I got like 30 minutes before I try to sleep again. What keeps you awake at night, Sup Forums?
I got like 30 minutes before I try to sleep again. What keeps you awake at night, Sup Forums?
ice
The fuck does ice keep you up at night for? Sleeping in a leaky igloo or something?
Imma just start posting random shit in here until someone says something.
Zzzzz
I just don't feel sleepy or tired at night anymore
It first starts off with just talking with friends
Then vidya games or movies/shows
Ends with either masturbating or depression lingering
I know what you mean. I can be tired af but then at like 10pm all of a sudden I'm wired until like 6. I'm trying to sleep at 430, my time, tonight just to go to bed "early". Only thing that helps these days is getting ridiculously hammered, but I've been doing that for years now so I kind of need to stop.
Existential dread.
Yeah I live with two friends now, and after they pass out I usually do vidya and waste my life away on the Web. I only ever get depressed at night, but I feel like it's just because I wish things were different. Like if days were 36 hours long and I could stay up for 24 then sleep 12 my life would be perfect.
he means meth.
Jesus I tend to forget ice is a term for meth. I'm more in the psychadelics scene than the steal my family's shit for terrible boring drugs scene.
Yeah, to be honest though ice is a specific nickname for crystal meth. Ausfag, half the fuckin continent has a meth continent and no matter how many drug raids the shit keeps getting shipped around.
Also, to be more on topic, what keeps me awake at night is a mixture of a weird apathetic melancholy cuz i have like two friends i can talk to on a normal basis and even then it's mostly just insults, the rest have drifted away, and because i suffer from chronic nightmares.
shitty Dr. Seuss parodies
stomach being a little fuck
Also, heartburn
her
its always her
Ya, for me the last bit before bed is usually a love/hate feeling because that's around the time that my mood goes down, but it does feel nice to get this way every now and then. I would start thinking of different things that would kill me, this caused me to have to fall asleep while either listening to music or some asmr shit
>nightmares
>overwhelming sense of guilt
>alcohol and coffee
>Sup Forums
Regrets that I never tried to get anywhere with her
If the morons I've seen in Oklahoma are able to make meth I'm not surprised Aussies have figured it out. Plus, from what I know/have heard, drugs over there are a bit harder to find/more expensive/heavy punishments. So meth is probably a more easy substance to come across than, say, LSD. Although, wild shrooms do grow in Aus. That's cool.
I used to get nightmares all the time too. They stopped after I turned 18/19 though.
Nah mate, regrets that she's too young
We're still in fuckin love its the parents that'll get ya
Fucking niggers
I lost my best friend and the only person i've ever loved
I've got one of those. I sleep with a shirt of hers I have, she left it at my place and has told me to hold onto it for her but always says she'll get it later when I see her, and it kills me sometimes that I am too afraid to ruin a friendship just to tell her how I feel. Oh well, that's why there's drugs.
It's not even being made here as much, it's getting shipped in in goddamn ridiculous amounts. Weed is pretty common here too though, whether or not there's laws against it. ACT, our central government state passed a law that allowed residents to grow their own plants for personal use so that's pretty chill.
You don't wanna try the mushrooms though, they tend to grow in the same kind of places you find godfuck amounts of spiders, usually kinda even we don't wanna touch.
Sometimes I hope that I just fall asleep and don't wake up. That thought usually makes me happy and more willing to fall asleep lol.
I have a jacket and a cardigan
I don't sleep with them much anymore now that i don't get to talk to her
They make me cry too much
I'd be terrified of any spider I saw in Aus, minus a huntsman I love those fuckers, but I've still always wanted to visit there at some point. I didn't know if weed was readily available or not, and when did it become legal to grow? That's fucking awesome. Here, Texas, is shitty for weed. Went to Colorado last summer and had my world rocked. I've visited my friend in Boston twice and it's decriminalized up to an ounce there. That was cool too.
Idk, I just like feeling like I'm sleeping with some part of her again. It sucks now that it doesn't smell like her anymore, but I have that scent engraved in my mind.
Must be hard to sleep on that edge, too.
Too Yung is just another name in China but Sarah was her name
If they're old enough to crawl then they're already in the right position.
It was only in the last half year or so, and you're only allowed like a plant or two and have to declare it, and it you get caught selling it you still get massive penalties and possibly jail. The spiders here are ok, most of em are chill fuckers they usually just act like complete assholes. Being the end of winter here, we've had social huntsman's just chilling around the corners of the ceilings, and while my family hates em i leave em be cuz had one living in my room for like a year and i never had a single fucking mosquito. Other though, like garden spiders, redbacks and whitetails are easy enough to spot , so there's that. Funnel webs though, the big hairy fuckers are gladly confined to the state of New South Wales, so they can fucking stay there.
She's 16 but her parents cut off contact and are making it difficult to see her in pretty much any way with threats, it's not me who chose to cut it off
I've heard of the funnels. Aren't they deadly af? I wish I could justify letting huntsman live in my house, but I'll kill just about any bug I can in my house. If it's a good sized huntsman I'll catch and release, but that's just because I know how much they're eating.
Still a plant or two is fucking dank. Fuck selling it, I just want to grow my own.
Deadliest spiders here atm, next up being the redbacks. But as i said, confined to their little fucking holes in their flooding valleys, so they can stay there.
Huntsmans are the most friggin interesting spider, they live up to two and a half years here and basically even if you like go to attack them and they bite you they'll just nip you and try to fuck off.
Just put a quickie on her and bail, or wait a couple more years for her
my dick
the edgy bullshit is all in the OP image. it isn't even good. stoners are just voluntarily retarded.
Lol. 2016 and still shaming stoners. Tell me more about how retarded I am even though you're the one giving a fuck about some anons drug habits.
Imma have to look up redbacks just to see what they're like. It's good that funnels kind of are on their own little fuck off location and chill in webs, though.
Imma try to pass out now. Take it easy, man. Hope nothin eats ya down there. Have a good one.
hah, i'm more likely to die from this packet of chips than to the spiders here, hope you manage to rest easy user.
OP here. Imma pass out. Thanks for keeping me entertained, anons.
If any of yall get bored and haven't seen Don't Hug Me I'm Scared check that shit out on YouTube. 6 episodes, dank, dark, hilarious, well done. Pic related.
To those trying to sleep, good luck and goodnight. To those on the other side of the world, have a good one. I'm sure I'll see some of yall around here again, we just won't know it.
Peace out.
Hah I feel ya. Drank for 12 hours yesterday, ordered 70 hot wings, and watched [American] Football all day. Thought I might die today when I was shitting fire. I'll probably fail at sleep and be back online in 2-3 hours, but thanks lol.
Oh I don't care about you personally. And not everyone who uses drugs is a worthless stoner doing whatever they can to be a potato as often as possible.
But for what it's worth, if you're smoking weed daily, you're a waste of space and anyone in your life who isn't also voluntarily worthless considers you dead weight and won't be sad when you get out of their lives.
Lol, nice generalization, faggot. I'm glad people like you exist. Makes it so that not all deaths are sad.
If you're doing drugs at all you're a waste of oxygen.
If you're a productive member of society, good for you. But i'd be surprised. pleasantly surprised, but surprised.
I seriously doubt it considering how hard I seem to have hit a nerve. People only seem to feel the desperate need to defend their lifestyles when they know there's truth to what they're hearing.
I really want to agree with you, but I'm hopelessly hopeful. The ironic thing is this guy whose feelings I've hurt seems to think it's from a place of deep hatred or something. I honestly just have had too many friends I care about waste their lives little by little.
Thats pretty much where I'm at. Don't get me wrong, I'll smoke some weed once in a while myself, but I've seen too many people destroy their lives with pills, heroin, meth, and a few other drugs. If you're doing any of that shit you need to re-evaluate your life before it's too late.
I've never touched any of it. By the time I thought I might be interested, I found that any of my friends who smoked were, like, weirdly eager for me to try it. It was super off-putting.
It honestly felt like an awkward evangelist who needs to convert people to justify their own belief systems. I've ended up in this weird position where friends confide in me, look up to me, ask for advice, etc. I'm pretty accepting/non-judgemental IRL (in spite of how I vent on Sup Forums here and there). It got to where it felt like friends wanted me to validate them.
If I ever try it, it's probably going to be with people I just met who I don't really plan to talk to again. Anyway...that was weirdly open for Sup Forums. It probably sounds self-obsessed or narcissistic or something. Honestly it's fucking exhausting. Sometimes I really want friends I can look up to instead of the other way around.
I get it man. I remember when I first tried weed I was more or less pressured into it. There were times after that where I would tell them I don't feel like smoking, and being the peace love and happiness kind of people they were they would call me a bitch and keep trying to push the shit on me until I either gave in or left.
I fucking hate stoners.
OH. And another good fucking example.
I was driving with some friends. One of the people they brought along was a hardcore fucking stoner, long hair, scraggly ass neckbeard, all that shit. I ended up doing some stupid shit and got pulled over, cops searched my car and found the quarter of weed the stoner faggot slipped under my seat. I almost got hit for that too, luckily he decided to quit being a little bitch and claim responsibility, but I still hate the little faggot for it. The best part is that they didn't even search him until he said it was his.
They claim they're so loyal and shit, yet they would go and pull some shit like that to avoid spending the night in jail and shit. He's a snitch anyway and probably would have walked home that night regardless.