How do you deal with your crippiling depression?

How do you deal with your crippiling depression?

Beer at this particular moment.

Lift weights and vidya coupled with many hours of sleep

How long do you sleep? 14 hours here.

Also what kind of vidya. I fucking hate shooters.

...

2/10 made me rage and cringe

Constantly striving to do better. A lot of white lies. A little bit of alcohol.

Drink. Sleep. Wake. Repeat.

Medication

I don't, I just let it slowly eat me up inside. Can't wait to be the empty husk inside everyone knows I'm capable of becoming X'DDD

Day 8 of taking sertraline, side effects have stopped now.

I suffer from DID/DPD as well, so it balances out every now and then. For me, it feels like you get so depressed... that you're just no longer depressed. Or, that it's the norm. Or, you are constantly at rock bottom on the inside, so even the little things are perceived as "better".

Hobbies, music, reading, video games, friends, and studying factoids/actual things I'd need to study are ways that I keep from sitting and staring at a wall and feeling void, when I'm not already feeling that way. Otherwise, I just sleep. Real good. So good, I don't have regular dreams anymore. It's all lucid.

Xanax, alcohol, sleep, mindless video watching, fapping, cigs...

I don't believe depression is a real illness.

I think that if a person wants to change enough, they can be less depressed. To some extent being sad is a cycle that can be broken.

Y'all faggot go KYS!

Listening to Joy Division

Tell that to someone with physical brain trauma.

I like to chill with strategy games, or city builders. Also you may call me an autistic faggot, but I felt like the game Undertale really helped me out in dark time. But that's just me and I played it before it was a meme.

Lighten up faggot

Actually I'm havin an appointment on tuesday for neuropsychological assessment to find out how big the damage is. too curious what I have to aspect.

>depression
>real

pick one
lmao @ ur "life"

I've got manic depression.
but I wrote an edgey poem in my spare time.

I feel a pain
it wanes me insane
to others I can't explain
for I must fain maintain
this plain smile eyestrain
otherwise my efforts to attain
normality would be in vain
for every day that goes by
for every time that I've lied
I wish I had a dime for doing such a crime
but this is reality
as real as-can-be
for all to see
no escaping
no evading
just embracing
and masquerading
the degrading
broken smile.

faggots who call their behaviors diseases need to try cancer.

>depressed because I won't go outside
>find ways to cope with staying indoors

Stalwart choice

>tumblr

>perception is for faggots

I jump into a wheelchair and make meme videos.

Export it.

Am Cleveland.

Do you take Xanax on a prescription? If so, how can I try and get on it or something like it. I have an appointment with my uni psychiatrist for depression but I want to try something other than the Zoloft I have been taking. What should I do to try and get a prescription for Xanax or something similar?

Nope. My brain is legitimately fucked. I'm not one of those aspie multiple-personality-kin fucks.

Cutting urself

I have osteoporosis.

You can see if your xanax dispenser decides you need it and stop trying to break things.

Sincerely, everyone even if they don't know it.


Or buy it on amazon faggot

>still tumblr

>how can I get free drugs from my free doctor?

Suck their dick

Be crippled. Boom, depression gone.

Everyone will tell you to improve yourself, and find what you enjoy, and all the bullshit.

Fuck that. You need your ass whooped. And the only person that is going to do it is you.

Accept that you are a failure. Take a step back and examine your existence. Then get behind yourself and push you out that front door. Take your pathetic ass to a gym.

Punish that fucking gross body of yours. You fucking hate it. It needs to be exhausted.

Don't forget water and sleep.

GAAAAAAAAAY

Not even trendy gay. Roadhouse fiddleheads gay.

Heroin

This kills the man.

Having good conversations with people. Too bad I'm alone af

>being this much of a faggot
>being this new

St. John's Wort. It's great. Over the counter anti-depressant.

I wrote a poem too

You are a faggot
Probably into teens
Mods should arrest you
Your crime is living
An hero faggot
With rope around your neck
Livestream it for Sup Forumsros
We will never forget
Go stab your mother
With a sharp kitchen knife
Gave birth to a beta
Who's failing at life
I'm sorry for you faggot
The best thing you can do
Is to start dieing rapidly
And to see it through

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