When was the last time you were happy Sup Forums

when was the last time you were happy Sup Forums

I honestly don't even remember anymore.

Define happy? Cos there's real happy and then there's the happy that you know is only temporary before the next outbreak of shit times.

age 17. Nerdy sperglord with no gf, but I had porn and don't don't have to pay for anything. After high school I redpill and everything sucks.

In childhood some time

Ladies and gents... Sup Forums

5 minutes ago

Grow up faggot

April 2016, right before my first (and only) girlfriend cheated on me and my only source of happiness disappeared

Go to sleep child

It seems like I was much happier back then when I didn't care for women or school or work or any of that other bullshit that I care about now. Life isn't about being happy. It's about being successful. And I'm neither happy nor successful.

I hope I find happiness eventually.

For fifteen seconds a few minutes ago when I took my last shot of whiskey

I hate that we, myself included, define our happiness on being with someone. Makes me realise how incapable of being alone I am

The pain will be with you for a long time. Embrace it, and it will serve you well.

I am perfectly happy.

A few months ago.

The happiest I've ever been was a few months ago.

However, I won't be able to attain that sort of happiness ever again for reasons I don't care to explain.

Good bye.

Smoked weed for the first time with a friend last night
>felt good man
But before that, idk how long it had been since I had that long everlasting happiness

sat on the roof too while we did it, terrifying as fuck trying to get back through the window, but pretty good man.

It's a human weakness we evolved to have over millennia of civilization: we're social animals.
Sociopaths do not have this trait, but the trade-off is they can't understand what happiness means at all.

I wish I was more aggressive. I'm a sitting duck. People attack me and when I attack back, it is because "hate myself" or I am a terrible person, but then the other person continues to do the same thing but now it's OK again. Then I despair and get laughed at and everyone gangs up on me. I'm too weak. I don't know how anyone does it

>autism detected

College. And childhood.

2008 when i went to another country for 3 weeks with no money to stay with a weird branch of family i didnt really know
t; i'm 41 virgin and literally have only ever lived in my moms basement and my mom is like Agnes Skinner combined with the crazy cat lady and amplified by 1000

Fuck you. I should kill myself, shouldn't I? I'm too tired. I can't man up, already tried. Everybody else manned up or womanned up.

Did they think you were weird?

summer of last year

Ah. No- everybody is panicking and hurting inside even if they don't show it. Eventually you'll run into a person or two that you really understand and gel with and it will be all good. Being the odd one out is usually temporary and mostly illusory.

Overall? Little over 9 years ago.

No

Not the same guy but I find that I can't be good friends with people if they dont pass the as you say 'gel' stage. I call it the click but yeah it sucks. I'm picky about who my friends are yet I have near to none

redpill................

Today, nice hot wife, fun computer games, she is doing FO4, me BF1, then dnd game and rough sex. Envy fags, envy

Also you dumb faggets I'm about to go to bed and have her deep throat my fucking dick because she's submissive as fuck.

I am the opposite kind of. I could probably make myself likable to anybody but I don't usually unless they strike me as somebody I'd like to be friends with. Works against me cause we get really close but then sometimes we naturally grow apart or they lose interest in me or simply change.

Post pic with timestamp of wife or get the fuck out. No beta dnd playing nerds get a hot wife. Maybe "hot for nerd" wife but that says nothing.

I don't think ever.
I found the internet in 1995. 56k dial up hell. I found usenet and made friends with the worst degenerates alive. As the web matured and flash evolved it got better. There were some amazing websites, I'll talk about one.
BANGEDUP.COM. It was pure filth. Mostly snuff films and torture gifs. Guys who help women captive posted there regularly. It completely ruined me as a human being. Most of you never knew Sup Forums during it's real hayday...2003 till 2005. We posted the mst god awful shit. you would be in a thread and all the sudden some scumbag would post pics of an 8 year old getting as fucked.
How can I even know happiness after seeing all that shit. I have watched thousands of humans getting killed in the most unbelievable ways...I'm broken for ever.

Get out while you can anons. Go outside, go places where normal people hang out. It;s not to late for you.

Nah, go fuck yaself

Approximately four years ago

>2011
>Playing bf3 all day long with buddies
>Watching cartoon horses, all the memes, all the shitposting, all the song and retarded stuff
>Got into modelling in 3D, Music and Drawing
>Exercising everyday
>Genuinely happy

>I felt I had will power, mental clarity and focus to do stuff
Now, it's all a nightmare. Tinnitus set in, my mental clarity has been replaced by a mental fog and nothing but drugs can make me feel motivated in my life.

Idk.. few days ago?

Broke as fuck and a bit stressed. Dont have enough gas to get throug the week and no way to buy it..

Life goes on. I'll make it. Ive made ot through much worse

How's you get tinnitus?

Couple years ago
Back when fake friendships were made and having them blinded you of what was behind that
At least while being unaware you're still happy because you don't realize it. Better than nothing

September 2nd, 2009.

Inb4 whale wife

back in 2012, no responsibilities whatsoever. jeez being ignorant was a bliss.

Do people really do that stuff? I think that would be therapeutic to see. I don't want to be surprised anymore. I want to see everything but from a distance. I want to see every person on earth fucked to orgasm. Afterwards I might vaingloriously mention it to others by telling them I had been ruined by what I'd seen, but I would really just need a chance to brag.

maybe tonight if i get some fuck from my gf

damn sorry to hear that man

rolled at a 'rave' a few months ago

liar smh

I was walking around at night, trying to relax. Some Russian high on something decided to punch me for no reason.

Hard to remember. 2007?