So I got some over-dose 3.5mg bars, and I'm used to taking them once a week or so a while back...

So I got some over-dose 3.5mg bars, and I'm used to taking them once a week or so a while back, but just got a good deal so I got some. Anyway like usual to make sure they're safe I'll nibble off a 1/4 to feel the effects at work so someone will be around if I have an adverse reaction or some shit (anxiety speaking).

That was **Thursday**, and I ended up taking one more 1/4 after work, 4 hrs later.* (total of 1/2 the bar)* Last thing I remember after I got home from work and then waking up (now) in my bed in my work clothes.

It is 10:30pm Friday. (I work 8-6s). So I panic, I check my bank records and internet history and found out what the fuck I did..it said that I went to mcdonalds for lunch like usual...mhm.. Then I call a coworker and he said 'yea, you came in yesturday, you looked tired as shit though, I told you that you could just go home cause you look like your about to fall asleep" (but I ended up staying till close).

He also told me I didnt fuck anything up or anything, I just looked like I was falling asleep on my feet.
How the fuck...

Jesus, pressed Xanax...just 3-4 months ago I was getting 90 yellow bars a month (r039) currently just got 180 30mg phenobarbital a few days ago as I'm cutting back.

nice, I only take them maybe twice a week, too scared to go through WD again

Welp. As far as crazy benzo'd out days go, you managed that pretty well. I expected you to have woken up in the next state or something.

I'm used to it sadly lol. Clean from heroin for 5 years, was snorting a pack a day (12-15 bags/foils) not physically addicted to the phenobarb so I've been dosing every other day. Tonight going to pop some.

Try waking up in a rehab wondering how the fuck you got there, even then they drugged me up badly for the first 5-6 days. Was getting around 975mg Librium a day. I caused that place hell.

At the dark days of my life I would take 3-5 a day, but thankfully I expelled the devil that is xanax from my life.

>over-dose 3.5mg bars
wot

I'd take 5-8 bars I was getting prescribed on top of a 5th of Smirnoff on my off days lol, God that was bad. Was the "worst case of long term benzo addiction they seen." For a rehab to say that it means something.

Benzo's are literally the worst drug on the planet.
Stupid as fuck, make you stupid and black out and steal shit and commit crimes you dont even remember. When I was locked up, I think close to 1/3 of the people I met in there were in for something they did after eating stix and blacking out. Felony bars, we called them.

I've been around this scene for a while now, and I have never once in my life heard of or seen someone take them and not have something bad happen to a varying extent. In fact its responsible for more bullshit than pretty much all other drugs combined in my experience.

Just smoke some weed and drink some beer, you'll thank me later... Whenever I take xanax all I want to do is get more fucked up and look for the quick come-up, steal shit etc. Its not worth it, I am all for freedom to experiment but in this case proper education should dictate this is not a substance that should be recreationally consumed.

They're amazing if you actually have anxiety.

I just use them to get to sleep If I'm having trouble getting to sleep. The first time I took 1mg and next morning I couldn't remember going to sleep but all the times after that weren't like that first time.

i always give them to women so they blackout. then i play with their tits (so i don't leave any cum on them). i don't think it's really rape either because like tits exist to feed people and i was hungry lol

Yes, taken at a medicinal dose, although even that I think is somewhat bullshit because its more of a crutch than anything.

First time I took them was when I was 13, somehow ended up with a 1mg daily script at an early age. Fucked my gaba receptors up.

Could take 2mg and just feel anxiety free. My metabolism has always ate up drugs like no other.

did you ever let someone give you a prostate massage while on 2mg? bliss

Of course it's a crutch, you're just numbing your anxiety instead of dealing with it. Not saying they're good for you at all haha.

No but I did end up cumming in a girl that in a way raped me lmao. She was grinding her pussy on my dick since I didn't have condoms and then she ended up putting me inside her without me even realizing it. All of a sudden I came. Thank god she didn't get pregnant.

haha you sound like one beta ass faggot. you busted and you weren't even inside? were you 12? was this your fat inbred cousin?

>Dosing barbz every other day
>96 hour half life
>not phsyically addicted
keep telling yourself that bro


Your hooked already.

She put me inside her without me even realizing, she was drunk and I was drunk and fucked up on bars. This was the first night actually that I moved into my own dorm when I was in college.

Time Travel pills?

Face your anxiety head on.
It cant kill you
eventually it will lose its power and pass away from you
what are you running from?
just let it catch you
You are stronger

Honestly I know I'm going to get physically addicted but I have a benzo specialist that's weening me down 10% every two weeks. It's because I've fucked my gaba receptors up to a maximum.

Liar
There is no such thing

I know bro..just trying to keep you honest no sweat
I was on 2 different benzos for 4 years
best thing I did was get off them
I would consider switching to a longer acting benzo and ditch the phenos until you taper all the way down and off
your doctor is trying to kill you

All good I'm far from being in denial. Been on the shit for 11 years. Trying to stay away from the benzos, I've already detoxed. Only been on the phenobarb for almost 3 weeks now but I'm weening down simply to let my gamba receptors heal up some. No worries either, plenty of cash to throw around at these god damn psychiatrists and health bills. Just sucks I know I'm going to end up physically addicted to a degree from them but I really have no choice. Tried not taking them and I was all over the place. Also have my mom holding onto the bottle so I don't get tempted to take a shitload.

And believe me I'm not going to die, I've been doing this shit for way too long sadly.