Any real life shota experiences? Straight or gay. What impact did it have on you? Good/bad?

Any real life shota experiences? Straight or gay. What impact did it have on you? Good/bad?

>Be me
>Not sure of age, mentally blocked out the the experience
>Oh, about 6
>Roleplay with brother
>Funerals for some reason
>Sneak into his bed everytime I stayed over (We had separate mothers, visited the same dad on weekends
>He be about 14
>"Wanna play a game?"
>"Pretend you're at my funeral"
>At this point I'm lying next to him in bed

Cont. if there's interest

what's next?

Interested

Cont now

>He whips his dick out
>No idea what this is, or what to do with it.
>He starts to wrap his lips around my tiny peen, which is instant diamonds for the first time
>I remember it being pretty shit
>Get the gist.jpg
>He recedes from my crotch and whispers "Pretend you're at my funeral and does this for me"
>My turn. I crawl into the cover and try to find his dick in the dark.
>Having trouble so he grabs my head in one hand, his cock in the other and guides the both together.
>Cock fills my mouth. Can barely fit the head into my tiny, pre-pubescent mouth.
>First thing I feel is the foreskin on my lips. Like the little stalk on top of a big apple.
>Brother pushes my head down with both hands

cont.
>

nicee

>All of a sudden I feel this kind of macho strength enter my mouth.
>Hands are forcing my head further into his groin
>Start choking on his girthy shaft
>Tastes salty, and a little bitter
>He starts to breath heavier
>My mouth is sopping with both my saliva and his precum
>Struggle to breathe and stop
>As I lay panting, he takes my hand and places it on his slimy, pulsing dick.
>I could feel his heartbeat through his dick.
>My hand is full, it feels so soft, yet muscly and veiny.
>So very warm and stiff
>Stroke it up and down and jerk him for a while, nice and slow
>Pre cum leaking all over
>Get tired and give up
>Jerks himself off whilst he touches me

Pretty much it, Sup Forumsros

Happened a few times. Sometimes he'd get me to watch him in the bath and play with his dick. But that's all I can remember.

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To add on to OP's question.

It was pretty bad tbh. Can't look my brother in the face now. Pretty much avoid him.

I have to get drunk a lot to feel happy again. Doctor's think it's bipolar.

Got a big dominance fetish though, holy shit. Most definitely bi too.

I used to watch my neighbors kid when the parents would go on vacation (which was often) and got blackmailed by him.

Awesome. What age? You and the kid?

did you do something to the kid and then he blackmailed you or did he just blackmail you?

I was 19 when it started and he was 14.

I fell asleep on the couch and he went through my phone, found nudes and texts and stuff I didn't want anyone else seeing.

>be 12
>have a friend who lives next door but goes to another school
>both home alone all day on wednesdays
>we can do the weirdiest shit together without having to face each other the next day at school
>we start slow: we play strip poker for weeks
>even after one of us has lost the other get naked too anyway
>that's how my bisexuality (and my inner sissy) started kicking in
fast forward
>friend invites me over
>he also invited a friend of his
>I'm surprised he talked to him about our "secret" but I'm okay with it
>strip poker
>it's more funny than sexual
>after one has lost we all get naked
>we compare our dicks
>they're fascinated by mine because I started puberty and it was already "adult sized" while theirs were still tiny
>after we had our giggle we put our clothes back on
>yet I'm way too horny to leave it at that
>"You guys want to see something gross?"
>they're interested
>so I get completely naked and make myself hard
>they're laughing but can't stop watching
>heart is pounding
>I pull my foreskin as a final act of nakedness
>they're both clothed, sitting on the bed and I'm standing naked and offered in front of them
>I stroke myself slowly
>"I can shoot semen, you wanna see?"
>they're grossed out, they laugh, still they wanna see
>they watch me stroke
>I feel butterflies in my stomach when I finally say: "You wanna touch?"
>only my friend's friend wants to
>he grabs my cock nervously
>first time I ever feel another hand on my cock
>I show him the right movement and he jerks me off for a few minutes
>I start moaning, my cock is getting harder, he understands I'm going to ejaculate so he stops and sits back on the bed
>I lay down on the floor to finish myself
>shaking like a leaf
>I finally cum, very hard, I moan like a slut
>I ejaculate 5-6 ropes of cum all over my chest

Awesome.

I did some stuff with a neighbour kid once. Kinda fell out after a while.

Anyway, he had a pool and would swim in it a lot. mostly alone. Sometimes he had his own friends along, sometimes they would rub each others nipples for some reason.

So this kid is far younger than me, he made me suck his dick on many occasions.

I would spy on him in the pool and jerk myself to ecstasy. What a fucking degenerate I am. :)

what did he force you to? money or other stuff?

Hnnng. Nice.

Blowjobs, sex, doing basically anything he wanted. A couple times he got some of his friends involved.

just re-reading it got me hard

holy fuck.. did you enjoy being his slave? i fucking dream of such a situation.. where are the horny kids that want me as their slave?

>be 7
>2 cousins are visiting us
>go to play in sisters room
>sister is 9
>after a time we start to play doctor or some shit
>somehow we get to idea that we wanna try sex
>cousins are all male
>we fuck me sister
>only feeling is that it is weird
>never speak of it again

can't make it a good greentext, quite blurry when i try to remember

but it was not good or anything

and yes, i still have a incest fetish, but mother-son or especially aunt-nephew

my aunt touched me sometimes, but nothing extraordinary. most of the time she just told me how sexy i am

>be 14
>best friend has autism but he's rich as fuck and has cool toys
>one day his parents take us to the countryside at his grandparents
>we spend the whole day there playing football and magic
>his parents come to take us back home
>we stop by to visit his aunt
>we go in her house(I've never met these people)
>I take my shoes off and my socks are all dirty because I played football all day and I had shitty sneakers
>his aunt offers to take me to the bathroom so I can wash my feet
>sitting in bathtub full autist mode not doing a thing
>she just grabs my feet and starts cleaning them
>(I was watching lots of anime at that time)
>feel cool like Sasuke from Naruto having a sexy slut clean my feet for me
>get rock hard because of god complex
>she done cleaning my feet
>while she's getting up she rubs her whole head on my little cock
>cum
>she then tells me to take my clothes off and washes me

>be 6 or 7
>be with my 3 cousins
>3 boys one girl
>one night we were having a sleepover
>we were all too jittery to sleep
>we just quietly slip into the basement
>start messing around, wrestling, playing, normal kid stuff
>eventually we play spin the bottle
>15 mins in we had already all kissed eachother
>my female cousin (eldest one) decides to take me to a corner
>touches my penis
>starts kissing me more sentually
>have no idea whats going on but feels good

Cont?

YEAH MAN. let's keep this shit ogin

Yes and no. At times I liked it but honestly it was pretty damn humiliating.

Cont.

>spend a solid 10 mins kissing my cousin and her hand is down my pants
>other cousins are just watching
>my female cousin tells me to get naked
>do it because I'm a pushover
>she gets naked too
>she starts sucking me
>puts one finger in my ass too
>she goes on like that for a while
>my other cousins join in
>she is sucking 3 boys off
>but mostly me for some reason
>my other male cousins and me were kissing while she did this
>eventually we all get tired of feeling good and get in our PJ's
>fall asleep
>next morning my male cousins pretend it never happened
>female cousin still showered with me
>eventually we hit teen years and stopped

Are you F or M?

i can understand.. i guess i would also feel like this. as much as i want it, i would like more a situation in which i'll be humiliated but still loved, so actually BDSM - but still, i envy you :)

Side note on this
I found out my female cousin knew the Venus porn channel on her Tivo, and didn't think much if it until later years, certainly explains her "expirience"

F

the part that makes it bad is having literally no control. No matter what action you take you're getting screwed somehow. Even if you enjoy parts of it, you're still having your agency taken away from you without any say.

Is it fair enough to say that this fucks us up for life? Or at least influences are sexual tendies to the extreme

I don't know. I already had some extreme sexual interests before that so I can't be sure.

Drunk so excuse me. so what age were you then? With your alread extremee sexual instrest?

does pedo count?

I have a few. Ill start with the first one

>be me, 10
>my 9 year old friend is round for a sleep over
>he's lying on his stomach as we watch a movie, I can just see his crack peaking out
>ask him if I can see more
>he pulls his trousers down
>I press my face against it, he says he likes it
>I pull my trousers down and he looks at mine.
>he asks to see my cock
>I show him and ask to see his
>he laughs and starts figiting, calling me a perv
>He says that hell show me if I touch it
>pull his pants all the way down and rub
>spend all night touching each ofher, spanking as well

had a period of about 4 years from about 3rd-6th grade where me and my best friend would play with eachother when we would have sleepovers

I find it interesting that we live in an age where people can experience such trauma and be able to be so meta about it. To make these kinds of observations about your life and feelings is a good thing, I think.

>pic related, it's your brother for molesting you as a kid

I was 19. And I don't like pedo stuff.

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