How are you feeling user. Want to talk? You feeling okay?

How are you feeling user. Want to talk? You feeling okay?

I'm lonely.

Why are you lonely?

Been doing alright, have a 8 page paper due monday, but hell man, last semester was the worst. hbu man?

i'm here.let's talk.tell me about yourself

I repeatedly fuck up my life when handed everything on a silver spoon. How do i deal with the pressure?

Just standing here watching as my relationship with the only girl I used to love is falling apart because of me

I can't ever find a girl. Or make friends. It's like I'm too late for this. In my country at least. In another one that I lived briefly I was much happier and having more of a dream life than here.

Not bad actually. Focussing on college although I'd like a girlfriend. But, do y'know that feeling when you feel you're missing something? That's how I feel.

Had a bad trip on weed and can't seem to re grasp reality

I'm 21, studying Nursing at uni and would like to be an A&E nurse. I'm male have blonde hair and never had a girlfriend. How about you?

I never feel satisfied when talking to women even though it all seems fine. Im always judging myself for it

Not feeling well at all. No friends. The person I love isn't the one I'm with. It's hard.

Can you give me an example of fucking up?

Why user? Why is it falling apart?

I'm an ungrateful cunt who can't find it in his heart to appreciate the only person that gives me love and attention in my entire life and constantly fuck the people in my life off because I can't handle my emotions.

My hallucinations are coming back and I have to go to the doc a lot.

I'm tired of swallowing medicine.

I can't feel anything but a very slight sadness.

I don't feel excited for things anymore.

Nothing seems interesting.

I don't feel like my art skills are improving despite me trying to draw and look up references daily.

I feel alone despite being surrounded by friends and having a person who loves me.

I'm alright. I've decided to change up my method of staying in shape, going from a mission of losing weight (since these last 7 pounds WILL NOT fuck off, no matter what I do or don't do) to simply making sure I don't go OVER a certain weight. I think I've actually done more damage to my internal health than previously thought, so I'm going to turn to the Chinese methods of weight-loss and health-maintenance.

What do you do? Do you have a job or are you studying?

Would it help to just think about the people around you and how you shouldn't be sad because of it? Many people would relish in the thought of having someone who loves them.

Uni student. Spent 6 hours sunday night doing work for monday morning class. Get done about 1am. Enough time for sleep and go to class. Some reason i don't sleep and miss the class.

This same situation has happened a lot.

Diagnosed with adhd and severe depression. Taking meds.

I feel like i self sabotage a lot. This happens a lot less often now. But still happens since it did 6 days ago.

Job is shit.

Family feels distant.

I have a constant feeling of guilt weighing down on me for absolutely no reason.

Anxiety is higher than ever.

Memes and dubs are the only thing that are keeping me alive.

I'm interested. What are the Chinese methods? Do go on user?

Have you attempted to see a therapist?

It just doesn't make sense to me that all these traps have a bigger penis than me.

I've tried, user. I really have. It only makes me feel worse and guiltier that I can't appreciate it.
I'm too much of a fucking pussy.

>nothing is going wrong
>everything is going ok
>loneliness eating away at me
>spending more time studying and working just to feel less isolated and depressed
Just slowly working myself to death, how about you.

Qi Gong (can't do T'ai Chi, since I'm in a small dorm), some Shaolin drills, and avoiding meat MOST of the time. Now that I know the importance of calories and carbs, I can avoid such foods that are rich in them, and adopt an Asian diet.

Is it worth seeing a doctor about sleeping problems? I know you probably don't want anymore meds but if they can help you it's well worth a visit. Also, and I know I sound like one of your parents, but do your work as soon as you get it. Have the willpower to just get it out the way. Then you have enough time to properly sleep.

Last year of college.

Can't you find anything to distract you from your pain? A hobby or interest?

On top of all this there's also insomnia, paranoia and probably something else I can't think about, pretty sure I have some kind of schizophrenia but that's for the medfag part of Sup Forums to decide.

I feel you there man, my last semester was so difficult its actual been better for me to be single and living alone.

30.i'm a barman and an illustrator/comic artist.

I'm not doing bad. Uni's cool and I have some friends but I don't go to the same uni as them, so I'm often alone which I don't mind. Why are you feeling isolated and depressed?

I'm coming to terms with the fact that my apathy is going to kill me one of these days.

Im realising im shuttting her out. For some reason im shutting all of my friends out too and I cant stop. I have no idea what is happening to me and I cant fix it. Im pushing everyone close to me away. At first i blamed it on going trough a rough time with moving to a different country to study but that isnt happening untill a few months so that cant be it. I realise I need help and both my friends and gf want to help but noone knows whats the problem.

Soind cool man. You do any sport? I get my excercise from Swimming 3 times a week and walking the dog everyday.

Yeah you sound exactly like my parents. But it's not bad. My parents help me a lot. I'm working really hard on the sleep stuff. My mom is trying to make me go see a sleep specialist, but it seems like a lot of work for no gain, and it's my fault anyways. I just need to stick to my schedule.

Yeah, I draw, paint, and have recently taken up writing. It often pisses me off though, because I can't seem to fucking improve and it all ends up looking worse than things I drew when I was in school.
On top of that, there's my perfectionistic outlook that no two characters should share a similar silhouette. It's pretty angering, especially when you're getting paid for character design.

No I'm not feeling ok! I just came back to my country after spending 2 months in Korea, Japan and Hong Kong and I've never been so happy in my life but now I have to be in this shithole again.. Wanted to go back to live with my japanese girlfriend and work there but they don't allow me because I didn't finish college. So now I cant be with the love of my life and I have to have a shitty life here with muslims and pussy cuck government.


Fuck
Also it's my birthday

Is there absolutely no one in your dorm that you're friends with?

Btw I'm trying to reply to everyone's as fast as I can so sorry if I seem slow.

No sports. I really just do cardio and go on very long walks (which will have to stop since it's getting cooler and I can't break a sweat as easily). I intend to move overseas to live and work within the next 4-5 months anyway, so I won't really have time to workout 6 days a week anyway.

Exactly. So, you lucky enough to have a girlfriend/boyfriend?

Oh cool a comic artist. Worked on anything I may have read?

Happy bday user! Any chance you can try to finosh uni and go back to her? Any chance for her to come to you?

You must have interest in something? Anything?

I know the feel. I lived 3 years in Korea (2009-2012), and was seriously disillusioned when I got back here (to the U.S.). Everything is SO MUCH WORSE than it was when I left; I honestly don't know how I didn't see it before. I get sad whenever I think about how great life was over there, then look around at how fucking shit everything here is.

But, I will probably be going back permanently soon. This place is no longer my 'home.'

There must be a reason for you shutting them out. Are you too focussed on your work? Maybe you should take more time off if you have the chance.

My man, I'm 25 already.. by the time I finish college I'll be 29.. that is IF i can even finnish college.. I don't want her to come to me because she has a good solid job and I don't want her to ruin her good life because of my failures... and thanks.

You do that. Don't forget to take your vitamins too brother.

> Sleep deprivation
> Hallucinations
> Constant feeling of apathy and numbness
> Guilt complex
> Considering hrt to go full trap because I can never look like a dude anyway
> Intrusive thoughts about suicide, sometimes homicide
> Bipolar disorder
> Only ever talk to anons and like 3 people once a month

Why have not I an heroed yet

Also, its not your fault, everyone gets problems, it's only natural. The worst thing is to blame yourself.

Lucky you.. at least you CAN go back.. I have to live with knowing it's never gonna happen.

Yeah, that's not to say I'm completely apathetic. There are still things I care about, but in the grand scope of things; I just can't be bothered with any of it any more. I get scared sometimes. I don't know what I'm distancing myself from, or why- It just seems to be everything bar the essentials for daily life.

not really.i've made only local things until now so..

We live in different cities with her and our only chance of talking is on the phone, but every time we are talking i feel like im wasting my time by not being productive with studying or getting better at something. As selfish as that sounds i feel like thats the main issue and i cant help myself. Have talked about it with her but we couldnt figure out what to do

What makes it look worse user? Enlighten me

Happy Birthday! May I ask what country you reside in?

The quality, really. Worse anatomy, less complexity, I really can't be assed to draw much anymore nowadays.

Well, as long as you don't have a wife or any kids, I'm sure you can go back to school and finish so you'd be able to go back.

I see. Good luck for when you move though.

Seeing as you're asking, OP. I have this lump on my cock. I can get rid of it but it never totally goes away. Just when I think it's gone, I wake up and BOOM, back on it.

If you could phone your mom and tell her to come home, I'd greatly appreciate it. Bitch can't even cook.

Thanks. I take 50,000 IU vitamin D pills prescribed because i am severely deficient.

I'll try not to blame myself, but it does feel like all of my problems are 100% my own fault. I know they are mental issues, it just feels like they are beatable, but i fuck it up constantly.

thank's man and Belgium

Can you pinpoint where your guilt comes from?

I don't really have any friends
The ones I kinda have are using me that and my I have to wait until Feb until my gf can move in.
Help me mighty op

Thanks. Hopefully, it will be very soon.

Are you lonely user?

My ex has cancer... I still love her and I my heart is breaking as I watch her go through Chemo and I cant do anything to save her...

If she loves you too user just stick together and hope things get better. It will be hard but one of two things will happen. You will grow apart and it will hurt less, or youll get closer and figure put what to do.

I'm too old go start all over again. I just turned 25 and will be 29 when I finnish.. The only thing that would be perfect for me is to study there, be with my love and get my degree there.. but it's soooo expensive to even think about it

When you stop studying for Christmas, are you going to go see her?

Sorry to hear that.
Do you still talk to her?

No, it's more like feeling guilty over all the things that's happening around you, even if you know damn well you could do nothing about it. I know what it was caused by, though, I think.
Not that I could even dream of affording therapy.

Hang on, is drawing your profession?

She comes over to see me every week. When we are together its great, but when she leaves its like i forget what she is to me. If we brake up ill regret it more than anything

It's ok, don't worry about it.
And there are hundreds of people. Even my roommates, but they are already their own group of friends. I could join them when they hang out in the hallway or talking but I don't like being that kid that tries to join the group. So I rather stay out of it.

I'm 27, and finally in my last semester of Uni (started when I was 21 in Korea). I'm sure you can find a way if you want it badly enough. Maybe not even Japan; you could try Cambodia or Thailand, maybe even....I don't know, the Philippines. If your goal is to leave where you are by any means, you must seize any and every opportunity you can.

You betcha. I used to out and about all the time. I was never at home. Always with friends. They started to peel away from me, or maybe they were just getting on with their lives in general. Me, however, I feel like I've been stood waiting for a bus so I can move on, and it's hella late. - I guess I just want my friends back. I've grown up. We all have, and things change. It's nobody's fault, I guess I just didn't make the cut. But hey, what does it matter? Another day, another week, month year? It's all the same to me.

I have another job, but I earn a lot of extra cash from drawing commissions.

>le cal ur mom to make me sandwhich XXXddddd
Off yourself

she does love me and she keeps saying that she is willing to move here and it's okay and all but I just feel guilty.. why would she change a possibly good life with someone close to her for someone who didn't even finish college..

Yeah, every day... plus I am with her at the treatments and spend time with her in the Chemo "aftermath"

Unlucky man. I live in the north of England so I'm pretty sorted. I pity your current immigrant crisis.

Be thankful you have a girlfriend man, people on here would kill for one. Doesn't a girlfriend indicate you have a friend that cares for you?

Because she loves you user

I would kill to be able to study in Korea or Japan or china or whatever... but man I don't know how you managed to do it in KR but it's incredibly expensive.. isn't it like 30K a year??

Have you got any family/friends to talk about it to?

Tell her that you feel this way. Let her know, surely she'll understand.

I don't mean to come off as harsh, but you want to have friends but don't want to go out and make them? Do you see the hypocrisy?

I was living with my parents while attending college courses on a military base (mom was Army, step-father was a contractor). The classes themselves were free, since I was using my mom's Post-9/11 GI Bill. Although, I feel as though I kind of wasted it, since I wasn't smart enough for Computer Science, or even know what STEM was until about a year ago.

Nope, I have only three people I talk to every once in a while. I don't like talking about my feelings to either of them though.

yeah mate imagine spending 2 months with friendly nice and beautiful asians and then coming back home and the first thing you see at a station is a group of 5 fucking romanian gypsies harassing you for money

Sorry you feel so down. Is there no one you work/study with who you can be friends with?

Not feeling good, anons. Work steady 40 hour weeks, have my own house, live with my girlfriend, but iI just don't care about anything. Nothing I do makes me feel like it used to.

Why was I born so small and weak?

I know you'll probably want the money, but if you're tired of drawing, take a step back from it for a couple of months and come back to it when you're ready.

I feel like I'm gonna lose my shit

I'm so tired of things not worknig the way they are intent to work
I'm tired of not being able to fix stuff that I have to fix
I'm so tired of people
I'm so tired of life but I don't wanna kill myself

GET ME OFF THIS RIDE
REEEEE

Good to hear you got it all worked out man. Korea is really nice. Enjoy it for me too aight? ;)

> Intrusive thoughts about suicide, sometimes homicide
Who are you thinking of killing (besides yourself)?