Got a story to tell Sup Forums

Got a story to tell Sup Forums
>be me 5 years ago
>kinda chubby teenager, not much going on, no interests, no skills
>interested in this girl that sat next to me in English class, let's call her K
>She wasn't much of a looker, didn't fit in with the rest of the year of kids I was in
>Being the Beta fag I am, never built up the courage to talk to her
>Confess my feelings to a close friend, let's call him R
>R tells a friend of K how I feel
>Next day
>Sitting in English
>"user, do you like me?"
>Dying inside
>Never had to deal with a situation like this
>"Y..Yes.. Yes I do"
>Face burning
>"I don't feel the same way user, I don't know you that well"
>Spend rest of the class in silence, you could cut the awkward with a knife
>At the end of class, she steals my notebook from me and leaves
>*audible confusion*
>As I leave the building, she hands me back my notebook, smiling at me
>Open notebook once she leaves
>Digits hombre
>Text her once I get home
>Talk all weekend
>Sunday, ask her if she'd like to date
>No experience with relationships before, this seemed like a normal thing to ask
>"Uh, no user, I just don't think I want a relationship"
>*audible confusion*
>Question why she gave me her phone number, after saying she didn't like me that way
>Question why she text me, talking about how she wanted to know me better, and that she'd like to go on a date
>"I don't know user, I've never done this before"
>We don't speak for a week
>Pipe up the courage to text her
>Maybe being friends wouldn't be too bad
>Months pass
>Been on a few dates with her
>Things have been going good
>We become more than friends
>I ask her again "Would you like to date or something?"
>She says yes this time
>Fast forward a year or so
>Relationship going steady
>Find out she self harms and has tried to kill herself before meeting me
>Being the naive fuck I am "It's okay, me too"
>Big fucking lie
Buckle up, this story spans a good 5 years of my life.
Cont.

You fucking cunt OP

>op is fag
>stop weening
>you fuck ur chan
>you saved ur chan
>shut the the fuck up be alpha
>support her

>the the

>K finds comfort in the fact we share the same issues
>We don't
>Fast forward a little more
>It's now clear to me that this girl is a bit messed up in the head
>Every disappointment, every argument is a "We need to break up"
>I'm alright with this the first time around, we break up, no problem with me
>Literally hours later
>"I've made a mistake user"
>Agree to go back out with her, not really much choice considering what I look like
>This process happens again and again
>Like, shit is cash, we were young, so experimenting sexually was chill
>However, she was super against sex, terrified of getting pregnant or some shit
>Not really sure if actually enjoy being with her, or if the appeal of sexual deeds was dragging me back to the relationship
>Honestly, it was taking a toll on me
>Develop anxiety, constantly trying to avoid conflict
>Constantly worried about giving her a reason to repeat the process of breaking up, then wanting to get back with me
>Fast forward 2 years
>Relationship has had a lot of ups and downs
>We spent three months apart before Christmas that year
>Out of the blue, I receive a text "Hey user, do you think we could meet up"
>Was single at the time, had no luck with girls
>At this point, I moved out of my emo phase, starting to look like a normal fucking human being
>She wants to get back together
>Back together, buy her christmas presents and shit
>Fast forward to new years
>Party at her parents house
>Get pretty smashed
>Wake up the next day
>"Hey user, I'm sorry, but I'm kind of in love with someone else"
>At this point, I'm a little confused
>She explains to me that she was speaking to this guy during the time we were apart, she tells me he's gay
>Still confused
>Turns out he pretended to be gay to get close to her
>Feel a bit like shit
>I was used so she wouldn't feel lonely at Christmas
>Over the course of 3 months, she decides to stay in contact with me
>Talk to her because I don't really have any other people to talk to
Cont.

This is a miserable story. What's the point of this boring story.

This isn't that great of a story, bo conflict. All I see is an indecisive, messed up girl and a fucking moron that just keeps doing the same thing over and over again. Get to the conflict op.

guess we're just going to have to see

>At the end of these three months, I meet this girl, let's call her A
>A is a different from K
>A is a year younger than me
>Go on a few dates and shit
>I really like this girl, makes a difference from the fucked up relationship I had just left
>She plays the good vidya, her family is amazing, they welcome me as one of their own
>Unfortunately, K had rubbed off on me and shit, I did eventual start to share the problems she did
>Self harm and shit because I'm essentially emotionally void
>But this relationship with A is making my life better
>She helps me to stop self harming
>She helps me with my anxiety and shit
>She has some trust issues herself, but it's nothing too bad
>Honestly happy in the relationship
>Like to have sex, enjoys playing vidya, actually cares about me
>Falling in love with this girl, a little too fast, but I was happy
>K messages me out of the blue again, wants to talk and stuff again
>I tell her that I'm not single, but we can be friends if she liked
>A is okay with this
>K asks how my relationship with A is going, tell her it's good, it's happy and healthy
>"Have you.. Have you had sex with her user?"
>Flashback to when I first started going out with K, agreed to have sex with her when she was ready
>Be honest and tell her yes
>She cries and calls me a cunt
>Not really understanding why
>Turns out her gay boyfriend broke up with her so he could move away for uni
>Somewhat begs for me to get back with her
>Say no multiple times, I try not to be a cunt, telling her that it's okay and shit will be fine
>Kinda comes across too friendly or some shit
>A finds out about this conversation
>Trust issues become a little too much
>Constantly asking who I'm talking too
>Threatens to break up with me if I ever talk to her again
>Time passes
>This event fucking terrified me, I actually loved this girl, and it was my fault that she felt like this
>Didn't want to lose this girl
Cont.

Patience nigger

Awaiting

And I'm out

Booooooooring

>The fear of conflict kinda stretched over into this relationship at some point
>Hide anything from her that might threaten the relationship
>Old social media accounts, old photos, old conversations
>Looking back at it now, I really wished I just deleted everything, I really don't understand why I kept it
>At this point, A becomes interested in my relationship with K
>Asking about how it ended and stuff
>So I tell her
>This kinda backfires because she makes the connection of me being pissed about K talking to this gay guy when we were going out, and me talking to K whilst we're together
>Arguments and shit happen
>Eventually the dust settles and she still wants to be with me
>Relationship is still good, just a little void of trust
>Working on rebuilding trust
>When she finds out about the things I'd been hiding
>She asks me why I didn't get rid of them
>Honestly, I didn't know, I still don't to this day
>A few more weeks of arguing and the dust settles yet again
>I didn't realise it at the time, but I was ruining this girl
>This happens a few more times over the course of the year
>To be honest, at this point, a lot of the stuff that I had hidden, I had forgotten about
>I had become unaware of how much shit I had hidden
>Every time she finds something, I tell her it's the last thing there is
>Not really sure if it was
>Been going out with A for a year now, shit is still bumpy, but I've tried to turn myself around
>Back when me and A first started going out
>Receiving a lot of nudes and sexual material
>Shit was tite
>Send a few nudes to my friends for bragging rights
>At the time, I wasn't aware that this relationship would last so long, so didn't seem like much of an issue
>Back to present date, been going out a year
>Apparently I had been neglecting my friends, who felt like they needed "revenge" against me
>Friends send nudes to A of herself, saying that I shared them with my friends
Cont.

Keep it going...

This is sad. I can relate. XD

Fuck OP why you so stupid

Boring fag

i found op

>file_name

>A actually was pretty cool about the whole thing
>She tells me that she doesn't really care, the nudes she sent me when we first start talking, were nudes that she'd sent to everyone else that she was talking to
>Hurts man
>Don't really care though, I don't own her
>I honestly don't understand why A has stuck around this long, I didn't feel bad at the time, but I was really messing this girl around
>Feels bad man
>On one weekend, was supposed to help babysit with A
>On the same night, there was a party happening
>I was stupid and picked the party over a nice night in
>Get fucked out of my mind
>Speedweed.jpg
>Whilst contemplating the universe, get out my wallet to explore it's composure
>Find old picture of me and K together, no clue why it's there
>Attempt to burn it, but too fucked to even lift my arms up for 30 seconds
>My "Friends" take the photo from me and tear it up
>Thought they were being good guys
>We're talking about an old digital photo I had from 3 years earlier, it had a date on and shit
>Friends tear date off and send it to A
>Why.jpg
>A thinks it's a recent photo
>A doesn't let me explain myself
>Alienate myself from my friends and A
>Alone as shit
>A talks to me, let's me explain myself after she'd calmed down over the course of a month
>She believes me and calls out my "friends" for fucking with her
>Shit went back to normal
>Relationship started to be okay again
>Trust was back
>We went on holiday together
>Shit was alright
>Fast forward to a month from today
>"user, I'm not happy in this relationship, there's no trust"
>At the time, I was completely blindsided
>When I look at it now, I should've completely expected it
>Talks about how I've broken her
>Talks about how she deserves better
>I actually start to understand, agreeing with her, I was literally the worst
>As one last attempted to ask her to stay
>"How about you think about it over the course of a week?"
>She agrees, saying she might change her mind
Cont.

Just one question OP...if you didn't send her nudes to your mates how did they get them?

Stupid cunt, it's your own fault!

I did send the pics to them, it was just almost a year prior to them sending the pics to her. It is my own fault.

stop replying to morons and finish the story OP. we don't have all damn day

I need some poutine to go with this story.

>meet up with K after breaking up
>K is a boy now
>suck her femcock all night
>shitposting while getting assfucked by K

So can you send them to us. We are your true friends user. We loves you.

U got shit friends. Im surprised you haven't killed them yet. Finally found a good gf and they fuck it up for you.

>A is a year younger than me
NO
That's fucking it.
I'm fucking done with this whole fucking site.
This, this right here, this is my fucking breaking point.
I don't give a shit about any of you people anymore. Everything Sup Forums used to be has died, everyone here is a highschooler, you use "neckbeard" and "neet" and "edgelord" as if you have somone to look down on. You're all goddamned children and it's been weeks --WEEKS-- since I last saw something relevant, interesting, clever, worthwhile, or even remotely funny posted.
Maybe it's me -- maybe Sup Forums was always children, and I've finally grown up.
I honestly don't know, but I remember when there was something here for me, and I see, now, that there isn't.
So I'm gone.
A one-year age difference doesn't mean shit in the real world. It's not like levelling up -- all the years just blend together in a series of eras of your life. It's not even "my twenties, my thirties" shit. There's the years you spend in a failing marriage -- BAM. That's a turning point. You measure shit from before and after. There's a death in the family, a new career, a move to a new city--- those are all /events/. Shit gets grouped according to what you're /doing/ not how many fucking years you've been alive for.
Shit happens. Shit is relevant and important. >You aren't.
One day, OP, you'll start measuring yourself against the world, not the world against yourself. So this chick was born in fucking 1997 instead of 1996. That doesn't mean a goddamned thing. Talk to me when you meet a girl who was partying during the shift from optimism to disaffection. Talk to me when you meet someone from the MTV generation, or who had to live with reaganomics. Talk to me when you meet someone who voted for Bush's second term. Hell -- in thirty years, talk to me when you meet someone who was too young to remember this election. Measuring by years is highschool fucking crap, and, I'm not sure why, but that's my breaking point. I'm fucking done.

Still waiting for the point or conclusion or even a fucking question OP

>after getting assfucked by K, I realize my mistake, K was actually fake Gay guy in disguise.
>I ask where the real K is, he says he is the real K and laughs manically
>I jump onto him and hold a dildo down his throat, pinch his nose and tell him if he doesn't tell me the truth I will suffocate him
>He gets scared and tells me he locked her in his basement
>He takes me there
>There she is tide up and gagged
>I am like, "What the fuck you sick fuck, fuck."
>He is like, "Just kidding, we set this up."
>They both started to laugh
>She was like, "You fucked a dude you stupid fuck, that will teach you for tearing up my pictures.
>My mouth is agape
>Something drips in my mouth, warm and salty, metallic almost
>I look up

Agree with everything except not leaving because tranny threads

>Literally the longest week of my life
>Eventually she talks to me
>"I think I've made my decision, but I have one question first"
>Go on..
>Bear in mind I had just started uni
>"Have you spoken to any girls during this week?"
>I answer no, I hadn't actually spoken to any girls, the only interaction I had with them was being in lectures and shit
>She doesn't believe me and says "This is exactly why I don't want to be with you, you just lie and hide things from me"
>Honestly trying as hard as I can to hold the relationship together
>I come up with the worst idea
>"Let me take you on a date, I want to show that I've changed"
>At this point, I really understand how much of a fucking sociopath I am
>Really try to turn myself around, being completely transparent, dedicated to the relationship and shit
>I come into some cash dollar at this point
>Take her on the best date I can
>Take her to do all her favourite things
>She comes home with me at the end of the night
>She says "I'll tell you what I think about everything in the morning"
>Sleep soundly thinking everything will be fine
>Wake up, "user, I'm willing to give you one last chance, prove to me that you've changed"
>I thank her for the chance
>I actually start treating her better, don't let my friends fuck up the relationship, take her out more, buy her shit that she wants
>Like shit man, I even sent flowers to her house as a surprise
>Shit is all good for a couple weeks
>Be me on Tuesday this week
>A has been away all weekend, doing some volunteering
>Tells me "I don't know if I'm happy"
>Honestly, I don't know what I've done wrong
>She tells me that she just needs some time to think
>I feel like shit's gonna end again
>Went to see her today, we hugged and played some smash, but she seemed distant
>She tells me that she doesn't doesn't know if she wants to be tied down
Cont.

>A is the fake K
>allaroundmearefamilarfaces.jpg
>they were both just fucking with me all the time
>get spastic spergattack
>black out
>wake up in bathtub full of ice
>mfw kidneys are missing
>freak out
>suddenly hear moaning from the other room
>open the door
>get on the floor

I want this to have a happy ending but I doubt there will be

>Fake gay was K but was actually A who was actually K as K was actually A
>The reason I never sexed K was because hidden beneath the panty was a micropenis, I didn't actually finger "her" pussy, I fingered her asshole
>It all makes sense now
>I see A and K 69
>I am like what did you do to me
>Made dinner motherfucker, made the mother fucking dinner you lying piece of shit
>On the stove I see my kidney

...

OP here, I will be finished writing this soon. Only twenty more chapters to go. You read other stories like this on r/gonewildstories. I just have to take a break to finger my urethra. Thanks again friends. I am a loser and hate myself. I am going to try not to cut the rest of my foreskin off.

>TL;DR
>OP is a beta cuck
>OP's squeeze has Borderline.

>mfw fake gay who was K is actually A
>mfw K is gay
>mfw i'm K
>mfw i've been in a relationship with myself
>mfw i have multiple personality disorder and fucked myself in the ass with a cucumber

are you typing with your dick? why the fuck does it take this long?

Wow you pretty much fucked everything up and you're friends suck.

Wow, OP. You really have some dickish friends.

>Just kind of stuck waiting around for her to tell me what she wants
>I fucked up so much, and I regret everything I did to her
>I wish I could go back and be a better person
>I wish that I could erase all the shit that I did to her
>Chances are she's gonna say that she wants to break up
>I won't stop her at this point, it's not fair

This story doesn't have a witty ending or a copypasta bit. I just wanted to share this story with people, I fucked up big style, and looking back on it now, all the things that happened to me, I was the cause of. I fucked with K, I fucked with A, I alienated my friends, all these issues I have, were brought on by problems I caused. I'm the reason why I'm losing A. If I do lose A, I have no one. An hero seems like the only logical way out.

If you got any advice, let me know...

OP is stupid betafag who dates mentally ill people for some pussy.

Tranny threads are the new sharpie in pooper, and I honestly don't know what happened to the world I used to live in.

bleach works well

you should an hero for making us read this bullshit. OP confirmed massive faggot

You're friends where cunts though. Now...still got the nudes? Wait...never mind she was probably underage right?

>I looked in the mirror, was that K, Gay or A... nope it was me on this day.
>Shit who are we, I said to myself, who the fuck are we
>We answer us, You need to kill them all, kill all the friends, they ruin everything
>Yes, I knew what to do, the cause of everything was my friends, but how does one kill what is imaginary?
>I decided I needed a genius
>I visited apple and tried to talk to a few, but they laughed at me and told me I was funny
>Out of nowhere this large guy walks up behind me and whispers in my ear
>I am J
>J?
>Yes, come with me if you want to find the imaginaries, there is only one way to take them down.

Finish it faggot

Kek.

Guys, OP here. Would it be better to fuck myself with a Cactus or with a rusty drill?

The worst part is, I found out that the person behind all this shit my friends did to me was R. R was the person that somewhat ignited my first relationship. But he was also the one putting nails in the coffin of the relationship I was happy in.

Both

I only know 26 people, they are all letters in the alphabet.

>20 more chapters
>will finish soon
Why choose Sup Forums though OP?

I have never finished everything, I am less than a loser, losers finish but come last, I don't even make it to the finish line. What am I?

Damn boy, you got fucked.

This shit should go on a cringe thread... but everyone will die of boredom reading it. What a shit story.

A fucking cunt, that's what you are.

Just so my story is a little more coherent.

Lurk on Sup Forums

know you're tired of lovin', of lovin'
With nobody to love, nobody, nobody
Just grab somebody, no leavin' this party
With nobody to love, nobody, no- (Uh-huh, honey)

What about M? What did M do? Did M get it on with Q?

>J tells me nothing is real
>enter some weird ass door that looks like gay K A's fake boipucci vag
>"welcome to gallbladder"
>I start to undress myself
>going to the street snooker goal
>insert snooker queue into ass
>mfw too much chalk

And here is P. P for Pretty Pussy.

Forgot the Pussy.

K already sounds like she was fucked in the head when you started to get to know her so I would say she more fucked with you, which ended up affecting your thing with A
Your other friends were pretty big cunts too
At least you can say you tried to do your best with A to show her that you did love her despite fucking up, but ultimately if she doesn't want to be 'tied down' after doing all this shit for her then she isn't the one meant for you

I know I got a bad reputation
Walking-round-always-mad reputation
Leave-a-pretty-girl-sad reputation
Start a Fight Club, Brad reputation

Jesus fuck. Just kill your pathetic self already.

B is Bump - so people read this cringe and kill themselves - because B for boredom.

Love hurts, love scars, love wounds
And mars, any heart
Not tough or strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
Holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, ooh, ooh love hurts

Biggest faggot ever.

act the way you told yourself to act,
don't string people along,
make up your fucking mind

>OP confirmed massive faggot
In other news, water is wet.

Thanks man, that's probably the best advice I've heard

She find pictures in my e-mail
I sent this bitch a picture of my dick
I don't know what it is with females
But I'm not too good with that shit
See, I could have me a good girl
And still be addicted to them hoodrats
And I just blame everything on you
At least you know that's what I'm good at

Bleach cleans the genes

>If you got any advice, let me know...

You wrote you just started uni. Focus on your studies and on improving your social life.

Ask your gf if she is sure she wants to be with you, if she isn't, break up with her.

Stop trying to satisfy emotionally unstable women, and passively do whatever they want.

Stop talking to friends you feel you can't trust.

Get a hobby, get some money, stop wasting time on Sup Forums.

Profit.

bro K fucked you so hard. you weren't this depressed piece of shit but you are now because of that bitch. Jesus christ even im mad at that cunt fucking whore literally ruined your life. Get help OP

KEK im dying

bro u have 0 chill

Listen dude, It is over. I hate to say this, but You gotta move on. Let go of your shitty "friends", let go of A, and for Christ's sake, don't even think about getting back together with K. don't even talk to her anymore. these people are all toxic, and are causing you to have extremely low self esteem, and hate your life. You could be a cool guy if you just got the fuck away from all those happiness-suckers, and worked on yourself for a solid year. who the fuck wants friends that d shit like that? who the fuck wants a gf that acts the way she does? You'll look back in a few years and thank yourself for getting out when you did. You have so much time to make new friends, build up your confidence, and get a real gf who doesn't give a shit about all this petty jealousy and makeing you feel like everything is your fault. From what I see, you didn't fuck anything up. Having to hide shit like that from a crazy gf is the start of a slippery slope into letting her completely control you. If you can't be happy by yourself, how the fuck are you supposed to make someone else happy to be with you?

tldr: get the fuc away from all of them, and work on becoming a strong, independent man who knows what he wants, and doesn't give a fuck about what others think, then the girls will come without even trying

source: been there, done that. many times

bro right?!!!! K is such a fucked up bitch i got mad just reading that she ruined this dudes life

whats wrong with you faggot, apathetic cunt

>this is why we cant have nice things
go back to your shitty ylyl threads if this is too boring for you.
i mean im all for trolling op but the way you're doing it is just retarded

this man right here.. good ass advice. AMEN