Terrible memories > Songs

Fuck Swans and fuck "Soundtracks for the Blind". I can't personally listen to anything associated with them. Anyway, this thread is for bad memories you have listening to albums/songs. Here's mine

>be me, 8
>older brother's friend always come over
>He has the best movies
>terminator, jurassic park, the matrix, etc
>older brother was always cool with letting me chill with them (In fact now I think of it, his friend encouraged it)
>they would always sneak some beers from our parents to drink
>they're passing joints and cigarettes around
>sometimes take a toke
>Brother's friend is a pretty avid vinyl collector. Always brings over records.
>One in particular is Soundtracks for the Blind by Swans
>Keep in mind that I only actually found out what the record was when I started browsing Sup Forums when I was much older.
>He plays it quite frequently when he "sleeps over"
>sometimes they give me some beer
>always feel really drowsy as soon as I take a sip (I don't know if it was spiked)
>blackout regularly

>Fast forward 10+ years later
>at work
>This really fucking eerie sound/song is coming from the radio
>start going into a full panic attack, have no idea why
>sweaty, heavy breathing
>pass out
>everyone surrounds me, i'm on the floor
>"user, what happened?"
>"just sick I guess"
>realize what happened to me as memories start flooding back
>here comes 20 years of therapy to escape this shit.


so yeah, FUCK SWANS.

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Even if this story was real, what the hell is your problem? So you chilled with your older brother, what the fuck man.

Well it's a bit subtle cause I know people who post on Sup Forums online. Basically he was molesting me and as far as I know, drugging me.

oh, are you sure? Anyways have a song to ease your pain,


youtube.com/watch?v=pvE48qRhHFw

REEEEEEEEEE.

srsly tho, you don't know how much this triggers me (unironically).

Okay, I'm sincerely sorry for what happened to you but this seems hardly like the right place to discuss with strangers. Get on a feels thread on a music discord or something bb.

ay, it isn't that bad. Just wanted to hear some stories from other people.

just two questions, are you a male? and also what happen to your brother when your family find out whay he did? he is jailed right?

i don't have a story like that, i cant listen to some songs of The Smiths because they remind me to my ex wich is probably about to kill herself any time soon(i leave because i couldnt go on with that)

why is everyone so fucked-up on the internet?

confront your brother

do this OP

molest your brother

Same thing except with Bawitdaba by Kid Rock. I have a panic attack everytime I hear "My Name Is ... KIIIID ROOOCK"

Sometimes I see Joe Cs face when I'm jerking off

to swans

r e t a l i a t i o n

>2014
>listening to harsh noise
>have a headache
>think smoking weed will cure my headache
>This comes on
>m.youtube.com/watch?v=HCEgttP456E
>weed kicks in, super stoned
>dont feel so good all of a sudden
>stand up, start seeing these little black dots
>little black dots start multiplying
>thousands of little black dots floating around
>lose conciousness, feel my body falling
>my head smashing onto the floor wakes me up
>feel the most intense dissociation i ever felt
>i sit on the floor for half an hour
>so scared i fucked my brain up permenantly
>weed never feels good again

>SFTB vinyl

wew lad

This one time I was listening to My Pal the Tortoise by TFUL282 and got punched in the face at a bus stop. I don't listen to it very often anymore.

I was also hardcore addicted to weed at the time
>smoke before sleep every night, listen to sftb or vomir
>fill the pipe and leave it on my night stand
>wake up, first thing i do is smoke the weed
>take the bus to school
>stoned for first period
>second period is music class
>i just lay my head on the desk the whole time
>smoke during lunch, sell cigarettes to buy weed
>after school, bus takes me home.
>go buy weed, go buy cigarettes
>i didn't smoke cigarettes
>just bought them to sell at school, $1 each
>if there was no weed, i did fiend shit
>scraped grinders, smoked stems, smoked resin
>fuck my lungs up hardcore
>get the hiccups everyday, multiple times a day
>each individual hiccup feels like a kick in the ribs

oh shit, so it's bait, what the fuck OP why would you

I had an extremely intense MDMA comeup to Fleet Foxes' He Doesn't Know Why. I had extreme tunnel vision and couldn't move or think. Whenever I hear that song I get super restless, same with the rest of the album.

>be 9yo me
>in love with girl
>girl likes green day
>i did when i was 12
>listen to green day and cry for the next 8 years until she became ugly

i forgot to mention i was just an orbiter, oh well

Why is a radio station playing Swans anyway

Also there's no vinyl release

Gira pls deliver

Lol @ you fag. At least you're not addicted to opiates you stupid pussy cunt.

It wasn't Swans fault you got a bad touch, it was your own sweet little candy ass's fault

>fag
Yeah, you gotta stop saying that word :p
You probably never even said that to someones face irl cuck

>listening to Jordaan Mason in my basement with a friend
>he has romantic feelings for me
>looks at me dead in the eyes like he's going to kiss me
>start shaking uncontrollably
>literally cannot stop myself, wtf is going on
>he holds me until I stop myself

grade 10 was stupid