Evening Sup Forums

Evening Sup Forums..
My mom passed away sometime in the past 24 hours.

I found her body.

Ask me a few questions.

May withhold some info.

I been lurking here since 2008.

Feel like talking a bit.

Probably only going to be on here for a few(20) minutes ....just siting back for a few.

"Found"? I'm gonna need some context here.

We where suppose to meet up on Wedsenday but there was no awser.
So I went over and found her on the floor cold and her vans on Her arms where purple

Kinds sind like overdose or something, huh.
She wasn't that old?

She was 60.
Had a terminal ailment.
Had several issues.
Looks liek and OD.

Yeah, it kinda looked like this.

Always hated that reply meme, waste of dubz..... That and the fucking faggots killing Sup Forums with mental illness......which my mom had many kinds. .. Ask the cat, (snowball got hammered when I was 6-7)

Guess there is no questions,
I always felt sorry for the unprepared people out there, the ones that don't see gore threads daily.

The once who will be totally knocked down when my situation happens to them.

To which I say anons, good luck holding on to yourselves

Sucks when, you will never hear that persons voice again,
Someone who knows you so well.
Someone who if they gave you a hug,,, somehow you feel better.
Oh well.

My condolences user.

Sucks to...
My neighbors,(that cunt)
Stole my birthday gift that my mom got me.

That's user.

Thanks*

I'm so sorry for your loss, user. I hope she didn't suffer.

yea im sorry to hear m8, i almost lost my mother to od multiple times. stay strong their bro

Yeah, thank you.
I hope she just went out quietly.

you know she was screaming on that floor begging for help

but still sorry for your loss

May 1, this year for me Sup Forumsrother...shit sucks. that's all I got. one foot in front of the other

I know it's not much but I'll light her a candle tonight.

November 17th, last year is when I lost mine. I've since been a loose cannon. failed uni, without a job, smoking weed none stop, sleeping either very little or throughout the day. My friends left me too, all I have left is my fucking cat. Hope you'll do better than me OP

Did you, like, play with her titties or anything fun?

>not that user
but thank you

Thank you,
I am, sure I will be strong...
This place and my upbringing has made me hardened me over the years.

I was not really shocked, I am more angry.....
That my family members didn't talk to her...
That they pretend that like they were just about to see her.
I had tried for years to glue my family together....now it feels like I finally lost a 10 year game.... Outcome,..

Everyone around acting as if they cared.
If they cared they would have seen her when she was fist labeled terminal.....and she was a younger then 60, that was just blurring some info.

did you take any pics of her naked body?

At least you have the moral underground here OP. I'm the 17nov guy, I also broke contact with my family. They were never helpful and rather would piss on her every time they could. They can all burn in hell for what i care. I've seen how they made her suffer even more. At least now I don't have to witness that anymore.

Shit, Sorry bro.

did you fuck the corpse?

Not to feed a troll, but there is a chance she may have called for help.
Does not bother me much.
I knew that I was only one of 5 people that would help her.
I just kinda wish she would have be with family like my grandad was when he was on his way out.

Thanks, she like most women loved the fuck out of candles.

what the fuck good will that do you stupid fucking fagballs

Thanks and good luck to you both,
I feel that I am going be able to handle it better then most would,..
But thanks.

Take care of yourself mate. You'll find the fallout to be not what you expected, but you'll manage. It's life after all.

Why does it matter how long you've browsed here...?

She was not naked, but for some reason, I took a picture of her body.
Just going to saved it on my HDD under zip.
-maybe I can use it to plead insanity someday.
Perhaps it's better to remember her in better light.
But for my reasons .... I Will Not be posting her on Sup Forums.

do you have any more family?

Yeah, I hear ya.
I know the next week will be moving quick.
I was planing to move in 5-6 weeks.
That after that... I guess a boring and normal calm will set in.

shit man I didn't even went to visit my mom in the morgue b/c that's not how I want to remember her. But I did take a lot of pics of her right before she died, even if I don't like looking at those. Did the same with my dog who was about to die. I think it's grasping at what you know will be gone soon. Not a memory I really want to preserve.

I'll never forget you mom.

I don't exactly know.
Perhaps to say I seen quite abit, and quite abit of change over the years here.
So say that I just another newfag on Sup Forums.

aw man y in the feels m8 :'(

I guess you should have posted a reply when they warned you.

Take your time. I rushed things and failed half my plans because of it. It won't really hit you the first months. A year later and I'm still hurting, I don't think the mourning will really ever pass.

The fuck is wrong with your writing faggot.

Man, I'm sorry to hear about that.

It's okay. Life isn't perfect. At least now I recognise what's going on behind these kind of eyes. I just hope I won't have them for the rest of my life.

I do, but we where never close.
Talk like 2 times a year.
Kinda feel like I am not going to talk to them much after this.
My brother has not brung his kids to visit her once in 2-3 years ..

My sister had a fist fight with her 5years ago and has not spoken much since.
But at least she cry and seemed sad about the new.

Might only keep in touch with my nephew (ago Sup Forumstars) and my one uncle that seemed to care.

Sorry for your loss

Can you not?

Leslie Feist?

She must have thought that trail was pretty cool.
Here is a picture of my mom saying a prayer, hoping to get better.

Yup. Those eyes man. I see them everywhere I go now. See them in the mirror too.

Yeah that does break my heart. In the end it was you who made the ultimate sacrifice. At least now the time has come to put yourself first again, whatever that means.

The kicker is
On Tuesday, she asked me to wake up call her at 4 am
( many of us are still awake at 4 )
To wake her up so she could take pain killers, so when she actually woke up at say 7-ish .. She would be pain free..... But that might have lead her to ODing ... She was high risk for that...
She was abused, depressed, hurt others kinda.
Almost stabbed me once ...but I let it go based on writing it off s mental health fuck ups,

A broken mind in a sick body. She had MS?

My thoughts and prayers go out to you, OP.

No she was really abused most of life.
Her mom hit her, uncle touched her.
First love shot a shotgun near her when she was pregnant wi my older siblings
Rape stepdad.
Cancer 1-2-3 times
Excommunicated by family

When I was young it repeated from Jeremy to my siblings and I

Killed a cat in fount of me.
Beat the the siblings.
Used to be sucidal before I left for school..
Rocking back and forth uncherantly
Scream wake up in the middle of the night , stole my things.
But despite it all , I still cared for her.

Wow, I'm sorry to hear that bro. Hope u the best.

Yeah, not going to say stuff like my condolences or my thoughts and prayers (lol) go out to you, stuff like that is meaningless OP.

So what's next for you? Your mom is dead, but will this drastically affect your life? Or will you mourn and then carry on doing whatever it is that you were doing?

Here is another thing or 2-3

When my sibling where born she had an fuck up in her one overtly and needed to have it removed after they where born..
Had the other one tide in a sergical knot.
I was still born.

She had blood transfusions hen she was born.
She was born a blue baby,
Like every few month till she was 10 apparently ...

Kinda like some chmira cocktail

Were you tempted to mount her corpse and fill her with your life force?

Did you forget to reply to a certain post?

Requires an answer. Were her boobs nice and swollen?

i actually agree on the "condolences part " it's kinda like a merry Christmas card with a signature,... No real pizzazz but still kinda appreciated

As for the second part, this would amour be my big enough excuse to break it off from everyone and move to a bigger city or just anywhere else.
But like most like just contine doing what's happing so far what's planned.
Move to this better build My, try to get my shit in gear. Maybe move on after a year or two to some where else...maybe even change my family name... Lots of good being in a family did for me.

Which one?
There a lot in this thread.

This one:

Well thanks anons for talking.
I am pretty much beat.
Ps I am literally autistic because of askburgers ...
And am also guy who posted a few "what's in ops fore skin " game.

Thanks again, user.

...

I am truley sorry for your lots.

Have a goodnight op

nobody cares, you self pitying pussy.

kek