Hey Sup Forums

Hey Sup Forums,

I'm 18 years of age and feeling very suicidal. I recently got diagnosed with depression, autism spectrum disorder, ADHD and Antisocial personality disorder.

I have no friends and i've dropped out of highschool once and im at the brink of dropping out again. I've never had a girlfriend and my only hobbies are taboo so i stopped doing them. My country is being flooded by adult male "refugees" who are taking all the resources in my country.

I feel like killing myself because of my autism, i hate that fucking word and now its stamped on my forehead. I'm really stiff and i just wish that i could socialize like normal people, but i guess its genetic since my mom has 3 friends on facebook.

I guess i just want to discuss painless suicide methods or tools to cope with these feelings.

Hey, autism sucks buddy. I know how it feels. Wanna talk about it bruh?

Quit putting your self-worth in how many people you talk to on a daily basis. Accept the fact that you have issues that you can't solve and instead of wasting your time wishing them away, learn how to deal with them. Be humble to the fact that you aren't capable of doing certain things. The more you center your life around your pride the more suicidal you'll become.

If you really wanted to commit suicide, you would've done it already.

Sure, i guess we could. I always feel like i don't know what to say to other people. Whenever im speaking to someone, it always leads to akward silence. I just don't know what to say to people, it's always me trying to hold up the conversation.

And bodylanguage is a bitch. I was with my good friend the other day eating dinner, and he "mocked" me for being so tense in how i sat at the dinner table. I just can't control my body, i don't know how to sit uppright, where to place my legs/arms etc...

>tools to cope with these feelings.
what worked for me is i stopped feeling sorry for myself. might sound harsh, but it works

People like you never amount to anything and just end up ruining things for the rest of us. Add to that the fact that we've got to hear you whining about your feelings! If I had a gun, I would mail it to you.

If you're planning on killing yourself, shoot up your school and get the cops to kill you, good luck!

stfu

nice one edgelord

I almost killed myself too, fun times

> is me
> is in school
> stopped being depressed
> had a crush on someone
> crush rejects me and got the whole school to hate me
> depressed again
> fuck you crush

Life gets better man. You're only 18. When I was 18 I hated life too.Talk to someone before you decide what you want to do. There's a whole world out there.

Go and get medicated

you're 18 so you're an idiot.

Get /fit/ you'll thank your self in your 20s when you're doing drinking binges that you can actually handle without getting an ugly gut like all the normies.

Bro self improvement is possible regardless of your mental state. I know a guy who struggled with autism his whole life, but he got help, did everything in his power to change and now people are shocked when he says he has it because it isn't noticeable in the slightest.

You can work on it and learn. Tbh, I think most of the time it isn't something wrong with the person's brain, it's their upbringing. Obviously as a child/baby you had your social spastic mother as a blue print to emulate and that's what caused you to grow up not being able to socialise properly because you imprinted on her issues and it fucked you up as you grew older.

Your problem is, instead of dedicating all of your time and effort to making yourself better, finding out how, getting advice and seeing professionals, you sulk about it and just blame your genetics which fuels your apathy when it comes to your issues.

If people with downsyndrome, schizophrenia, Autism, etc etc can live full, ordinary social lives after improving themselves and self motivating, then you can too.

Stop making fucking excuses and get off the internet. I used to be a social spastic too and I just forced myself to stay off the internet and interact with people and then analyse where I'm going wrong and taking constructive criticism and now I'm fine.

Git gud

>country being invaded
>kill self

Europe, everyone.

>"refugees" taking all resources
Are you a germanfag by any chance?

Kills yourself you autistic cunt

Nice trips, edgy faggot

Sweden?

Also, don't, just don't. Fuck everyone else, fuck what anyone else thinks about you. You can be successful on your own.

I'm not one of those 420 blaze it fags but, you should find some good weed, and watch a lot of movies, read GOOD books, old classics and greek myth, and travel a bit. Worked for me, I can actually mimic certain movie characters or even popular stars down to a T. I find ones that are well liked by the public and copy their personalities indefinitely. When I move cities I become another person. I've learned most if not all body language, and I've learned the correct actions for what social queue happens. I can even cry now. Been diagnosed with ADHD as a small child at 5, and more things along the way. My dad is a psychiatrist so I grew up reading all of his old medical journals and psych annals in some hope to find a tangible resource to grasp it mentally and be "normal".

Hang in there user, been there and it geta better, trust a fellow user

Mental issues brah. OP would kill himself if the store was out of Cheetos, because it would just confirm how terrible and hopeless his life is. We're not all mentally diseased.

No reason not too do an hero. Kill yourself now. No one will really care.

If you decide to go through, make sure to take some of these "refugee" sandniggers with you.

Tried Zoloft, the pills made me like a zombie and i just stopped all the emotions i had. It made me very numb, i don't think that medication is an answer.

I've tried lifting, but the endorphins only last for an hour, and when hitting a plateau i just don't know what to do after trying the same lift for months. It doesn't kill the loneliness.

No, it's more like the goverments is giving out all of the gibs to "refugees" and eu citizens so that they can live for free, while i have to take huge loans to study, while the whole society is celebrating.

Hard not to care when women birth control pills are in the drinking water filled with estrogen and i cant get my test levels raised.
Scandinavian.

>while i have to take huge loans to study
Or, you know, don't fucking study and accept a shitty job yourself. Or welfare -- hey, you're mentally ill, I'm sure that's an option. You too could live for free if you wanted.

If you're studying to get a good job later, stop fucking complaining about what other people get or don't get. Or if it actually bothers you (which I'm sure it doesn't, not really) do something to change the country other than whine about it. Take your pick.

Sounds like you need to start over.
If your Scandinavian, go somewhere without the goat fuckers. Estonia might be a good option, or Iceland if you can afford it.

My advice is to get a job and stop looking inwards so much. Your feelings literally don't mean shit so stop letting your emotions control your life and get out into the world and be a human.

I'll be your friend. If you have teamspeak3 we can talk. ts.hiveservers.net:9158 that's mine. Join if you please.

Do you also walk really tense/stiff? I walk like this and I know people notice. I hate going out in public because I know I look like autistic. Also, does noise in general bother you? Like when someone is listening to T.V. or doing dishes and you can hear it in your room with the door closed. I feel like that and I hate it. Also listening to people talk is pretty annoying to me. Not like nails on a chalkboard, but it makes me uncomfortable

Read this, dont kill yourself man. Better times will come, trust me

It's not your crushes fault loser

This is the best thing you can possibly do. Just accept who you are and do something that gives your life a purpose. If you have a bad day and feel like giving up, just be honest with your boss or whatever and tell them what you're going through. You'd be surprised how understanding people can be

Suicide at 18 is like throwing away all the food in your kitchen because you found a hair in your food at a restaurant.

>Literally the same diagnosis but I'm 20
Fuck are you me?

Lmao, I like this analogy. I gotta use this

do it faggot.

And btw OP, I suggest doing acid once every so often. Shit helped me a lot. Clears your head.

I think your problem is you blame people for problems that aren't their fault, victim complex maybe? I doubt one stupid school girl can turn a whole school against one person, no one is that influential.
Also girls have all the right to reject boys they don't want to fuck, and it's not a malicious act to do so.

Go volunteer or help someone. The world doesn't revolve around you.

I don't think you know how the job market is in Sweden. It's all about contacts, all the basic jobs are taken, and unless you have a social network you are completly unable to get a uunqualified job, unless you want to work for the goverment for 13 dollars per hour.

No welfare for swedes, even with all the special snowflake diagnoses i have the goverment refuses to give me any kind of support, i have to come to the job application centre and learn how to write a job application for 6 hours per day, its very intimidating.

I don't think the country is the problem, im just to much of a pussy to do anything on a individual level.

Sorry, i cant use the microphone or ill wake up the rest of the house.

Sure, im read up on body language every now and then, but doing everything manually and being so aware of everything you do is hard.

If im a ugly disgusting sensitive bitch assburger weakling at 18 what will change when im 80?

Hard to get without only one social contact (he actually has 12k followers on instagram and has fucked multiple girls, but im afraid that if i talk to him about my issues that he will cut me off.)

Besides, wouldn't want to have a criminal record.

Also, reading all replies including images, but can't respond to everybody.

U get diagnosis that means ur gay, but tomorrows another day

Some of us have give you tips. But instead of taking our advice, you just throw back excuses on why you can't do that. I wasn't going to say this, but you really should kill yourself.

Fuck this thread, only women talk about their problems, this is not working for me, im feeling like some emo. Don't reply any further, this was a bad idea from the beginning.

get medicated

Fuck I said do acid not talk to someone about your feelings.

You won't get a criminal record lmao I've been around drugs since birth and in no way shape or form the degenerate that Sup Forums makes people like me to be.

I'm a stock trader pulling $4,000 a week (Usually). Anything is possible if you have just the right amount of autism and a comfy supply of Dextroamphetamine.

PS: I also fuck hella bitches, go chase my life user I believe in you. Because believe it or not, I was in the same boat as you about 4 years ago. Now life is beautiful.

Try
Mdma

you will not reget my friend, i was 100% autsi before i tried it.

Shrooms. They can be brutal when they teach you things but you need that with your current attitude.

Not if you want some fuck off headache and a sore jaw in the morning. Acids the way to go user trussss.

id say Acid, shrooms is a gamble to an bad trip.

mdma tho, holy shit broke all my social barriers in one night, litterally figured out how to hook up now 24/7. Shit gets easier every time, tho id not do it more then once a year due to E-tardation

Anger is the most poisonous emotion there is. First it inflames all those who care about you, then it eats you up and rots everything in your body until you are a husk and left with no one.
That's what has happened to you OP.
Letting go of hate and anger is the first step to being free.
Forget the refugees,forget everyone at school, forget about girls, forget and forgive any one or anything that boils your blood because they/it are not worth it.
Happiness comes to those who try to be happy, kindness comes to those who are kind, tolerance follows whoever is tolerant.
Change the way you talk to yourself, i suspect you have never congratulated yourself for any good you've done and i bet you criticise yourself for every wrong you've done.
That needs to change.

WTF???? It seems the decent Sup Forumsros are back and the edgies are on the way out. Good on you Sup Forums.

Op, there is some decent advice posted. Just remember that at 18 you really haven't given life a chance to show you how good it can be.

>only women talk about their problems

Yeah, that's why men are much more likely to commit suicide.

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