I really need to get this off my chest

I really need to get this off my chest.
I'm sorry if it will take me a while to post. Since English is not my first language

So where I come from, dating apps such as Tinder are not so popular. However one of my friends managed to hook up with one girl over it so I decided why the fuck not to give it a try?

>so after having it for a few days I got a match with pic related
>wow.jpg
>I really liked her based on her looks
>However I didnt know what to say nor how to ask her out
>I mean, as I said, its not so common here to go on dates with people you meet online
>a week passed and I forgot about it all
>However, when I was having a few drinks with my friends I got quite drunk
>I started texting with my ex and embarassing myself
>I opened the app too
>who gives a shit?
>"sent"

>next morning I saw her reply
>we started chatting a lot
>not only was she beautiful, but also had the same interests as me
>we talked for hours and hours
>I asked her for whatsapp to continue our talks there
>chatting with her became my every day routine
>could this be it? is she the one?
>After few days I had to ask her out
>I finally got the courage and so I did

>she sad yes
>I.. I was falling in love
>I was so fucking happy even thought the hard part comes now
>I set the date and time

>However when I got there she was late
>I send her a message asking if everything is ok
>I was waiting for 2 hours when I decided to go home
>I was so pissed
>I should have known that a girl like her wouldn't be interested in me.
>I mean.. I'm not some autist who doesn't have any experience with girls
>I'm not even bad looking I guess, but it seemed she was out of my league
>she probably has like at least 5-6 guys already jumping over her that are 1x better than me in every way

NYPA

>next day she was apologizing and making lame excuses
>I was still pissed and depresed so I didnt care
>she send me a long message how she was scared that I wouldn't like her
>I was surprised.. I mean.. she was beautiful and seemed very inteligent and interesting
>how in the world wouldn't I like her?
>I said to her that next time she sets us a plan and that she's the one paying
>she was happy I accepted her apology

>so next weekend, we set a date to meet at one really romantic park
>I still remember how nervous I was while witing for her
>we talked on the phone and she was on her way

>after 10mins
>h..hey user

This is not your personal blog zone faggot

Wastehistime2016 lol
Dude I'm going to be straight with you. Don't give her so much attention. Even if you are interested you have to give yourself space and not attach yourself.
It's a big turnoff for women for you to be clingy.
Take some tips from the pickup artist community, read the game.
You sound very inexperienced but it's understandable not everybody is a natural with women.
Keep your head up chap, go out there and kill it

Fuck off newfag. Go take your edges to some trap/loli thread. Continue op

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bumping for interest

I dont need an army. I just want to get it off my chest.

Feel free to sage

>This
>This is the closest how she looked like irl
>I was in a shock for a moment

>How could she do this to me?
>the time I've lost chatting with her and waiting her in the first day
>I was so mad
>oh the embarrassment
>I already see all my friends laughing at me and becoming a joke in my social circle

>this was the girl I was talking about all the time
>this was the girl I fell in love with
>this was.. this was her

>anyway I'm not the kind of person that would tell her to fuck off or to go home straight away
>so I just kept along dying inside
>After some time I said to her that I need to go
>"will we see each other again user?
>s-sure

the last and worst part comes

so why are you suddenly disgusted by her when her looks didn't even change in the picture

and you needed about tree fiddy

Predict that this is how it'll end

shes fat and i bet shes trans

wheeres her neck??

Ops standards are to high from all the brazzer porn. Enjoy being alone faggot

Anyway, it turned out the qt this was all about was 150cm fatty. My 8/10 was actually 3/10. She lied to me about her height and weight. She could be honest I would still giver her a chance tbqh but my image of her was broken

>I was heathbroken
>next day I saw she added me on facebook and messaged me
>I was still texting back but not so interested
>user whats wrong?

>I was a bit harsh when replying to that question
>I told her she was fatter than she looked on pictures and told me and so on
>"seen"

>she blocked me on all social media
>idgaf.jpg

Few months passed and I decided to search her name with my 2nd fb account
And I saw all these people were posting sad messages on her fb wall
I..I think she killed herself Sup Forums. I think I might be the one who killed herself

You need to understand that if I was looking for example for a quick hook-up I wouldn't care at all about her difference in looks.. but I thought I was in love

I said the closest. She was worse irl.. and come on.. there is a huge difference

Be nicer to people next time. Keep your opinion to yourself. Lie to save a life.

Fake and gay.

You're too shallow to deserve love

You're a dickface..... because you didn't fuck and run.

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hah, good fucking job m8.
I would love to "kill" someone that way.

Ok bro, number one rule of dating apps is they are a means to an end. You arent going to want to sit around and chat with her endlessly. Theres only so much text on a screen can do for someone youve never met. spend 5-10 messages back and forth about normal stuff like what they do, what school, they go to, basic interests, etc. but dont get too much info(the good stuff should be learned in person). Then just say something like "so youre cute, and i enjoy talking to you, heres my phone number xxx-xxx-xxxx, text me because id like to take you out for a drink sometime this week so we can get to know each other a little better". This should not take more than a few hours from the time the first message is sent. Then when she texts you, the only thing you should do is plan the date. thats it.

>wouldn't consider smashing a thick girl
You're a dumbass. I don't believe for one minute she would kill herself over a self-absorbed little shit like you. I think she clowned you all over her fb to all her friends and that shit got back to your friends and now no one will date you and you're the one who is considering killing yourself because you're a dumbass. Amirite?

Dude just forget about it, don't creep on the next chick that blocks you, and get laid next time, then just disappear. Unless you manage to actually find someone attractive. Don't look further into it, don't think too much about it, just remember she was fat and ugly and trying to get that dick. So you made sure she didn't. Although once wouldn't have hurt, to be honest it sounds like you could've definitely used the pussy.

Fuck yeah OP. Good job.

>I think I might be the one who killed herself

anons not only a prick, but a fucking ghost

I thought you mexifags loved chubby women. I would have fucked that chubby Latinas brains out.