I expected disgust or to go to jail or something, but I'm back at home, relaxing in my computer chair with a cup of coffee, same as ever.
She was shocked to hear it. "You seemed so normal!" Well, I took offense to that, and made as much clear to her. "I AM normal. I just have a problem."
We discussed it in depth, and she made me feel not so terrible about myself. I'm still nervous, though. Even knowing that someone out there knows is nerve wracking.
Generic "ask a pedo" thread. Shoot to kill, anons...
Bump. I'm probably the most down-to-earth disgusting pedophile piece of shit you'll ever meet. If you ever want the straight answers right from the tap, here's your shot.
Bentley Cook
I too am a pedo, but i'd never ever think about profiting the cheese pizza industry. to me, that's truly un-pedo; to advocate the harm of children, always against their will. I understand that children cannot consent and I will never act upon my urges.
Besides being a pedo, people would assume my life is great. Girlfriend, college, friends, the whole 9 yards. I'm begging you just don't fuel the cheese pizza industry, it's disgusting.
James Gomez
I don't feed the industry. I don't look at that type of content, and I agree it's disgusting and promotes abuse. Fuck that shit. I use lolicon as an outlet, and any pedo thoughts or desires completely vanish after masturbation, so I try to yank one out at least once a day, usually in the morning before any daily activities. It keeps my mind free and clear.
Connor Bell
How can you know she won't tell law enforcement? I want therapy as it affects my relationships and my daily life but I'm worried about public attitudes, over here people think killing pedos is justice. The only people I've talked to about it are close friends.
Are you exclusive or non-exclusive OP?
Jayden Morgan
I don't know she won't tell law enforcement. For all I know, there could be a raid van parked outside right now. But I trust her. She seemed more curious about the affliction than anything. And she remained cheerful and kind throughout the conversation, and we ended it with the usual "same time next week" we always do.
I'm non-exclusive. I've had a few girlfriends in the past year. My relationships usually fail because I spend a lot of time at work, not because I'm a closet pedophile. I'm in an executive position at a large business, so I don't really have a lot of spare time these days.
Jace Carter
What kind of questions did she ask you? I'm expecting bullshit "So who touched you as a child" questions but the truth is nothing like that happened, I have no idea where it came from.
I've seen what running a business does to relationships first hand, people who think that running a business is easy quickly chance their tune when they first see how hard execs work and how much of their life it consumes.
Do you go for short thin girls?
Jose Sanders
I have a question. Do you feel like what you do/like is bad and you should not be into it or have you made up your minds that you are sex offenders,as in you like and would indulge in sex that other may find offensive?
Nathan Martinez
What exactly attracts you to children? They smell, they're noisy and you an't connect with them on the same level you could on someone your own age.
Nolan Anderson
I know I shouldn't be into it but I would never actually take advantage of a child, it's not fair and not worth it.
It's easier to just masturbate.
Charles Bell
Attraction isnt a choice. Nor is it illegal, and arguably, it's not even immoral. As long as you're not doing perverted shit to kids, your fantasies are your own business.
Don't feel bad for who you are. Just look for ways to deal with your problem without doing illegal shit. Like finding a short babyfaced, legal adult to sodomize consentually.
Nathaniel Fisher
Therapists are under an oath that states that they can't report anything to the police that you admit to, unless it's an imminent threat to yourself or others. You're fine, bro.
Luke Martinez
But with a girl/boy that was up for it and made it clear. For money say, no1 gets hurt. Would that be ok or is it just a big taboo fantasy for you
Juan Turner
Oh and this is coming from a non pedo, so you know I'm not being bias OP.
Nicholas Williams
Yh in with you. As long as there not out making skully movies it's up to them what they fap too
Hudson Taylor
7-11 y/o don't have the mental capacity to consent to sex or understand it properly.
Although I think about it a lot I'd like to imagine I have the will power to avoid doing such a thing.
Nicholas Price
They can't tell law enforcement it is doctor patient confidentiality. It's illegal for them to tell police.
Joseph Sanchez
Honestly I think they should go arrest the people taking these pictures and videos of children instead of going after the people who view it. I'm a non-pedo as well.
Jaxon Gomez
yeah but if the therapist is an idiot he will think that bein a pedo is a threat. Telling your therapist is a 50/50 chance for prison
Ian Rodriguez
Guess it's best you never get tested then bud. Or go Denmark as I think the age of consent is 14
Michael Turner
She first asked if I'd ever done anything sexual with a child, of course I answered no. Even if I had, you'd be a fool to tell anyone that, even someone you trust.
Then, she asked if I wanted to be romantically involved with them, or just sexually involved, and I explained that neither of those were things I wanted with a child.
After that, she asked what about them I found sexually appealing and I described the nature of my attraction to her. She was having trouble understanding, so she took a Halloween catalog from her end table and we played a kind of "hot or not" game as we flipped through the girls' costumes. I was kind of uncomfortable, but she was relaxed and amused.
She revealed that she sometimes catches herself glancing at teenage guys, but usually before she realizes they are teenagers. She's never actually been attracted to a child though.
It's more complex than just good or bad. It's naturally occurring, so it comes down more to social taboo than whether or not the attraction itself is inherently wrong. However, acting on it is abhorrent.
It's a physical level of attraction. The youthful appearance, the smooth, flawless skin, the tiny frames and newly emerging curves.
An oath doesn't mean anything when you're a pedophile. Being a pedophile is, in the eyes of the average person, a crime against God and Nature and if she were to contact authorities, there is no doubt in my mind I would be jailed and most likely killed, regardless of the law or any useless oath.
In a hypothetical situation, let's say an adult's mind were transferred into the body of a child. That would be a total green light for me. That's about the only way having sex with a child could ever be acceptable in any way to me.
A rational and fair thought. But viewing child pornography creates a market for the content, which would lead to more abuse. I don't believe people should be jailed and killed for it though.
James Cox
No. A therapist cannot tell anyone anything you tell them unless you are trying to harm others or yourself. You can't go to jail just for being a pedo, if you have cp or have actually sexualy assaulted someone then yea you can go to jail.
Brody Gomez
People do illegal things all the time. Like have sex with children. Your doctor-patient confidentiality flew out the window the second you admitted you were a threat to children. What you fail to realize is that there is an innate sense in most normal people to protect the innocence of children regardless of the cost. Youre obviously not normal so you don't understand this. She will break the rules and tell on you. And she won't get in trouble. The evidence of people covering for the destruction of pedophiles is mammoth. You think prison guards care when a pedophile is beaten and raped in prison? No, they dont.
Jackson Wilson
I wish I could live in your fantasy world, where the law works as intended and can't be abused. Here in reality, the laws bend and break whenever it's convenient for the authorities, and in this age of the pedophile witch hunt, it is ALWAYS convenient to jail a pedophile.
Owen Wood
Not interested in 14 y/o
That actually sounds incredible. How much do you pay for therapy?
Also what's your favourite age range?
Elijah Price
Youre a retard, being a pedo is out of his control, he hasn't done anything illegal.
Nicholas Miller
You have no problem Its just another sexual orientation Like homosexuality
Lucas Nelson
What country are you in?
Robert Sanders
>Then, she asked if I wanted to be romantically involved with them, or just sexually involved, and I explained that neither of those were things I wanted with a child. Weird... sorry but how are you a pedo again? I want both, romantically and sexually myself...
>After that, she asked what about them I found sexually appealing and I described the nature of my attraction to her. She was having trouble understanding, so she took a Halloween catalog from her end table and we played a kind of "hot or not" game as we flipped through the girls' costumes. I was kind of uncomfortable, but she was relaxed and amused. That`s actually pretty funny. Reminds me of a therapist I used to trust...
Jayden Young
I'm a geriatrophile and I'm completely normal as well.
Joseph Perry
I don't pay for it, it's covered by my company's insurance. White privilege, etc...
The attraction seems to be based most around tweens. Just on the brink of sexual development, I guess.
It is a problem, because it causes many psychological issues. Anxiety and distress. If pedophilia were treated normally and not like rabies, that wouldn't really be an issue. Instead, it's a constant living in fear, like living a lie. Like having two faces.
America, the Falling Stars as I like to call it...
I don't want to date or fuck children, so I'm kicked out of the pedophile club? Well, let me clarify: My cock wants me to fuck children. I just disagree, and think it's wrong. It's not like the desire isn't there, I just choose to shun it. Make sense?
Angel Richardson
Dude....that's one of the few things that therapists usually report to the police.
Myself, I'm not a pedophile but I am attracted to the taboo of girls aged 10-18, even if my preference is for adults.
I'm guessing the exclusivity of your situation is what's eating you?
Austin Kelly
That's a hebaphile and normies would still consider that being a pedo since they dont know the difference. OP made a mistake telling his therapist, if it isnt a problem that he can't control he shouldn't be worrying about it.
Adam Butler
>I just disagree, and think it's wrong. It's not like the desire isn't there, I just choose to shun it. Make sense? Ah I see thanks for clarifying
Connor Robinson
Lucky for some. Therapists are expensive here. Attraction for me is based 9-12 generally.
Easton Miller
I have to agree with these user.
The current Dogma on pedophilia is that persons affected by it can not be treated or changed and that they will, eventually, offend. The doctor patient confidentiality goes right out the window in circumstances where the doctor suspects, (and this is important) or -should have suspected- an imminent threat.
That last part is the kicker. What can happen is that a doctor that -does not- report a pedo patient who ends up offending can be both criminally and civilly liable.
So it's likely that OP has already been reported to the authorities and is on a watch list.
Jaxson Wright
This. The party van is coming OP
Luis Walker
Neither do the mentally retarded or Crazy religious nuts that preach abstinence.not saying that it's the same but things are alot more complicated than they seem. I knew a kid in my 5th grade class that looked inher 20s and a 23 year old chick I've known since elementary school. She stilll looks 12 years old. Is it a matter I appearance. If someone is attracted to a 25 year old that looks like a kid are they a pedo. What if it's a 12 year old that looks 25. What then?
Julian Gomez
Your psychiatrist sounds down to earth. Your story sounds tooth chipping cookie cutter sweet, but if its true you are doing well seeking her help. No offense
Luis Wood
Yeah I guess it's hebephilia but I'm not really any kind of "phile" unless I'm exclusively into that right?
Which is kinda ironic since I'm more radical than OP when it comes to sex with kids.
I think it can be a good experience for kids. I think the trauma comes from victimization imposed on them by society. I had a friend who had been molested as a little girl and said she actually enjoyed it until the adults in her life made her a victim and revealed the taboo months after it had stopped.
If society were different, trauma from childhood sexual experiences might not even exist
Cameron Wood
Kill yourself now before you're killed in prison. You're already dead faggot
Xavier Hill
Its a problem because of society its not pedo's fault
Christopher Ross
Not OP here. This might be true in america, idk ; but it's definitely false where I live : I did the exact same thing than OP 6 years ago (get a therapy), and I've never been into trouble since... no need to be paranoïd
Daniel Campbell
Sorry to say it but this. We live in faggot ass shit hole fuckmuricastan where all freedom is replaced by pain and oppression.
Nathaniel Lewis
>I'm not really any kind of "phile" unless I'm exclusively into that right nope, still hebe if you like adults and teens
>I think it can be a good experience for kids. I think the trauma comes from victimization imposed on them by society. This is my believe as well
Nathan Jones
Its 50/50. Realistically and ideally.
/the world
Julian Jackson
You're a real piece of shit, I sincerely hope you end up on the other side of an unwanted dick.
Jayden Taylor
OP I used to think that was me, also. I even considered telling my therapist at one point as well.
I realized it's not pedo that I deal with as much as it's a lust-for-the-taboo. I asked myself "do you actually find them attractive" and the answer was no.
I was more attracted to the wrongness and sheer disgust of it. Typically I can go on a porn site now and find all manner of things where the woman has no control or is with a gross dude.
Like you: I never acted on my urge or even considered that a viable option. Hell for most things I DO get off to I don't do or want to. I just enjoy my good wanks
Jeremiah Peterson
Don't want to watch this thread degenerate into shit. Some of you hide behind a title and some of you feel titled because youre stressed and confused.
The first half of you needs bleach.
Ian Jones
And with a bunch of religious right wing nutjob assholes running the justice department for the next four years you can bet they'll do some "crackdown" on pedophiles and "other sexual deviants" to win support and distract from issues and act as brutally as possible because NO ONE gives a fuck about a pedo, the government could shoot Jared in the head in custody and people would celebrate like it was Bin Laden.
Nothing turns people into frothing primates quicker than a symbolic threat to their children
Austin James
Niggers. Calm your tits.
Ethan Wright
So I gave an opinion, now I'm a "piece of shit"?
Um tell me, how much of your own free time was spent helping other people in the last 365 days?
How much of your own money went to something other than internet, fast food and video games for yourself?
I'm a piece of shit? Yeah fuck off I did more my community in the last week than you've done in a lifetime sitting with your thick belly pressed against a computer desk
Bentley Clark
You ARE a piece of shit. None of us are Payed enough to give you a worthwhile 20point presentation on WHY.
Jaxson Jackson
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Hudson Gomez
I'm into furrys, and in the same boat as you guys when it comes to acting on it. I just want a good fap, not a fursuit.
Lincoln Moore
Do you know where you are, Normie?
Aiden Rogers
I really really like this post.
Nicholas Brooks
Yeah keep telling yourself whatever you must to feel higher up than someone, loser
Carter Torres
I have been looking for this image thank you faggot.
Not OP: therapists are mandated reporters . They must report if someone is eminently at risk of harm or abuse.
reporting for any other reason is voluntary and frivolous.
Jacob Jackson
>tfw I'm left handed WHELP
Connor Baker
But I'm right-handed and tested out slightly above average IQ. Guess I'm on the edge of the curve
Connor Rodriguez
Should get your brain scanned for white matter. Also how tall are you?
Hunter Diaz
well he`s been doing tests on "pedos" that were caught for rapibng children, yes?
I guess it does make sense to say a rapist is usually dumber than a non-rapist I don't think it's really fair to do research only on offending pedos
Brody Carter
oh maybe not, didn't watch the whole thing
But why is he talking like theres only male pedos?
Julian Bailey
5' 9.75"
Luke Bell
>But why is he talking like theres only male pedos?
Because those are the only one's society is really concerned about
Easton Hernandez
We can take care of ourselves with faith, diligent attention, mindfulness, and meditation.
My desires are an effect of the circumstances of my upbringing, and possibly other factors, like my own failures as a person and my loneliness. Possibly a feeling of wanting to revert to a state of innocence like they have, which I have lost.
Reality is, the circumstances that occurred in childhood are no longer relevant, only in the mind do they still exist to us, through memories which affect desires. Through mindfulness and meditation we can realize that the cause of these desires, those past circumstances, are no longer taking place, and we can let go of those thought patterns, and the desires which take place based on present circumstance are warped by selfish desire, which has no logical basis.
It takes time and practice, but it is absolutely possible to rid yourself of past selfish desires, and be a fully aware and peaceful human being.
Carter Robinson
That's all well and good, but I don' wanna.
Those things that happened in my past are the core of my spank-bank and I don't wanna give them up.
Gavin Perry
where do you get the n00ds m8?
Henry Young
>I expected disgust or to go to jail No man, they need time to prepare. Right now probably they are planning which entrance to your house is better.
Ayden White
Danish person here, it's 15. I find it fitting, if a bit low.
Nicholas Butler
Not healthy man. You need to grow up and move on, death comes quick.
Evan Price
wow
Mason Reed
Stop posting this fucking pic of Hillary fucking Clinton on my motherfucking board Sup Forums
- yours truly, Sup Forums
Aaron Gutierrez
kek
Hudson Smith
left handed high iq lolicon here. I'm probably generating pedo vibes because my mind seems to be stuck at age of elementary schooler. Three years of bullying in elementary school and i'm stuck at this mental age
Julian Walker
check'd
Brayden Watson
Also i'm 5'4
Angel Fisher
> opened link > mfw
Ayden Lee
So cute.
Periscope.tv/w/1yNGaAvZgnXGj
Noah Scott
OP here, decided to check back even though I abandoned thread once that one dude said getting molested could be a good experience (Pro Tip: It can't).
This here is an example of kind of underage girl I could find appealing. Perfect skin, a carefree smile, big, bright blue eyes, nearly perfect hair. She's just gorgeous to me. I wish I could look at that picture like all the "normal" people and say, "hey, cute kid", but it doesn't work out that way. Instead my imagination takes over.
Eli Barnes
bro...you dun fucked up. Pedophilia is a reasonable cause to believe that a person is a (harm) to themselves or others (children). You have already been reported to the authorities and human services. DB your computer now. get rid of EVERYTHING. Skip town for a night and answer no phone calls.
You are literally fucked. You're going to be seeing law enforcement in a not so friendly manner very shortly. You might think you were doing something good for yourself, and perhaps your therapist will help you not be attracted to children, but generally that statement gets police attention. And you said "She". Female therapists are literally the worst for this kind of thing. Pedophilia isnt a mental disorder, its basically a crime. Admission to it is admission of guilt in a crime.
YOU ARE FUCKED
Brayden Cook
did you read
Isaiah Green
How does it feel to know that you are now offically being watched?
Anthony Sullivan
I'm hugging my screen but I can't feel her warmth...
Jaxson Watson
thats Hillary Clinton
Blake Rogers
I feel like this is true for me. How do I deal with it? assuming they aren't already planning on acting on me. I don't own anything illegal, except for some drugs. never used computer for anything.
Nicholas Brooks
There are specific support services you have to go through in order for something like paedophilia to be kept confidential
You fucked up
You're too calm for your own good right now boy,walking blindfolded into a typhoon
Also you're fucked kek
Samuel Flores
If your therapist suspects you'll harm yourself or someone else, she can tell the authorities. Her notes can be used as evidence with a warrant as well. I always just stick with something similar, but legal when I have a problem. (Young looking adults versus girls.) She'll get the gist, and you have plausible deniability
Dylan Robinson
OP, were you ever sexually abused by an adult when you were a child?
When was the first time you realized you were?
Caleb Wood
>Pedophilia isnt a mental disorder, its basically a crime.
>thought crime
Parker Barnes
>creates a market only if you pay, or enable ads
Jaxson Rogers
>MFW your admission of guilt is going to be in a courtroom and also the front page of /r/Sup Forums
Hunter Nelson
I did, yes.
Even if I am, I've got nothing to hide. Lolicon isn't illegal in my state, and I don't browse anything illegal. I don't even download movies or music. I have no reason to. The kind of money I make, my wants and needs are well taken care of.
I know. Everyone here should know that by now. She's still attractive (in the picture).
No. No history of abuse. Sexual, physical, verbal, none of it. My family is very good people and took good care of me.
I was attracted to underage girls in my early teens and onward. It was always there, and it's never gone away.
You're working under the assumption that money is the only currency, when it could be something as simple as a download count or precious, precious internet high fives and affirmation they seek from other pedophiles.
Don't give an audience and there will be less performers. I'm not saying child abuse won't happen, but at the very least it could be reduced.