Hello /b

Hello /b

I broke up with my GF of nearly 6 years 10min ago.

I was alone for 20 years with no one in my life before her (No I'm not a serial killer, just very shy and carrying a lot of baggage from childhood trauma that fucked me up for life) I was an alcoholic for 20 years.

I just don't love her anymore, and have not loved her for 3 years now.

Ask me anything, my feelings are at an all time low. I'll tell the truth about anything.

I know the trolls will come to feed, but there are Jedi Knights on /b too. I know the Jedi will come too.

ok whats ur credit card information

Same thing here. Except we lived together 7 years, and my drinking caused us to break up. Feels bad man, unless you have money and escorts...

I don't own a credit card, so I lucked out on that question.

Are you guys still going to mess around or does she want absolutely nothing to do with you?

They're probably sucking dicks already boys. Face it, women have it a lot easier than guys.
>guy breaks up after a long relationship
>crippling depression for years, maybe drugs/alcoholism
>girl breaks up after a long relationship
>some other guys penis in mouth almost immediately afterwards

I quit drinking over 5 years ago.
I've been sober during this relationship. I am very sad, but am optimistic about my future.

Why did you stop loving her and howd you break the news? Did you live together? Did you have marriage plans since youd been dating that long? Was the sex good and how fast did it change and were there phases?

Too soon to know. We broke up over 10minutes ago. Who knows if she will want to do that.
I still respect her heaps. I won't make the first move, I don't want to give her mixed feelings.

You lost me at jedi knights. Go shower w a toaster you worthless drunk

how old are you?

what kind of trauma did you experience?

how have you met?

The only advice i can give: it will become better with time even if you think i won't right now...

Oh, I know she's sucking dick. And eating pussy. She went apeshit whore crazy after being with only one guy for 7 years. That's what I get for dating a hot ass sexual girl.

>The only advice i can give: it will become better with time even if you think i won't right now...
>even if you think i wont right now
>i wont
>i
Scumbag ex girlfriend detected

feb 2014 she stops letting me come visit. I tell her i'm very lonley and she dosn't care. Just keeps telling me some reason or another why I can't come over. I get angry resentful, and feel rejected. But she still wants to go to the drive in with me, and out to dinner, and on holidays.

I told her via txt msg.

we did not live together. I have social anxiety, and don't like being around other people for long.

No marriage plans

sex has not been good for years. A problem I have is she has a very smelly pussy, I can't go down on her at all.

I've had insomnia and depression since early 2014.

Not killing myself.
I'm sober and strong now.
I'm not taking a drink either.
You should tell us about your pain, why are you so filled with hate ? trust us, we will love you.

>smelly pussy
>insomnia and depression
I smell a connection here user (no pun intended)

You gunna smoke her ass now?

sorry i meant to write it instead of i

I'm 43 years old
I experienced sexual abuse by a female, when i was about 10 years old. I was violently beaten by mother and father during child hood years, it stopped when i got big enough to stop them.

I met her at work

Thanks man. I know it will get better with time. I just have to stay strong and think about the future. Its coming, just like the rising sun.

...

If she's getting some dick, then good for her. I loved her deeply and wish her well.

I hope she gets a ton of good young dick and forgets about me in a few days.

I've hurt her heaps.

well, if she's hot it shouldn't be hard. just saddle up to a bar, order one drink, sip on it and wait for the alphas/betas to show up.

No I'm not going to smoke her ass.
I broke up with her. She's the one who's super hurt.
I'm just feeling sorry I hurt her. and I'm fearing the loneliness of my future.

Come on guys. Console me.
I know I'd get more attention if I pulled a desperate stunt, but I'm not going to get drunk and do crazy shit at the local pub naked.

NOPE

Why won't you just let go
And think about yourself for once in your life.
I'll love and be loved I promise you.
Very similar story here OP
And nowadays I'm just starting a new relationship and I'm scared as hell for my hurt.
Better days to come I promise you that.
Cheers OP thanks for sharing what use to be my own mirror.
Better days to come! Yours Sup Forums.

Thanks :)
I've got tears in my eye's.
That was fucking awesome man.
True /b Jedi detected.

Your right.
I do need to thnk about myself.
I can't hold back for fear of hurting others

You'll love and be loved***
>NP, please do not lose yourself for anyone or anything.
We birth alone we die alone
Don't you ever forget yourself.

my psychologist has been urging me to stop thinking of others and to think of myself, while living life to a code of honor and conduct without shame.

do you know what binary code is

yes

There are millions of fish in the sea. If you still have feelings for her then put 100% effort into fixing your relationship and keep giving your all while you're together. Otherwise cut her loose. You're wasting your time & hers. Vice versa. The spark is either there or it isn't. You both have to hold hands and shit together, or get off the adjacent toilets with no divider between you, and fly free. You'll never get all the good things out of someone and get them to change the things you don't like about them. It has never and will never be done, though many have tried with no success. Good luck user. Life is short, but long if you are unhappy. Choose wisely Daniel-san.