>depressed for 5+ years, social anxiety also that feed off each other >no job >Work makes me more depressed being a pathetic wageslave for some worthless shit corporation >no friends. Lost them all because I'm autistic fat & lazy. >Drug addiction is why I exist >nihilistic worldview, I don't see a point in doing anything which only further drives my laziness and inability to actually accomplish anything >nothing to look forward to besides a lifetime of wageslavery. Just generally not a life worth living >hurt a lot of people by lying and take advantage of certain situations. >€15k debts >Crippling psychiatric problems like borderline >pretty sure I'm a pschygopath too. >No actual skills >Can't ever sleep until I get to the point of feeling physically ill and weak >4/20 erday >Get drunk first until I go outside to deal with axienty. >getting fatter everyday >Nobody cares anymore >can't get over the fact that this world is unfair and innocent people are dying because of shitty people's decisions
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Asher Anderson
Bump
William Cooper
You're not alone OP
Jacob Reyes
Doesn't seem like even people here care so meh. Tbh not really suprised.
Sebastian Myers
If you want to change, change. Try something different, keep trying things until something sticks. Fail until you don't.
You can feed your depression or starve it. Which choice do you think will be happier?
Colton Wilson
Write. Anything. A book. A diary.
Oliver Howard
depression sucks...how could u live on with it? I dont know. Had it for 1 year and even with a 10/10 gf I was depressed and had suice thoughts all the time...
But you should go on because of VR...sound stupid but year...
From which EU country are u from?
Elijah Hernandez
Who supports you?
Eli Peterson
this guy is a reason
Jaxon Bailey
>You can feed your depression or starve it.
I feed it to find enough courage to do it. Haven't found enough of it yet I guess. I'd rather just go and get it over with. I'm not scared for death. Neither of trying. Every day feels like an excuse not to do it and I don't know why...
I'm quite bad in writing stories. Can't even come up with were to begin.
The Netherlands
Alcohol & weed
Handsome man
Christian Cooper
See now you're just being an attention seeking-bitch. You come on here blog-posting, people are offering you legit suggestions to help but instead you're "waaah i dont like that, i cant do that, i just want suicide" Then fucking do it already. You're the most disgusting person i've ever had the displeasure of reading about. As someone whos actively FIGHTING depression, i honestly hope you just fucking off yourself already.
Chase Rivera
Oh I said write, not write anything good.
Heck once you realise what sells ie. Twilight and 50 shades of it doesn't actually have to be any good, then you can pick up.
Grayson Reed
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Evan Brooks
>the most disgusting Haven't been here long, do you
Try schrooms and a psychologist. Not easy what you're going through, but you can only make small changes until you make a breakthrough.
Logan Green
take all the cash you have, pack a bag of whatever you feel like you need and start walking. hitching rides is easy
go see the world, i'll be out there with you soon Sup Forumsro
Benjamin Torres
Go traveling, save some money, not much, buy a cheap tent, a bagpack and than just walk away where ever you want
Anthony Smith
this user knows whats up
Owen Baker
Lol, exact same thought
Carson Russell
you need an ayahuasca experiance look it up you will be surprised, not like it will fix your life but like shroos it may give you the ability to see what yous hould do next