Wanna talk about it?

Wanna talk about it?

fk u

ive thought about it and it became clear.
to me, deerfucker user is the king of Sup Forums

i want to kill myself and everyone i know

Why is that?

Sometimes I shit on the floor in public toilets. It used to be funny, but now it's almost a fetish. I always carry a permanent marker so I can write on the cubicle wall. Usually something like "whoops, sorry I missed", with an arrow pointing to my shit. Last time I wrote "SHIT?" with an arrow pointing to my shit. That was 2 days ago. It's funny at first, but the more I think about it, the more I feel sorry for the cleanup crew. I haven't stopped, so I guess I have a problem

I want to murder anyone who has a steady relation or happy in general, maybe not kill my family, but I would want to go out in a rampage of unstoppable onslaught.

I really don't think I enjoy tuna on toast

This is your destiny. It's utterly foolish to question it, son.

So why haven't you yet? Give in to your desires.

If I understood correctly, you want to take revenge on everyone who is happy while you are not? (Not judging, just to make it clear.)

Why are you not happy?

I haven't prepared yet, I would need a Gun. If I do something that bad, I want to make it history.

I fucking wish she had it in her soul to consider someone else's feelings and not be so stuck up through her poetry classes that all that matters are her own. I wish she wasn't such a self-centered asshole. I wish I had never told her what I had done and I wish that I never did it. I wish that she had never made me agree that it was ok to do. fuck her and her bullshit.

I'm struggling from severe depression, everyone who cared about me leaves, everyone I loved has left, I'm a lost cause pretty much, I've been having a lot of thoughts about walking into a mall or some largely populated area and just unloading all over people with an assault rifle.

Nice dubs. What did she tell you to do, if you're willing to share? Was she always like this or is it a recent thing?

I love someone who broke up with me 2years ago(by leaving me and everything else behind them)
I want to die

We know you're not going to do anything. You'll probably cool off, and collapse onto yourself in a deeper pit of despair and loneliness. You'll still be around even if you hit rock bottom. You might even eventually start taking medicine for your problem and date a hambeast who helps you mask what a worthless edgy pussy you are, while you try to forget about the fact that you're going to die eventually.

2/10 life

I am sorry to hear, user. I don't think you are willing to take a faggot Op's advice at this point, but you shouldn't try to murder anyone. Just think that you will cause on someone else the same pain you feel. I don't really think I had to tell you this, but I am worried and prefer to bothersome than neglect you.

Is it just because about her that you want to die? Why did she broke up with you?

I have a pretty steady lifestyle, I'm pretty serious about this, if I hit rock bottom I guarantee you a suicide.

she graduated from college. we broke up first because she didn't want to hurt my feelings when she left and she didn't want a long term relationship. she just wanted to be friends. she just told me randomly one day. broke my heart and I felt like ass for a whole month. cried like a bitch the first week afterward.

we get back together and she makes me specifically agree not to be afraid to look into other people because she plans on leaving. I agree but don't intend to at the time. eventually she keeps reminding me how many weeks it'll be before she leaves. I tell her that she doesn't have to, it would be easy for her to find a job here (she was a comm major, easiest shit in the world) and that august is the perfect time for finding a rent apartment or she could even stay with me for a while. no response. we both loved each other, or so she said.

one day after work I go to be favorite bar and chat it up with this girl. long story short I went there several times with this new chick and one night after six consecutive beers and two shots of bourbon she starts to leave. I follow her and have a mild 5 second make out session. I feel horrible afterward and feel like a have to tell my gf. a drunken mistake. basically she drops all contact with me and won't respond to anything. eventually see her after a month and tells me that I was the one completely in the wrong and that I have problems that I need to fix. I asked her what those were and the only one was that I shouldn't have done that. that was it.

I don't want to actually die, it's just I feel like I'll never find another one like her because she was so perfect and was actually into me.
Only reason I can say she left is to find something new completely(life the way we were living was somewhat toxic and the same old)

Op is a faggot thanks for helping me get this off muh chest

bump

>Ask a girl out yesterday
>"I have a boyfriend"

I understand you, I'm actually going through the same fucking thing, she leaves, comes back in a few months, and this bullshit. Fucking tore me apart when she left.

You're not alone, user.

they all do when it's convenient, user.

Because of Sup Forums I don't want to have children, ever.
My daughters will turn into nude-pic-sending-whores and my sons will fap to beastiality and fantasize about raping their mother.
Fuck you faggots

I wish my girl would at least come back every few months. Instead I hadn't seen or heard anything new from her in over at least a year until just the other day. I was flabbergasted that she was even here to the point where I was a bumbling idiot in front of her.

I can remotely relate (TL;DR my ex gf forced me to have an open relationship but she got extremely mad and humilliated me for kissing two girls). Anyhow, seems like she had her own troubles and brought them to you. This is shit advice, but at some point you should try to move on and forget her.

I see. I am sorry for you, user. I'd like to say that "time cures everything", but since I am a manchild and clueless about life, in compensation for shit advice I can listen, if you want to talk about it.

I feel you.

Did you love her or was it just an embarassing kind of situation?

Of course there's a risk that will happen, but is it not a bit extreme to turn your back on a full aspect of life because of some dumb people on an edgy image board?

I would be the same way if she came back or even texted or called me. but at the same time I feel as if I wouldn't trust her at all. I'm the user who wrote the essay post on why she got mad at me for doing what she told me I could do.

I really hope I can drop these last 10 pounds.

i hate those gay trap threads but i'd belong in one of them perfectly just shave and wear some female clothing fml

Just an embarrassing situation. First girl I've asked out in a while though.

that's what I've been trying to do. whenever I'm alone I always think about her, so I try to be with or talking to friends as much as possible. also hit on a qt3.14 at work yesterday. she works just down the street, will continue that lead. also, I ended up getting some pussy from that girl I kissed anyway after my gf basically signaled to me that it was over.

what can I do to fatten up my gf?
>inb4 marry her

Pic related.

Welp, embarrassing situations come a dime a dozen whenever it comes to asking girls out. You'll find your mojo. I once asked out a girl who was openly lesbian, with girlfriend, and didn't know about it.

Well done. Keep trying with the girl at work. And congrats on the break-up hook up.

Is she skeletal or something? Why exactly do you want to? (Just curious.)

Sometimes it seems these hopes and dreams
All came from somewhere else

Perhaps I'll need to take more extreme measures then.

Digits checked. What do you mean, exactly?

I hope things get better for both of you anons, I know it's all I can do for myself. Later.

If I sat down to talk only about her I think I'd start to cry.
Time does help, we just have to help ourselves out a little with it too. God, I need to stop coming back to this place.

At least I know I'm not alone on this venture.

you never are. always remember that.

I have a weight gain fetish

I realized my friend has been fucking this grill I like. The thing is this, girl is also the best friend of his ex.
His ex doesn't know. Should I tell her

Also for context, am good friends with all 3

Im fucking stressed over my life.. No way go achieve my dreams (wanna be a big musician), i cant get a jo0b, im in debt and just started smoking weed.. so yeah.. im fucked...

Same situation, happened the other day. Absolutely humiliating

Friendly reminder: I usually am shit at advice. But I don't see why you should tell her, in the sense that maybe this girl will tell the ex personally, if they're best friends. At most, ask your friend if they don't think ex should know.

(I'm just trying to help.)

Maybe a start would be trying to quit, or at least reduce the weed. I have seen in many friends that it tends to drain the "ambition", in the sense that they become extremely laid back. About the musician part, do you already know music? If not, it's easier to start than it seems.

I am a performing arts students. Recently, some classmates and I formed a theater troupe, everything so formal and professional, so we could perform this fall for the "day for the erradication of violence towards woman" or some shit like that.

Thing is, what was originally going to be a 45 minute play on the subject with the purpose of getting some experience and scoring some money, has become an enterprise to demonize men, Tumblr style. Everything we're planning revolves around showing that men are shit.

The group is composed by six women and two men, but the other guy is gay and extremely indulgent with the ladies, so ultimately I seem to be the only one worried about this.

This'll make me sound like a bitch, but I am actually feeling discriminated and offended whenever we meet. And since all of these women claim to have suffered misogyny, and sexual abuse at their extreme (as far as I know, it's not made up), whatever I try to bring to the subject gets ignored because I just can't relate to shit. So I end up playing the evil patriarchy over and over.

I may just quit the acting part and help with something else, but it still makes me mad having to step down or fix the biggest flaw of the play just by myself.

I really hate my life lately. She's turned into such a bitch. I really can't decide on suicide or divorce

Nice dubs. What has happened with your spouse?

Shit hole mexicans that work where I work, do absolutely nothing and never get in trouble, I go 10 min past my break and get scolded. these cocksucking mexicans barely work, are always late and harass everyone. They do such a shit job at property management that we hire an outside company to mow the lawns they should be doing. I am an IT specialist for the same company they work for.

I play alot of music.. Im very skilled at both Drums and guitar, but i just don't know where to start.. i have alot of songs and many rifs, but i dont have the money to go record ii.. I also dont have a practice room anymore.. and no patient musicians to play with near me..
- About the weed.. Yee.. i think i motsly smoke because of "freedom" and in some way to just forget tat im actually fucked...

To continue, my girlfriend is this companies horse trainer. shit hole mexicans from before have their family working at the barn as well. They are suppose to clean stalls, feed and water. Instead my gf works 12 hours a day to clean up after them and do what they dont do.

Ye I think your right Sup Forumsro

My family is the worst thing ever, one side is full of alcoholics and the other one is just full of self-centered cunts who do nothing but treat me like shit and call me an egoist, cunt, pig etc
I wish i was adopted

I desperately need to find an acid dealer

I want to expose my naked girlfriend to the world, but want to do it without getting caught

Me too!

Here my friend, let me be your "world" then...

I still love my ex a fuckton

Sadly though, I've recently moved to a city where I have no connections

Mee too maan.. im thinking of her everyday, and its been 4 years and im in to a 2½ years relationsship that im also much in love with.. its sick..

Was meant to

I've been having this urge to fuck my bestfriend's ex (they were still a couple when i started beating it to her)
but now she has someone new, and she's strictly "no premarital sex" shit. which is kinda why my bestfriend and her broke up.

That's tough, man. How come no one does a thing for these Mexicans? (I have seen the some problem in my country, but the reasons can be numerous depending on the exact situation).

I don't have a clue on how to lift off your career, sorry. Is a Patreon too dumb for this purpose?

Sorry to hear, user. Do you still live with them? Any expectancy of fucking off in the near future?

How long have you been without him/her?

And with todays music industry its fucking impossible...

What do you mean hwo come no one does a thing for these mexicans?

Got my life in shape.
Nothing left to vent about.
Feels good man.

yeahhhhh no

I broke up with her last week.
Long distance relationships sucks.
We had a it good for the first year or ss but fuck, its hard to deal with this shit

always something to vent about

Mine was also long distance... still ove her though..

Shit English of mine, sorry. How come no one does a thing about them, in the sense of firing them or something.

Sorry to hear, man.

Nice dubs and nice life. Great for you, user.

I am really sorry, user. But I understand that it's difficult to mantain a long distance relationship, if you thought it was for the best...

because the shit head owners of this company consider themselves "compassionate" for example our head mechanical engineer kicked a production guys in the dick, and the engineer received a month paid leave as punishment, to which he went to aruba. Before the whole oh but hes important thing comes up, hes the shittiest engineer to walk this earth.

Well, now i feel a little better with myself as a person. I even got to bang a couple of my friends couse they knew i was alone again. But it still sucks a ton. I feel bad couse i know that now my ex is fucking feeling like shit

I really wanted to talk about this for a long time.
Let`s say, my childhood wasn`t that much of a joyride. You must know, when I was a little child, my father used to come home late at night, allways smelled of alcohol and cigarettes. And everytime he came home like that, he came sneaking into my room, getting his belt readdy and he said to me: Op is a faggot.... Allways!

Is there literally nothing you can do, user?

Nice double dubs. I guess you can only expect to give it time and move on.

I guess time will heal this, but i thought i had it good this time, that this girl was gaing to be the one. Fuck me for believing that i guess

Negative, just an IT specialist, even our HR rep sees it all and just says yep fuck them. Family owned business that treats everyone like slaves. I can quit and look elsewhere but the pay is above average for my age.

I don't know. Thanks for asking. Just turned into a huge cunt. She has anger issues and treats me like shit, but pulls the I have a vagina I'm going to reverse it and Martyr myself thing. Every time I try to parent she shuts me down and tells the kids to do the opposite. She complains about how fat she is 4 years but does nothing about it and then when I'm finally done just going with it and she asked me if I think she's fat I tell her once yes and she needs to lose weight and it's like that forever. I have always thought that and I don't find her attractive according to her. She has admitted that she likes to pick fights with me. I've told her to see a doctor about getting on some medication or to see a counselor and she doesn't want to of course except when she feels she's winning an argument

made by own thread but this one seems fitting.

" I just got an email today saying I owe two months rent and that if I don't have the money by noon today a notice will be posted. I don't have a job, I've been fired 4 times in the past couple months. It's been over a week since I last worked and I haven't even started looking for a job yet.

I want to an hero, but since I've already had multiple attempts that I bitched out of in the past year I'm scared I won't go through with it.
So any ideas of easy ways to pull it off? Preferably nothing retardedly painful thanks"

>Ask a girl out
>She agrees
>Find yourself she has a boyfriend
>It's the guy you like and known for longer than you have known her

Well if you killed your mom, you'd lose some major good boy points and probably not get any more tendies

When i was a child, my dad used to come into my bedroom and fucking my sister in the other bed, i fapped so hard. Thanks dad

Maybe you can take it until you find a better paying job. Sorry about this shit situation.

Shit, man, sorry for your situation. I guess it's not the best for the children, but is considering divorce taking it too far?

Nice digits. I don't have any useful advice about your situation, but I guess that you could just avoid trying to an hero, since, as you said, you tried and chickened in the past. It will probably be a complication.

Sorry to hear man. Is dumping her a possibility?

I'M BROKE ASF BUT I'M NO LONGER ADDICTED TO COCAINE OR ALCOHOL FEELS GOOD

wait till you get more money.

I fooled around with the girlfriend of a good friend of mine.

He found out just now as she was with me.

We had oral sex several times, she gave me handjobs, and we wrote really nasty stuff about fucking each other.

He read everything on her PC right now.
Im fucking devastated. Im not very good with women and it started very slowly with her. She always visited me when I was sick and suddenly I couldnt resist but kiss her.

Im such a fucking asshole I should end myself.

He is such a good guy and would do everything for me and I destroyed his life for some fun hours with her.

I never thought that I would even come remotely in a situation like this. A lot of people (me included) say that they could never do such a thing (bros before hoes and so on) but if the situation is there you cant think rationally.

It just became worse and worse, she told me that she would end the relationship with him so we could have fun without regrets.

My whole social circle will know this sooner or later I should just end myself.

Life is such a horrible thing. I dont know what I can do. I have no idea how I would react if it was me that got betrayed by someone I trusted.

Wish I could, the situation only got more awkard with time as we all ended up in a bizarre triangle. I was close to her and she was close to him, now she forces the two of us to be close. I really need to find someone else and forget this shit or she'll just drive me into severe depression

I'd give you sympathy but you said there was hours of this. Clearly not a mistake. Don't end yourself, for one that's just stupid and two I think he deserves to kick your ass a bit.

I feel so confused about my relationship with my bf. It's long distance but he was planning to come and find a job here and after some years I would permanently love to his place. But now, a month after he said he would be here he still didn't book his flight. Meanwhile I'm going forward with my life, working more hours doing the job I love, meeting friends and spending time on my hobby's. Meanwhile he is still sitting there, without a job, saying he is on his way but doing very little to get here. I don't know if the step is too big for him. And also not sure if I should wait for him or let go. And even if he finds a job at his place (which would be a big step forward for him) I don't know what to do.

When we are together it feels perfect. But when we're not... I don't feel it. Because I don't want to feel how much I miss him and I certainly don't want to put my life on hold because of anyone. It seems we are in totally different stages in our life's, and sometimes it feels like it's impossible to combine.
But still... I love him.
And it hurts without him

Not sure if holding on or letting go would hurt more.

Feels good to get off my chest...

You gotta think whether SHE is a good, worthy person. It's not only your fault, she is a thinking being and she made a choice

One of my good friends is pregnant with the child of her abusive boyfriend.

I hope she miscarries and leaves his ass. She's ruining her life right now.

I've been dating the girl she used to be best friends with for three years but we both cut my gf out of our lives because she's been cheating on me a lot for a long time.

Now I think I'm in love with this girl. This guy she's with is addicted to heroin and coke, and he's emotionally and physically abusive. She thinks he's changed, but I know he hasn't. She already called the cops on him and got him arrested but I guess she dropped the charges because of the baby.

I want this fucker arrested but I don't think there's much I can do.

Your quote actually helped me to improve my self esteem thx

Don't know why that picture was posted?

Fucking shitty mobile app.

I dont want sympathy I just want to tell someone. As I said my whole friend circle is involved I can talk to no one about this irl. Good that Sup Forums exists.

Oh if it would change a thing when he kicks my ass he can do that as much as he wants. I hope our friendship somehow stays intact.

problem is that she takes everything on her, tells me that she has certain feeligns for me and would have never betrayed him if it was just for some fun.

she is driving home now to talk it out and will tell him that its all her fault and she seduced me.

I just dont feel like a victim but a culprit. Its really a fucked up situation where my whole life goes even more downhill just for some fun hours with this girl.

Not to forget that he feels worst of all he wrote her that she was the love of his life and he wanted to start a family with her.

Tell him he needs to get his finger out his ass or it will end I say. No point in cutting it off, may as well warn him that if he doesn't you're gonna move on with your life. Your choice in the end though

Least you can put your hands up when in the wrong, will give you credit where it's due.

Nice to hear. Keep it up!

I am truly sorry, user. On one hand, it may have started as a mistakes, but as another user said, it seems it kept going for some time. And you shouldn't kill yourself. Ultimately, you fucked up, but as bad as you feel is not a strong enough reason to. I hope it gets better for you.

Good thinking. Keep it that way.

This is too adult-y for me, but I'll try. I guess, as you say, that he's in another stage of his life. Maybe it's just a question of him getting it together, but if he can't on his own, maybe you should have a serious talk about it. Not necessarily about breaking up, but trying to solve it together, if he's incapable. Also, there's a good chance that this talks offends him for stupid reason, so go easy on him... (I was the boy in a similar conversation and sometimes the truth is hard to embrace).

Maybe knows better about it. I'm just a manchild.

That's tough, man, I'm sorry. I can't offer advice, but I'm here if you want to keep talking about it.

You are right. He said he would come next week. If he isn't here next week I'm gonna tell him that he should make his mind up. And if not he could lose me.
Thanks for reading and advising :)

Thank you user.
It went on for a week but I never wrote so much with a girl in my whole life. She is older than me very experienced and it was truly the hottest thing I ever did. But I dont ever want to feel so ashamed ever again. I felt bad the whole time too but it was just too good then. Now that he knows the whole thing I feel so bad it outweighs everything.

When she had her talk with him I will call him and apologize as sincere as possible but tell him what happend honestly. Nothing more I can do.