Feels thread

feels thread

Broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years yesterday. Even though I feel relieved it's also rather depressing. Feeling pretty empty right now.

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this one always gives me the feels

>kissless friendless virgin

it makes me cry if i think about it how there people exactly like me in the world keeping their head down, not taking an easy way out. no suicidal thoughts, no depression. just getting through the day only to come home to nothing for your whole life, just empty chairs, couches, beds everything just empty

> be me
> be 40
> don't get diamonds for 20-somethings anymore
> not ED, just can't see myself with a young chick

LIVE WHILE YOU CAN, user. LIVE FOR ME.

>Be me 14 or 15 cant remember
>Dads gf dies in a horrible firework accident in Mexico and we're in the states but she miraculously lives if only for a few days.
>Dad gets news, hes sad but not too sad because she lived even if she is charred from head to toe with no possibility of regaining her physical appearance which once was.
>I don't know and it remains that way until a few days later when my dad gets a call at night with the news that she passed away after days of attempting to stabilize her. I just hear my dad telling the other person not to tell him that and i burst into his room not even knowing whats going on.
>Aunts and cousins come over to cheer him up even and i feel helpless because i never really met her just saw her from the back, I didn't feel anything i just knew that my dad was in pain and i couldn't do anything.
>Family leaves except 3 of my cousins that stayed the night with me to keep an eye on my dad with me.
>I stayed up all night on a chair staring down my hallway just waiting and waiting and waiting, occasionally checking to make sure my dad wasn't doing something he would regret.
>Not until everyone was waking up did i get some few minutes of sleep and when i did i walked into my kitchen to see my dad all dressed up washing dishes, and when i attempted to wash the dishes he said it was ok and that he would do it.
>He wore glasses all day and the next and throughout that time period i never broke into tears i kept it bottled up until i told my sister about what happend that first night.
>Fucking FIN Faggots

Those chair don't just magically fill themselves, you must do your part to get someone there. You can't just live your life doing nothing, and cry in the evening because nothing good happens to you.

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HAHAHAHAAA i fucked up on the second line yea she didnt die kek

He forgot a comma

Holy fucking shit this really made me fucking crinnnnngeeeeeee what the fuck i would have hit her in the head with that shit took her to the back chugged that shit till it was half full and plowed right into her anus whhhhut thhhhheeee fuuuuuuug

This has me on the verge of tears

He has a selective memory this is michelle

Sup Forums help me please, i really love my best friend (in a romantic way) and she knows it. She has already rejected me a couple of times and told me that even though she really loves me and we talk everyday and hang out, she just can only see me as a friend. This really hurts me, specially when she is with other men, but i had never had such a close friend before her and dont wanna lose her. Yesterday she asked me if i was alright since i seemed a little depressed, and I told her i'm not sure about our friendship anymore. In a couple of hours i'll have to decide whether I continue our friendship or just let it go. What do Sup Forums?

this is michelle? this has me confused? your the chick?

oh wait no that guy is michelle oh user you silly beast

If being her friend brings you more pain then not being with her at all don't be friends with her its your life make yourself as happy as possible

broke up with gf at the weekend

>she was flirting with other guys in the pub
>it was innocent though just got annoyed because i was only out with her
>want to leave, tell her lets go to a diff bar
>she tells me to leave and get food and she will stay
>leave pissed off
>ask her if she still wants me when she gets home at 6am
>she said maybe it isnt working and gave a few reasons
>overreated from being drunk and angry and said its done instead of confronting the problems and telling her it can work
>slept
>woke up and felt bad
>sent depressive texts and said we should give up drinking
>she blames me and wont talk to me
>tried to tell her i made a mistake and she said its done, dont talk to her
>havent slept since

feels badman

wholeheartedly agree with this. i had to keep my distance and burn a bridge because she was hurting me deeply. as much as we wanted to be friends, even she didn't want to hurt me like that...

we still talk, and i do want to be friends with her. but every time i see her photos, insta, snap, whatever, it still hurts a little. and that's how i know i'm not ready for that friendship yet.

she cheats on you and gets to make you feel like a loser. nice

why do you feel bad over a bitch that was flirting with other guys? Innocent or not that shit ends up in innocent sex. God user your a stupid mother fucker, this kind of shit pisses me off.

Did you keep the distance but kept talking user? I am thinking of letting her go but dont really know how

i dare you to have a shittier life at my age than me Sup Forums

this all happened within the year

>be 18

>divorced parents
>second year at community college regretting it
>havent fucked a girl in about a year
>tfw no gf
>dad has leukimia
>parents think that im an addicted to weed when im not
>had to put dog down
>girl i was talking to for about a year stopped replying to me

shoot me Sup Forums

Lol quit bitching you upper middle class asswipe, those arent real problems.

Except The dad cancer and dog thing, sorry about those

ya fam, if i were you i would leave her. like completely leave her. i know its harsh to say but if its hurting you that much its going to feel a lot better as time goes on when shes not around. and dont give in by hitting her back up. go cold turkey. ive had a similar situation and i just stopped talking to her and told my self i would never talk to her again. it helped a lot. and don't worry about finding another friend user, you got about billions of people in this world to talk to, you will find another, promise.

lmao thanks

it wasnt full on flirting she is just social as fuck when shes drunk
shes amazing when shes sober but is a childish drunk. she ended up going to some music festival and breaking in.
i really doubt she'd cheat, shes been cheated on loads and knows its a fucked up thing to do
we were fine on thursday so happy got a chinese and jammed watching shit
when she got drunk she ignored me to socialise and i took it badly (i had a head full of drugs from the night before)

cant accept that i ended it without even trying to talk properly

when you know the feels

if its over its over user. im sorry to say but if she's THAT mad at you then its up to her if she wants to talk. And if she does give you the chance dont fuck it up

Hue hue
>Be me 15
>Dad gets severe pneumonia (verge of death)
>Visit him after school as much as possible
>Decides he's going to let his sisters manage his medical problems instead of his more capable daughters
>My sisters decide fuck it let him be even though i want to continue seeing him
>ffwd a couple weeks he's recovering at home
>tell him that im going to pick up my stuff because hes being a dick to me even though it wasnt my plan
>Get to my dads house and get greeted by my family but i ignore them and go straight for my room only to find out that all of my belongings are already in a trash bag in the garage.
>mfw my dad could give a shit about my feelers
>He trys to talk to me but i blow him off and leave and tell him never to talk to me or my sisters or ill fucking finish him off.
>Anyways weeks go by and im really not to bothered, i have my gf and we're pretty happy together but near the end of summer vacation and suddenly ive changed alot and its over boo hoo, feels bad man
>Birthday passes and not even a happy b-day from my creator, at this point i could care less.
>Fast forward even more, my mom accuses me that i have been touching my little brother, and i go fucking balistic and tell her off then storm out to my sisters place.
>I chill there but i feel like complete and utter shit i could die and have been happy with, but i find the better soultion and take a bottle of whiskey and walk to my dads house which is around a mile away so imagine that.
>Its 3am and its fucking freezing but i dont stop and to comfort myself and look at the moon and to my surprise its a full moon which was the moon i told my ex gf was our moon which made me feel like even more shit.
>I get to my dads house and go to the backyard and pull up a chair and drink that shit all
>Its super cold so i decide to crawl into my dads truck to warm up a bit before i have to walk all the way back to my sis place.
>Get to her crib, sneak inside and fall asleep.

oh i almost forgot, the day we broke up was on my moms b-day lolololololololol what a troll that cunt was

KYS fag

>be me
>be 19th century
>be a nigger
>be nigging for free cause slave
>slave owner rapes wife to death
>slave owner rapes kids to death
hide yo kids hide yo wife
Too late for that shit
>rapes me to death
>never got to finish picking that cotton

>when she got drunk she ignored me to socialise
It was already over, sorry user. read the signs and move on.

Spiderman thread?

I'm not the only one

never had sex, im 21 already. im a plebian actually. i live in a neckbeard nest by myself, eery day is a challenge to even get out of bed. I really wish i wouldnt wake up, but you know...im too pussy

look where youre posting

been there, done that. tired to drink my self to death, but eventually as my health got worse I figured hey you know, theres always time to kill my self later. why not get up and give this whole shitass life thing a try?!

>grew up poor, we didn't have much but we always seemed to manage to get by (mom was amazing budgeter)
>never had real birthday presents only pizza and home made cake, only christmas presents because of religion (think legos, mp3 players, etc)
>lots of fighting, never any major violence though lots of broken plates
>turn 18, feel more adult, fighting has started to become less and it feels more like a real family
>mother calls me, says they're driving home and they have a surprise for me
>parents and little brother died in car crash seven years ago
>all I have left of them is some pictures and a ps3 which broke during the crash

I feel for you bro, just hold the ones you love close.

i'm in a very similar situation m8
have you ever done anything sexual with her?
what does she mean she "loves you"
does she have any personal issues you know about?

>turning 20 this month
>Thought I fell in love at 17, got engaged at 18, broke it off at 19
>Best friend passed away in a fire when I was a kid
>Have severe anxiety leading to depression, can't talk to women, never kissed anyone
>Used to be bodybuilder, once engagement got broke off became sheltered
>Stay at home whenever I'm not at work
>Drink and cry myself to sleep because I'm too much of a wreck to be fixed
>Think daily about suicide, attempted to overdose several times but EMS always shows
>Only thing keeping me alive is the knowledge that somewhere out there, there might be someone who can teach me how to love myself
>Also be faggot, apparently
>also have skin cancer, but that's whatever
>Only friends are the assholes on a shitty message board who I've never met and never will meet

Does anyone have more of this user>