Look at gay and straight porn evenly for years

>look at gay and straight porn evenly for years.
>decide to find some dude on cl to fuck me
>don't get hard the whole time
>almost felt good when he was near the prostate (dude was like 4 inches and barely touched it)
>sucked his dick and thought it was alright
>still didn't get boner
>he cums and I'm not even in the mood to finish
>I feel totally normal and just don't even feel aroused
>not grossed out but basically unfazed by the experience.

Whar does this mean, Sup Forums?

Do I just need to find someone with a bigger dick to enjoy anal? Or am I just some odd form of straight?

Looking for gay and bi anons to shed light on this.

dude, you were not aroused, quit trying so hard

So hard for what? I've been getting off to gay porn for years, but this did nothing for me. Guy had a good looking dick for how small it was too.

i think you need to accept that you're straight

have you considered that you are just a top? im gay but i dont suck dick or get fucked in the ass.

I'm thinking I am now, but can I still look at gay porn?

have you thought that perhaps it is not the act of sex with a man that arouses you, but the concept.

and this guy

I want to get fucked so bad, I wonna have dick in my mouth too, the thought of it drives me crazy.

in addition to how you are probably just a top,. have you considered that there is more to a guy than his penis? you said it was 4 inches, who cares how 'good looking' the dick is, how godo looking was he?

That may be it.

thats illegal.

He was a little overweight, but I thought he had a nice face.

some people have rape fantasies but dont actually want to be raped, just the concept is appealing because in their mind all factors are controlled.

i think you have realized that you just arent into guys in real life

okay, so fat and small dicked and not anything to write home about in the face.

you might be a top. you might want to look at a hot dude suckign your dick. A HOT ONE.

Does that still classify as gay? I'm not sexually attracted to men nor would I ever fuck one or be fucked

Well I guess I learned about myself today

thats liek saying you like sex fantasies but dont like sex.

girls stil lwant the fun parts of the rape fantasies, and often act them out.

how would one experience as a bottom prove hes not into dudes?

This. The guy wanks to gay porn, obviously wanted to get fucked, it was probably the small cock that didn't get him off

how would one experience with rape prove they dont like rape

faggot

it isnt that hard to figure out. dumbass

i think it would classify as maybe curious?

That's not the same thing you dumbfuck don't ever compare the two ever again

rape is gay. fgt

If you are prone to anxiety that can happen

I have anxiety and always have trouble staying hard during sex.

did you listen to what i said?

girls have rape fantasies, but those fantasies dont involve the actual bad parts of it (physical pain / discomfort). but girls do get off on the parts the yare actually fantasizing about and often re enact them with rape roleplay.

rape, like any form of sex, is fine as long as its in the terms they want. technically not rape, but the parts they like (feeling like they're forced) are still there.

even in their fantasies they are in control technically, so re enacting them in real life give sthe same thrill.

dumbass.

OPs the asme wa.y hes gay. he watches gay porn. he just isnt a bottom ,or at the very least wants to be fucked by hotter dude.

rape and gay sex
gay sex and rape
like peanut butter and potato
dont ever eat without your two again

gay and rape rape and gay
rapes of gaps

Maybe. I thought I might get nervous so I went a week without jerking off first.

Nah that doesn't help if you have anxiety
Like I can be pretty horny but when the anxiety hits I just go completely limp

I'm gay and I've had bad sex. I think if you were straight you would be grossed out. Maybe hook is aren't your thing. Maybe his small dick wasn't a turn on. I had a bf with a small dick, and it was pretty lame.

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You may also be onto something. It wasn't even awkward (for me) afterwards. I would have felt the same if I just visited to see his new furniture.

This is sad to hear because I have a 4 inch dick. But yeah op maybe the guys small dick was a problem. Because in my opinion you are gay and you should've enjoyed it, otherwise like user said if you were straight you would've been grossed by it. I can only see the small dick as the culprit. Get a hot hung guy next or try being a top

Is that pubic lice?

I am way pickier for man ass than I am for cocks. And his dick wasn't all bad, there was a point for like 10 seconds where he went fast and deep, and if he held that for maybe a minute more I felt like I would've came from it.