I fucking hate my life. I only have one friends who actually cares, but that's all

I fucking hate my life. I only have one friends who actually cares, but that's all.

I fucking hate my mother. She doesen't care about me at all. All she's doing is hating me for not being the son she wants me to be.

The only two people I really love is my dad and my grandma.

It feels like society rejects me constantly, society doesen't care about how hard I'm trying to get socialised, meet new people, etc.

I've tried to kill myself a couple of times. Didn't worked out, 'cause I'm a pussy.

I just want to vanish, I want this bullshit to stop.

This is such shit.

tl;dr

unplug your router

start lifting

get a decent fucking haircut

shop for clothes somewhere other than walmart

read a book or 2


watch your life improve. you're welcome.

All I fucking see is people watching at me like I'm retarded or something. You know, that sad face that makes you feel ashamed for who you are.

Could be worse. You could have no friends and no one you love.

I've tried lifting for 4-5 months. No progress. Looks like something is wrong with my body. About clothes: maybe Sup Forums can suggest something I can wear?

I know, there is a couple of people that really care about me, but seems like I just can't give them what they deserve. I can't make them as happy as they make me just by talking to me.

>I've tried lifting for 4-5 months. No progress

Impossible. I'm a 100% sure you didn't eat enough.

You gotta lift hard and eat like a fucking horse, and I guarantee you'll see huge differences in less than 4 months.

And don't give me that "looks like something is wrong with my body" bullshit. Your body is fine- you were just half-assing it.


As for clothes look for some starter guides on /fa/ or even reddit. It's not hard, it's not expensive.

Thank you.

Eh, I've come to the point where I've stopped caring about reciprocating that stuff. Just worry about myself, because that's the only way I'll survive in this world. That doesn't mean you can't give back to people or groups, but you do it because it's what you want to do, not out of a sense of obligation to them.

You're welcome bro.

Seriously though, get off the internet. Improve yourself. You know that sappy "you can't expect others to love you if you don't love yourself" saying? That's actually right on the money.


Your candle's gonna go out eventually, don't worry about that. Go kick some fucking ass until it does. Fuck society. Build a better you.
I believe in you, man.

Stop feeling sorry for yourself, you sound like a professional victim. Everyone has problems, you gotta play with the cards that you got dealt. If you can't handle that kill yourself. Or at least stop being such a pussy and go outside for once

Thanks. I find this quite inspiring. This is the type of stuff I need in my life.

If you have one friend who cares, why do you need anything else?

Maybe I'm a social reject, but it's not like I never leave my room. I have a couple girls that talk to me, but they only think about me as a friend.

I dont even know at this point. Looking at this now is kinda wierd. Looks like my pills are kicking in.

I wasn't the other guy, but he's got the right idea. Lifting makes you feel healthier, and boosts confidence. I need to get back on my routine because i kinda feel like you.
What's also helped me is meditating. Gives me a sense of peace, as well as more self awareness. I can watch my thought process, and choose to think positively, as well as stop myself from going down a bad path. This takes a good portion of shame away when you feel you are making good life choices.
Also, remember you're human. Give yourself a break. Beating yourself up and judging yourself won't help, just breathe and remember things will improve. Stay strong Sup Forumsro

Just remember what you're doing is going to effect that friend who cares. You're not only hurting yourself, but that person will never forget you. Think of the years to come, the years that person will think they weren't good enough for you. They probably know they are the only one that cares.

Yeah, maybe I'll try that meditation tning. I've got a lot of places in my city where I can sign up for an a meditation class. Idk why I've never tried that. Thanks!

No problem man, you'll pull through this

Anyone got the original image?

Alright, let's do it then. 30 days.


30 days, that's nothing. You owe it to yourself to at least do that much.


-no Sup Forums, no netflix, no video games, no bullshit mobile app games; basically, no mental junk food. cut that shit out. it dulls your mind and contributes to being depressed. i can not stress this enough.

-no actual junk food either. drink water. get some vitamins in you. your skin will clear up, and guess what? you actually won't feel like a depressed sack of garbage if you stop shoveling garbage down your gullet.

-get some exercise. whatever works, as long as it makes you sweat. run, buy a punching bag, lift, anything. no excuses.

-8 hours of sleep. not 3 hours, not 14. both will make you feel horrible.

-learn what haircut works for your face. get yourself some clothes that fit and look smart. no graphic tees and baggy jeans. doesn't matter if you're clueless; the internet can tell you everything you need. girls go nuts for a guy who can actually knows how to himself, doesn't matter if you're handsome or not.

-explore an interest. and no, not playing vidya. read up on a period of history that interests you, learn to play the saxophone, take up Mongolian fingerpainting for all I care.
30 days. just do it.


just.

fucking.

do.

it.

Holy shit, let's do this. Next month I'll let you know how I feel. Looks like I just needes some motivation to do something.

>Next month I'll let you know how I feel.
And by that I mean making a new thread.
Bye-bye