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>be me
>be 7- or 8-years-old
>be summer break
>parents work long hours, so grandparents babysit during the day
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>be at grandma's house
>playing outside in the yard with brother when grandma calls us
>scurry over to grandma to find her carrying a box
>whatsinthebox.mp3
>grandma chimes pleasantly, "Look what I found!"
>grandma places the box on the picnic table
>curled up in the corner is the cutest little kitten ever
>jet black, snow white whiskers, deep blue eyes
>illlovethiscatforever.exe
>he stares at us, but doesn't move; just stares with those dark sky blue eyes
>he doesn't react to our pats and pets
>he just sort of ignores us
>feelsbadman.jpg
>i have an idea so great that it would put the collective minds of all the great philosophers of history to shame
>decide to name him 'Sunny', hoping that if he has a bright, happy name, he'll cheer up
>kitten starts mewing incessantly
>well, fuck me, it worked!!
>cloud9.png
>figure the lil' guy's hungry
>grandma brings some cream in a bowl
>places the bowl next to the happiest kitten ever
>Sunny doesn't move from his corner
>Sunny keeps mewing

>Grandma takes Sunny out of the box and places the bowl next to him
>Sunny laps up some cream
>Sunny keeps mewing
>Louder, sharper, harsher
>brother tries to pick the kitten up, but he crawls away from him
>but he crawls away
>crawls away
>crawls
>tfw chills up/down/inside-out/backwards
>Sunny rolls over on his back
>three words:
>scarred
>for
>life
>Sunny is infested with ticks/fleas all over his belly
>parasites packed so thick that we couldn't see his fur or skin
>watched them writhing all over him
>little me screams, "WE HAVE TO TAKE HIM TO THE VET!! NOW!!"
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>mfw Sunny was dying while we smiled and played with him
>mfw Sunny stopped moving and just stared up at us with frozen eyes
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>run inside, lock myself in the bedroom, cry for hours until parents pick us up and take us home

We buried him in grandma's flower garden in a brown paper bag. Roughly 20 years later, whenever I visit Grandma, I still go to Sunny's grave and apologize for being utterly helpless and letting him die so miserably.
>Pic related, looks like Sunny.

>R.I.P. Sunny, I'm sorry.

wouldnt that be 9 holes because of entry and exit holes he should kill himself

Feeling so lost without her. Been being the pathetic excuse of the man I am and been begging her to see the love we share.

I dont think i can live w/o her and im such a pussy for it, i dont know why im like this

Anyone got the dog passing away? It's like he can't walk and eventually they put him down.

>im
>I'm

He might use a slow, heavy, hollow point round so it doesn't over penetrate. Or a .22.

not if you're jfk

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My old dog passed in '07. He had arthritis, was blind in one eye, and had a dent in his skull. We were going to put him down during summer, but he drowned in the lake next to my back yard. Buried him next to a tree.

If someone wants to talk to somebody, we made a little channel for it. If you want to confess what's on your mind, wants to be reassured, or just talk about anything, please join.
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You're not alone, user.

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Did they fucking find him on the street?

Pretty much. My grandma found a box on her morning walk and Sunny was curled up alone inside.

I'm carrying around a feel
>my father has pancreatic cancer
>lifelong alcoholic, stopped through pure willpower when shit hit the fan with his health
>I'm also an alcoholic
>when I found out my father was going to die relatively soon last march, he pleads with me to stop drinking, so I resolved to quit drinking
>I stopped entirely, did the rehab, do AA
>he is elated, pride in me again, no hint of shame or disappointment
>I sneaked off and drank last week, and have told no one
>have regained a conscience through AA step work, life improvement
>dad getting worse every day, refuses to leave his home
>the guilt is eating away at me, cant let him find out
I'm stuck, and its twisting my insides all around

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we all have our coping mechanisms

sounds like your going through a rough patch so i cant really blame ya

This exactly. I don't think I would ever kill myself but I just don't see myself going anywhere and for what reason should I? I have no reason to exist and no reason to die.

holy fuck man...that hit me hard

This is stupid, as it implies you left that person and then feel sad about it. Because bridges don't fucking move.

Agreed, but i think they were focusing on the hitting harder part, not the leaving the bridge part

I'm 15 and I think my girlfriend who's 14 may be pregnant...I didnt cum in her, I just rubbed my dick on her pussy and all I did was pre. will that still get her pregnant? I know its a dumb as fuck quwestion but I really need help. I'm so scared and worried and I just need help...

You can make it one if you use a shotgun

Bad*

Nothing a lil' bleach in the ol' coocharoo won't solve, you lil' underaged faggot you.

that hurts

u sticked it inside her?

I honestly hate talking about my feelings. I hate talking about serious things with real friends and stuff. So I keep it in.

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Youre overreacting bud, sit your ass down and chill. Just dont fo it again, use a condom in the future.

no, just fucking rubbed it on the damn lips of it, like fuck man I have no clue what's going on. she's like 4 days passed her monthly period so idk

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Does anyone have the one about the boy who met the lolita girl who lived with her grandmother,
they fell in love, then the grandmother died, and the girl had to move away with her other family
she was raped and killed herself because she wasnt pure.

Id really like to re-read it...

This place and my psychotic gf are the only places im accepted.
Thank you anons for forgiving me and listening to my confessions all the time.

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fuckin'salute.jpg every time

Wtf is wrong with you?

Just came to post a story and i find this feels thread, but im not good with english, just let me know if i can proceed

Of course you can

go ahead bro

Go ahead buddy, im listening

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What do you mean by psychotic ?

go my friend

She has incredibly bad mental issues, it borders schizophrenia, while also being close to just about anything bad. She also does too much acid for my liking, thing is, if i break up with her shes gonna kill herself
I dont think i can deal with that.

cant forget this one

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She dosen't follow a medical treatment for that ?

Suicide baiting isn't cool man :(

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ok let me write it, is not a special story, is very regular but i want to post it in order to feel a little better

>if i break up with her shes gonna kill herselfI dont think i can deal with that.
Do it anyway, she's not your responsibility if you don't want a part of the relationship anymore.

No, she wont go for one either

What you mean

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Thanks for writing dude, whats your name?

About 2 years ago I first met my ex, she was a co-worker who was in an abusive relationship at the time, we because best friends for about a year before she told me that she always liked me, after a few months she built up the courage to leave her boyfriend; she moved in with me and we were happy; I would get death threats from her ex and the occasional stalking but i could deal with that. after a few months of living together her parents told her that if she doesnt go back to her ex and leave me they would kick her out of the family, Apparently they were more happy with her in an abusive relationship because it meant she would spend more time at her parents house to get away from her boyfriend. she left me so that she wouldnt lose her baby sister. I still have to see her every day at work. I tried to kill myself about a month ago but fell asleep before i finished taking all the sleeping pills. this caused my roommates and only friends left to kick me out of my home because they didnt think i was safe to be around anymore; now I spend every day sitting in the tiny apartment I could afford and drinking till I fall asleep

I dont think i can handle that tho, i care too much

god damn it

Ok fine, ignore my advice. Have fun being emotionally blackmailed for years to come. I assure you, no good will come of this.

Fuck this thread, crying to anons. I feel like my life aint too bad aftet i go through one of these

Im very much aware of whats going on, but thanks for the advice homie, i appreciate it

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I am looking for one specific story.
Its probably 4-5 years ago that it was posted.
It was in a "brony" thread.
A soldier was telling his story about being in Afganistan/Iraq and finding a puppy and taking care of it.
He took it on patrol with him in his pocket and an IED blew up.
The puppy died and a piece of the puppys bone ended up saving the guys life.

If it helps, the pics he was using were a seiries of pinky pie infront of a grave stone.

Its one of the few times I could feel the raw emotion in someones Sup Forums posts.

Decided to try honesty,

The first one ignored me since.

the second one told me tonight that she wants me to get help and doesn't want me to be intimate with her anymore... She will still be a friend.. but "things will never work out"...

this shit makes me cry
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Had anyone else have guilt over being a terrible child?

>be me, 7
>be a bold-faced liar
>parents are separated at this time
>this is because of them constantly fighting
>mother had taken me and bro to rented house
>mother had rented an American Pie film
>her cousin and her are watching it
>my mind comes up with dirty thoughts
>dad takes me and my brother and bribes us
>"Did anything happen user?"
>i proceded to tell him that mom and Chad were fucking infront of me
>my father nods to this
>2 hours later
>ohfucknigger.jpg
>"U-uh dad, I lied about that"
>he told me to tell CPS
>did so
>tfw i almost had my mother never allowed to see me
>they get back together after that

I told my mother that I apologize, and almost break down crying because that I was a really shitty kid

I feel nothing.
No fear. No shame. No saddness.

fuck off, discord isnt anonymous

>ohfucknigger.jpg

The girl reminds me of an ex...
I thought re-reading it would feel like she was back

Damn, thanks anyway m8

Just one of the painfull screenshots i could take out of this conversation i had tonight...

Tits or gtfo

I've read this one a good while back. I cri everytime

Hope you like mantits

Im going to bed, goodnight guys, hopefully you will all feel much better considering it will be a new day for new shit to happen
Cheers

I was a terrible kid at 3 years old my mother wouldn't let me get some candy or some shit so i smashed a twelver of coke and screamed fuck you

It was a product of my alcoholic father. Eventually my mom would put me on a leash but i was too smart and broke out of it.

I stole money from her all my childhood, skipped school. Ran away, told her fuck you plenty of times. Im an emotional wreck and because of it I had a rough up brining.

First suicide attempt was grade 7.

>no timestamp
Gtfo

Sucks to hear, man.

This is the greentext that gave me hope in Sup Forums again

No...dude no wtf

Move the fuck on.

Everyone is alone in this world. They are not your security blanket.

Tough up, stop looking for protection, aim to never need it again.

feel the awkwardness....

youtube.com/watch?v=hFvs8qd3hhE

i know im pathetic...

Its gonna be too hard to be friends with her maybe not forever but for now at least.