Feels thread?

Feels thread?

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not sure but about 2 years later you wont even be a memory

I've already forgotten about you

I just want to be happy again..

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Im feeling good considering dubs get

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It comes slowly but you gotta work on it. Fake it till you...are happy again xd

I wish I even had a friend..i wish I fucking mattered to anyone.

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wow.

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Yup, me too. I had friends but my crippling depression pushed them all away.

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ditto

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i feel like my depression has hit a point where i no longer feel like i am depressed

im just an empty shell of something i once was

Harry Dean Stanton?
Dubs get!

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"i think we should just stay friends"

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I know that feeling too well

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about to dump my 3yr gf over skype here goes nothing

Mishima trips of ultimate truth

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good luck with that

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Soon it won't matter.

relevant

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I don't want to be selfish by killing myself, but there really is no point for me to continue living. I wish I had never existed. I've had the same thought since I was 7. I just want it all to end.

Me too

plz stop i cant stop crying

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I would be 4 for 4 on this if I wasn't hassled constantly by my family.
Not sure if I want that or not...

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I feel like my adult life is basically me raising the bar on my lowest, most pathetic moment. I'm pretty sure I had a top 10 moment tonight while trying to get to sleep.

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Welcome to earth, anons

It isnt what you wanted
It isnt what you asked for
And even if it was different, for better or for worse.
It would still be those two things

Existence is a coincidence and participation is not a choice, however you can choose partly when to quit.

So please, sadcunts, exert your will on the universe and kill yourselves.

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I am tired of people saying they're my friend, but, when the time comes to need a shoulder to cry on, there's no one there

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Hey there mate.,.. It's not cool to tell people to kill themselves
What does it accomplish; even if you're being selfish and acting as if no one else matters; what do you gain from others' suicides?

I haven't slept in 2 days. Anybody know of some sort of drug I can get high off of that I likely have in my house? I need something to numb the pain.

Watch some school house Rock.

Shit I mean to tell you to watch school house Rock

>yesterday
>best friend who normally spends lots of time with me skyping and playing games on steam and stuff is busy pretty much the entire time they're home playing and skyping with someone else
>today, we're skyping and they say that "because of daylight davings time" they're going to stop the skyping and go play tf2
>ask if i can play and they say yes, ask if we can keep skyping and they say no
>get on tf2 and they invite me to a game, there's an error and i'm unable to join
>'hurry up user he's going to start without you'
>tfw there's someone else in the party who i dont know and they're a guy
>try as i might the errors keep coming and i'm unable to join the game
>friend apologizes but starts the game with them anyway
>suspect that it's the same person they were skyping with all day yesterday
>fear that i'm going to be replaced as the best friend, that they're going to skype this other person instead and play games with them instead and that they're going to forget about me

Get a TS server and all join. And make friends with the other guy. More people with the same interests is a good thing, you dingus.

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count me in too

Dog's Death

She must have been kicked unseen or brushed by a car.
Too young to know much, she was beginning to learn
To use the newspapers spread on the kitchen floor
And to win, wetting there, the words, "Good dog! Good dog!"

We thought her shy malaise was a shot reaction.
The autopsy disclosed a rupture in her liver.
As we teased her with play, blood was filling her skin
And her heart was learning to lie down forever.

Monday morning, as the children were noisily fed
And sent to school, she crawled beneath the youngest's bed.
We found her twisted and limp but still alive.
In the car to the vet's, on my lap, she tried

To bite my hand and died. I stroked her warm fur
And my wife called in a voice imperious with tears.
Though surrounded by love that would have upheld her,
Nevertheless she sank and, stiffening, disappeared.

Back home, we found that in the night her frame,
Drawing near to dissolution, had endured the shame
Of diarrhoea and had dragged across the floor
To a newspaper carelessly left there. Good dog.

-John Updike

i don't know... the thing that worries me the most is my best friend mentioning nothing about this dude to me before. i mean im pretty sure they were skyping with the same person for like ten hours straight yesterday and i feel like... i mean... i'm their best friend, so they should tell me this kind of thing, right? why not mention that you're hanging out with another friend? instead i got mostly blown off that day and i just got blown off in favor of someone (possibly the same person) just now too. it just feels weird.

having more than "one" friend to talk to is nice, you know.

yeah, but... i don't know. they're pretty much all i have, and i've had a lot of friends leave me over the years. i'm just scared.

is that all you play is TF2? what's your steam profile url

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>to make this thread less depressing

It's between 10-70 years after I die, in the minds of those who knew me beforehand, for me.

>can't pass a drug test at the moment, expect to wait 3 more weeks until mj is totally out of my system
>terrified to go to a job interview because they may force me to take a drug test and i don't know which places don't test
>really can't turn up bad on a test because i'm also on probation
>temp agency hooks me up with a job that i don't need a test for and where i can pick what shifts i want to take in any given week
>go to my first shift, entire job is really physically demanding when i'm a weak fat guy
>leave first shift having already quit the job and cry at my uselessness
>expect to just lay in bed for the next few weeks, waiting out the test
>feel like a fucking loser

samefag here.
>meet amazing, smart, beautiful girl beginning of this year soon after splitting up with ex, like weeks
>so much in common, yet so different, great balance
>few months later we get together
>perfect relationship, never one fight about anything stupid
>little less than a year in, I start having thoughts and worries about ex
>do the most dumbest thing in my entire life and talk to/go back to ex to fix things
>not thinking
>not being rational
>realize what I'm doing to new girl
>break off with both
>hurt, alone, broken now wanting new girl back so bad
>been one month since that all happened
>still hurting just as bad
>still trying to get her trust back
>doesn't look too well /b
Only have myself to blame. I made a grave mistake and have lost the woman who I saw as my future wife, family.

love the mountain goats.

>doing a job at a civic center
>get there and notice that there is a volleyball match going on
>one of the teams is my high school i went to in 9th grade but not after that, as i was forced to drop out due to failing
>hear the fight song and remember every word
>the game ends and a flood of band members from the school walk right past me in the back
>all wearing the school colors or school t-shirts
>feel a strange rush of nostalgia and regret
>briefly consider chatting up one of them
>realize that i'm 22 and absolutely nobody in the band would know me at all or want to talk to me
>last time i went to that school was in 2010 and everyone in my class is probably in college
>don't know how to feel

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