So Sup Forumsros, I lost a friend of mine to suicide. I have been lost in a haze of depression because of it

So Sup Forumsros, I lost a friend of mine to suicide. I have been lost in a haze of depression because of it.

I just don't know what to do anymore, one day we are playing games and chilling out and the next he is gone.

I wish there was something I could have done but he had to move to Florida because of the military... anyone know a cure for this depression? Yes I am debating on pot and no I don't drink.

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Pot and music...think about the good times and all, don't hover on the negativo

Two good songs to listen to on pot/relevant

"Shine on you crazy diamond"

"Wish you were here"

Both by Pink Floyd

>Yes I am debating on pot
don't do this. I know people say pot is harmless, but my current fwb used to be a big pothead, but now she can't sleep when she doesn't smoke pot and she gets anxiety when she doesn't smoke.
Turning to a substance to get over depression is no good man. Imo SSRIs (anti depressants) aren't a bad option if you're feeling really bad and can't be motivated to do anything. But stay away from benzos.
It's best not to self medicate and get help from a professional whether it be counselling or prescription

Did I hear Jazz Dancing!!!!!

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I do love Pink Floyd, we met because of music too. I just got out of a major surgery I got from an IED. I was alone till he popped by when I had to air out my room because I was not allowed to shower yet.

Ha-Ch-Ch-Cha

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Hey user. Sorry for ur loss. Get high and listen to this and other songs like it. Your welcome.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=W_rC-495Z_A

Play a game from your childhood. For example play Ocarina of Time or some game where you can see a sunset, and remember good things, like, "when I was playing this temple I remember this good memory"

Time

My beat friend was when I was 14 hung himself because he got all depressed about life. It only made me mad. I broke his headstone I shit on his grave I burned everything he had given me.

I know you're hurt but it does no good to dwell on his death. Bro he wanted out and nothing you could have said or dine would of changed his mind.

Also a great listen

youtube.com/watch?v=qxNX29l8Ags

Why not use black magic to bring him back?

you know they say time heals wounds and its true.
having dealt with a suicide of a best friend it took me ten years to get over it properly.
deal with your grief but dont let your friend take up to much space in your reality.

10/10 bait

I had been trying, I just feel so unmotivated. I will try legend of Zelda.

shit hope this tune helps

youtu.be/TYRDgd3Tb44

Your friend kills himself so you shit on his grave? Topzoz

Thank you both, we became friends because of music.

>turning to a substance is bad
>recommends substance

>anyone know a cure for this depression?

Time is only cure. Fortunately as a young fag you have lots of that.

Here for you Sup Forumsrother

Mememe daoko
Girl daoko
Your welcome.
Thats what helped me from killing myself

Guess you really weren't as good of friends as you thought, huh?

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I lost my good friend to suicide who also showed me my first three six song, it was called porno movie and it was on tape, he got it from his older brother and we thought it was the funniest and coolest thing, being in 5th grade.

People arent in the right state of mind when they do these things, theres nothing you could have done, after he hung himself there were 4 other kids that hung themselves it was like a fucking epidemic, another two were my friends but not as good as the first buddy

A day wont go by you wont think about it, you guys will hang out again in ur dreams and itll be just like old times , it sucks tho man im sorry

Pills for breakfast helps

My depression set in when i realized humans are just another part of nature no different from a bug in the end, we live to die. Eternal nothingness gives me the deepest depression.

Dubs also helps

If he was the one in the bathtub, I was the one who said "Do it pussy."

Heroin is the only thing that's keeping me from killing myself.

>Guess you really weren't as good of friends as you thought, huh?
dick

A cure yes kill yourself

Clearly he didn't give enough of a fuck about you to not pull the damn trigger, so get the fuck over it.

lost my best friend in 2010 he took his life too and there is not a day that goes by that i don't think about him .Time is the only thing that helps but it'll never go away

Not to be rude, but it's a bit ironic coming here for sympathy and advice, when 50% of the time, suicides are encouraged by many of the lurkers here.

If you realize it really doesn't matter in any some fundamental away that helps. As in you go.

Oh look this is yet another bullshit stage of life.
Oh look, less bull shit today.
Well I have my cock in this lady this doesn't suck.
Oops more bull shit.

It's the spazzing about bullshit and trying to run away from it that causes even more bull shit. The problem is, we're built to experience bullshit. If circumstances change, so does the perception of bullshit.

If you miss your friend so much why don't you just join him?

Pot detection is too good now for it to be a viable option for you if you're in the military. They could detect past use for 30 days via urine test in some people. My buddy in the National Guard used to smoke that K2 shit because they didn't look for that on military drug tests. You don't want dishonorable discharge over a fuckin joint. It's stupid but it's the way it is.

hit the gym, lift for your friend that passed, the only thing that would make him happy is if you improved yourself

That's not true. Things do change and most people that attempt do regret or try to stop in the middle.

did you call him a noob? did you help push him over the edge?

I have to agree. I was a big stoner and afew years back i learned my childhood bff had died at a shooting range accident. Hadnt even seen him in years but i fell into super depression and pot only made it worse

I cant tell you how many times ive thought to myself while fucking, this is what its all about huh? Then i lose my boner and am like wtf i wish i was addicted to heroin and never overdose or never have it effect my life negatively i duno man sometimes jerking off on drugs is better than pussy

Maybe he was murdered

Helter Skelter

Very sorry for your loss user.