ITT:Feels Thread

ITT:Feels Thread
>Friend has cancer, It's getting worse.
>She's going to be starting chemo soon
>Her not having legs is the best turnout of her cancer

It's killing me

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user if she dies she doesn't need to suffer Op
or if she lives she can be with you and her family
Either way its going to be alright buddy :)

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yeah man... what that guy said.

I know I sound like a massive fucking faggot but be happy and remember her for the good times you've had she would want that

guess im just gonna dump shit till im drunk enough so i can sleep again guys

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>when you think about what could have been with the only two girls you've been truly attracted to

i haven't spoken to one for 6 years, the other for 3

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Spend as much time as you can with her. Try to find other people feeling like you, so you can support each other at times like this. It's going to be alright man, just don't stay alone or it'll mess you up

know that feeling. yet its not that long for me for both. 1 and a half year and 1-2 months on the other

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How will she have to lose her legs?

Are they with someone else now?

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Fuck, these two brought me to tears. I need this right now

>I found someone lovely, but then she died.
Whether this is good or bad depends entirely on what part of the sentence you emphasize. Personally, I think it is better to die young before life wears you down and isolates you and crushes your hopes and self-concept and physical attractiveness. She will be remembered fondly, too, unlike when older and more neglected people die. Plus there are lots of great books and movies about cute girls who have dangerous or terminal illnesses. We're just regions of an extended chemical reaction, user -- it's purely how you choose to interpret things.

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I just wish you were not only text...

I know the pain

im sorry man

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it gets better because you end up focusing more on yourself as time passes, improving who you are

the bad thing is, every now and then, every few weeks or so you'll remember what it was like to have been touched by someone, looked at with desire/affection

its not so much the girls that i am heartbroken over, but its the loneliness

the first one has had a guy for a while, the other i couldn't find her facebook publically (i deleted mine years ago) so i don't know how her life is going

>be me 15 at the time
>first day of private school for my sophmore year knew most people on the bus that werent freshman
>see freshman girl immediate crush on her she was a lightskin indian black mix
her mom was from Guiana and dad is from Harlem
>try keep crush lowkey but she was around so much that i gave it away anyways especially when iasked for number on the bus before i left because i had to transfer back to public school and finish highscshool there
>fast forward to that summer we are offically dating better than expected both of us demand attention so we get it
>school starts and we try and keep up with eachother
>i start failing a class so i cut everyone off because help is for pussy to my 16 year old self
>she get annoyed and tracks me to the church i grew up in cause its run by family
>she goes and waits after every service to see me
>and my dumbass still ignores her
>by december shes a member and is in the female dance group for the church making her a target for the guys cause i bragged saying fucked when her and i were still virgins
>by april we offically broke up she doesnt know why but i knew it was cause of that damn class
>failed the class anyways cause i cant ask for help
>heard a guy was trying to talk to her and i said "shes fine she's not like the other girls"
>july on the retreat for the chruch the guy said straight to my face that he fucked
>took her v and everything bent her over, on her knees whole 9 yards pornstar style
>asked her about cause his story changed 3 times that night
>she says she was raped her story never changed
>she was telling the truth
>think about it and realised it was my fault
>she on suicide watch
>i made her depression worse
>her parents call her a whore and make fun of it
>be me now 18 she looks better but is still broken and numb now
> i fucked her up
>worried so much about her to the point where i get heart problems so bad they wake me up out of my sleep

I don't know how much I can thank you for this. It took you litteraly 3 seconds to type this, but thank you for writing it. Fuck

>just don't stay alone or it'll mess you up

I know that feel too well. I was suffering from an autoimmune disease a while back and for like 3 months all I could do is to be in pain whenever I try to move or lie in bed and be in pain. Naturally, I resolved to lying in bed with my laptop trying to forget about my problem.

Now my condition is stabilized but I can't leave the laptop on the bed thing. It makes me feel numb and peaceful at first but always miserable once it goes on for too long, which it does 9/10 times.

Chemo can rot bones. Not sure the science around it but that can happen. Of course it could something like bone cancer.

No problem man. Im just glad i could help someone this night

Do you have a problem yourself ? Something you want to talk about ? I'd like to return the favor

>before life wears you down and isolates you and crushes your hopes and self-concept and physical attractiveness

Man, I don't have those to begin with.

Huh, maybe you can get in touch with at least one of them. Just to catch up, you know?

She won't run from the hugh mungus

Oh well, best make some new friends.

Does anyone have a permanent link to this?

yes actually but not in the state to share it with this much alcohol already on me. gonna head to bed now^^. glad i could help someone this day.. thread will stay open so feel free to give me your best feels or shit. wanna cry 24/7 atm so it wont matter. read ya around guys

too soon

Good night user, tomorrow is another day. Thanks for the thread

> Have no friends
>Know a weirdo
>We become bf
>He shows me Sup Forums
>He have knows a gilr
>They have a relasionship
>I'm trying to confront my depresion here, but can't stop thinking of him.
>My mom lost her job
>My father arrives drunk every night
>Cant go to school
> Now i don't have friends or anobody

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It's 3am so this.

actually not my thread^^ just the guy who dumped shit till he wanted to go to sleep with these three i came to the thread^^ anyway im out ..

Have that kind of buddy,
Asshole kind, but a true friend.

He's through hardtime atm, hopes hes not killing himself.

i just found the other on facebook, shes still as much of a looker as she was then, its strange

she actually isn't in a relationship, but to be honest i never had a chance with this girl, i never even kissed her or anything. we were too different in regards to wants and interests. it was her personality i was attracted to though.

the first girl, i have lots of good memories with her.

its too bad life sucks as much as it does, at least we have vodka

Hugh Mungus what?

I can't drink with the meds that I'm taking.

It's not your fault

What kind of wizard is this.

I have less stress now in the workplace,
But bringing tons image of her in my head.

>killing me
But, I thought it was killing her.
Wish you a better turnout than expected.

>have no money
>want to try with a traps
>no traps anywhere

I just want to find a trap...

i'm sorry man, maybe thats a good thing though

i remember when i was really feeling like shit, i was taking a few hits of the bottle a night just so that i could go to sleep without thinking of anything

if i asked for help she wouldve never went to his house
if i never broke up with her she wouldve never went his house
if i told her about the guys she wouldve never said anything to them

Man I didn't come here for these feels.

Or did I?

>it gets better because you end up focusing more on yourself as time passes, improving who you are

i don't know what exactly you were thinking while typing that.
But its sounds selfish as fuck.

Which disease? I have one too. Seem stable but terrified it'll come back

Thank you for the kind thought.

My problem is more about feeling numb and detached. I spend too much of my time running away from my problems and potential opportunities.

Goddamn I am so lonely and just need a hug.

>be me
>15 year old 6/10 female
>recently broke up with beta bf
>decide to date a good friend bc neither of us had anything to loose
>all of our hangout time was spent at his bi-curious best friends house
>didn't have a problem with it bc I was cool with the guy
>one day they both went into his room where the proceeded to try on each other's pants
>doesn't want to walk in
>next day bf doesn't talk to me at all
>day after he broke up with me
>feelsbadman.jpeg

I'm not around user, but I'm here. You're not alone, it's gonna be alright

>love him so fucking much
>Tries to hide this girl he always texts from me
>He doesn't know that I know about her
>Know if I say anything it will ruin our relationship

Time to get high.

AS

I hope they can reach some sort of breakthrough in the near future.

Yeah what he said.

*hug*

n-no homo

I hope so. Maybe someday if I work hard enough, I won't be lonely just for a second before I get my heart broken again and I'm back to square one.

Thanks. I needed that.

Let me hug you too, I needed that before, I know how you feel user.

I am that kind of guy, exacly same drama

I understand his reasoning for hiding it, to not hurt me.

But the fact I found out makes it awful >_<

>All this ontop of being depressed is NOT helping.

What do I do

Well she still has her mouth

user, please wake up! you've been in this coma for 2 1/2 years now. we dont know how this will reach you but please, wake up!

I wish

Cheers to that

Lost the love of my life cause I'm to much of an asshole. Sitting here on the couch drinking whiskey wishing I could fix this.

What happened user ?

My best friend died last year. He had cancer for 12ish years. The first bout was pretty rough with chemo and generally looking like death. He lost a lot of weight, a testicle, and all his hair. He took it all with a smile on his face. We had a benefit concert for him called Brandon's Big Ball. He got better for a little while. Had a couple really good years, then it came back. More chemo, more hair loss, took his other testicle. several surgeries to remove tumors. He got better again for a while. Then about 4 years ago it came back. He decided that he wasn't going to do chemo again. He started eating clean, getting vitamin injections, doing yoga, writing, singing, all the things he really wanted to do before he died, he started getting better again, kind of. His close friends knew he was in pain, but he never showed it. He always had a smile on his face, even when he had to take a break from simple tasks because he couldn't breath. He had a hospice nurse at his house every day for the last 2 years or so. I kinda knew that his time was coming, but chose to ignore it. The day I got the phone call was one of the hardest days of my life. I haven't cried that hard in years. But I knew his suffering was finally over. I think about him every day, the great times we had doing stupid stuff, the 3 am conversations about everything and anything. Jamming on the guitars. Karaoke nights singing Tool AEnima to close out the night at the bar. I really miss him.

if only

All I care about is myself. I didn't use to be this way. Something changed and I lost myself along the way. I treated her horrible and I thought it was funny. Was a dick for no reason. Pretty much am a POS and I lost my one good thing in life.

Well you need to talk to him about it.

At least you realize it. If she really is the love of your life, do everything in order to get to her, apologize all the way, cry if you want to, but talk to her about it. Tell her that you felt lost, and now you just want to be with her, because you need her to get back on tracks. It'll get better user, trust me

It'll change our relationship.
I don't think I could handle that.

I really needed a feels thread. thanks Sup Forumsros

That would totally work if I didn't fuck it up before. If this was my first tome then yes. But its not. It's about my 6th. I know she still loves me but I really think she will be better without me. Tjays the truth and that hurts but I know it's true

Meh, time will tell. I'm in no position to offer any relationship advice anyway.

-So... why you don't hace friendes, girlfrien or something?
-I think I'm not the kind of person that people like to hang out with

I don't think I am either.

Thank you for the talk user. Probably won't ever find you again. But, my best wishes go to you.

Look user, you know you were a douchebag. Just put on a "mental limit" on what you say and what you do. Also, tru to work out or get a hobby, it'll prevent you from thinking about it too much. Still, if she loves you and you love her, I think you should go back to her and straighten the fuck up. You both deserve it

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That image made my night better, thank you.

Have anything we could keep in touch on?

I'm not the first user who replied you.

Thanks user your a true Sup Forums. I'll see what I can do thanks man

>underage and Sup Forums

That aside, what trait do you perceive as beta? Just trying to check how correct the stereotypes are.

its fake

>it's killing me
>friend has cancer

I think it is killing her, faggot

Spend some time on /d/ and pick up the amputee fetish. BANG. sorted

It's not killing you, it's killing her.

I'm guessing none of you have had a severe disease, like a tumor or stuff like this. When you know you have it, you only care about the people around you, and OP is right to think about him, he'll be the one alive in a few months.

Glad to be able to help you, good luck on your errands Sup Forumsro