It's time for a feels thread

It's time for a feels thread.

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this is final fantasy vii right?

makes me cry evry tim youtube.com/watch?v=IPlV8V13X3Q

Kingdom Hearts, but close enough.

How do I not sperg out before I go on a date? So I asked out a girl I've been into for a long time, and I was honestly expecting a no, because I've heard I'm not her type and such, but she said yes, no hesitation. We haven't picked a day because she's waiting for her work schedule, but I'm worried because its like a week or so out, that I'll fuck up before it even happens. How do I play it cool, i really like this girl, but I don't want to be clingy and I'm so hyped I feel like i'm gonna get clingy

Pls help

Bump

Checked and yea with that mentality you may just fuck up a sure thing

Yeah, I know, she's pretty much my dream girl, in terms of both apperance and personality, and I really want to be a part of her life, but I don't want to be overbearing.

It's probably a good thing I don't have a way to contact her outside our usual meeting place

I just watched an episode of Friends that reminded me of this so I felt like venting.

>be me
>be dating qt3.14 throughout junior and senior years of high school
>eventually fall in love with her
>want to marry her
>plan on asking her to marry me after we graduate
>3 weeks after we graduate, she breaks up with me
>heartbroken
>wont tell me why
>think she cheated on me with another guy
>hound her about it for a week
>she finally cracks and tells me why
>says she realized that she may be a lesbian a few weeks after we started dating
>she was seeing a mutual friend behind my back after she came to terms with being a lesbian
>I don't know what to feel
>try to get over it
>2 years pass and I struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts because I still love her
>get a call from her
>she's somber, but upset about something
>tells me that she's planning on getting married to her girlfriend, but her dad or brother wont give her away because they don't accept her
>she wants me to do it since we were so close
>don't know what to do
>friends and family tell me not to do it
>I still want to marry her, but this is the closest I can get
>agree to do it
>she's ecstatic
>wedding day
>her family actually showed up, begrudgingly
>walk her down the aisle
>do the ceremony
>everyone is happy, and I kinda am too
>during the reception, I stand to the side and watch
>her girlfriend (now wife) walks up to me
>we chat
>she thinks I don't like her or my former gf because they're lesbians
>kinda angry at that, but other emotions take hold
>admit to her everything
>how I loved her, how I wanted to marry her, how she broke my heart and I wallowed in my self pity for years
>she looks like she's on the verge of tears
>she gives me a big long hug and apologizes for the comment and for taking her from me
>tell her to take good care of my former gf
>talk to former gf for a little bit
>leave
>a day later I get a call from my former gf and she was crying and apologizing

cont.

>tell her that we can all still be friends
>we hang out at least once a month and go out to eat and/or watch a movie
>they're happy
>I'm happy

I have to admit that I'm still heartbroken, but I'll move on eventually. I'd rather her be happy, you know?

You are such a good guy for standing by her and accepting her in spite of your feelings user, I hope she appreciates it and you find a q t for you.

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Clingyfag here

You want to know whats worse than never feeling that?

Having it, and then losing it

Thank you

I don't really feel like a good person for doing that, but like I said, if she's happy, I'm happy.

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You may have dodged a bullet

Be honest IMMEDIATELY about your nervousness, but tell her it's 'cause she's cute. Let it be the minor chuckle that it is. Let it go away.

Then, fucking talk with her. Do some fun shit. Give her a picture from your mind here and there. No big deal. Really.

Life ends. Shit changes. Be happy that you'll have experienced it. Expectations NO, experiences YES.

Nice trips, and have fun.

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>When I'd rather be asleep than awake
>Because my dreams are far more interesting than my real life
>Monotony has gotten the best of me
>I am the living dead

Too bad I can't sleep, anxiety has the best of me. Taking crazy pills to make me feel what people call 'normal' only person who actually talks to me is my gf.

>She's such a trooper

She tells me everything is going to be okay, has stayed regardless of how bad my emotional breakdowns have gotten.

>They're pretty bad

Insomnia is rampant. My eyes are glued open regardless of how much I want to sleep.

>Sleep

I have no friends to hang out with, always been like that. Just have been a loner for my entire life. Not sure how to socialize without making a complete ass of myself.

>Awkward as hell

But hey, at least I can sleep.

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Can someone explain me please?
I have a vague idea

thats so true its fucking scary

Calvin no longer has a childhood imagination that sees Hobbes as real

> Children often are accused of having overactive imaginations

> Given pills in order to silence that imagination

> The pills work and they don't imagine anymore

I feel like that's how adults act. Our lack of imagination makes us dull and stagnate.

Keep this thread alive, guys.

I'm hurt and alone, but I feel strangely calm around other people in there threads.

forgot pic

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I'm not a Dota 2 fan, but I thought that was a good documentary.

Bumping for good intentions.

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Love is tough shit, man. You did admirably, whether you see that or not. We just don't have full say with which piece of heart interlocks fully with our own.

I'm happy to hear you're enjoying the hangouts, but make sure to throw in some time just for you in the mix now and again. That won't necessarily be a forever routine, and you can make some of those weekends be about going on dates or hangouts with other friends.

i don't want to sleep.
it's not that i can't, i could lay down on they floor and i'd be asleep in a few seconds, but it just feels like i could be doing something better with my time, so i just do shit all night and get barely to no sleep and i've fallen into this routine and i don't know what the fuck is going on

I do this way too often.

So much so that I've developed stories and "lives" for myself that I've been building on for years. One I'm a rich and successful actor that is well liked by everyone. Another is having a comfy relationship with a girl. There are more, but are extremely cringeworthy to talk about openly. They all deal with loss and heartbreak though. huh...

this one got me

having now a tear in each eye...

Yeah, I try to get out and start anew with a girl, but I always have thoughts in the back of my head. Like what if it happens again? I know that's highly unlikely, but stranger things have happened

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Also nice quads

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Title?

"Free to Play". I agree with user, good even if you don't like Dota 2.

Wow man, thats really... progressive thinking. I wouldve cut all ties with her and left the state. For me, life is too short to keep loving someone that doesnt love you back.

literally my parental situation as it stands.

You wanna talk about feels?

>be me 6 years old
>trouble making little faggot
>Make new friend at school
>She's literally saved my life several times
>Bullies, abuse, drunken episodes

Fast forward 14 years

>Invite gf to easter dinner with family
>She dont wanna go
>Invite best friend
>"Fuck yeah I'll go user, your family is awesome"
>Take her home afterwards
>She's talking about love and marriage
>Wants three kids
>Realize I've loved her for about ten years
>She works her ass off at school in the fire academy
>And I'm just a piece of shit drunk

fml

Thanks bro

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>life is a lonely introverted shitshow from hell
>mom had MS, brother has assburgers, we were homeschooled (see: video games) and didn't have any friends growing up, needless to say I'm a overweight 21yo virgin
>mom died 2 years ago, I fucked off to IL from WA for a year to live with internet friends
>lost friends because I cannot into hygiene
>came back, step-dad started dating someone 20 years older than him right after mom died
>living at home, for the first time in my life I have a room to myself, brother's autismbux and dad's business cover all the bills
>I can't work anyway because severe depression and chronic pain from work accident in my year in IL, though I did try a job for 2 days before the pain and slavedriving manager caused me to snap and quit
>appendix burst last week, still recovering
>dad showed up today with all his shit, they broke up because he was beating her, this is not the first time he's done it to her and he's beaten me and my mom before she died
>he's an melodramatic self-righteous alcoholic who's brainwashed sperg brother into believing he's infallible
>grandma (mom's side) and brother are both on his side
>only option is to beg my half-sister and her dad in CA for a place to stay since I can't live at my grandma's house because reasons until I have the money to move in with another internet buddy in TX sometime in the next 6-12 months

And through all this I don't even have pot money to keep the suicidal thoughts at bay

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The irony being that I'm not at all progressive.

I just really cared about her and loved her. You weren't the only person telling me to cut and run, believe me, but I couldn't just tell myself to stop loving her. I tried to for two years and I ended up worse than when I was on her.

It's fine now, I think.

For some reason I thought this was "All work All play" but maybe that's a different documentary.

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No friends to talk to, no one to converse with. Having meaningful conversations with yourself.

I don't want acquaintances, I want friends. The camaraderie associated with having a bunch of close friends. Staying up late with people you actually give a shit about. People to stay at home with, get drunk and smoke a few good bowls of weed and watch stupid shows with.

Too bad I'm so socially inept that I make everyone I'm around so uncomfortable that I end up pushing them away.

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I just want a companion. Completely non-sexual. Just a really close friend to hold and hug.

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haven't watched anime aside from ERASED since 2012. If any of you Sup Forumsros enjoy the cartoons, i'd highly recommend it.

It hit home for me in ways that were almost creepy but it compliments this thread.

Thank you you both

Would also recommend re:zero
The suffering is heavy but there are some really great healing moments.

I know I have it, but can't find it. Not feels, but polan ball. France and Britain, fighting, and ending with drinks on a beach.. could someone re-post please?

you give me hope

I'd be nice to have a friend

soundcloud.com/primaryflow/dominant-thank-you-nujabes-tribute

this is the music i listen to when i feel like this thread

Staying silent for hours at a time. Staying inside your head, thinking enigmatic thoughts that only you could imagine.

And in the event that someone comes up to you to talk. . .

> "Hey user, what's up?"

> Complex Internalized thinking and a simple response

>Nothing much. Just a little tired is all

When all you wanna do is speak what's on your mind. But you know if you did people would see you as strange.

That's who I am.

Edit is that the one where it's a failed manga writer goes back to his childhood to try to stop a serial killer?

Cause that opening was solid and that shit with the child abuse made me feel

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In loving memory of Sarah, my Yorkie. She is loved and missed

Yes

We are your friends user
We are always here

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for me personally, the child abuse, the falling in love in the fifth grade, from the perspective of a 29 year old like that just fucked me up and was pretty much like rewatching my childhood. I'm a decade away from being 29 but the way things happened in that show was pure and then it was ripped away. Like fuck man. great show.

I have an idea!

Why don't we just treat people nicely! YEAH! that'll do!

Oh right people are callous and are only concerned with their own well being. Disregarding other people because of their tiny idiosyncrasies.

That oddly means a lot to me.

Thank you.
Not my email, but I hear the guy who runs it is nice

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>we are always here
>feels thread
on point

I mean I felt bad for that guy. He had a nice fifth grade waifu, goes into a coma and then he finds out that best friend ended up with her. On top of that he missed like twenty years his life.

That's kinda what happened to my dad.
But the nignog was his best friend

I only realized this when is was older, never talked to them about it though.

How do you guys get through the day, everyday?

Getting out of bed gets harder and harder everyday.

I'm preaching to the choir.

I dream in noir.

I want someone to take me away, very far.

Away from the judgement.

Away from the sneering people who avoid me like I'm pungent.

Away from anxiety and my own fucking neurosis.

It's not a cry for help, I promise.

I just need someone to talk to. Just for a moment.

A moment of your time is all I ask.

For you to pay attention to my little side show act..

>16 years old
>my younger brother, 11, sneaks on to my computer and downloads chat logs because he's always been a smart little shit
>he's suddenly exposed to the real me. Homosexual, zoophile, furfag, talking with older men wanting to hook up
>come home from working my job and McD's and everything I own is in the front yard
>stepdad won't even look at me, mom is an emotional wreck and pleading with me to turn to Jesus
>still have no idea what's going on, grab my brother trying to make him tell me what the fuck just happened
>stepdad sees me touching my brother not even hard, beat the living shit out of me
>accused me of molesting him when we never even saw each other nude
>grabbed a nailed bat and I clock the fucking shit down the road
>suddenly homeless and nowhere to go
>spent a day just walking around in a wooded area behind my house walking miles not knowing what the fuck to do
>come back home but not up to it; my dog comes out to greet me and I sit there with her in my lap and just cry
>brother suddenly comes out with the same nailed bat and just stares at me, then tells me to stop touching our dog
>realization, I book it out of there again
>go to highway
>jump in front of a semi truck, either I chickened out or he swerved enough to miss me, cause him to wreck
>run away again
>three days after I left home cops finally cornered me
>after vain and pathetic attempt to get the cops to shoot me, arrested
>spent the rest of my underage life living in fostercare

extrinsic motivation

don't take this as a "Don't be a little bitch speech" I just want you to hear what my own flesh and blood told me.
>Depressing person
>Always in my room or in the living room playing video games
>Leech to society
>Dad knows
>Tell him how much of an escape it is to be able to just play a game and zone out
>He gives me some advice
>Go hellbent
>Accept your life is shitty, cry about it, and then work on it
>I was always using my disease and my depression as an excuse to never go out
>"If you keep using your problems as a crutch, you'll never get any better."
>So fuck it
>I went out and I met people and we had a good time
>We were happy
>I was happy
Sometimes, when you want it, you have to just say fuck it and go for broke
Throw away the shit life you have, and try something new
You might surprise yourself

Thanks. Don't let confirmation bias get you feeling like every social connection will end up identically, man. Different people are different people.

In a way, you certainly were saved from marrying too young/just in the flat-out wrong manner.

Your attitude and decision-making and level of self-love will determine how well future events go--so focus on that and get the life you deserve going.

I used to use video games as my motivation and my escape. When that stopped working, I used porn. When I realized just how sad and pathetic I was, I stopped getting out of bed.

i felt bad for him too, but at the same time if his waifu was just waiting there for him 20 years later that'd have been like, hella fuckin creepy. I was really satisfied with how the majority of the events took place in winter.

Winter has always been the most depressing season to me so it added to the feels

Pills. Although I'd still rather wait the day out in bed.