I'm 18, highschool senior, and socially awkward

I'm 18, highschool senior, and socially awkward.
I was at a sophomore / freshmen party just now with a friend who gets pussy and isnt awkward. Everyone was gathered around him and i was just there. I ended up leaving 30 minutes early. The whole time that i was there consisted of me following my friend around, and butting into his conversations with people he knew that i didn't
and even that stopped because he saw a girl that he was flirting with at a dif party we went to, and he ended up staying with her flirting and hooking up so obvi i'm not just gonna stand there. I ended up dipping early.
I'm 6'3, really muscular because i've been working out for 2 years, but am kind of ugly cuz huge nose (without the huge nose i'd be pretty sexy), and most of all i'm awkward af. Can't hold a conversation. I have a lot of girl friends (female friends not gf), but only because i can talk to them very briefly since i'm at school and passing period is short and teachers get mad if we talk. I can't have a full on hour long conversation with a girl. I haven't even had sex, and i've only hooked up w 2 girls. One was piss drunk and would hu with anyone who tried, the other was an unnatractive asian girl.
Idk what my problem is and i feel pathetic for leaving and needed to vent. I left the party 20 mins ago

Get lost

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Oh fuck you told me to get lost? Shit bro i guess i have to get lost since some random person on the internet told me to. Well played dude

and penis

Ik some people that use this app and i font want to risk anybody i know seeing this cuz its pretty pathetic so nah. But i'm a 6'4 white boy that wears Adidas and Y&R, muscular cuz gym, and people literally think im jewish because of my nose but i'm not.

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just shoot up your school faggot

Someone always has to ask on this website lmao. If someone gives me some actual fuckin advice that makes me feel better i will literally whip my dick out rn and take a pic

Dude those type of parties suck. Sounds like everyone was sober too kek just go to a better one next time and try to speak up more and get to know people. Dont just hover around your friend and hope he'll introduce you to people. Im an 18 year old senior too.

ask a random bitch on the street if she wants to fuck

try some social anxiety resources online, how to get over them and open up in crowds much better. If you have the physical appearance as someone who's easy to talk to (i.e. NOT wearing anime shirts or black metal band tees eternally) then that's step one already checked off. Next is working on how to talk, what to talk about, and how to keep a conversation going. And remember that "all the babes" these other guys get means nothing, you could be a master an communication and not have a significant other cause you just haven't found the right one yet, that's the case for me rn.

Yea there was no alcohol lmao my friend brought the alc that's why rrryone was around him

Dont let your nose make you insecure. I have big nose and it doesn't bother me. I think men should have big noses, it's manly, men with small noses are practically women and should cut their dicks off.

And with women just ask a bunch of questions until she replies with something you can talk about or relate or an experience with.

nice dubs

Next time show up to the party as a Knight. You'll be the centerfuge!!!!!₩oaaa

I actually have but they never work, all they say on how to have conversations is to keep asking random ass questions like "what's your favorite color" and shit like that. I'm tryna get in a bitches pants, not look retarded by asking random ass wuestions and looking like i'm trying tok hard

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But u r trying hard?

read books, quit watching so much porn, just come out and be yourself, eventually someone will like you, learn about music alot of it and be up to date about it because bitches love music. be confident but not cocky, watch comedians, its not about the joke, its about the story and the delivery, delivery delivery, and again personality. and some people are just boring and literally cant help it. if your not a party type of person and cant chat people up find a girl that doesnt like to party to and wants to stay in all night and watch movies and such, be around people like yourself. you think a backwoods country boy or girl is gonna like a city boy nigger or nigress or even white city boy and girl, no. just find people like you that make you comfortable duhhhh, and girls are not any different from guys they think the same way, hell girls probably want to talk to you but probably think the same way you do.

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It wouldn't bother me if everybody ik didn't point it out. Like if the squad is roasting on eachother, the only possible thing that they cna think of about me is my nose

Just get plastered, take off everything but a cap and slobber "analanalanalanal" everywhere

post pic of ur nose OP

Is this pasta? a meme?

I agree with u but i can't find anyone likr that lmao and i live in like the city that is always partying, all the girls ik get faded and drunk all the time. If i found a girl who just wanted to order pizza and watch some netlix i'd be really happy

Nah bro i'm srs

lol those are for the tumblr ppl who have no idea what a human being is. Nothing can ever be forced. It has to seem like you "ran into them" even if you carefully orchestrated a plan to "run into her."
Also this, if you're a nerd in a room full of jocks and sluts (and vice versa), most things aren't gonna work out for you.

Just keep sloberring "anal" till a girl pulls down her pants and..

Bring alcohol next time. Problem solved.

Post a picture of your face, so we can tell if you're fucked in life or nah

Ive never seen a jock in a room full of NERDS

Srs what wood a jock b doing in a room fulla nerds?

trust me THEY'RE OUT THERE. You just have to figure out what their interests are. Remember what biggie said "...ask you what your interests are, who you be with, things to make you smile, what numbers to dial" it's all about figuring out what they're into, or if you're looking for just a flavor of the night, making them THINK you're you care

you must not have been to any diverse parties

sometimes the jocks ARE the nerds, Vin Diesel's favorite game is Dungeons and Dragons u kno

Wear an almost lime green polo over a magenta one with the collars popped

Vin Diesel is not a jock lmao
every party i went to was just nerds, just jocks, or jocks & nerds nerds suck jocks suck pantera rules

and just fucking do interesting stuff, quit spending so much fucking time on the internet like i know everyone here does. go outside and do something like hike or something, try to talk up girls wherever, grocery store, park, fucking wherever. go outside and do interesting things like fucking sky diving. thats a conversation starter right there, go fucking sky diving a couple times, so next time your trying to talk up a girl be like " ever gone sky diving" easy. that will spark immediate interest in anybody and alot of questions will follow like " were you scared" and etc etc, bam conversation. you think anyone is gonna want to hear about how you beat your meat on Sup Forums for 2 hours then fucking watch some dumb tv show for another two. no. they are not.

Hahah i'm not a nerd don't worry i was on the football team and hang with mostly the football team. the dudes there weren't jocks they were tiny freshmen, but still the fact that i'm a fuckin senior and couldn't get out there at a freshmen party is what makes me feel pathetic

There it is, glaringly evident 4 every1 but u

I love doing crazy fucking shit but i live in a prison. my parents don't let me go out on schooldays. and on weekends, if I'm not at a party my curfew is 12am, if i am at a party my curfew is 2am. On a school day i can't just leave the house and go chill wherever. that's my problem. i only have 3 days a week to do anything interesting, and actually only 2 days because I'm usually with the fam on sunday

Make it rain on dem hos

what do u mean

U think it has some shit to do with age.

lol i'm not tryna say I'm cool either, i wasn't bragging, just didn't want you guys to think I'm a complete loser. ik lots of people but only at school since i can't have an actual convo with anyone except a few of my close friends

Weed n vidya on a modded xbox in the back room at the party will have permanent nerds there, drunk weed sluts drifting in and out willing to show tits to get high, and the occasional chill jock trying to relax and be around the jokers.

and that's perfect, hang with people your age, your grade. remember that in school you're not expected to be hanging out with college frat boys or some shit unless you're in a band and have connections or something. surround yourself with peers, age and interest wise

Man, highscbool 2 me was like a prison. Lost all my friends, made new fake ass ones. Eventually dropped em & 1 ended up an hero'ing lol

o shit
lol im not trying hard because ik that even if i do i'll look retarded and would feel like shit knowing i tried hard and still failed.

fuck that shit be a man, your a senior your almost an adult. go out and get a job if you have to and fend for yourself if they pull the " you live in my house and eat my food" type of parent bullshit. go out on school days, fuck ittttttt, and if your parents want to be harsh and do something like kick you out, let them, just shows how they really feel about you. i mean as long as your not parading around like the fucking boss, but your damn near an adult dont let your parents hold you back

so when a party comes around, make sure its with people you can vibe with instead of worrying if they'll even look in your direction, you gotta go for what you want

Yet here I am, fucking 18 as well but never been invited to a party or even had a girlfriend before aka never made out with anyone and shit. Honestly considering killing myself.

True. All the seniors at this school get drunk and high all the time though. I don't smoke and if i drink it's only like 1-2 shots, so if i hang with chill people and don't drink then they wouldn't think i'm lit and wouldn't want to invite me next time.

this guy actually has no fucking idea what hes talking about. no girls gonna show their tits to get high because no girl needs to anyone will usually smoke a girl out if they are a 6-7/10 or more. yea sure girls will show their tits sometimes to seem "fun" and "crazy" at a party and just brush it off like they were so drunk and they cant believe they did it, but no girl shows their tits to get high, unless your at some real low life party and those bitches are low life and ratchet as fuck

Same age as you man and I've never even been invited to a party or made out with anyone. Depressed as shit

You're 6'3" bud...it'll get better

tbh idk what happened. in middle school i was chubby and ugly af, and somehow i got the most pussy in middle school. not actually fucking the, just had a lot of gfs in middle school and had this one girl i stayed up face timing until 3 am like everyday. idk how but in middle school i could talk to girls for hours. then i moved to a new school starting freshmen year and lost the ability to talk to girls

Why not start a beer pong game? Challenge a couple of girls, lose on purpose, demand a rematch, create inside jokes, play it slow. At the NEXT party ask one of the girls to be your beer pong partner, say she's the best at it that's a girl. Challenge another couple, rehash inside jokes.

Girls mostly want to have fun and have their ego stroked, just get close to a few of them in a very normal way and before you know it they will start fucking you.

Also don't worry life is long.

mehhhh
you should loosen your tolerance on drinking a bit
tbh are those really the parties you wanna be at if that's the case
the ones ive been to are SUPER chill people that didn't care if you drank or not (though they would try to peer pressure you), it was all about having a good time no matter what you were doing. Maybe cause now in hindsight I was a bit more popular than i realized so people wanted me around, but from what i observed it was just about chillin, playing games, etc. Maybe things changed since I left lol, but that's all the advice i can give you

You're half right but it's happened enough times.

shit i want a job but i get home at 4 from school, eat till 5, workout from 5-7, shower and clean up and everything till 8, hw till 9, then i have no time in my day for anything else. and i do nOT want to stop going to the gym because i stopped going for 5 days when school started again and i could barely lift what i used to lift. it felt terrible. and if i stop working out i feel like i'm skinny af and get unconfident

That's great advice dude. they had a beer pong table set up there but they had no alcohol, and their parents were literally home during the party lol but i'm definitely going to try this when i go to a party w alc

Take the ged

does this ever happen i dont feel like scrolling through this thread

Go to college, major in s.t.e. then u'll have life

I definitely would but my problem is that i don't know how much is too much for me. 1 shot is definitely too little cuz i took a shot there and didn't feel anything. I don't want to get shitfaced, i want to get drunk enough to mostly be able to have self control but have fun. the party wan't even that lit, it had shit music, no alcohol, and nobody was dancing. usually when i go to parties everyones mobbing in the middle and i join and have a shitload of fun. this was more like a kickback, not a party.

and remember, no matter what you do, unless it was something extremely stupid, no ones really gonne remember you. i know you probably stay up all night thinking about that stupid thing you did or said, but in reality, nobodies gonna care and remember it, just have that fuck it mentality and do what you want, because even if you do keep doing or saying those dumb things that you usually stayed up at night thinging and regretting about, they will go away. because you will fuck up. so just keep fucking up until you figure out all the right things to say and do. and remember no one is gonna fucking react the same exact way. everybody is different and reacts differently. and remember just be yourself, the things you say and your personality might not work on one girl or person but it might work on the next one, and again be yourself, and be around those people that like who you are and vice versa, dont be fake. makes relationships both sexual and non sexual alot more easier and pleasant

Nope lol. people did give good advice but I'm not gonna post my dick tf

Literally, if ur awesome, in hs, nothing will work

U never lose control drinking, maybe reflexes tho

i'm really fake. i act cool af, talk about smoking and drinking, pretend not to know certain memes when people say them, don't join in on conversations about video games so nobody thinks i play video games

>OP

You should try some small dosages og ampethamines, and see if you are able to keep a conversation and talk with strangers.

Ps the best advice I ever got for getting laid was: get her drunk

idk but a scare of mine has always been drunk texting my dad or some shit. I never know when my dad is randomly gonna get mad for me being out even tho he said i can, and force me to come back home and I'm scared I'm gonna be drunk af and he's gonna realize. get my ass beatennnnnn. i have never been drunk so i don't even know what drinking does to you and don't want to risk finding out. like one time i came home at 2am with my eyes red (it was cold af outside and my eyes were dry, plus i was tired) and my dad screamed at my for 20 minutes not believing me when i said i didn't smoke. the next morning they bought a drug test and drug tested me, and a few weeks ago they turned on location on my phone so they could track me

Nobody likes a fake

In hs i would act fucked up, talk really slo, walk really slo. Pretend i didnt hear ppl so i could have time for a good response, just ignore them, other fake shit. School is terrible.

Lol how old are you?

the reason most people that aren't my main squad like me is because of my fakeness and acting cool.

i know you have to be 18 for Sup Forums so i am "Definitely" 18

Well you'll get caught and banned.

am actually a senior tho

Go to bed kiddo

I read chicks in your generation (whatever generation comes after millennials) aren't getting pregnant, the drug use rate is lower and like half of you faggots go to church.

What's it like being part of the worst generation?

um nope i'm good. lmao how long did it take you to come up with that. i have gotten some good ass advice from some chill people on this thread, nobody needs your negativity

sorry to break it to you, but you don't have friends. you have acquaintances. they just happen to have to be at the same place you are, at the same time. don't mistake that for some sort of friendship.

So your a sand monkey?

Get a job
>talk to women who can't avoid you
>save up for a nose job

eh i don't think so. i can hit up any one of them at any time to go party and they'd bring me along instantly cuz they think i'm chill. I'm good w people my age in my grade, but ppl in other grades are mostly acquaintances. i do have a lot of chill ass friends in other grades but most are acquaintances

are you 18? if you are do not let that shit happen. again like i said if you have to get kicked out then get kicked out and live your own life. it will be hard the first couple of months, but if you dont act like an idiot and you save up your money and dont buy pointless shit youll be good. and tell that asshole motherfucker of your dad he has problems. ask him why marijauana is illegal if the government literally has a patent on it. and your dads a fucking asshole that you dont need to be around. if you have to, smoke weed in the house, make sure he knows, let him kick your ass and leave marks hopefully, then call the fucking cops. you wont have to press charges, but it will get a message in his head that he cant treat his children the way he does. especially if you already do everything he says and do your homework. fuck that asshole dad of yours, no one should have to grow up with so many rules and restrictions especilaly when your 18

15 year old confirmed

Nope, i actually am a senior

No lol i'm a white boy born and raised in La. just got genetically fucked with my huge nose

You're right, my dad is a giant fucking asshole when it comes to rules and shit but without looking at all his stupid restrictions he takes good care of me and provides for my fam so i am thankful and don't want to ruin his life. And he loves the shit out of me, if i told him to divorce my step mom he actually would

Post a pic let's see what we can work with what have you got to lose you already came to b for help

i say just fuck it and keep doing what you want, but keep your grades up and do what he says. if he wants to beat your ass for smoking weed let him. eventually he will get tired of it or feel bad for it. and he wont really be able to say anything if your holding up your end of things. just do it, test him. he will realize what he is doing is not the way, he will literally get tired of beating you and try to find some other way like counseling or something. but again if your not getting into trouble and good grades you know etc. i dont see the problem with more freedoms. there shouldnt be wrong with coming home drunk or high as long as your not doing it in his house

i mean really if you smoke weed, come home high, he beats your ass, smoke weed, come home high, he beats your ass and so on and so forth, he will eventually realize that beating you isnt going to do anything, or whatever else.

Hang out with people your age? Honestly these young high school kids seem very lame. Stop being fake. If you pretend to be cool and stuff then you're actually pushing people away, which if you're trying to make friends, is not good.