I was thinking about driving to colorado and killing myself. I've got $471.91 and I'm in Baton Rogue...

I was thinking about driving to colorado and killing myself. I've got $471.91 and I'm in Baton Rogue. Is that enough to get me there? If not my mom owes me a grand so I can get there but I don't raise any suspicion

how fuel efficient is your car
what do you think will happen to you after you die?

just stfu and do it

That's plenty of money, you will probably only have to fill up 5 or 6 times

what kind of car do you have?

I'm asking because you could drive to my state and kill yourself and I could have your car when you're dead

2010 Lincoln Mkz (24mpg Highway I think)
I have yet to decide how to do it. I was thinking about taking my mother's pistol from her car because it'd be easier to sneak onto the trail versus the shotgun I have in my closet at my Dad's.
It's kinda on it's last leg but feel free to ask my mother if you see her

Just go to New Orleans. Party up $477.00, some nigger will kill you for your last $20.

you didn't fully answer my question?
wanna take a road trip with me?

I kinda want to be alone when I kill myself no thank you. But I'll be going to the Barr Trail to do it so.. idk I guess you could look for my body after and loot the keys of me.

I want to do it myself

how about you don't do it.

Nah, I'm okay.

So I have enough money to get there right?

Tell us user, why do you want to kill yourself???

is better if a random nigger kills you
I mean your family won't suffer thinking about how failed and loser their son were... instead they will all focus on manhunt the nigga and have good memories of you

you have not fully answered my question still and i dont care if you do it or not you could still be alone but being with a complete stranger facing his own mortality is something i would love to do and i live in rout and could get a ride back no problem

So why colorado? And why kill yourself?

he's a faggot and he dont accept it.

Man, faggot or not, don't do it. live the way you want to live, dont give a shit about others and don't do it.

Faggot

Stop being a faggot, african fag here and i have so many reasons to kill myself, but Sup Forums keeps me from doing it.

Fyi, you could go to Oregon and kys legally, like that matters but..

you should shoot yourself in the heart, so ur family has open casket burial

I mean it's tempting but it's not a 100% guarantee
how far is it from Colorado Springs to Rout? I;m thinking about it
I've always wanted to go there, the mountains seem really pretty. I'm not here to talk about my problems and I just want to make sure I can get there
How does /b motivate you to not kill yourself? I"m intrigued

yea I was thinking about doing that actually

its about an extra hour of a drive i live in wichita ks
also organ would be amazing to end your live in a beautiful death is only to be desired

You'd think survival is imprinted pretty hardcore on you africans considering AIDS, tribal conflicts, predators, venomous creatures, tainted food, fuckin...no food, poor quality drinking water, no drinking water... I can list stuff forever but you get the point.

You're gonna get to the mountains and have a change of heart, trust me.

My family owned a funeral home, we had a client that did that. Very considerate while being ultimately selfish.
There is nothing after death, OP, and if the billions of retards on this planet can find happiness in this world so can you.

fly domestic

I think you should procrastinate your suicide? After all you can always do that tomorrow, Who knows maybe youll get ti change your mind

well, i think Sup Forums is fun, you have : Memes, ops that deliver, and porn, porn is a reason for me to live. no seriously dude, you only got one life so just enjoy it.

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18 hour drive. 1,200 miles. Have driven that before in a night. Maybe you just need to change your scenery OP.

the Montanans are one of the most common areas for suicide travels though

this, have a fap, drink some wine, fuck it you can always kill yourself some other day

probably right but no, i'm actually white, and we have food, good water, i bath with clean water... can't argue about venomous animals, it's in every part of the world, i live in a religious country WHICH Sucks, so no aids = no sex!
nope tribal conflicts, predators ? THERE'S A LOT OF THAT because of sexual frustration

Do what the Japs do, OP, get a tent, and a charcoal grill, and get the grill going in the tent with it closed, pretty much the same as suicide by car exhaust, but you pass out/die quicker.

see, i just got a trips lol, life is fun

NIGGER

pic or it never happened

Tried and failed the other night with someone, to talk him down. None of us could reach him. He had it all set the fuck up and just based. It was awful. Be smart. Give it time. fuck, it isn't worth it.

Pick another state and stay away from my home. If I could reccomend anything though I'd say go to the sand dunes. Shits awesome

kek, there you go faggot

If you're gonna come to Colorado come to granby, I wanna watch someone die

if you wanna die alone i will more then honor that wish just come and pick me up and we can take a little road trip

tried to do the same a few years ago by going to Rome I always wanted to die there, my plan was to rent a car, get an exit bar, park in front of the coliseum and end myself
everything went right, parked the car, got the helium, the mask, the tube, everything was connected, but I pussy out at the last second

my recommendation do NOT go to a beautiful place to die, just do it in the misery of your smelly room thats the perfect spot, if you go out and see how beautiful the world is you might end up living

idk the route from google doesn't take me near Witchita, sorry man.
Well lets hope not. That would be very embarrassing.
Okay, I'll do that.
I mean I been procrastinating it since April
porn isn't enough for me man
I think I'll wait til the weekend so I don't miss any classes and arouse suspicion. Also I kinda want to do acid before I die but the guy I get drugs from is flaky
I'm going to the Barr Trail sorry man

I mean if I can find a reason to live I'm all for it

what if your reason to live, is to continue living until you clearly see it by yourself ?

Stop replying all in one post

dude its not that much farther and i can get real lsd for the trip if you'd like just take the extra hour or two and get me

see you are already regretting it
DO IT now in your room just blow your brains with a shotgun slug, planned suicide is a myth, suicide must be impulsive. DO IT NOW or you are just another attention hoe

Damn, ok then have fun. I think you should still come tho it's a pretty cool little town of around 1000 people or so. Gotta cash Chinese restaurant to go to

then why arent you dead also planned suiced is the best and most true form of suicide impulsive suicides lack the depth needed for a true offing

not op by the way

If your serious, nobody can stop you. You'll just try again. But if you just need confirmation of some type, do something that might lead to a total change. Not a sudden ending.

If afraid you'll have to articulate your thoughts better.
that's stupid
idk my throw away email is [email protected] email and can talk more about it (send a screenshot of one the replies I sent to you with '(you)' shit).
lol sorry man

just kys then.if porn is not enough, then there's no reason to live. good bye op you will be missed

take outta title loan, its not like you'll have to pay it back.

what could lead to a total change?

I'm on LSD now and can say that if you feel suicidal before acid, you will probably kill yourself when peaking. Drugs aren't really the answer either OP, I just do them to distract myself from my problems.

I hope you find peace either living or dead. I know the struggle. Good luck OP.

because I have a beautiful girlfriend, good job, lot of friends and plenty of money from an inheritance

but you should kill yourself now kid, you are a fail, ugly, dumb, autistic, free your family for the curse of having you as a son... do it now for your mom!

Well I tried have fun at the trail man

heres the proof

Drive to wall street and shoot up wall street

Moving away from the things that lead you to feel bad about who you are, get closer to something that can show you how to fucking accept yourself. If for nothing else but to exist and find happiness. It beats the hell out of cashing in when you can have so much more.

My ex friend committed suicide. Good riddence

one or two days more, i cant see the harm in that

Man, there's a radio near my town, in this radio there's a medium (dont know if the word is correct, it mean some one that can "talk" or geat info of someone who's dead.

She say, yes there is still life after life. Nothings change between our life on this earth and the "dead world". You still live. You're with your family.

But for those who did something very wrong, a rapist or something like that, don't get to the dead world aka the paradise. Same thing for those who kill themself. They stay on earth, learning of their error until they can reach the paradise.

This is serious, make some research on google. Don't do it man, you deserve to live and not to die. Live your life the way you want and don't let those kind of bad idea reach your mind

you should do oxy, nothing matter anymore when you are on opiates and you are drooling happy as a child opening the sweetest candy

Ur not gonna do it or u woodnt tell us where

see ya man. I think maybe I'll post again when I get there and say goodbye to /b before I do it
Nah I did the math I got enough money
thanks
idk what's wrong with you man but be yourself
no I meant take a snippet of one of my replies to you and email it to me so I know it's you
Why
I'm stuck at LSU cause it's a decent school and I can go here for free

Until you get sick, and it feels like your existing in broken glass.

i needed my yous so i made that post
i sent you an email

There are times, looking back, i would rather have died then go thru

Never understood these people whose only possible conception of suicide is in some other state or country, but who don't seem to realize that this is the fucking end of their life

Why not buy a gun and rob a fucking bank? If you get caught then just shoot yourself or start shooting at some cops. If you don't get caught, and it's likely you won't, at least buy a first class ticket there or some heroin to OD on or something geez

If you have the balls to end your own life at least have the balls to do something in style

thats when OD and your misery ends

yo im in baton rouge what the fuck who are you or how old are you

- Suicide is our hobby

OP, may you find peace. god's speed.

You live about an hour away from me, come down ill get you some heroin and you can OD peacefully and painfully.

idk man I think that sounds okay
I'm not a shitty person I'm not gonna kill innocents
I'm 18

Go there and sling dope thats what id do

Suicide threads are so lame lately. These trolls can no longer come up wiith something worth a while in their "story".

OP, spend your 471 on beer, weed and shrooms and share with Satan. maybe by the end you won't be suicidal. if you still are then get the grand from your mom and go to south america and do ayahuasca

and then if you're still suicidal i will buy you a ticket to colorado myself

this

Maybe, just maybe there's something there typical haven't seen yet. Something, your missing. And maybe, it is only a few days more until you reach that thing. In any case, maybe discard going to school. It's bullshit if your just going to crash. Just find your freedom. Whatever the fuck. Throw it all away and start over.

ok so just shoot yourself then. Way to ignore the rest of the post

If you want more info about this just ask or make some research. It's 100% true.

You'll get no gain from being dead. Nothing.
You're just wasting time for your soul to get to the paradise with your family. It would take less time to live 90 years and die naturaly or from something you havent wanted like a car crash..., than killing yourself. Take the time to live, of course you'll find the meaning of life. And yes, in this shitty world, there are way more people that have a real reason to do it, but don't.

I got something worse then death for you OP
>save all that money
>find a cause to dedicate yourself too

Continue the suffering.

I agree with this guy. Rob a bank first go on a high speed pursuit and make a big scene then kill yourself. Or rob the babk hide the money somewhere and make a thread on b with some obscure decipherable code leading to the cash and your dead body. And some user will post it on Sup Forums so we have confirmation once and for all if op truly is a faggot who either delivers or dont.

does literally every american have a gun?
shit i'm jealous..

This is probably what I'd do in this situation. Honestly can't say.

You could probably just hitch a ride with someone. You wont get raped.

which one are you?
I mean if you guys wanna go rob a bank and do all that shit then go but I'm gonna do what I want
I'm okay with wandering the earth that sounds cool actually. Either way I end up in paradise, at least to my understanding.

i add to these facts, i'm not really into religion, i'm a "christian", both parent are, nobody practice it, only my mom. I don't really believe religion at all. But for thee facts, and you can trust me, what she say is 100% true. You could ask here something that not even true about someone in your family, she'll know your are lying

She's not a liar. My life wont change if you're dead or not. But your family will, for the rest of their life. Don't do that to you, and not to them.

this is the most childish comment I read in the whole day, thats a lot to say kid, well done!

Nobody wants to outlive their kids. Not really.

No you'll not end in paradise. Not even reach it that way. Your soul will stay on earth, seeing your family crying your lost without being able to talk them, touch them or have any contact with them.

Tell us more about you

Then why post? Just kill yourself pussy! Quit whining about how shitty your life is and eat a fucking bullet faggot! Or are you wanting a pity party?

Ignore it OP. You can see what's real.

what a blast

>outlive
>outlive their kids

Sorry my english is really good and i didnt understood what mean "to outlive"

I'm still okay with that
I mean, I just wanted to know if had enough money to get there.. then everyone asked questoins and I'm waiting til night so I can sneak in and take my mother's gun to COlorado
to live longer than