl?

I was in a relationship for a long time before this.
I've been trying to meet girls at parties.
Danced and made out with one girl at another party who ended up giving me a wrong number.

>where the good girls at

Here's some tits OP.

Ayy bro, shouldve gave her the dick anyway, fucking PC ass colleges call everything date rape anyway bro, tryna stop the boys from gettin their nut in

thanks user

this whole thing lasted around an hour, i tried a lot of times, but busting a nut isn't worth risking prison time

Unfortunately not really in sororities a lot of times, at least it was like that at my college. You should look into joining some clubs to meet others so you at least have a common thing starting off. Meeting at parties can be fun if you're just trying to hook up, but if you don't want to be let down when heading into gf territory I'd probably steer away from trying to do it within Greek life.

Kek

Nah that is not date rape or anything that could be misconstrued, that would have just been straight up rape.

its pretty difficult to find a "good girl" at parties anyway
maybe try getting involved around campus
whether you find the good girl or not keeping yourself busy will help take your mind off thoughts like these
once again bro keep your chin up life gets better i promise

She was obviously a whore, and a large one at that. You deserve better than that.

Yeah, I'm getting that feeling too.
>my frat is unlike the others. we party but they aren't "raves" like the other frat parties i've been to
>its more like "have a good time drinking, play some games, and casual dancing"
>unfortunately 90% of the girls that come over are good friends with everyone or is in a relationship which means its hard to find someone who's interested in dating

You fucking raped a defenseless woman OP. Think about that. You FUCKING RAPED A POOR INNOCENT GIRL.
.

.
Honk Honk!

Its so stupid how I develop feelings over things like this and over-analyze it.

Wish I could just be a pump n dump kind of guy

I'm actually not even bad-looking, I just can't do it.

>Sucks being a freshman

its not so much being a pump n dump kind of guy but rather finding other things you like doing that you can connect with other people over
theres a hell of a lot more to life than girls user and consuming your time with other things will help u realize that/get over it
how about getting some of your frat bros and playing some pick up basketball or something
you never know you might discover something you are truly passionate about